I interrupt your lives to bring you this

Happy birthday to me.

Now go about your lives

well i recently finished school and 3 days after graduating i move to Alton IL. just outside of St Louis. i love it here especially with my job im making money and getting on my feet to be fully on my own.
since im making money and getting things in order im looking into getting a partial suit made. yes that right this wolf will be coming to irl at a con near you soon.

im gonna put over 1000 in a savings account and build up so that i can pay for the partial and pay my bills and sill have left over for fun. im gonna be saving like crazy and i think its gonna work.

i am still single and still looking for that special someone.

that's about all i can write at this time

so many have been getting back to me abut this meme. so i thought i would finally do this one.

COMMENT AND I'LL:

1. Tell you something I'll learn about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what car you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal

well as im nearing the end of my school term. I have been seeing some things changing in my life.
im looking at getting a piercing and a few tattoos.

also by the title im moving yes moving to my aunts and uncles in Alton IL. its a spit across the river from St. Louis MO

so im thinking maybe this year traveling to Midwest FurFest, if i get a room.

so this is an update for now a proper one will happen when i get the time

this is so me. And how ever relationship has gone for me.

stolen from  Vlos

Stolen from kadenshadows kadenshadows

***"I'm sorry"***

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry'

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough moxie to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things'

kinda of an update. hope you enjoy

120 of the most stupidest things

Level 1
(X) Smoked A Cigarette
(X ) Smoked A Cigar
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
(X) Dumped someone
(X) Been Fired
() Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 6

Level 3
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped Class
() Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 9

Level 4
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Furaffinity Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
() Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 11

Level 5
() Eaten Sushi
() Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone Through Internet
() Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 12

Level 6
() Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(X) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 16

Level 7
() Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
(X) Gone mudding
() Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 19

Level 8
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(X) Gone Sledding
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 24

Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
() Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 25

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(X) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 29

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
(X) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention
(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 33
Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
() Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 34

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look
() Witnessed A Crime
(X) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 37

Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 40

Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
() Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 44

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made Prank Phone Calls
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
() Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 47

Level 18
(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
() Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(X) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 50

Level 19
() Crashed A Party
(X) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 52

Level 20
() Worn Pearls
() Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 53

Level 21
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
(X) Kicked A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 57

Level 22
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(X) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
() Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 60

Level 23
() Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
(X) Had/Been In A Tree House
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 63

Level 24
(X) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
() Gone Streaking
(X) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 65

Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(X) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 69

Level 26
(X) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(X) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(X) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 74

Level 27
(X) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(X) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
(X) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 79

Level 28
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(X) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
() Black-Mailed Someone
() Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 82

Level 29
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
() Licked A Cat
(X) Bitten Someone
(X) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 86

Level 30
() Been shot at/or at gunpoint
() Had sex in the rain
() Flattened someones tires
(X) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(X) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 88

ive done 88 of the 120 most stupid things

Repost this with the title:
I've Done __ of the 120 stupidest things. (with your total in that blank spot.)


i've been meaning to do this for some time.

a lot has changed since my last journal
i had a boyfriend and we broke up , so im still single and lonely.
i started school at Wyotech and enjoying every min of it.
ive made a lot of new friends and such and keep some others closer.

my life has gone so far out of my control anymore i don't honestly know what i want anymore. i find myself second guessing every decision (good or bad). i just dont know what to do any more.

well that's all i have on my mind so far.
updates will be more often i promise

Ray

well after almost 4 years in the making i'm finally getting a car of my own
a 1996 jeep cherokee two door with the I6 4.0L and the 5 speed tranny
it's not pufurect or low miles but it runs and its low price
cant wait to get it
oh i also finally found someone for me i'm so happy

finally i'm getting a car i got a mate and schools going great
i have never been so happy before

well its finaly gone the suburban. my parents finaly sold it
they promsed me it when they got a new one but they changed hteir minds
so im with out a car
but in 9 months i will get a car. and im gettign what i want not the econobox they want me to have
its gonna have at least a manual transmission in it

im still looking for that special someone thats close by to me
but its still turning up peolpe ither taken, ort not intrested, or to far away
oh well i still will keep looking and waiting but its just getting tirsome of the same empty handed results

well now that since i figured out that im gay. i have been searching for a boyfriend and my search has turned up noting that is really worth while
i know their somebody outheir for me but i just need ot find him but i hope its soon because i need some closer than a friend in my life right now.

well i have been thinking about what and who I am.
And now its clear to me that im gay
now begins the search for a boy friend