if you would like to star in one of my stories, i need a bit of information from you, and also need to have communication with you, at least 3 times a week would be preffered, so i can ask and learn more about the character.

This story is going to be similiar to the zombie story i have, but won't be posted until fully complete....so i can chop out anyone who i lose contact with.

Basically if i'm stuck with your character, and can't use someone else's for the moment, and i can't get ahold of you within a week, and it's not due to me being not on, then your character will be cut out and those parts will be replaced.

I need to know who wants to be part of it, and also whether people would prefer a zombie story or a vampire story.

today is January 20th. The poll will last 1 week, ending on January 24. I will accept either comments or PMs for those requesting to be in the story.

so far for characters i have:
 kenshintalian
 nexes
 forestnashoba

1 for zombie
1 for vampire
1 for either

time is running out!

if you would like to star in one of my stories, i need a bit of information from you, and also need to have communication with you, at least 3 times a week would be preffered, so i can ask and learn more about the character.

This story is going to be similiar to the zombie story i have, but won't be posted until fully complete....so i can chop out anyone who i lose contact with.

Basically if i'm stuck with your character, and can't use someone else's for the moment, and i can't get ahold of you within a week, and it's not due to me being not on, then your character will be cut out and those parts will be replaced.

I need to know who wants to be part of it, and also whether people would prefer a zombie story or a vampire story.

today is January 19th. The poll will last 1 week, ending on January 24. I will accept either comments or PMs for those requesting to be in the story.

so far for characters i have:
 kenshintalian
 nexes
 ForestNashoba

1 for zombie
1 for vampire
1 for either

time is running out!

post a few suggestions of how i can do better in my stories....


or make a few suggestions for what you'd like to see in my stories that i don't do enough of....

or hell tell me what i'm doing TOO much of.

if anything the ideas will be helpful in the long run....

(and if you ask for a story to be continued...tell me how you'd like to see it continued...what fetishes/scenes...that kind of thing please....v.v)

Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[] Dogs are better than cats.
[] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[x] Sad movies suck.
[] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[] You go to your dad for advice.
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[] You like going to football games.
[] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x] Wear boxers.

TOTAL: 13


Your Girl Side
[] You wear lip gloss.
[] You love to shop.
[] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[] You wear the color pink.
[] Go to your mom for advice.
[] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[] You hate wearing the color black.
[] You like hanging out at the mall.
[] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[] You like wearing jewelry.
[] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[] You care about what you look like.
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

TOTAL: 4

---- SOMETHIN COOL ----

Your Herm Side
[x] You are a furry
[x] You are a hyper
[] You are many peoples' masturbation fantasy
[] Your dick is a ZZ. Yes. Breast measurements for your cock. It's that bulky.
[] You are actually a sad lonely man
[] You are actually a sad lonely virgin
[] You are actually in your mothers' basement
[] You have dicknipples
[] You think other herms are hot
[] You claim you're getting a sex change IRL someday
[x] You masturbate hourly
[] You make journals on FA begging for donations/fanart regularly
[x] Your have more kinks than IQ points

TOTAL: 4

REAL Herm Side

[] You wear your genitalia like a badge
[] You have starred in a/many furry cartoon(s)/comic(s)/image(s) of an adult nature
[] You have piercings or nonsensical shit like hair/fur tattoos
[] In a majority of images depicting you, you are nude
[] You are a trap
[] You boast incredible sexual prowess with little to no proof to back up your claims
[x] If it moves, it's fuckable. If it doesn't move, it's fuckable.
[x] You wish there was a filter so you didn't have to view clean art on FA
[x] A majority of images on your faves list feature your fetishes
[x] A majority of images on your faves list have visible genitalia
[] You have spent a stupid amount of money on comissions of your character - usually bonking with other peoples' characters
[] You have lost count of how many characters your character has bonked and are unsure how they fit into your character's tormented past
[] You have made your avatar dance on SecondLife for linden/items
[] You have offered sexual favours on SecondLife for linden/items
[] Your character has features clearly ripped off from anime - especially Naruto
[x] Your character has magic powers. This explains why it is never knocked unconscious when blood rushes to it's massive genitals.
[x] Your character has dragon blood mixed in, somewhere back along it's bloodline.
[] Your character has vampire blood mixed in, somewhere back along it's bloodline.
[x] Your character has demon blood mixed in, somewhere back along it's bloodline.
[] Your character has angel blood mixed in, somewhere back along it's bloodline.
[] Your character has were blood mixed in, somewhere back along it's bloodline.
[] There are spikes/stripes/patterns/bright colours on your character's exposed skin - especially noticeable on the genitals
[] While your character is almost always nude, it simply MUST have it's accessories/piercings at all times, no exceptions.

