I forgot to do a bit of a follow-up to my last post here.

I guess I've mostly calmed down now. Things aren't all bad. This past weekend was fantastic, in fact. A weekend away from home ALWAYS does wonders for me

So i guess that's nice.


Idk what else to say rn lol

I wanna be happy like I was a couple weeks ago when I closed that rough chapter of things, but that's proving hard

Anyway. Talk to y'all soon, maybe (probably not, knowing me lately)

EDIT: I'm feeling better today, just am not handling this week very well, it's the first time I've been scheduled to work all week in probably over a year, and I have a sneaking suspicion it's gonna be my new norm, so I may not be very active anymore. I guess we'll see

Everything's just becoming too fucking much to deal with, again

I no longer have the time to live the online life I want to live

And I'm considering stepping away as a result

I'm tired of trying to keep up, and just being stuck further n further behind

And I've had a decent enough time on here anyway. I don't feel like i *need* to stay any longer really


But who knows. Probably will

I'm not gonna go into detail because I don't feel it necessary but, tying into last night's journal, the stuff that's had me down and feeling the way ive been feeling is FINALLY able to be put fully in my past. And oddly enough it's all thanks to me being booted out of a discord server xD

I don't doubt there'll probably be more rough chapters in the future, such is the way of my life, but until that happens, I'm gonna be right here livin' the best damn furry life i can live!

Fuck all the haters. Fuck all the people who turned against me for me being who I am. And fuck all those who would wish ill upon me for being who I am.

You will not break me.

And to all of you that are here and stickin' by me, you have my deepest appreciation and respect. I'm a chore to put up with sometimes, yet for some reason y'all do, and I'm grateful xD


See y'all again very soon! ^^

I've kinda let myself slide back into not being as active everywhere, again x.x

That and some other stuff that has happened that kinda led me to want to disappear from online, is why I haven't been up to much. I'm still around, yes, just not feelin' nearly as driven to do studf as I'd like to be

I really need to quit doin' journals about my issues n' all that, tbh, and I probably will.

Just wanted y'all to know I'm toughin' it out and I intend to stick sround no matter what.

I've invested 6 years into this whole 'I'm a furry' thing, and whike it hasn't always been easy, it's helped me feel like i truly am who I *want* to be, at least for the most part (there's always stuff I'd change and stuff I'm going to change, but you get the drift)


I think what I'm gonna do is spend the remainder of this year finishing some BIG overall projects that I've had ongoing, namely pruning my watchlist and getting my accounts all straightened out, and finishing up getting all my ocs named, finally. I do need to get these big projects done first n foremost

THEN, beginning next year, I will dive back into creativity and figuring out my universe and how all my characters fit into it and how they connect to the universes I've built with friends, too. Might get back into drawing again at least a little bit, and I definitely plan on writing and doing stories again (I keep saying these things but it's mainly so that you all know I will get back to it at SOME point)


Anyway enough of my usual repeating-myself rambling. I'll see you all again very soon

I've kinda been taking today easy and not doing a whole lot, trying to avoid agitating myself after everything i spilled out yesterday

I *think* I'm just gonna mostly carry on with life, BUT, I will be changing how I take on rps and taking steps to avoid starting too many at once or too many per evening.

I think the main issue I've been having is trying too hard to do things the way I *used* to be able to.

It used to be i could have like a dozen rps going at one time and manage to keep em all going at once; I just physically cannot do that kind of thing anymore. 2-3 or even 4-5, sure, I can handle that. A dozen? Fuck no


So I think basically as I try n find my balance point again, not much is *actually* gonna change. I'll still be chatting n doing rp and all that fun stuff.

If we have a rp that is active or on temporary pause, or if I've expressed interest in keeping it going in dms, then nothing is gonna change. All active rps are gonna continue

I am just gonna be more selective in how many I choose to do per day, and it might take a day or two to get replies out to some if I'm busy

I basically just need everyone to be patient as I make some adjustments that should help things improve


I think that about covers it for this, tho. I have a couple journals planned to share some more stuff in the coming days so keep an eye out

Talk to y'all soon <3

Yeah, basically what the title says.

