probably gonna delete this soon

those who still wanna talk know where to find me~

Hey so I'm new to this whole commission thing but I figure hey why not I could use the extra income as a starving college student.

I'm going to be offering avatars OOTS style, as seen here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4560033

If you're interested, PM me with a reference sheet, preferably SFW. I have a roommate and he's not into the whole nude dragons thing. I'll only be doing dragons and similar stuff for now, mainly because I'm new to this and don't wanna get flooded.

I'm going to be bleeding your wallets dry at the insanely high price of $1 each. Oh dang. You'll get both a high resolution version and a premade avatar size, both of which to do with as you please! If you wanna shamelessly advertise for me with a journal or something, feel free, but I'm not gonna force you or anything.

So yeah. I'm open for business. :D

If time had gone a different way
I might still be loving you
But that is all that I can say

At the start of every day
I think of what you and I could do
If time had gone a different way

I see your face, and look away
Softly whispering “I love you too”
But that is all that I can say

The sun shines on, but I see gray
Yet I could still see every hue
If time had gone a different way

And though our paths have gone astray
I ask, “Could our love have been true?”
But that is all that I can say

The sun shines down – the brightest ray
Lets slip a voice that sounds like you
“If time had gone a different way…
But that is all that I can say”

A screaming in darkness
A fading into light
A dragon dead from loneliness
A nightfall filled with light

A blessing of the brightness
A curse bequeathed by hate
A dragon revived by this
A daybreak coming late

A bittersweet renewal
Reunion soft and sharp
A love with no more fuel
A heart played like a harp

Love for you remains forever
Yet what I wish is granted never

Good for the soul, bad for the heart

What do I do now?

Goodnight, world.

Abrupt End.

I've torn off all my shackles.
I've claw-carved out my heart.
Yet, all I hear are cackles.
Of those who've torn me apart.

You see me and you turn away
Content to let me be
You pay no heed to what I say
Is it that you cannot see?

I pray to those I hold up high
And look into my soul
When,what I see is all but lies
Truth seen has paid my toll

And so I live, unbound by all
And so I love, until my fall.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Good Morning, Oblivion.
Good Night, Security.
My patience is wearing thin.
There's nothing else left to see.

Good Morning, Loneliness.
Good Night, being Loved.
My friends - all I'll miss.
Not being hurt or shoved.

Good Morning, my Lifetime.
Good Night, my Illusions.
My ears will bring sweet rhyme
Instead of delusions.

Good Morning, Moonlight
Good Night, Daybright

Derp derp derp

I suppose this is goodbye now
I have no reason to stay
Therefore, I will say “ciao”
Until another day

Living life is my next journey
Putting those who left me far behind
The bonds have faded, ever faintly
They’re little than scars upon my mind

And yet, I cannot leave forever
I will always love those who loved me back
Even if it didn’t last forever
The closeness is one I’ll always lack

This world is not mine for any longer
Yet thinking back, I couldn’t be more fonder.


Until next time.

Abrupt end.

There will always be those more beloved than I
There will always be many with much greater heart
There are those whose hopes will never die
There are those who can make simply great works of art

So where do I fit, the one who gives nothing?
Why do i stay here, exist on this earth?
I, who though I try to, cannot stop loving
I, who give ev'rything but nothing of worth

I live for myself and I live not for others,
For I am worthless to every soul
What joy can I bring to my sisters and brothers?
None, so I will live my life single and whole.

But if you'll spare some time for me
I'll give what I can, my love, to thee

Yayyyyy~ Emo sonnets.

People suck.

Poetry is an undervalued art form.

Abrupt end.

~Rauthissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

You said you needed a friend, and we were so
I loved you, and you loved me back.
I was loved. It was new in my life and no,
I thought it would never be a thing I lack.

You showed me those you held close
And, trusting you, I became close as well
But perhaps you had given me too high a dose
For then you left me and sent me to hell

For one who says he needs friends and love
You were quite quick to push me away
I still love you, despite the shove
Away from you, no matter what you say

Forever you will be my brother
Though you left me for many an other.


I doubt you'll read this.

That doesn't make it any less important.

Tomorrow I'll feel differently.

It's so easy to love and hate in the same emotion.

Abrupt end.

~Rauthy

This:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1133916/

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