TOTAL: 7

totals:
boy side=13
girl side=4
herm side=4
real herm side=7

well the boy in me wins i guess

-Hobbies/ Interests-

[] You love cars
[] You love motorbikes
[] You love Harley Davidsons
[] You prefer Muscle Cars over all
[] You prefer V8 supercars over all
[] You prefer BMW over all
[x] You love tattoos
[x] You play videogames that involve car/motorbike racing
[x] You play videogames that involve roleplaying and fantasy (such as Final Fantasy series, Legend of Zelda, Kingdom Hearts (add other cool ones here)
[x] You play irl roleplaying such as "Dungeons and Dragons"
[x] You enjoy going fishing
[] You enjoy yabbying
[x] You enjoy camping (in a tent on the ground)
[x] You enjoy hiking
[] You enjoy rock climbing
[x] You can put up with bucketloads of flies, mosquitos and other irritating bugs while fishing/outdoors
[] You love boating
[] You love skating/rollerblading/bmx
[] You love remote control cars
[] You're not afraid to try sky diving
[] You're not afraid to try bungee jumping
[] You're not afraid to try swimming with sharks and feeding them
[] You watch sports
[] You occaisionally go to see a game of sports
[x] You watch car racing sports
[] You love watching Top Gear
[] You play electric guitar
[] You play drums
[] You play bass guitar
[x] You prefer Metal and Rock genre of music
[] Your favorite Guitar Hero's are GH3, Metallica and Best Hits

Points: 9/31

-At Home-

[] You feel more at home in a shed/garage with lots of tools rather than a kitchen with lots of cooking utensils
[] You know how to put together a "do it yourself" kit of furniture all by yourself
[] You'd prefer vaccuuming over any other house chore
[x] You can take less than half an hour to get showered, dressed and ready
[x] You're not afraid of spiders or snakes
[x] You're not afraid of mice or rats
[x] You're not afraid of any creepy crawly bugs
[] You're not afraid to pick up a huge yabby and hold it on your hand
[] You're not afraid of heights (eg, ladder, roof)
[] You're proud of your bruised and cut up greasy hands from a hard day's work!
[] You're the man of the barbeque
[] sewing
[x] You know how to set up the tv. vcr, dvd player and other electronics
[] You know how to fix the above electronics when something goes wrong
[] You know how to link two vcrs together so that you can tape from one tape to another and change the channel on both
[] You do the manly gardening, with shovels, a lawnmower, a whipper snipper and a chainsaw
[] You know how to use a welder
[] You know how to use more than one type of welder
[] You know how to hook up a trailer to a car
[] You know how to hook up the tail lights of a car with a trailer
[x] You know how to change a tire
[] You know enough about mechanics to be your own car/motorbike mechanic
[] You loooove washing your car (and then get angry when it starts raining an hour later)
[] You have a calendar of hot chicks with large breasts (preferrably naked)
[] You have posters on your walls of metal/rock bands
[] You have posters on your walls of videogames
[] You have posters on your walls of cars
[] You have posters on your walls of motorbikes
[] You have posters on your walls of badass movies (action, horror etc)
[] You have posters on your walls of badass animals (wolves, tigers, etc)
[x] You have some sort of Native American Indian stuff about your house/room (posters, ornaments, dreamcatchers etc) -homemade dream catchers
[x] You have posters of badass artwork (dragons, grim reaper, iron maiden style etc)
[] You have posters from Heavy Metal (the art style, not music style)
[] You have lots of ornaments in relation to the above posters
[x] You started watching horror movies and playing video games at a very young age (6-8 years old)
[x] Your dvd collection has lots of Action movies <- I own about 10 movies... XD
[x] Your dvd collection has lots of Horror movies
[] Your dvd collection has lots of Sick/Dirty/Black Humor movies
[] Your dvd collection has awesome tv series such as Futurama, Top Gear, Dexter, Robot Chicken, House, Family Guy, Supernatural, Heroes (add any other cool ones you have)
[] You have lots of Anime/ Manga <- well lots for a person like me.
[x] You prefer Anime series like Bleach, Deathnote, Hellsing, Samurai Champloo, Cromarte High School (add any other cool ones you have)
[] You spend a lot of time glued to the computer playing games like WoW, Oblivion, Guild Wars (add any other cool games)
[] You spend a lot of time glued to the computer downloading and watching anime
[] You spend a lot of time glued to the computer watching web comics
[] You spend a lot of time glued to the computer watching funny youtube videos