It's not *really* that I have too much to keep up WITH (although I admit I do tbh)

I don't try to keep up with every single server and every single account I have on every platform, every day. I realized a long time ago that was just gonna be impossible going forward. So the issue isn't me stretching too thin. I know what I can handle in an average day, or at least I *thought* i did

Lately, tho, I feel like I'm fuckin' slipping faster and faster.

Hell, I can barely keep up activity with any of the rps I have going with friends. I say I want to keep going (which i do), and I say I'm gonna keep em all going. Then I just sit n' do nothing but watch fuccin youtube videos for like 3 hours instead of doing the rp I said I was gonna reply to n' keep going with. Or I'll lay down and just nap all morning when I could be socializing, doing stuff with everyone, having fun, etc.

It's not that I've lost interest in any of the rps I have going. I LOVE rp stuff, always have.

For some reason I'm just not keeping up and I'm not keeping interest in it enough to keep my attention on it for any length of time

Idk what to do about it.

I'm not wanting to cancel any rps I have going. I still *want* to do them.

I'm really just at a loss i guess, I can't really explain what the issue actually is

But it really sucks and I feel really shitty about it because I'm not keeping up my end of things.

Hell, I barely talk to more than like a select couple dozen people per month at this point, out of ALL the friends I have. I have people I really care about I haven't even dmed in like 6 months or more.

I know I'm not under any obligation to speak to anyone within any kind of time limit or time frame, just by pure logic. I'm not really beating myself up just because I haven't talked to X friend in 3 months. There's various reasons why I may GO that long without talking to someone and that's totally normal to me.

But I'm here, *really* trying this time, *really* putting in good, *honest* effort to get back in touch with people more and to reestablish friendships that have been inactive for whatever reason it may be. And it's feeling more and more like that's either not enough, or I'm just not keeping up well enough for my own satisfaction.


SO, idk where things are gonna go from here, really.

I'm NOT leaving, giving up, quitting, walking away from *any*one, none of that. I made my mind up when I decided to even embark on this comeback in the first place, that I was coming back to *stay*. And I am.

I just don't know what ima do about this situation, at this point.


I would like to request that if you know me or you know others who also know me, that you please spread this around to our mutuals and to places where it might help in getting my message out. I want to let people know that yes, I'm still here, and yes, I am trying. I am just struggling to get things *fully* back in gear again, and I need everyone to be patient with me as i sort it all out. This is gonna take some time.


On a sidenote, I will be clearing out old journals this evening, I think. I have a lot of old ones that can go bye-bye lol

Still working on my watchlist, btw. Having fun revisiting people I haven't seen in EONS hehe.


Anyhow that just about wraps this up. I'll keep you all posted as things progress and we'll see what happens in the end.

For now tho, Floof out.

Basically exactly what it says in the title, I've decided it'd be a good idea to start putting more journals out with insights and updates and the like.

NO political discussion or anything of that nature, tho. I don't fuck with that shit anymore (I do stand by my views but I prefer not to blast it publicly on the internet, for my own sake)

I've clammed up in a lot of ways and I really need to break myself out of that

My next journal will feature some insights about myself and how I've changed over the years I've been involved in the community, so stay tuned for that

I welcome all feedback and comments and etc ^^

And as always, stay tuned!

As the title says, i am now in the process of trimming down my watchlist on this account, and cataloging the accounts to follow on my secondary.

those of you who watch me *should* be unaffected by this, as i am mostly targeting accounts that are either inactive/disabled, or accounts that focus on stuff i don't really wanna see on my main anymore (these will be moved to my alt since i do still wanna follow/support artists that do fetish even if I'm not super into it)

If i unwatch you by accident and you follow me, please lemme know so i can fix it.


This is gonna take at least a week or two at my current pace, tho i am making great progress so far


That's all for now, just wanted to let y'all know to keep an eye on things and to lemme know if i goof up. I *shouldn't* have that issue but keep in mind i follow over 5000 accounts, so mistakes are a real possibility.

