Been a few years since I've made a Journal so I figured I'd do it again. I will be at FWA, so feel free to say hi if you see me in suit! I do not mind pictures/hugs/that kinda stuff, just try not to break my suit or squish me too hard cx

Things have been starting to get better, I am still a shell of what I was due to events from a few years ago, but I am trying to get back to how I was when I first joined the fandom! It can be hard to bounce back, but it helps to have lovely friends that are there for you. I am going to get back into the art game once I get more financially stable, there are a few people I need things with and I am trying my best to catch up with it :3 feel free to hit me up if you want to have a commission together/discuss any ideas, get to know each other! I won't bite.

As always, take care guys~

To everyone reading this, Merry Christmas ;) I hope you're all having a great day with your family/friends/whoever you decide to hang out with! Everyone deserves to have a nice day every once in awhile, hopefully today is as good as can be! ^_^

Thanks everyone for entering into the raffle, i loved everyone's ideas but there can only be one winner! After taking a trip to random number generator and running it through, our winner appears to be...

 dragonartw

Congrats hun on winning, thanks everyone for entering, and this surely won't be the last giveaway! I might do another at 1500, if my funds allows me to do so. I appreciate all of you entering, and I'm sorry more than one person can't win xc

Today is the last day for the raffle! Last minute entries are still welcome if you haven't already, here's the link:

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9649816/

I woke up to 1000 watchers today so I guess its time to start the K98 giveaway! Thanks everyone who helped me reach this point in the year and some change that I've been in the fandom. Its been a Rollercoaster throughout my entire time here, but I'm pretty happy with where I'm at now. Ive met a lot of people here, hell I'm even living with the love of my life that I met through the fandom, I'm so grateful for where I'm at today, compared to where I started. Thank you everyone.

The raffle will be a duo from the artist.

Here are the rules for the giveaway:
1.You have to be watching me!
2. Comment with a link to your ref and the idea that you want, but it cannot be anything too extreme. If you have questions about the idea, feel free to ask me in the comment you make.
3. You can make a journal referencing this giveaway as well, which will count as an extra vote for yourself.

I will assign everyone numbers whenever I can. Also. this raffle will last 2 weeks.

Thanks a bunch  k98 for doing this for me and the winner, I appreciate it immensely! If anyone has any questions or concerns, feel free to leave them down below. Goodluck everyone! I will draw the winner 2 weeks from now.

also IF YOU MAKE A JOURNAL FOR THE EXTRA ENTRY, LET ME KNOW IN THE COMMENT lol

Thank you for the 900 watchers, everyone who is watching currently. I appreciate you all, and can't believe how far I've came in just over a year. It means a lot. At 1,000, I plan to do another giveaway like I had for the one for my 500 watchers. This time, the artist who will be doing the raffle is the special, cute boyo  K98 Thank you so much for taking up this request Kooey! I appreciate you ^^. More details on the giveaway will be released the closer I get to 1,000. This time, the raffle will probably last 3 weeks to a month. Can't wait for it :D

I've taken a break from telegram for the last few days if anyone has messaged me. I haven't really checked it since then except for some important business. Taking this break from telegram has lead me to make the decision of cleaning up the people I have on it for now, and starting fresh. With that being said, do not come to me on telegram if you're going to be fake to me, which goes for people in my past. I do not have time to deal with the level of lies, and fraud. When I do come back to telegram, I'm going to focus on paying more attention to the people that deserve it. If you felt I hadn't in the past, I'm sorry. Feel free to message me and we can talk again. When I come back, I'm going to message everyone on it and catch back up with everyone. Thanks for being patient, and thank you to those who've reached out who checked on me through other means.

Hey guys, figured I'd give everyone a heads up and say that my uploads will probably slow down considering I'm about to go through a move and I don't have a job yet, but I'm getting close to one! As soon as I can be financially stable again, then I can try to get some more commissions with some people. I never knew looking for a job in Texas could be so hard XD. I hope everyone has a great day, and I'll be back to my normal postings in a few weeks or so. I'll also probably throw a 1,000 watcher raffle, so I'm looking forward to giving back like that. During this time, I might also become more inactive on this website, not entirely sure yet. You can catch me on telegram though if you need me.

Thanks everyone!

Hey guys! If any VR furs are reading this, there's a virtual furry convention happening on VRChat over the weekend, the first of it's kind. If anyone wants to link up on it, hit me up! I'm pretty excited for it and can't wait to see everyone on it, it'll be like being at a real con ^^

Been awhile since I've last made a journal about life. So much has happened, good stuff, bad stuff, but it's all led up to how things currently are. I love the position I'm at right now, and I'm really grateful for the people in my life. I've moved to Texas to live with someone I love, and I couldn't be happier about it. I hope everyone else is doing well, and as usual, my DM's are open if anyone needs anybody to talk to.