Points: 12/45


-Pets-

[x] You'd prefer larger-medium dogs rather than small dogs
[] You'd prefer a tabby cat rather than a fluffed-up pampered persian
[] You'd prefer a rat rather than a mouse <- I prefer them both
[x] You'd love a pet reptile, preferrably a snake
[x] You want a pet tarantula (or other large spider) called "Fluffy"
[x] You'd want an Alaskan Malimut because they look like a wolf
[] You'd want a Bull Terrier, Dobermann, or Rottwieler because they're butch and tough looking
[x] You'd have a pet eagle or hawk if you could
[x] You'd teach your parrot to swear and say naughty things-rather a crow or raven >.>
[] You'd buy a black leather studded collar for any pet you can put it on-only myself
[] If not a black leather studded collar, a chain
[x] You'd prefer Fighting Fish over other fish-got a betta does that count?
[] You'd teach your Oscar to do badass tricks <- who is this Oscar? :O
[] You'd attempt to teach your dog to say,"I WANT IITTT"
[] You'd attempt to teach your dog to say,"HERRO"
[] You'd attempt to teach your dog to say,"cornFLAKES!!"
[] You'd attempt to teach your dog to say something random and hilarious.
[x] If you could have any prehistoric dinosaur for a pet, you'd choose a Raptor or a T-Rex above all

Points: 8/18


-Attire-

[x] Black is the best choice for anything and everything
[x] You wear boxers-when i'm not going commando
[] You have dirty amusing boxers (eg: "HUGE" *picture of a male chicken*) keke
[x] Jeans are badass
[x] Hoodies are badass
[x] Boots are badass
[x] You'd prefer boots over converse
[] You wear socks that go above the ankle, but not knee-high
[x] T-shirts that have funny or dirty captions on the front/back are awesome
[x] T-shirts that have funny or dirty pictures on the front/back are awesome
[x] T-shirts with artwork of skulls and tribal are awesome
[x] T-shirts with artwork of dark fantasy (dragons, grim reaper etc) are awesome
[x] T-shirts with badass animals (like wolves and tigers) are awesome
[] T-shirts with cars on them are awesome
[] T-shirts with motorbikes on them are awesome (especially harley davidons)
[x] You hate shopping with females-woman take to long shopping
[x] You love shopping by yourself or with male mates for manly stuff (mechanics, warehouse, cool t-shirts, videogames, dvds)
[x] Tomboy chicks are awesome to hang out with (cause they understand manliness and geekyness and enjoy it too)

Points: 14/18

-Personality:-

[x] You don't care about farting
[x] You don't care about big burps
[x] You don't care too much about your hair
[x] You swear a lot
[x] You talk with your mouth full
[x] You have a very dirty sense of humour
[x] You have a silly/random sense of humour
[x] You don't care what anyone things about you
[x] You don't care what anyone thinks of your attire
[] You can be a bit dense/slow at times
[x] You have fun acting crazy in public and not caring
[x] You think bullies are funny
[x] You think someone hurting themself (eg, tripping over and stubbing their toe) is hilarious
[x] You love beating up your brothers and mates (playfully) -as long as sparring counts
[x] You like to have a beer with mates!
[x] You like to have a whiskey with mates!
[] You love teasing and annoying females, you think it's hilarious
[] You love scaring the hell out of females, you think it's hilarious (eg, pranks with spiders)
[] You don't cry often, and never in front of people (if you can help it)
[x] You act stronger than you really are
[] You hide your feelings from most people
[x] You are lazy

Points: 17/22



FULL SCORE: 60/134
a touch under half...is that bad? 0.o

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"

