If you can't set aside your own worries to help out a friend just once, you're not a friend.
If you blatantly lie to make your own situation look force in the face of someone who needs help you're not a friend.

And then if you say that FA abandoned you after you stopped being a popfur.
why would you go and immediately make a journal post whoring for attention there.

..Full of shit, that's the only thing you are.

for those of you who think I'm dead, And I know there's a lot of those.
Well close but no.
i'm jut constantly finding other ways to fill my time an disable my body.

A floating Jetski Dock Usually costs about 2000€
I was dared to do better.

So over the past week, with scrap wood and 40 empty 40 liter jugs
[and a whole lotta screwing.] And, a ig patch of faux grass. Project Pontoon got water tested yesterday.

Bankirai is crazy fucking heavy wood.
So, Using only two people to get it to the water..well I totally FUCKED up my arms

But atleast it was a grand success.

My multipurpose pontoon is stable, has aprox 1.7 tons of floatability, and I can attach an outboard engine to it.

For the cost of less then 200€

In your face Robert xD

[he bought one of the 2000€ ones ]

even remember when I last drew something that was non commercial.

....



sadface.

stupid advertising

with me being retardedly busy and all, I've hardly done any artwork, commercial or personal latesly.
No that I've been uploading at all since none of it is furry anywho..

But I actually have gotten a request, on I couldn't refuse.

I'm getting to design the sweaters for the national Gaming team here.

I'm overly excited and ca't wait to get the full info and people's names to put on them.

Added Bonus is that I'm getting one too.

Hell yeah!
Wasted my youth gaming, finally has an advantage to it! x3

My next "artsy" project is going to be revamping my motorcycle [that I obtained cause the previous owner died, conveniently]

I'll upload a photo and ask wether to give it some nice colours, or just go for a full on "rat bike/borderlands-ish" Theme.

Even those who can understand you if you say just one word,
don't know anything if you don't speak at all.

1.)Are you kinky?
yeap

2.)Have you had sex?
duh

3.)Do you like anal?
giving? very much so

4.)Are you bi gay or les?
just girls now, but I've seen both worlds

5.)Do you like to be spanked?
not really,

6.)Ever spank someone?
with or without paddle?

7.)Do you watch porn or have you?
yeeap

8.)Have you ever touched a penis? (not of your own if your a guy)
yup

9.)How do you think you are in bed?
I think DEcent, since I aim to please, But I've heard good.

10.)Top or bottom?
Top

11.)Ever done cowgirl?
Reverse is my favorite

12.)Ever been ate out or ate someone out?
yeap, girls taste worse then guys

13.)Are you a dirty girl/boy?
I Guess so

14.)Can I spank you?
wanna get tied up ?

15.)Can you tell I cant think of much more to say thats dirty?
yeah, what are you, virgin?

16.)Whats one dirty thing you like to say?
Half the words that come outta me.

17.)Whats a fetish of yours?
eh, nothing really anymore

18.)Bed or couch?
both

19.)Dominate or be dominated?
Dominate

20.)Was it as good for you as it was for me?
no, never

21.)Where would you LOVE to loose your virginity?
not where I lost it.

22.)How many penises have you seen or touched in your life?
I have, no bloody clue


23.)How many boobs have you seen or touched?
Plentyyy

24.)How many times do you masturbate weekly?
dunno really, depends if I have time

25.)If you could see anyone you wanted in the nude, who would it be?
eh, no such desire.

26.)If you could have sex with anyone you wanted, who would it be?
myself x3

27.)On a scale of 1 to 10, how horny are you?
0 currently

28.)Would you ever send a naked pic of yourself to someone?
If my partner would ask, seminude yea

29.)Would you swallow someone's cum?
not really

30.)How do you like it?
like what ?!

31.)Do you have any crushes on anyone?
No...not that i believe in anymore

32:)What's your favorite porn site?
motherless

33.)How big is your dick/boobs?
like I need to measure, its big enough always to have gone into the cervix, and, happy its grower not shower

34.)When was the last time you masturbated?
yesterday, or the day before, dunno

35.)What's your favorite part of your body?
my hands, cause they're crafty


Well this was lame..

10 hours of raving + dancing to DnB is definately bad for al already effed up body;

Even so, Launry day was worth it.

Especially Netsky.




If you can find the time
To give your love to me
Just drop me a line
And tell me where you'll be
I'll be right here
If you can find the time
Just be sincere

Cause I don't have the time
And I don't have the patience
What do you take me for?
Why am I still waiting?
Cause while you decide
I'm stuck here suffocating
Cause if you can't find the time
My bleeding heart won't make it

Life is really lame right now.