So now that I'm committing to getting my furry (well, Fluffy) ass back in the game, I've decided I'll be making a few modifications between this account and my alt at  thefirefloofden. Nothing MAJOR, just some stuff that'll help get me better organized between the two accounts so I can use them more interchangeably and regularly

1. My PFP here. I plan on changing it. The one I use currently was done by a friend technically, but it's an animated edit of a PFP I got from someone years ago who I had a falling-out with and thus, I would like to ditch it and put that chapter of my life here behind me. Not sure if I'll seek out commissioning a completely new one or not, but for now I will change it to something from my collection

2. Downsizing my watchlist. This is the BIGGER change at this point in time. I watch a TON of people on here, and over time, I've come to notice that it's getting to be a bit much to keep up with at times. Plus, some accounts die off or go abandoned and I haven't kept up with them so I probably have a lot of accounts on my list that aren't even doing anything. I also follow a lot of accounts that do stuff I'm not real into or don't wish to fave here, but that i would fave on my alt. Plus, I have my side account that I'd like to ramp up a bit and fill with more and more of the nsfw I enjoy since I don't always fave some of the stuff I like on here even tho I follow it on here
So the plan is to go on my side account and look through this account's follow list and follow everyone that i want to fill my notifications with on that one, then come back to THIS account and clean up my follow list so I can make some room for new follows and such. This shouldn't affect any of you who follow me but if you do notice that I unfollowed you, lmk and I'll fix it.

EDIT: After thinking on it, I don't think I'll downsize THAT much, as I just *know* I'll wind up following even more people in the future. I'll focus moreso on figuring out who all to follow on my alt from my main list and if I come across people I can unwatch here, great, if not, no stress

3. General tidying up. I'm probably gonna revise my profile a little bit, just to keep it aligned with what I want. Might clean my gallery if there's anything I feel like I don't want on here anymore, but I don't think there's too much to trim up around here

Another change coming soon that isn't so much behind the scenes is, I'm planning on starting to upload some of my own art once again. I don't do much art these days but I'm kinda getting the idea back in my head to start doing at least a little art now and then, again. Plus, I DO have a backlog of stuff I can share, and I have all my ollllld auto-related art that I might be willing to share. I'm gonna refrain from making any BIG plans with any of that, for now, but that's what might just be in the works

I'm also open to any feedback y'all may have about all this. Downsizing my watchlist is gonna take me a fair bit of time to do but I'm hoping it'll pay off in the end. Even if I don't downsize as much as I'd like, it'll still allow me to fave more of the stuff I like that I'm skittish about faving here (just cuz I try to keep this account tailored to certain stuff, I don't like faving stuff outside of what I typically fave here, I'm weird, ik xD)

But yeah, that's all for now! Stay tuned for more~

(Oh yeah, I also gotta change my journal header and footer as they bug me now xD)

Incoming vent journal, will delete later

Apparently my art post from yesterday, which i did in response to some rough shit I had to go through the evening before, only made things kinda WORSE, to the point I got called a terrible person straight-up to my face, before having the chat wiped n deleted (this took place on Telegran, which btw I DO use, just not AS much, but I might get back into using it

I posted that damn art piece to try to give myself a sense of normalcy and to try n remind myself I'm still loved and have friends after the shit from the other night left me feeling very broken and horrible about myself.

AND because it features a friend who's very dear to me who i haven't done a lot with recently due to my mental issues (a common theme lately that i promise I'm working on)

And apparently posting that art, which by the way is from MONTHS ago, part of my backlog, makes me a terrible person, eh?

I mean, the situation is a bit more complex than just that of course, but I don't wanna get into specifics for the sake of privacy. I think the situation does deserve that much at least.

But I also think maybe this was probably for the best, the situation turning out how it did. After seeing how things have gone since the other night, and not even really being able to explain *my* side of things, especially so. Every story has two sides and mine is NO LESS important than the other guy's, no matter WHAT they may think or want to believe (tho in this case they wouldn't have even tried to believe my side anyway so like, why even try n give my side, then?)

And hell, I'll own up to my mistakes. I made a LOT of em over time that unfortunately led to the situation that started this. And I really wish I hadn't but oh well, can't change the past. And I don't really wanna wallow in the misery, wishing I'd done things differently for a different outcome, all of that. Been through that emotional hell way too many times in the past couple years, I don't wanna do it yet again. It's easier to just accept how things have gone, admit I've done poorly, and move on.