• Pick your Artist:
Disturbd

• Are you a male or female?
Dehumanized

• Describe yourself:
inside the fire

• How do you feel:
prayer

• Describe where you currently live:
Hell

• If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Two Worlds

• Your favorite form of transportation:
Guarded

• What did you get on your last Birthday?
A welcome burden

• Your best friend is:
Breathe

• You and your best friends are:
Droppin Plates

• What's the weather like:
Shout 2000

• Favorite moment:
fade to black

• If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
Don't Stand so Close to Me

• What is life to you:
Perfect Insanity

• Your last relationship:
Land Of Confusion (though we seem to get through it together so it's only somewhat fitting)

• Your fear:
God Of The Mind

• What is the best advice you have to give:
Decadence

• Thought for the Day:
Believe

• How I would like to die:
Voices

• My soul's condition:
Glass Shatters

• Most Faithful Companion:
Man without fear

• My motto:
Deify

001. Name → Raven Venice/Isaiah Johnson
002. Nickname(s) → Mech, Trav, Izzy, Rave, Raven
003. Status → Open relationship
004. Zodiac sign → saggitiariun
005. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → redmond elementary?
007. Middle School → Hugh Hartman Middle School
008. High School → Edwin Brown Alternative High School
009. Smart → sure?
010. Hair color → brown
011. Long or short → military style?
012. Loud or Quiet → depends on where i am
013. Sweats or Jeans → sweats
014. Phone or Camera → yeah i have a phone, mate has the camera.
015. Health freak → less then my mate?
016. Drink or Smoke? → like to drink socially, smoke
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → kenshin :p
018. Eating or Drinking → mew? uh yeah i eat and drink...
019. Piercings → ear
020. Tattoos → inverted pentacle on right shoulder.

FIRSTS:

023. First Mate → Crow Chaos Venice
024. First best friend →Harry Wilson
025. First award → Most Likely To go Columbine? >.>
026. First crush → errr....
027. First pet → bugs
028. First big vacation →los angeles zoo?
030. First big birthday → chuck e cheese when i was 13?

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating → starburst
050. Drinking →pepsi
052. I'm about to → Fchan!
053. Listening to → the house
054. Plans for today → i have plans? oh god.

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids? → NO
059. Want to get married? → handfasted only thank you.
060. Careers – target, old navy, wilson's, burger king...

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?

068. Lips or eyes → eyes...
070. Shorter or taller? → doesn't mater
072. Romantic or spontaneous →other kind=not for me.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → don't care
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → neither
077. Troublemaker or hesitant → troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts → a few times
081. Ran away from home → when i was younger my aunt and i went to the end of our alleyway...does that count?
084. Broken someone's heart → sadly a few times
085. Been arrested → jokingly threatened to blow up my school.
087. Cried when someone died → no...i just became dark and cruel.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself → yes
090. Miracles → if you work at it.
091. Love at first sight → uh...duh
092. Heaven → not overly.
093. Santa Claus → don't you mean saint nick?
094. Sex on the first date → not really
095. Kiss on the first date → why only on the first date? :p

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → I am with him.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → meh life is life. it moves on.
099. Do you believe in God → gods no
100. Post as 100 truths and tag people? screw tagging.

What would you do if it all ended tomorrow?
Times runnin' out, aint no more you can borrow.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Raven
2. Mech
3. Rave

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. subzero97760
2. death_envisioned
3. ravenvenice

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES
1. got padded
2. played re4
3. checked my fa

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. personality
2. my mind
3. my paws (sooo smooth...well not really...at least i don't think so. o.o)

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. how the little things get to me
2. the darkness held inside
3. my past

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. german
2. gaelic
3. black foot

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. bees
2. heights
3. humans

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. my panther blanket
2. diaper
3. white t-shirt

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. my mate
2. my computer
3. my friends

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. my kitfox zeta
2. my diapers
3. a computer to write on

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. three days grace
2. korn
3. rammstein

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. being with mate
2. hiking
3. chatting online

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. korn-coming undone
2. rammstein-du hast
3. three days grace-riot

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. go to a furcon
2. go to a rave
3. go see a concert

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. my past
2. how easily i've hurt people and didn't even think twice about it
3. some of the people i've dated (what was i thinking?)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1.love
2. caring
3. enjoys or at least respects my odd fetishes

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. friendship
2. preventing people from doing something regrettable multiple times
3. stories

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I no longer have toenails on my big toes due to surgery
2. I practice magic
3. I'm straight

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Loves me no matter how strange I may be.
2. Listens
3. we have some of the same interests, but different ones aswell, keeps things interesting

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. they flirt me with me even when they know i'm gay (what? it makes me feel good inside)
2. the way they're not all that bad of people, even if boobies scare me.
3. how they don't give up just because they can't achieve something

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. get rid of the darkness inside me.
2. draw very well
3. forgive some of the things people have done to me in the past.