Bleh

A forecast of twelve days of ongoin rain.

I've got fucking suburn top to toe, shitty weatherguys!

Anyways, Linkin park was fucking amazing.

...France kinda has a shitty atmosphere goin at the summer festivals...And the citadel of Arras is NOT A FUN PLACE TO TAKE A RANDOM BUS AT 2 AM guessing you'll get WHERE YOU NEED TO BE OR CLOSE

so we spent a few hours walking till we found the camp site...And then had the most odd combinations of food.

Ramen and Warm milk/amaretto go hand in hand [that's a lie, but it tastes great]

Also.. wtf. 10 miles of road, 1300 traffic cones [yes I counted]

....
And I entered this "DEsign your zippo" Contest. all fun and all but it was kinda boring.


Ratings
The gaslight anthem 3/5
Limp bizkit 1.5/5 [I heard the benny hill theme, beverly hills cop, theme, partyboy song and other shit, as FILLER between his famous OLD songs][His voice failed miserably]
Queens of the stone age 2.5/5
Linkin park 4.5/5
Marti Solveig 3/5

Rules
-Pick ten people to write messages to. Negative or Positive.
-Do not say who they are meant for
-Tag five people

1]You were my everything, The idea that you'l never really fully know how much I loved you and what an impact you had on my life, even after what happened. You grinded me into dust but that allowed me to become someone I Wanted to be. I will love you forever, beyond the borders of the possible.
And I know I will never be able to move on.

2]Damn, I've hurt you a lot. A damn big lot even. But I totally loved you, out of one of the few people I trusted as much, I trusted you the most. Still do for the larger part. Keep improving yourself, people are fickle things, and everyone can become better at everything. You just gotta believe in yourself.
It's really not THAT hard as soon as you figure it out.

3]Mfft..We've never sen eye to eye completely, but you were my first real friend. All those years of silence and flat out ignoring me have taken their tole and managed to make you the first person I have kicked out of my heart, and I've been trough some horrible things. You're honestly.. worse then monsters and inhuman people.

4]I gave you everything Ihad and more. You were a bitch and I loved it. But I Don't think I'll ever be able to listen to Hardstyle the same as before now.

5]You're not going to read this, since you're not even a furry and don't know about this place. You're terrible with women, you hurt yourself even more then them, but as much as you try to show off and close yourself off, keeping whats yours to yours and telling only me. It's going to break you sooner or later. You're not untouchable like you think you are, and you have far less skills then you think you do. For someone as rich as you are, I loant you a ton of money, I hope you will be true in givng it back. And for fuck's sake. Don't change too much.. just try to be more respectfull of women.
No worries, you're still my best friend.

6]You're a bitch, you left me for a girl, you were hot and crazy, but if I look back damn. I'm glad you walked out on me.

7]You're my inspiration, honestly. I'm probably one of your biggest fans, and you're the only person I would ever be a fan of. Your art, is fucking amazing

8]Okay, you're russian lunatic or something, but you have wicked skills, I still think you should apply for marvel or DC, rather then keep looking for dead end jobs and whacking off to morally questionable things. You're epic though

9]You defnately gave me my share of trouble. Still hate to admit that you're no longer amongst the living. Think of you more then you'd guess I would. dude.

10]Where did it all go wrong.. I Was trying to find you a nice boyfriend, we were soulmates...we fell in love, but I was too busy being manipulated and hurt by that damn bitch. Whenever I come across a picture of you or memory, I think back and smile and how stupid I was.
Honestly, You were really cute. Sorry about what I said and sorry about how we stopped talking to eachother.
Still think you're a complete and total fuckwit for marryng so young. Never tell me if you're pregnant.

To actually get around to drawing out "Nix & Nox"

And to keep my cool before I end up punching certain someone trough the wall.
..

The changing weather, and with that I mean from 18-38°- degrees celcius back down to ten and then back up again is killing me X_X

I've doing doing a lot more work on just about every case.
The bad side is..my hands are sore as hell lately.

..Haven't touched my bass or much paper.

Oddly enough I've insired someone to draw and they asked me for hints and advice how to draw.. -_-'
I agreed to it, but said there were prolly better ones to get it from.

The family feud keps going too.

Bleh.

Rava out.

Then imagine one of your nieces leaving one of those jars of play goop out in the sun

Then imagine that the jar s really hard to open and not transparent.

Imagine being curious about what state it's in.

Then, imagine popping it open and getting black liquid slime all over you, sticky and dripping of off your CROTCH of all places


Congratulations, you have now imagined what it feels like to get a bunch of slime over you
Or what happened to me yesterday.

I just hope I can get the stains out of my pants.