As was said to me the other night, I've made my bed, now I gotta lie in it. Fine by me. I still have friends i know care deeply about me and I care deeply for all of them. I'll focus my energy on them

I still don't think I deserve being called a terrible person over posting art to cheer myself up after a bad situation, tho, do you?

Well, I didn't meet my personal goals due to burnout but I did at least stick it out longer than I originally thought I would! And honestly, I feel like i did pretty darn good for as disorganized as I was going into it. I didn't really have a big stockpile of ocs on my hitlist so I relied too much on finding new ocs to hit day by day, which burnt me out moreso than if I'd had a stockpile. Next year I'll plan on stockpiling ahead of time.

As for what's next? Not sure just yet. I plan to post some art real soon, because I want to share more stuff of my cuties hehe

Definitely gonna be more active on discord AND telegram as my main 'social' spots, and for the time being, I will not be very active on Bluesky. With all the censorship bullshit going around, I need to avoid places where that stuff is basically on repeat, so for now, Bluesky is on pause for me. I will return to it tho, before too long

Hope to see you all again! I've missed being able to hang out n share stuff


Really excited to resume lore and world building and the like, too.

I wanna give a quick thank you to all of you that commented on my journal and showed you're still seeing me. I don't have the motivation to reply to you all right now, unfortunately.

In other news, I will be out of town starting tomorrow evening, thru Sunday. That doesn't really affect my presence here right now, but a lot of you know me on discord and so this serves as heads-up that you won't see much of me while I'm away.

I'm *really* hoping some time away from home will help me out. I'm starting to go a bit nuts from all the mental crap going on with me x.x


For now tho, that's all I have, stay tuned for further updates

-Floof

Just checkin' to see who all is seeing when I give updates here. I'm not really feeling mentally well currently so maybe seeing others still care here will help

I'm sorry I haven't been myself and I haven't been real 'on the ball' lately

Just tryin' to keep pushin' through at the end of the day

I don't know when I'll resume posting. It hasn't been a priority obviously

I feel like I've let myself slide too far and most everyone's just kinda moved on.


Idk. I'll see y'all around.

Now that the dust has settled around here, I plan to get back in action with posting stuff and I might even start posting my own art n writing stuff again.

I sound like a broken record saying that but I have every intention of making that happen this time around. No more bullshit disappearing for several months


I also have decided, I *will* participate in ArtFight this year. I need to start getting my characters sorted and ready to go, but that's the plan.

However, unlike last year, I don't think I can quite handle doing 1-2 attacks per day. SO, my official goal for 2025 is to do at *least* 1 attack every other day. I'm hoping that if I take the pressure off myself as far as getting an attack uploaded every single day, I can remain productive and get enough done in the long run

I also want to attempt to branch out and try some new species and I really wanna do what I did last year n' experiment with simple artistic ideas. I had the MOST fun developing little simple ideas like that.

That's all I got for now, stay tuned for more to come soon!

Hi everyone!

Firstly, apologies for not keeping you all informed as well as I intended. The past month or so has been majorly chaotic as you'd imagine.

Those of you who have me on discord and/or are in my server there will already know all this.

First and foremost: we pulled it off! We found ourselves a decent apartment and amazingly enough, we managed to pack and move in a week's time!
Granted, half our stuff got put into a storage unit to help speed things up, but still, we got a new place and moved in a week. Took a couple weeks to get wifi but we got that too, so we're set.

Now, as you can imagine, there's still a lot to do. We both work during the week (my schedule is lighter, but still), so we don't have tons of time to focus on unpacking and etc. It's a gradual process and we're expecting it to take probably at least til the end of May.

This brings me into my second point; although I am back online now, and able to hangout and play games and etc etc, I am still MUCH busier than normal, and likely will be at least until June. HOPEFULLY not longer than that, but who knows.