Everyone go check out https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9458170 for your chance to win a free piece from  K_98 with this cute sexy badger~

Thank you everyone for entering the giveaway and thank you to those who watched me after finding out about it! I welcome you all to my channel and I hope you enjoy the content I'll post~ Even if there can only be one winner, that doesn't mean that there won't be another chance! This won't be my only raffle, I already have another one planned but it will take a while to get there.
Using random number generator, the number it produced is... https://imgur.com/noAZmvz

This number ends up leading me to...  deathsquad666 Xander~! Congratulations hun, the idea of the piece is definitely something I haven't had done before in art, and I'll look forward to it being created~! :D

Depending on how searching for a new job goes, I might do a raffle at 750, but I will for sure do one at 1,000. Thanks again everyone for watching, and when I get more financially stable I'd be completely down with getting duos if anyone would still want them ^^.

Thanks again everyone and I hope you all had an amazing Christmas, and an equally great New Years~!

Hey everyone~ My raffle is currently under a week left for the time remaining, and I was just setting a reminder out to everyone who hasn't entered who would like to.
The raffle can be found here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9357272

Goodluck to all who enter, and thank you everyone once again~ <3

It's so crazy to see how far I've came within 6 months of officially being in the fandom, I've met so many nice people along the way, made my way to the biggest furry convention in the country/world, have been supported by so many people that I really don't deserve, and I figure one way of repaying back everyone that's helped me and the community would be to host a free raffle for one lucky winner, but even if you don't win don't worry, this won't be the only one I'm going to do. I really appreciate everyone for helping me get so far.


The winner will have a duo piece with Manu, complete artistic freedom for what you would like in this picture, and the picture will be completed by  khayen . You can choose what tier of picture you would like, as I'm not opposed to any that he offers, so linearts through fully shaded, feel free to choose whichever one~ The idea can be completely up to the winner, and I am open to discussing kinks and such, but there is a limited with what I am NOT willing to do. Please refrain from doing kinks such as **scat, vomit, macro/micro, diapers, cub, death, gore, and blood**. If you have any questions on if your kink is acceptable, feel free to mention it in the comments when you post here! This will end in two weeks.


So to enter, you have to meet the following requirements:

1). You must be a watcher of me, and new watchers are completely free to join in as well!

2). Comment on this journal with your reference sheet, and idea that you would like the piece to be based around.

3.) (Optional and highly appreciated) Make a journal sharing that I'm doing this raffle, and you will count as two entries instead of one!


Once the raffle is over, I'll use a random number generator to see who the winner is, and after making sure that they have followed these requirements, I will message you on Furaffinity! I will also make a journal saying who the winner is who everyone knows when it has been decided. And once again, the time on this will be two weeks!

Good luck to everyone who decides to enter, and I hope you all have a Merry Christmas!

Hey everyone! Ya boy will be at MFF for the entirety of the con, and I’ll be in Chicago tomorrow! You can see me walking around with my Manu badge on, unfortunately I don’t have a suit or anything. Hopefully I see a few people there and make some more friends!

Hey everyone! I've been getting traction quicker than I expected so I figured I'd set a personal goal with a bit of a reward for the community as well for helping me reach the point I'm at today! Thanks everyone for staying with me on my journey through the fandom, I didn't even have a sona coming into the year and now I have one and almost half a thousand watchers....It's incredible! I thank each and every one of you and the friends I've made along the way.

I decided that if I hit 500 watchers before January 1st, I'll hold a raffle with an artist I can discuss it with. More information will be available soon, but we still have another month and some change until we hit that goal, which I can consider to be quite easy to hit. When I hit 500, more information will become available and I'll start talking with some friends of mine to see which artist I can come up with ^^ thank you again everyone~!

I can't even begin to say how disgusted I am with the way how some people act in this world, and in this fandom. I'm guilty of being pretty bad myself, nobody's perfect, but I've never seen an individual try to victimize themself so much, try to blame their problems on everyone else, try to shit on everyone else to the point of mentally breaking them down, only for them to act like they aren't at fault. It's disgusting. People out there need to realize the actions they take and the influence they have on the individuals they speak to, and not have a complete meltdown whenever you call them out on it. Drop your ego for one minute and take a step back and realize the way you treat people is the reason that things are the way they are for you.

/rant

Hey guys, been a minute since I've streamed! I figured I'd go ahead and start up one today, I'll keep it going until I get too bored or something. My twitch is https://www.twitch.tv/random_depip , don't be afraid to stop by!

