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MOVED ACCOUNTS - - @Woylies
Posted 3 years agohiiiiiiii ive moved accounts !!!!! follow me here:
and you can find me on twitter, deviantart, and toyhouse with the same username !!!!
and you can find me on twitter, deviantart, and toyhouse with the same username !!!!
self proclaimed tortured artist
Posted 3 years agosorry ive been so inactive, long story short i have mental illnesses that are deliberately making it hard for me to draw
activity and life update
Posted 4 years agoi am so very incredibly busy busy busy
as of november i've been working part time but i also do volunteer work at TWO different places now. i struggle with time management and have not been able to allocate my energy to draw things. going from doing absolutely fuck-all to having only one free day a week is really taking a hit on other things in life like world building for my OCs, exercising, piano practise, and maintaining relationships with friends and family. i'm aiming for getting at least 7 hrs of sleep each night but that's tricky. but hey i have an income now !
HOWEVER. i am currently drawing things - which is a good sign for me because usually i am not drawing things !!!
...although....... i'm still figuring out why drawing can sometime cause me so much emotional distress and anxiety attacks, and then sometimes it's completely normal. my referral for my psychologist ran out just recently but i reckon i'll need to properly work through some things with the therapy skills that i do have on my own to ease my mental anguish when it comes to making my silly drawings. 'cause i WANT to draw SO BADLY. but there are also many things wrong with my brain.
i do not mean for this journal to come across as a vent post btw!! just updating everyone and simply thinking out loud, i guess!!
anyway - happy new year : )
as of november i've been working part time but i also do volunteer work at TWO different places now. i struggle with time management and have not been able to allocate my energy to draw things. going from doing absolutely fuck-all to having only one free day a week is really taking a hit on other things in life like world building for my OCs, exercising, piano practise, and maintaining relationships with friends and family. i'm aiming for getting at least 7 hrs of sleep each night but that's tricky. but hey i have an income now !
HOWEVER. i am currently drawing things - which is a good sign for me because usually i am not drawing things !!!
...although....... i'm still figuring out why drawing can sometime cause me so much emotional distress and anxiety attacks, and then sometimes it's completely normal. my referral for my psychologist ran out just recently but i reckon i'll need to properly work through some things with the therapy skills that i do have on my own to ease my mental anguish when it comes to making my silly drawings. 'cause i WANT to draw SO BADLY. but there are also many things wrong with my brain.
i do not mean for this journal to come across as a vent post btw!! just updating everyone and simply thinking out loud, i guess!!
anyway - happy new year : )
opening for one more commission slot
Posted 4 years agodecided to open up for one more!! well it was technically two more but only one slot is left
any commission type is available
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43284554/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43284554/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43284554/
go and make me draw ur character !!
any commission type is available
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43284554/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43284554/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43284554/
go and make me draw ur character !!
thinkin abt opening commissions this month
Posted 4 years agomy temporary job's about to end and i got used to having an income and stuff. so i wanna do something while i apply to workplaces and i thought it was about time to take on a few commissions again hehe !! i'm saving up to buy a new tablet because mine's about to kick it
obligatory art fight journal
Posted 4 years agohello im doing art fight this year !!
https://artfight.net/~assrat
https://artfight.net/~assrat
https://artfight.net/~assrat
let's hope seasonal depression doesn't get in the way this time because july also happens to be the middle of winter here heh eh :'-(
i like winter tho so idk if i have seasonal depression or not lolquicky mental health and activity update
Posted 4 years agojust a reminder that if u don’t know, i’m in a depressive episode atm which makes it reallyyyyyyy hard to draw :-/ plus i lose a lot of time to just resting and recovering because my energy drains so fuckin easily from socialising and yet i’m still determined to put in the effort to maintain friendships
anywayyyyyy i’ll do my best to just get back into the swing of things but don’t expect any more activity than my usual monthly drawing so apologies for that hehe
anywayyyyyy i’ll do my best to just get back into the swing of things but don’t expect any more activity than my usual monthly drawing so apologies for that hehe
I'M STREAMING [offline]
Posted 5 years agoedit: i've finished !! lmao
definitely gonna stream again, this was fun !!!
not for long...just until my tablet runs out of charge hehe
just seeing if i'm up for streaming again, mostly :~)
https://picarto.tv/assrat
definitely gonna stream again, this was fun !!!
just seeing if i'm up for streaming again, mostly :~)
https://picarto.tv/assrat
anyone play wolvden? o_o
Posted 5 years agou should add me
it's a uh....one of them pet sites ? looks fun >:D
it's a uh....one of them pet sites ? looks fun >:D
friends...i am wondering
Posted 5 years agoevery day i get a little closer to the idea of drawing some nsfw stuff ?? would y’all hate me if i do ?
and depending how that goes, i may open up nsfw commissions in the future o_o
and depending how that goes, i may open up nsfw commissions in the future o_o
i’m doing art fight!
Posted 5 years agohttps://artfight.net/~assrat
i’m not choosing my team so it’ll be a surprise...!
i’m prioritising the revenge attacks that i’ve missed last year...i’ve got a bit to catch up on O_o
i’m not choosing my team so it’ll be a surprise...!
i’m prioritising the revenge attacks that i’ve missed last year...i’ve got a bit to catch up on O_o