As such, please, please, please be patient and understanding with me if I'm not as communicative as I usually am or try to be. I will be back in full sometime this summer, and I even have plans to get back into drawing again, tho as I've said many times over the past year or so, I wanna do it purely for fun and for my own enjoyment. The dream I had when I first came here of being a big famous commission artist making money, that dream is no more, bit I'm okay with that. It just wasn't for me

I also wanna start writing stories and my universe again, finally. Really wanna get back into that kinda thing a lot more now than I did in the previous place.

And see, that's the interesting thing, and something that makes me feel kinda excited; this move has kiiiinda given me my motivation for creativity back. I wanna draw more, I wanna write more, I wanna game and hangout and maybe have a small YouTube gaming channel. All this stuff I could never find energy or motivation in me to do at the old house, now that I'm in an apartment and it's a much smaller space with less spaces to sit around doing nothing in (plus the couch I used to spend half my free time laying on had to be left behind due to lack of space for it here), I actually really wanna get up and do these things again.

And I think once we get things more straightened out and unpacked, I'm gonna do exactly that. I'm gonna take my life back, make it MINE again, and start doing everything I love to do, again. No more sitting around bored and feeling unmotivated to do anything.

I've also healed from a lot of bad past stuff from last year, finally, and I'm to a point where it really doesn't hurt anymore. I still have the people I really truly care about and so long as I have all of you, I think I'm in good shape. I do wanna make more friends but I'm less concerned about that.


In short, tho, we have moved, are still in the process of getting settled and unpacked, and I'll be back in full sometime in the next couple months. I might post an art piece here n' there to keep things freshened, but otherwise, don't expect TOO much of me until I update further ^^

We are SO back, y'all

And I wanna thank all of you who've stuck with me (even if you don't comment below on this, just know I appreciate ya all the same ^^). I wouldn't be here were it not for my friends, each and every one of you.

See you guys soon

-Floof

Hey everyone, just a formal heads-up to all that I will be almost entirely unavailable online for at least the next couple weeks.

Instead of having a month to move out still like we THOUGHT was the case, turns out we needed to be moved out by TODAY (and that's not a April 1st joke).

Which, as you can imagine, COMPLETELY screws us over. We don't even Have a lease signed and ready to move into Dx

We're gonna make things work somehow, but as you can imagine, things have been thrown into complete chaos and uncertainty

I don't know if I should like ask for help with expenses and all that at this point. I was half tempted to do a gofundme but I'm not sure about it being successful enough to be worth it.

I will keep you all posted as best I can, and I will return in full when we are in a stable spot again.


Thank you all for your support over the years. It really means the world to me.

Please spread the word around for me if you can, I want everyone to be informed and I'm FAR too busy to go dm 500 people x.x

Firstly, wanna wish everyone a belated happy new year! Hard to believe it's now 2025 tbh.

I have a big, all-encompassing journal I'm still drafting up that will address things in more detail but one thing I do wanna point out is that this year is gonna be BUSY for me. I'm in the process of getting a full-time job now and on top of that, we're planning to move in a few months. Expect online activity to be somewhat lessened as a result

That said, I have optimism for the future, and a few plans for what I'd like to do.

First, expect more posting on here, going forward! I'd love to get back into sharing stuff with others on here.

Mainly, I'm gonna get back into my lore-writing and world-building endeavors, try to flesh out some stuff finally. Been wanting to for YEARS now lol

Creativity-wise, I'm still gonna draw here n' there, but my focus is shifting over to story writing , and that'll be my main focus for the foreseeable future, until I build my art abilities up more. Thanks to A/I garbage, a lot of my passion and ambition for doing art has died off, and although I'm not gonna let it stop me from doing stuff altogether, I don't think I'm going to pursue it nearly as hard as I used to want to. I'll touch more on that in the big journal when the time comes.

On the bright side in all of this, thankfully, I'm finally starting to feel okay again and I'm ready to come back out of my shell, but I also think I'm probably going to cut back on some of the places I frequent, for my own sake. I fear no one, really, but this year has helped me realize how bad social media has been affecting me and I need to pump the brakes and quit trying to expand so much.
As of now I still plan to be active on here, on discord, and on Bluesky (I'd say Twitter but I'm only on there for the artists I follow there). All other sites will be for lurking purposes, mainly.
Additionally, fa will be the only spot I'll post any of my fetish are, vore or otherwise, with the exception of in my lil' discord server or in trusted spaces on discord. I just don't really feel comfortable broadcasting my fetish side EVERYWHERE at this time.