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. the way my aunt used to be
2. diamond-she was a good dog
3. memories


THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. more drawings of my fursona
2. a ps3
3. my family the way it should be.

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. experiences
2. family
3. never growing up

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. writing
2. reading
3. collecting porn

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. figure out what i want to do
2. get a job
3. stop being bored

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. psychiatrist/shrink
2. retail
3. sea trade route

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. to see my parents
2. to be with my mate
3. the beach

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. bart
2. alucard
3. dante

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. jack
2. john
3. joey

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. sarah
2. crow
3. leyna

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. find out why i'm here
2. go to a furcon in a fursuit
3. have a hands free orgasm

So many paths, what one you gonna follow?
What would you do if all ended tomorrow?

I'm not raciest but its true
You call me:
"redneck"
"Hillbilly"
"Slaker"
"Cracker"
"Honkey"
"Whitey"
"Gringo"
"Sage"
and you think it's OK.

But when I call you:
jungle bunny
spear chucker
coon
wet back
jiggaboo
porch monkey
sand nigger
rag head
towelhead
Camel Jockey
Gook
Spook
NIGGER
KIKE
slant eyes
or Chink
you call me a racist.


--You have the United Negro College Fund.
--You have Martin Luther King Day.
--You have Black History Month.
--You have Cesar Chavez Day.
--You have Yom Hashoah
--You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi
--You have the NAACP.
--You have BET.


--If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist.
--If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist.
--If we had white history month... we'd be racist.
--If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist.
--If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist.
--In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights...you would call us racist.
--Did you know that some high school students decided to make a club for only the white students because the other ethnicities had them. they all got sent to court for being racist but the african-american, Latino, and Asia clubs were not even questioned.
--You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists.


I am white and I am proud.
But, you call me a racist.
Why is it that only whites can be racists?
Now watch, I'll be racist for reposting this....

So what? no-one will re-post this for fear of being called racist

If you agree with this then repost this as a journal titled "I'm not a RACIST but it's true."

well i'm job hunting, which is a pain in this small town due to a lack of jobs as it's a tourist town, so most places are only hiring winter and summer. My old work at Wilsons went to hell when my boss found out who my boyfriend was...and then somehow either by my mistake or hers i missed a day of work, they didn't even leave a voicemail asking where i was...just called and expected it to be all good.

as to story writing, i'm getting slightly annoyed at the lack of communication between reader and writer, and have set up a new rule, with a few stories being the axception. People like my stories, want me to continue them? that's fine. not a problem. I'd love to. the problem is that i have so many ideas floating around in my poor brain that it's hard to focus, and i really don't know what my readers are looking for.

So for now, unless it's one of my exception stories i will not be continuing any stories until readers start talking to me, telling me what they want to see more of in the stories, and less of in the stories within those same lines.

I personally don't see it as to much to ask, everyone else seems to...my friend Kenshin Talian has told me that it's probably not going to work...but i'll try anyways. Soo yeah, some stories might get continued down the road when i go "oh hey...i've got a few ideas that would continue that story well!" but other then that...yeah. Sorry fans, favoriters, and watchers...it's what's gonna happen. especially when i'm stressing about finding work and making ends meet so my mate isn't paying all our bills.

yeah i know i don't often write in this accursed thing...i'm terrible at keeping journals. though this is more of an apology to all of my friends and those i care for...

I'm sorry i haven't been on that much....as you probably already know i work at Old Navy in a tourist town...and my hours are messing with me and making me NOT want to come alone to deal with more idiotic people. I'm not trying to disappear...i just don't want to deal with stupid humans and they're stupidities. and I swear to god if i'm online and someone besides those who know they can ask for an rp without getting ripped to shreds had better not ask this upcoming week...i only have 2 or 3 days to myself and i REALLY don't want to do that domming somebody who can't even rp decently....though alot of my friends are good at it....some of them need some work and i'm NOT going to mention names....

but i regress. it's been a hard week, it's only getting harder...and i just want to say that i love you to my internet family...Kenshin, Forest, maybe Miles i'm still unsure...and those of you who i forgot...feel free to Bitchslap me upside the head for that.