I wish this was a reference to rancid and not my last journal entry here.

a few months after the previous entry, three of the dominoes have fallen.

And what makes matters worse is that if they don't stop tipping over slowly, as they're doing now;

I'm in the line to fall..


..

Today the third relative hard been buried .
In these last few months, I've written more things for funerals then for college..

I'm wondering if I should start writing my own.

but not when it starts pulling a domino effect in my family with upcoming deaths.

geeze, It's the first time in my life I actually tell people "bad" when they ask me how I'm doing.

FML.

Most enjoyable is that I feel like my body aint right either., buh

it took twenty-one years to really realize how happy and kinda lucky i am. I had that feeling for a moment before finding some things to whine about.

Made me realize happyness is what you make of it.

People have been bugging me for weeks on what to get me while I have nothing I really want that can begiven.
well untill I said " everyone to stop asking me that" to all who asked..

for some reasonb, I kinda feel like life only really has started today and that everything else was a badly written prologue.

also from here on I'm no longer going to differ myself from your average fur that much.
Im not going around as a happy go lucky gayass furfag, but im not going to say " I aint a fur"

Im guessing you don't need one of those nasty suits to be a furry.


ah and as serious fursona I'll be going by my therion, no more oriental shorthair ^^


meh.I feel old xP

Domina, an artist I've known for a while's starting to do a comic and is picking chars from people who want to join in
I think I'm going to give it a try.

Rest of you should check it out, who knows, might be interesting.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1742580/

or just give him some comments and views x3

Werewolf Meme

Its a meme about your own version of werewolves. Because they're mythological, and can pretty much be any version of a human turning into a wolf.

Original cause of "werewolfism": Some stupid guy got bitten in london. by a furry


How can one become a werewolf?:
Not.

Lifespan:
Till they get shot

Mortality:
If you chop it's head off, it dies, If you chop its arm off it dies. Dogs don't survive getting shot EITHER. Usually.

Intelligence/self control:
Sometimes when they herp, they derp, I mean, they're primal beings that tear trough people, Derp.

Height:
Shorter then your average human cause they walk all bent forward and scaarrry


Fur colors (wolf colors or human hair colors?):
Like wolves mayn, Hyawoooooo

Main killing weapon....teeth or claws?:
Claws, or do you imagine them with their arms hanging down, and them going "NOM NOM NOM"?

Preferred food:
Bloody stuff? Probs meat? Nah, Vegitariwerewolf ftw.

Run on all fours or two?:
they alter

Body type (bulky, hunched, lithe, more wolf-like, etc... feel free to link!):
Bulky, for that bent over "grrr I'm bad" effect

Lifestyle - More time as wolf or human?:
Batman by day, wolfman by night

Forms (human, wolf, beast/anthro, etc):
They be like really hairy men, with claws and shit

Shifting Cause (moon, free will, ritual, etc.):
"Oh fuck, I'm on my perio.....AWOOOOOOOOOOO"

Shifting Process (is it painful? fast? Can they do it on the run?):
"My bones are stretching, my flesh is increasing to twice my size, arrgh...but ofc it don't hurt a bit"

Abilities retained in human form:
Liking bloody steak

Physical traits retained in human form:
Pointy ears, never played twilight princess ?

Any mortal enemies (ex. vampires?):
Ofcourse, That Damn arch angel gabriel.

Loners, or pack-animals?:
Loners, Else they might resort to eating eachother.
Or yiffing...

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No .

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.

3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!


Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- yes
Been arrested? --- no
Kissed someone you didn't like? ---yes
Slept in until 5 PM? --- yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? ---yes
Ran a red light? --- no
Been suspended from school? --- no
Experienced love at first sight? --- yes
Totalled your car in an accident? ---no
Been fired from a job? --- no
Fired somebody? ---no
Sang karaoke? --- yes
Pointed a gun at someone? --- yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? ---yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- yes
Kissed in the rain? --- yes
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- hell yes
Seen someone die? ---yes
Played spin-the-bottle? --- yes
Sang in the shower? --- yes
Smoked a cigar? --- yes
Sat on a rooftop? --- yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? ---yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? -- yes
Skipped school? ---yes
Eaten a bug? --- yes
Sleepwalked? -- nope
Walked a moonlit beach? ---yes
Ridden a motorcycle? ---yes
Dumped someone? ---yes
Forgotten your anniversary? ---yes
Lied to avoid a ticket? ---no
Ridden on a helicopter? ---no
Shaved your head? ---no
Blacked out from drinking? ---yes
Played a prank on someone? --- yes
Hit a home run? ---yes
Felt like killing someone? --Yes
Cross-dressed? ---yes
Been falling-down drunk? ---yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? ---yes
Eaten snake? --- yes
Marched/Protested? --- no
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? ---no
Puked on amusement ride? ---no
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- yes
Been in a band? --- yes
Knitted? ---yes
Been on TV? --- yes
Shot a gun? ---yes
Skinny-dipped? --- yes
Caused someone to need stitches? ---yes
Ridden a surfboard? ---no
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? ---yes
Had surgery? --- yes
Streaked? ---yes
Taken by ambulance to hospital? ---yes
Passed out when not drinking? ---yes
Peed on a bush? --- yes
Donated Blood? ---soon
Grabbed electric fence? ---yes [4of us did]
Eaten alligator meat? ---yes
Eaten cheesecake? ---yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? ---no
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- no
Peed your pants in public? ---no
Written graffiti? --- yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? ---yes
Think about the future? ---no
Been in handcuffs? ---yes
Believe in love? ---yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? ---yes

