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Raffle held by  passionately-isolated

I got my account back finally ouo
Time to still do absolutely nothing on it like I've done for a long time. A lot of stuff in my life has changed and I feel like getting back into art, but I just don't have the time right now.. Maybe soon I'll start back up but I don't know..

So, 2 weeks ago I posted a journal saying my cat Jaffa had gone missing, and I FINALLY got a call back from someone the other day but I had missed it because my phone was off. The woman left a voicemail saying "I'm calling about your ad for your cat Jaffa, if you could please call me back (number)." so of course I got super excited thinking she had found her. I called her this morning, and you guys.... SHE WAS CALLING WANTING ONE OF HER KITTENS. My MISSING!!! pregnant cat! I put MISSING in the title for a reason! I'm trying to find my cat, not get rid of her unborn babies! -sigh- It was a very disappointing call to be honest.. Today isn't a good day already because it marks 3 years since my father passed away. then I call this woman with a small glimmer of hope she had my cat and she just wanted one of her babies..

My cat Jaffa has gone missing and I had to post my first Missing ad on Craigslist.. I know she's probably out nesting because she's pregnant, but I need her home to give birth because she has complications delivering the first kitten and cleaning their faces when they come out.. -sighs- My mind always jumps to the worst when something happens and I try not to think anything bad but this is not like her at all to just disappear :/

My graduation was today ^u^
I didn't do as bad as I thought I would with anxiety .3.
I didn't start having it until I went up to the stage to get called and my heart borderline stopped uwu
BUT I'm okay eue

It's also my brother's birthday, but him and his girlfriend are arguing with my mom which kinda pisses me off because it's supposed to be my day but they want to fight and be pissy at each other. But whatever >3>

So, I'm sitting here scrolling through Facebook and I start noticing... Almost all of my friends have babies now. And a majority that don't are gay.
Why so many babies? o3o

I feel like I've lost almost every friend I had over the past year.. Some didn't like my relationship and left, others I've apparently done something to but don't even know what it was.. I just.. -looks down- The last friend I had, my best friend and the only person I ever talk to, just left. I don't know whether I want to cry or scream or both or just go back to sleep and hope I don't wake up.
Funny that this is supposedly the "Best year for Virgos" yet it has just been shit for me, and doesn't have any signs of looking up any time soon..

I hate when I go to my ex's house just to hang out and play Playstation or something, then his sister comes downstairs to show me videos and pictures of his daughter.. It's really a stab through the heart considering I got very attached to this little girl through 5 months of seeing her every weekend and basically taking care of her on my own; to not being able to see her at all since July.
-sighs softly- And to make it worse, her mom lives a 5 minute walk from my house so she's closer than he is..

Does no one take small part commissions anymore? Everyone I've looked at only takes full on partials and above in suits o3o..

I'm so sick of snow. That's all I've seen all week AND IT KEEPS COMING! I was fine with it until it decided to spontaneously pop back up today and destroy my plans that I can't reschedule for another 2 weeks, and that isn't even guaranteed.
-curls up with my heating pad and chocolate milk- Just go away, snow.. ;n;

A lot of things annoy me, but this is what just borderline pisses me off.

-When someone suddenly starts ignoring me in the middle of a conversation.
-When someone argues with me, even though they KNOW they're wrong.
-When I get blamed for something that's completely out of my control.
-When I get accused of lying and talked shit to, then apologized to afterwards like everything's fine.
-When I constantly get asked "Why?" or "Are you sure?" when I tell someone I don't know why I'm upset. It happens and most of the time for unknown reasons.
-When someone calls me, just to ignore me half of the call to text someone.
-When I have to repeat myself multiple times because the person wasn't listening.

These things just.. Ugh. And it happens pretty much on a daily basis, especially right when I wake up and I'm starting to have a good day, just to ruin it.

One of the Rooster Teeth animators passed away yesterday after being in a coma for 10 days after an allergic reaction during a medical procedure...
He was an excellent animator, inspiration for so many, and just a wonderful person in general.. I know the entire office is torn up over this loss, and they aren't releasing any videos in remembrance today..
Instead of flowers, they'd like everyone to do something creative to remember Monty, just as he would want. Fans have earned $190,000+ to help support his family during this time.
He was only 33.. ;-;

http://www.gofundme.com/MontyandSheena
To donate to Monty's family

Full name: Jennifer Marie Welch
Nickname: Raveh, Jen, Jenni
Relationship status: Single
Shoe size: 9 in Womens, 7 in Mens
Tall or short: Short.. 5'3
Girls I trust: Tamara, Chemi, Taco
Boys I trust: Joefeh, Snoweh, Josh, Dylan, Dylan
Favorite song: Ed Sheeran - I'm A Mess
Who I text the most: Seth
Last phone call: Tamara
Last text: Seth
Zodiac sign: Virgo
What's on my mind: Way too much to list.. Past relationships is all I'll say
Eye color: Green
People I love: All of you guys ouo
Something I say a lot: Fuck, fucking, fucked

What did you get me ouo

My birthday is next Tuesday sooo..
What are you getting me?! oUo

Also, going to Georgia this weekend to meet a friend I've had for 6 years ♥
ALSO ALSO, I'm going to try to start getting on more ;3; Sorry for just kinda disappearing on all you guys. But I've actually been getting really distant lately from everyone.. Not sure why. BUT IMMA FIX DAT!

My cat had her kittens! ;u;
They're all so beautiful ohmuhgawd ;u;
She's only had 3, but her stomach feels like she's done now.. But I love them all <3

Is I'm sorry for the way I am ;-;
I never meant to be so cold </3

An accurate description http://24.media.tumblr.com/417133f8.....rsdao1_500.gif

SO, I was hungry and didn't want to deal with peanut butter and ripping bread and just ughhhh of making a sandwich. So I decided "There's milk, let's have cereal ouo". I get my bowl, the jug of milk... Tip over the box of Fruit Loops... THERE'S ONLY SIX IN THE BOX!!
Why does my family love to not tell me there's not any milk, but when there is milk there's no cereal!!

-huffs crunching a fruit loop-



Also, I might go onto my other account on this computer where I have all my art stuffs and things, and I might be doing some arts today ouo <3

I hate you! I've been playing this game since 10 AM yesterday and it's now 7:39 PM.
And my computer just randomly restarted so I thought I lost all my cookies and my life was almost over .3.