Seeing as how no one cared about my last journal might as well get rid of it.

How are you?

~Game accounts~
3DS: 1993-8414-3923
Xbox 360: Ravenxeo
Steam: Ravenxeo
Playstation account: Ravenxeo
Wii U : Ravenxeo

Hello to you all.
Much and many thanks for everything you have done to help me along in my problems and things.
Now i have simply one more problem..
Getting to the hospital for January 29.
I have been poking bits and pieces together and have determined that in order to the cross the 30 mile gap i need a bus ticket and a train ticket...this comes up to the total of:
£45.20

which is...steep.

So, As much as it pains me to ask for help once more from my dear friends here, Anything you can contribute in my time of need would be fantastically thanked forever and ever.
I know now is a bad time to be asking with Christmas being so freshly finished and all but I don't even have enough to shave money from other places >.< not enough money that I could make up that amount anyway..
If you cant help don't worry to much..I'll find a way i'm sure ;3
but literally, anything you can give would be helpful, no matter how little.

Thanks again friends <3<3
Paypal: xeo_zangan[at]msn.com

My Character Key
# = Not Drawn
0 = Promised to Draw
* = Drawn
\ = Not Sure
¬ = Sketch/Very few pictures
~ = Desperate
& = Redesign needed

---

Current Total: 23

Cat-Raccoon - Kilai - * &

Cat-Raccoon - Kilia - # ~

Cat Girl - Olia - * &

Bunny Girl - Buni - * & - Albino

Jellyfish - Cyan - ¬ - Glow in the Dark

Selkie - Juliana - ¬

Bat Girl - Hennah - * - Goth

Cow Girl - Sienna - Nickname: Sugar - ¬ ~ - Banana Milkshake

Naga - Mikuo - ¬

Harpy - Sirena - ¬ - Loli

Yoshi Girl - Ikki, Pink, blue shoes - # ~

Nargacuga - Sylvia - # ~ - vicious

Agnaktor - Torah - \ ~ - big

Gobul - Leila - # ~ - Loli

Mimic - Mimi - ¬

Leopard Seal - Facsi - # ~ - glutton

Watermelon Bunny - Melony - # ~ - 20 feet tall

Naga - Abigale - # - Rattlesnake

Mermaid - Lizzie - # - Tiger Shark

Raru's Daughter - Sharu - # ~ - slave to instincts

Pink Agaricus - Sig - # ~ - 15 feet tall

Bouncywild - Khiru - #

Succubus - Maidea - ¬ ~

Djinni - Lilianeth - ¬ ~

Thank you for your overwhelming (*cough3peoplecough*) support..

It means the world to me..
If you are unable to give money then i would appreciate some nice arts to cheer me up... ;)

Just kidding...but seriously *grabby hands*
i have like...9 undrawn characters...
i made a highly detailed list of all the characters i own....i suppose i'll put that at the bottom...if someone catches your attention..note me and i'll throw some details your way....

About pain however..
Yesterday i managed to pull a muscle in my left wrist....i may have been typing awkwardly..
either way it HURTS LIKE HOLY FUCK-SHIT HELL
on top of that my left eye has been giving me migraines as my brain tries to process 2 completely different viewpoints that don't really make sense given the positioning of my eyes.

and i realized yesterday i don't have any more painkillers...
So that sucks...need to buy more....

Paypal is still xeo_zangan[at]msn.com

I currently need £160 ish more to pay for the surgery...and 120 to pay for these hyper specialized glasses..
my opticians measured my eyes and to fix my left one i need 7-9 different lenses sandwiched together....my right eye needs a reading lens....
I have no job...and am in no condition to work..
all my money goes on food and bills...my electric bill went up last week..
my main gaming computer is still broken so i cant even do what i dreamt of doing 4 years ago for money...making lets plays...
It was my main goal...then my shiny pc broke...its been busted for 4 years...i thought i might finally start having spare money to save up to get the 300 i needed to fix it...then my leg broke...then my bills went up...then i had no money...now this..
i hate...things... >.<


While its on my mind...
 KrisPup is doing a raffle to win over a thousand dollarios
do a thing and get a chance

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5259913/


my list...

KEY
# = Not Drawn
0 = Promised to Draw
* = Drawn
\ = Not Sure
¬ = Sketch/Very few pictures
~ = Desperate
& = Redesign needed