People always exaggerate stories to help fit their narrative, but in the end...let the facts and actions speak for themselves ^w^

Occasionally on the path of life bad things will happen to you, and it can be the worst thing ever in your mind, but it’s all about the perspective of how you are seeing things.

Sometimes the bad things that happen in our life put us directly on the path that will lead us to the best things to ever happen to us. After having been stuck in a rut, I found someone who helped lift me up. I’ve been so grateful for these last few days and I can’t wait to see what the future can hold for us. I lucked out finding someone who’s cute, charming, supportive, amazing, sexy, and all around one of the nicest people I’ve ever met. Thank you  dragonzeye for being there for me and showing me what it’s like to feel this way again after so long. I can’t express my gratitude enough for you, besides being here with you for the rest of our lives to come. I’m extremely grateful for the events that’s led up to today, whether bad or good, because in the end...I’m glad I got to meet you.

Thank you for all the friends that supported me, for the people who kept me grounded, who supported me when times got tough, for the people who have been in my life. I appreciate every last one of you.

What I say here is going to apply to anyone that needs to hear this. If you have a problem, you fix it. Ignoring it will not cause the problem to resolve itself, and running away from it is not a solution. In reality, the things you're running from will linger beneath your mind's surface, haunting any new, relatively similar undertaking. If you notice a pattern with the way things are going, fix it.

When you run away, you attempt to tie up the loose ends before detangling them. You keep trying to pick up more things and don't understand why you're dropping them. Emotional ties run deeper than something as simple as dropping it, and hoping everything works out. People remember things.

Taking the easy way out is not a solution to problems, and if these problems aren’t going away or being fixed, maybe it’s time to reevaluate the way that you try to find a solution instead of pushing it off.

If you always do what is easy and choose the path of least resistance, you never step outside your comfort zone. Great things don't come from comfort zones.

Been a minute since I’ve made a journal that wasn’t advertising for a stream, I figured I’d give an update I guess. I’ve mostly been pushing forward with life, finding enjoyment out of the little things that I come across. Lately though, it feels like I’ve hit a patch, possibly because I’ve been working for 7 days a week for the last two months with only days off being due to natural issues like weather, possibly because I’m spreading myself too thin, could be that I don’t have enough time in the day to actually get what I want done...I can’t really tell for sure.

I do thank the people that have been here for me, but it seems like I still have a lot to learn when it comes to making friends. I try to be there for people as much as I can and sometimes it isn’t enough for them to even think twice of helping me whenever I need it. An analogy I had read was that like us, the sun is used by all beings, it has the power and ability to distribute its energy onto others, and I’ve been living like that, and it gets hard. I’m going to keep doing what I do, but drop my expectations of what to expect. Maybe it’s reasonable, maybe it’s unreasonable, it’s all subjective. Give time to the ones who give you their time, not everyone deserves your time if it isn’t reciprocated. Friendship is a two way street.

I will pick up drawing again sometime in the near future, once I quit my part time job that I do on the weekends. I plan to continue to do my streams, which I’ve been putting in almost every single night, and I’ve even built up a little community and I’m so damn grateful for the people that come stop and watch. I appreciate everyone in my life right now because I wouldn’t be to the point that I am today without them, so thank you everyone, promise next time I make a journal it won’t be so gloomy. XD

I'm going to be streaming some Mortal Kombat Kombat League and then switching over to DbD if anyone would like to watch. Everyone is welcome! My twitch is https://www.twitch.tv/random_depip

Whenever I get the time I'm probably going to start streaming games I play more, ranging from Mortal Kombat, to Mordhau, to Dead by daylight, and I might take suggestions.

With that being said, I'm streaming live now at https://www.twitch.tv/random_depip Feel free to stop on by! My current game is Mortal Kombat, and I may switch to Dragonball FighterZ.

Been a few since I’ve made one of these, heh... I should probably start to draw again, but finding the push to do it can be hard, especially when I’m working 7 days a week and have been for over the last month. Finished another semester of classes, so that just leaves one left before I get both of my degrees ^^. I’ve made a lot of new friends, and lost some too, but it’s just how life goes. Just sucks, especially when it strikes so hard that you still cry over the situations, like tonight.

I’m trying to make new and better friends though but...its just hard. It’s hard to find people willing to match the level of support and effort I can give, but when I do...god are they a keeper. Depression can be a bitch, but I make the most out of it by trying to make the others around me happy, which in turn makes me happy. Although I did get a new sona recently, so I’m super ecstatic about that, hehe.

I also got a boyfriend aswell! He should be getting into FA pretty soon, can’t wait to see where I can go with him. Even as I type this I keep getting messages from him telling me how much he loves me, and I can’t thank him enough for his support. Either way, I’m just going to keep pushing forward like everyone else should be doing, and have faith that in the end, things are going to work out perfectly fine ^w^