I have a LOT more to say but I'll keep it brief with this for now. Stay tuned for a full journal on this in the next few days, hopefully

Wow, man, I am speechless rn.

I knew he was having health issues but dang, didn't expect him to pass away so suddenly.

It's honestly fair to say that without him, I wouldn't be part of the community. FurAffinity is and always has been my 'home base'

RIP Dragoneer. Thank you for giving me and so many others a place to call our own

ArtFight has kept me pretty busy but now that it's winding down I have some GREAT news!

I am *officially* making my return to being an active member of the community once again!

I'm casting off all the haters and focusing on my friends and those I *want* to be around. No more tryin' to be something I'm not.

I'm also aiming to get more immersed in the vore scene again, cuz GOD how I've missed being a part of the vore world xD


I do have a few things to make note of:

- I plan on being MOST active on Discord and Telegram, and FA is pretty much still my 'home' of operations

-Twitter and all other sites i am on will MOSTLY be used for following artists and people I like or might wanna befriend.

-I have a discord server I am in the process of renovating a bit, it will be reopened to the public hopefully by the end of August
-I had plans to make a new server focused around a specific interest of mine, but said server is canceled at this time. May revive the idea in the future

Now as for my art and content;

-My discord, once revamped, will become my main content hub at least for now. I have no plans on uploading my content to 15 different sites at this time, since my art is purely for hobby and enjoyment right now.
-I WILL post my content here on FA as well, I'm thinkin'.

-I do have a little tidying up to do here, some old junk to get rid of, the like, but for the most part this account is fine for my needs. I will resume posting art of my characters and etc this coming month

-I do plan on working on personal lore/worldbuilding/ocs a lot more going forward, too. Hope to find a good balance with it

-at this time my YouTube plans are on indefinite hold, along with my plans to become a streamer. Just too much on my plate to dedicate time to those areas.

-I would LOVE to get more into gaming with friends and *possibly* doing streams/YouTube content based off that, but again, we'll see.


I think this just about covers it tho, so stay tuned! I'm so happy to be back in the game!

Gonna give it a go, anyhow! Not yet sure how much I'ma wind up doing but ye

https://artfight.net/~CalloftheRaptor

Welp, now I'm 27! XD

Kinda crazy to think I'm almost 30 lol

Don't really have any big plans today, just gotta go to work as usual but I'm honestly fine with that.

This weekend we're gonna celebrate my birthday alongside that of my brother and mother as we all share birthdays within two weeks of each other xD (my father does too, but my parents are split so it'll be my mom's side of the family we celebrate with mostly)

One of my dear friends has opened commissions for the first time ever and I'd like to spread the word on it!

He's still learning and building up skills but he has the talent in him, I can sense it (plus he's done dozens of oc refs for himself and others , which you can find in his gallery)

If you're interested, check him out!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10876678

Part 1: Status report

Finally, after ~6 months or so, I am coming back to reality at large, I feel like.

Yesterday was the day I finally stopped being so afraid of being seen as I am and instead have become more determined to continue to be the authentic, *real* me!

Now, I will probably keep the accounts I have the way they are, as I'm already invested and it just makes sense for my sake of organizing and etc.

But, going forward, I will be 100% the real deal, no hiding or faking who I am anymore.
I also have made significant cutbacks related to my activity on Twitter and although I am not discontinuing being there, it's going to be much less of a focus for me.

I am *almost* fully done organizing my ocs and their art, I just have to finish some final detail work and then I'll be all set to start shifting to creativity once again, which I'm super excited for.

Irl stuff continues and actually has been going decently. We did decide to postpone moving so I'm no longer in a big "gotta look through our stuff and whittle it down!" Mentality, although I still plan to continue with that in *some* capacity as it's engaging and somewhat fun for me.

We also have started getting back into gardening again and i am actually SUPER excited about it. We stopped trying to garden probably around like 2011-2012 once things got too busy for us to keep it up, but this spring, on a whim, we decided to pick it back up again and we have things underway. I might share things related to that in the future, we'll see. All I know is, last Saturday was the first time in forever I've *really* felt accomplished and HAPPY with myself, cuz we got soooo much done with the prep work and all that.