---

Current Total: 23
Cat-Raccoon - Kilai - * &

Cat-Raccoon - Kilia - # ~

Cat Girl - Olia - * &

Bunny Girl - Buni - * & - Albino

Jellyfish - Cyan - ¬ - Glow in the Dark

Selkie - Juliana - ¬

Bat Girl - Hennah - * - Goth

Cow Girl - Sienna - Nickname: Sugar - ¬ ~ - Bannana Milkshake

Naga - Mikuo - ¬

Harpy - Sirena - ¬ - Loli

Yoshi Girl - Ikki, Pink, blue shoes - # ~

Nargacuga - Sylvia - 0 ~ - vicious

Agnaktor - Torah - \ ~ - big

Gobul - Leila - # ~ - Loli

Mimic - Mimi - ¬

Leopard Seal - Facsi - 0 ~ - glutton

Watermelon Bunny - Melony - # ~ - 20 feet tall

Naga - Abigale - # - Rattlesnake

Mermaid - Lizzie - # - Tiger Shark

Raru's Daughter - Sharu - # ~ - slave to instincts

Pink Agaricus - Sig - # ~ - 15 feet tall

Bouncywild - Khiru - #

Succubus - Maidea - ¬ ~

another free arts contestthingy~

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12044381/

So, I am entering a couple raffles done up by the wonderfully charming  ravensylvarii

one here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5202871/ to play with Raven

and one here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5216970/ to play with a new girl

Feel free to go play!

*cheerleaders at you* Gogogo~<3


OHOHOH! Also.
Duder here:  lapaa
Is doing a 1000 people specialtimes!
So get in on that too!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5240153/

AND he has an auction for stuffs so do that too!
http://sta.sh/01oxr0si6r36

*pantpant*
Well?! Dont stand there! GoGo!

Pasted from:  Ookami-Ki

So that's it, I'm gonna do a free commission, cause I'm gonna open a new kind of commission and I need some ref and characters to firgure it out. So if you wanna get in to this follow and agree the rules!

1.- Please, you have to watch me.
2.- The character must have long hair, male or female this maybe is not very popular, buttt need it :/
3.- Make a Journal so other can see and have a chance. Link that journar back to your post.
4.- I will chose the character, I know this is not so fair, take it or leave it :(
5.- Give an idea of what you'd like:
-Must be clean
-Just one character
-I will develop that idea, always with agree with the owner of the character, but
I will probably have to change stuff to fit for what I need it.



No more rules, remember that ITS FREE 8D give it a chance at least, you never know! I will decide the winner in the next days, and will make a journal bout it.

Um...SO....I may have a serious medical problem...
I am going into an opticians appointment next Thursday to sort out a sudden blurriness of my left eye..
My right eye is great and fine...a teeny bit blurry but glasses could fix that, my left eye is horrific..I cant see a single thing...everything is blurry as all hell and no lenses help..no distance from my eye helps..I don't know what to do AT ALL..
I've been told that if they cant fit the eye with a lens I'd need laser surgery...
If I cant afford it....then I'll need to have it removed....I'm scared..
The surgery will cost a few hundred...and if i stopped buying food I could have enough money in abut 3 months..
if I continue to buy food then it'd take me a year..maybe 2 if bills continue to hit me at random.
and in the meantime who knows what could happen to my eye...certain eye diseases can cause brain damage if left unchecked..

Um....is there...anyone who would be willing to donate to my cause if things turn out for the worst....? Just out of...curiosity...

Thanks for your time anyway...

-Raven

Merry Day of stuff..

Happy daymas!

Am i doing this right?

Not that anyone reads my journals T-T no one commented on my last one when i asked for opinions..

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5230451/

enjoy!

I'm crawling back.....slowly..
I should have some new art to post eventually..

but basically..sorry for being gone for 3 years...i got hit by a car and my lungs got punctured by my own ribcage :3
I'm all fine now though...had lots of time to recover and i'm feeling great!...though i cant hold my breath as long as i used to anymore...T_T


LOVE YOU


...LOVE ME....plz T-T been gone so long....lonely..

Also HUUUGE thanks to Requiem for being so nice and friendly on my return..also to Dorogato and AngeltheCatgirl <3

Huge love to you all for being friendly to me when i said hi...

But big frowny to Angel for forgetting me momentarily *sticks out tounge*

As a note..i should end up with 2 new characters...one i've wanted for huge times and one that came to me recently...if anyone wantsa draw them or my other girls, who need love too :( , feel free <3

I gots a new icon.

go get one for a dolla

 hiddenwolf

What would you do~?

● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~What do you think about my~

● Personality:
● Eyes:
● Hair:
● Family:
● Smile:

~Would you~

● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
● Keep a secret if i told you one?
● Hold my hand?
● Study with me?
● Cook for me?
● Love me?
● Date me?
● Have sex with me?

~Have you ever ~

● Lied to make me feel better?
● Wanted to kiss me?
● Wanted to kill me?
● Broke my heart?
● Thought I was unbearably annoying?
● Hated me?
● Wanted to tell me something but didn't?
● Wondered about my sanity?
● Wanted to do something to me?

~More ~

● When and how did we meet?
● Describe me in three words.
● What was your first impression of me?
● What do you think of me now?
● What reminds you of me?
● Could you see us together forever?
● When's the last time you saw me?
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?


Answer please? :3

I really want to play..but i never have before...
suggestions on how to start, what to do etctec?

Also does DnD have Valkyries?