And to those who are fans of my stories, I am hoping to get one started soon, but will depend entirely on schedule and mood....if i write the story i have on my mind in the mood i'm in....it'll turn into a snuff...and the story i want to write is not snuff work....and it'll just make me feel worse.

anyways. this is gotten to long. All you all that want to talk to me about my stories or what not, My messengers are listed, or you can send me a pm asking me for my messengers! (oh and i need more dom rpers....i'm getting tired of domming 95% of the rpers on my buddy list and only a few of them are switches)

well, another fun day of god only knows. so, i've got this idea for a story, and it's really going to either go really well or really bad...though it might just end up being hilarious, i'm not really sure yet. Thank you Kenshin for your crazy ass ideas. :p

so yesterday i blew up at one of my friends because he seems to want the world to go his way...and he gets all butt hurt when nobody wants to rp with him. Damned Leos being the center of attention! and he also says he has trouble learning besides experience...though i started writing with nothing and made it work...what makes me so different? is it just that i'm a sagg?

hello again. mate and i are having a short vacation. ^_^

but yeah. i kinda need to rant about something, so tolerate me. Today, I was at work, and almost wanted to shoot a person. Today's society is going down. Parent's aren't keeping track of their kids, letting them get what they want, and not knowing how to say no and STICKING WITH IT!

This kid, who was only I'd say maybe 5, wanted a shirt, and when his mother started saying no...right there in the store, he starts yelling and screaming about how we wants this shirt and refuses to move until he gets the shirt. I was almost proud of the mother as she continued to tell him to knock it off, and that he wasn't getting the shirt...then she grabs the shirt and gives it to the kid. what the hell?

Now the kid knows that if he wants something, he just has to whine and bitch long enough, and bam, he'll get it. what's up with that? Is that what we're looking to have as a next generation? my god. why don't we just EAT our kids and save them from the next generation...oh wait...that's an animal thing...

and personally? i think the animal's might be right on this one. folks, eat your kids before they grow up in a world full of lazy assholes who whine and bitch to get what they want.

Anyways. Just wanted to get that off my chest. Sadly i haven't gotten to writing any more stories, and i apologize. I know, bad me. Problem is writer's sphere...to many ideas, not enough time/output. sorry. I'll get through it eventually or go insane...well, maybe sane in my case. 0.o

which would be bad. listen america, you DO NOT want a sane Raven on your hands! TRUST ME!

long time no writey, i do that from time to time, and apologize. busy life and what not. sadly still haven't gotten any stories written...i've got an idea, but not sure how to start the cursed thing...thinking of doing a story about a writer who gets sucked into one of his stories maybe...i don't know. *shrug and tap foot to Cleansing from RE*

I'm swamped with commisions, my brain is off the rails, and i can't focus. I'm starting to wonder what's going on...hard for me to get one started...the blank page haunts me. I wonder if it's a lack of inspiration or just that i feel overburdened at the time...i haven't written a story in a while now, and normally i was popping out stories at least once a week...err at least a chapter a week...and now nothing.

I hope this slump wears off soon, i miss the art of just sitting down and writing.

well, i tried posting one of my stories here on FA. Not sure if it works or not, but hey, whatever happens. so here i am listening to music wondering what to do. long day of work, bored, tired, and looking forward to my mate coming home so we can cuddle and find out what's for dinner. and as to my Trap Rp, i still have only 1 person...greh i hope my story went through...i'll be posting the rest of my stories from FA later...when i have time to convert them over to a working format. damn you Word.

Working on a new Rp idea off one of my stories, The Trap which can be read here: http://yiffstar.com/?pid=58070

a friend of mine and I want to do a group rp following the same story, but think it would be better to do it with a group then solo. Today is March 2nd, the RP, if enough people, will be started on March 10th.

I can be contacted at:

AIM: guilmon8
Yahoo: ravenvenice
msn: blackblackwargreymon[at]hotmail.com

if you want in, leave me an im, even if it's an offline, and we'll get the rp goin!