Part 2: Looking ahead

Firstly, I have some healing and self-repairing to do thanks to trauma and drama over the past 6 months. It's been really hard and I'm sorry to anyone who has seen any of it or has seen how I've been. Really not a happy time for me, but now that I'm focusing back on being myself again, maybe I can get over it all.

At the moment, I'm not *real* sure what the future is gonna hold. I plan to finish organizing and then I'm gonna get my characters on ArtFight reorganized and add in a few, then I'm gonna come over here n' tidy up, junk some stuff I don't wanna keep on here anymore, then from there, we'll see, I suppose. I do have a few main ideas tho:

-Discord, Telegram and FA are my primary 'hangout' spots, with Twitter being secondary. Toyhouse is basically my archive and all other accounts are most likely gonna be for lurking

-I have plans to revamp my discord server and get it up n' going again, and to create a second, all-new server that I am pretty excited about. Details soon on that

- I do plan to get back into art, sfw-only though (this does include vore and other non-lewd fetishes, tho, and I'm willing to do SOME nsfw themes, subject to my discretion.

-I also intend to return to doing writing and stories, both sfw and nsfw. We'll see.

-I've mostly decided against becoming a content streamer, at least not like a 'serious' one. I'd really like to someday but I don't think I can devote time to it rn. Same for YouTube content, I might experiment as just a hobby but we'll see.

What I Need from you all

The last part of this for now, what I am needing from all of you.

As you all have seen, I've been goin' through hell, to put it lightly. Spent a lot of time kinda hiding myself away n' dealing with a lot of negative experiences. I'm happy to be feeling better but I need a favor from you guys.

I need your help in building myself back up, putting myself and my ocs and life back on the radar again. I've been out of this for so long that I just get bogged down when I try to go and decide who to talk to or who I might wanna rp with, or what servers to hang out in.
I am trying my best to get back into the swing of things myself but it is *really* hard.

Some of the things that would help to have help with;

-finding new servers and spaces to hangout in (this is a big one cuz I keep trying to go to servers I'm in but I can never make up my mind, or the places I'm in are quiet whenever I'm around, or etc, which I know I can't control and it doesn't upset me *that* much, but still)

-chatting/meeting new friends (another big one for me, it's really hard for me to approach people at times because I don't have much to say or share with them. It would be a huge help having people come to ME sometimes, too)

-rp/etc opportunities (lately one of my biggest frustrations has been that I've gotten NOTHING done with a number of my rp partners.

The basic gist here is, I know *i* need to put effort in towards these things, and I do try hard to do so. The problem is I just keep bogging down and if I had you guys helping me, it'd be a HUGE weight off my shoulders, and maybe I could get back in the swing of things from there.

I just hate feeling like I'm stuck being the one who has to reach out to everyone, y'know?

Anyhow, Hopefully some of you can help with that. I would appreciate it


That should just about do it for now, so stay tuned for more coming soon!
I don't have any real timeline for when things are gonna happen and so on, I'm kinda just taking it piece by piece. I *will* have everything done by July tho, as I need to in order to partake in ArtFight this year.

For now tho, talk to you all again soon!

As the title says, I am FINALLY, after 4 years, FINALLY almost completely organized and ready to focus on creativity and the like!

I just have to finish naming the rest of my ocs on toyhouse, Upload all my ark ocs (which will go really quick cuz they're already all named), and then sort them all into their respective folders on there (which is also super easy cuz there's a mass-manager system on there)

Overall I *should* very well be done with all of this by the end of the month if i push myself to focus on it and get it done XD we'll see

Can't believe i'm finally almost completely organized

Figured I'd just let you all know that I have made TREMENDOUS progress in my organizing of all my characters and their art, and my aim is to start focusing mostly on lore and worldbuilding for my ocs and their stories, probably around late May or early June.

There has also been a change in our plans irl and as of now we have postponed moving ro a new house until sometime next year. It just isn't gonna happen this year.

Stay tuned, guys, I'll definitely have more to share soon!