done!

the good news, I don't have cancer, Appearently something is double in my pancreas, if it's the whole thing they don't know yet.
Appearantly I might have the exact same condition my lovely, ehem father has.

If this is the way we keep contact, I'm guessing I'd rather cut off ties with him.


the bad news.

The majority of my family is on holiday in spain.
Great right?


Well not if the yearly trip ends up in their boat getting pulled under by a sixty foot yacht that ends up going over yoru family members.

One of my uncles has it the worst, he's lost parts of his head and spine, he's pretty muchly been scalped, but he's still alive.

I'll be happy to hear the news of wednesday , when they'll determine if not he has to be flown back here to belgium for better care.



...and here I thougth babysitting seven chihuahua's was going to be a bad week.

...gu...

Nop cancer, Appearantly something something double pancreas, which my dad has too.


Great, haven't seen the ass in a year and this is the way I Get reminded of him.

Oh bother.


Hope this shit doesn't mean I'm going to have to adapt my eating habits.

....gyah, brown bread X_X

Might have cancer.



Woop de doo.



.End.

http://video.excite.co.jp/player/?i.....ay+-+One+Piece

..

So yeah, I'm totally disturbed that a shabby toss together of an act like this , which occured at BIFFF [which is a 2 week horror event with a tiny japanimation day at the end]

Winds up on some japanese site two days later.

Then my friend ends up telling how both one piece AND spongebob are rather popular in japan.


..

eh, who cares, I only wanted to make my friends laugh.

P.S.

I'm Plankton / Mihawk

I was busy, and still am.
Sorry for my delayed responses and ignoring people on IM but...


At first a few answers to questions I had in private messages and messengers.

No: I'm not doing any tattoo designs , nor am I doing commissions, I wouldn't even know why you'd want one from me! If you want a good comission, check out Mizers or domino2 or TravarisRhade

No: I'm not uploading the Ninja-Boy comic to FA, don't feel pushed back, it's not going online on any place. It's offline for friends only, IRL friends that is.
- Why? Cause it's a parody to make fun of my best friend who's a ninja in training, but since there's stuff in there that's normally limited to the members of whatever it's called who he trains with? Dojo? Hell do I know. The comic's only shown to people who have no idea of ninja's whatsoever and just like to laugh, basically people to stupid to do things with information, which on the internet is different.

Easter Egg in this one: I'm a descendant from a line of pirates, and my best friend is a ninja trainee. ,->facepalm

Yes: I'm busy, gee whiz, don't get all butthurt if I don't get back to you. I'll answer PM's and whatnot when I have time.


Just a little closing note.

It or so appears that people are too dense to realize that if someone doesn't log on for several weeks they're BUSY, or doing IMPORTANT things, or you know MAYBE DEAD.


Pardon the not exactly like me rudeness in this, but geezus, I Don't need to be bugged while working, or after.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpXP.....eature=related

"You're breathing, and your arm's pumping..it's awesome"

"I haven't had a pump like that for years"

xP


for even more...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3N10.....eature=related

The Rules: This is fun to do. Just read the 'offence' and if you've done it, you owe that fine.
You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.
NOTE: fines to be added once, not for how ever many times you have done it. And be honest.

Smoked weed -- $10
Did acid or pills -- $5
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace/Facebook/Bebo/FA? etc -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Cross dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Ever drive and drank -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10 (Why the fuck is this a crime?)
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a vehicle while it was moving -- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video or took pictures -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in public -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex --$25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars-- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under the age accepted by rule of thumb (half your age plus 7) -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Pissed in the pool -- $0.50
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25

Tally it up and put it on your status as: "My Fine Is..." (nothing else) then repost.