Like totally...chyea!

*brofist*

Anal on Males
nuuuuu T_T

Anal on Females
Yuuuuuush~

Breasts
Breasts are a necessity of life x3 and they be squooshy

Breast Expansion
love it~

Weight Gain
depends...i like the idea of a girl getting a little pudge from eating someone..adds to the experiance a little x3

Bondage
I dont really enjoy pain on myself but tying up is ok.

Clothing
um...yes?

Leather
*shrugs* can be good

Stockings
Stockings are cute

Shoe/Boots
hmm..depends..

Suit and Tie
Can be cute on a female..with a couple buttons undone near the top...

Muscle, Male
Never..

Muscle, Female
Not at all...

Herm
Enjoyable but only H/F for me..

Cub/Shota
Sometimes >.>;

Baby/Diaper
No

Transformation
Kinda depends..sometimes its great!

Macro/Micro
One of my all time favourites
Impregnation
I suppose...

Pregnancy
Some of the sexiest things I've seen...

Lactation
wonderful~

Anal Vore
Yessu!

Soul Vore
yups

Cock Vore
sometimes..if done right

Standard Soft Vore
ADORE

Standard Hard Vore
>.>; Yessu...

Paw/Foot
not my thing..

Incest
not IRL thats gross but in pics its hardly noticable in the slightest..

Clonecest
I've seen it done..mainly by Milky but its good..

Yuri (F/F)
sure why not..

Yaoi (M/M)
I'm straight nyan

Hetero (M/F)
Yessu~

Girly Boys
*shakes head*

Butch Girls
not really my thing...i like Tomboys though

Mind Control
Funtimes

Rape
sometimes..

Uniform
hmm..i suppose!

Orgy
As long as there are rules...no one want some surprise buttsex when thats not a thing they like..

Subbing/Domming
i can be either..~

Biting
i'm a biter~

Solo Masturbation; Male
*shakes head*

Solo Masturbation; Female
Mmhmm.

Scat
I enjoy digestion so take a guess~

Inflation
Cumflation or regular its all great to me

Fat/Pudge
Curvy girls are the best girls..S'why i lavvu Stephsu!

Tech
i dont know what this means *head tilt*
...though i really like Yuki and shes an android..

Watersports
not really...

Glasses
The sexiest thing a girl can wear!

Tentacles
Yessu

Oviposition
Yessu!!

Masochism
No.

Sadism
No.

Partial Nudity
Partial or full, I like both.

Gore
If done right it can be kinda hot...in digestion i love it most though..

Snuff
I..suppose...never really thought of it that way..

Hyper
Sometimes...

Zoophilia
um..not really my thing...but Feral girls who can think and talk like people are fair game.

Electricity
?

She-males
mmmmeh....

Cross-dressing
not really a fan..

Oral
*nodnod*

Asphyxiation
No.

Wet-look
Yes!

Mud/Quicksand etc.
kinda...seen it a little

Sinking
yessu?

Spooge
i enjoy cumflation, so take a guess.

Tickling
Giving, sure. Receiving, not so much.

Vomit
Never.

Body hair
nono

Older men/women
Not my think

Skinny figure
Not morbidly skinny, but sometimes skinny is nice.

Needles/pricking
No thankyou~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GC_z.....eature=related

Enjoy.
I've been listening all day and i feel...great.

Strange considering its a song about deppression..

So there is a cool discount going on at Steam where Killing floor is £3.75
i just spent the last hour going to town to put £4 in my account so i could buy the damn thing.
i JUST got back...put it and one of the DLC packs into my cart...clicked on 'purchase for myself'
AND STEAM GOES OFFLINE.
Its currently broken.
Tells me there is no connection so i cant get into the store.
i have an hour or so left to buy this fucking thing.
I am so pissed off you have no idea.

ps. computer is amazing.

Well it worked just in time...now installing and stuff..<3

I'm 21..
Hopefully my computer acctually arrives today...
I pushed my entire harddrive onto an external thing and that took me most of yesterday..and my mom wants my old pc..
i hope it arrives today...but more importantly i hope it has a CD drive cause it doesn't have an OS installed
T_T
i could use my current CD drive but that would require alot of hardware messing and i dont know even where to start...

My birthday is tomorrow..
i'll be 21
i should be getting a new pc via delivery today meaning i might not be online for a little while as i need along time to get set up
i'm trading 38 gbs for 1 tb so i'm happy~ ^.^

Love you all~

*breaths a sigh of relief*
Hewo!

decided it was time to say hello and start to get blog comments ^.^
before anyone askes yes i'm a huge pervert. but you wont find anyone more loyal and understanding a friend ^.^

I know my strengths;
Gaming
Writing
Imagination
Loyalty
Flirting
Sympathy
Love.

^.^
i'd list my weaknesses but...i dont wanna >.>;
anyway
i'm playing Silent Hill atm
sooo...
Later Peeps.

~Raven~