I have not been on in a long time.
Posted 9 years agoA lot can happen in two years or so. I updated my profile slightly,and I remember the pictures I posted last.......I miss him greatly...... : (
Stuff has changed for me in RL,especially in ways I never would have guessed. Some good,some bad,and a relationship ended that I never thought or hoped possible.....
Its hard for me still,to move on past Shiriin,but I'm pretty much forced to,since I'm in a new relationship. Its a non-furry,but he tries to understand,at least. He'll never fully understand my furry-ness,video gamer-ness,and martial artist-ness,which makes it difficult for me on a daily basis. We don't really have anything in common either. I love him though,but sometimes I doubt my feelings........ For now,I'm not in the driver's seat,just a passenger for the ride,wondering where I'm going next. : |
Stuff has changed for me in RL,especially in ways I never would have guessed. Some good,some bad,and a relationship ended that I never thought or hoped possible.....
Its hard for me still,to move on past Shiriin,but I'm pretty much forced to,since I'm in a new relationship. Its a non-furry,but he tries to understand,at least. He'll never fully understand my furry-ness,video gamer-ness,and martial artist-ness,which makes it difficult for me on a daily basis. We don't really have anything in common either. I love him though,but sometimes I doubt my feelings........ For now,I'm not in the driver's seat,just a passenger for the ride,wondering where I'm going next. : |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIRIIN!!!!! NOW 24! : )
Posted 10 years agoTo this very special bouncing baby boy,24 years ago,on this great day!
A very special birthday wish to you! :) <3
I hope your birthday is great!
A very special birthday wish to you! :) <3
I hope your birthday is great!
In Police Car
Posted 11 years agohttps://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....lice%20Car.png
Please check the link and comment what 4 words you would say to me. : )
I really do wonder what all of you would say to me.lol : )
Please check the link and comment what 4 words you would say to me. : )
I really do wonder what all of you would say to me.lol : )
To those out there....someone still loves you. :love:
Posted 11 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/full/6750534/
For those of you still searching the stars,please try your best to hang in there,because someone is still out there searching for you.
*Hugs evryfur tight in my arms and tries to help them fond someone special,because we are all born with one wing.*
If you give up so easily,your making it harder for others to find you....and I dont think thats what you are intending.
Steel yourself and ignore the pain,if you truely want it,it will happen.It finally happened for me after too many years,so you still have a chance.Dont be a coward,fight for your life,you all have the strength inside,just let it out.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eEky.....B&index=95
For those of you still searching the stars,please try your best to hang in there,because someone is still out there searching for you.
*Hugs evryfur tight in my arms and tries to help them fond someone special,because we are all born with one wing.*
If you give up so easily,your making it harder for others to find you....and I dont think thats what you are intending.
Steel yourself and ignore the pain,if you truely want it,it will happen.It finally happened for me after too many years,so you still have a chance.Dont be a coward,fight for your life,you all have the strength inside,just let it out.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eEky.....B&index=95
Translate This!
Posted 11 years agoHere is a random fun idea I had.
I wrote something in Draconic,using an app from Skyrim.Let see who can decode my message. lol ; )
The message:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/bmojgvm0g.....%20Message.png
The app:
https://play.google.com/store/apps/.....ovah.traductor
Have fun and hope you enjoy the challenge! : )
I'll update this journal with what I wrote,when someone decodes it. : )
Maybe I will try to make a prize for this challenge,I'll have to check first. : )
I wrote something in Draconic,using an app from Skyrim.Let see who can decode my message. lol ; )
The message:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/bmojgvm0g.....%20Message.png
The app:
https://play.google.com/store/apps/.....ovah.traductor
Have fun and hope you enjoy the challenge! : )
I'll update this journal with what I wrote,when someone decodes it. : )
Maybe I will try to make a prize for this challenge,I'll have to check first. : )
I have a question,might seem random.
Posted 11 years agoCan I ever NOT be myself for a day? Not be pent up all the time? Not bound by my inhibitions so much? Free to have casual sex often?
No need to reply,but maybe discuss at least.I struggle with myself everyday,which creates so much needless stress..... Any opinions are welcome to talk about,and wondering if anybody else feels the same.High libido,but also high inhibitions that keep me from "sleeping around"......
And,ofcourse I know I have a mate,so that I shouldn't sleep around,but not to be mean to him,I still think its a valid question.
No need to reply,but maybe discuss at least.I struggle with myself everyday,which creates so much needless stress..... Any opinions are welcome to talk about,and wondering if anybody else feels the same.High libido,but also high inhibitions that keep me from "sleeping around"......
And,ofcourse I know I have a mate,so that I shouldn't sleep around,but not to be mean to him,I still think its a valid question.
Shiriin Windragon Taking Commissions!!!!!
Posted 12 years agoHey there! Please read and spread the word!!!!
Shiriin Windragon is taking commissions!!
Hey guys, this is my first time doing this so please bare with me. I'm going to start taking commissions, not to make money for myself, but to help my mate who is in dire need after losing his job and in serious debt. So I'm gonna do my best to help do commissions and raise money for him as much as I can before December 3rd.
Okay, so here we go:
For one drawn character: $15
For two drawn characters on the same page: $25
Please only send the money when I message you saying I've finished the picture and I will post it on my page for your viewing once you've messaged me back saying you've paid.
Here's the email to my mate's paypal account where you can pay for your drawing here:
raziel_dragon_[at]hotmail.com
There will be 5 slots open, so the first 5 people who message me for commission I will take, and once I'm done with the first 5 I'll continue on down with who messaged after them.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and considering, I hope you'll be pleased with my drawings if you decide to commission me, it'll help out so much as well so we can finally get together permanently. Thank you again for taking the time to read this!

Hey guys, this is my first time doing this so please bare with me. I'm going to start taking commissions, not to make money for myself, but to help my mate who is in dire need after losing his job and in serious debt. So I'm gonna do my best to help do commissions and raise money for him as much as I can before December 3rd.
Okay, so here we go:
For one drawn character: $15
For two drawn characters on the same page: $25
Please only send the money when I message you saying I've finished the picture and I will post it on my page for your viewing once you've messaged me back saying you've paid.
Here's the email to my mate's paypal account where you can pay for your drawing here:
raziel_dragon_[at]hotmail.com
There will be 5 slots open, so the first 5 people who message me for commission I will take, and once I'm done with the first 5 I'll continue on down with who messaged after them.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and considering, I hope you'll be pleased with my drawings if you decide to commission me, it'll help out so much as well so we can finally get together permanently. Thank you again for taking the time to read this!
Special FREE art raffle (POKEMON RAFFLE)
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5166080/
Check it out!! : )
Check it out!! : )
Hmmmmm,question for anybody reading.
Posted 12 years agoI......put some videos together myself,of a song and pictures that arent mine.I make no claim to them either.Just wonder: Should I/could I upload them here?
Relationship MEME
Posted 12 years agoBorrowed from:
Black-Rose-Exterio
Raziel dragon
<3
Shiriin Windragon <3
1. Who eats more?
No doubt about it,me.lol
2. Who said "I love you" first?
Hmmmmm,I think I did.
3. Who is the morning person?
Hard to say.
4. Who sings better?
Me? But never really heard him sing.
5. Who's older?
I am....8 years.....>/////>
6. Who's smarter?
Hmmmm,undecided.lol
7. Whose temper is worse?
Probably mine...
8. Who cries more?
Not really sure about that.
9. How did you meet?
SecondLife
10. Where are you both from?
Both from America.MA & MS
11. Whose feet are bigger?
Not sure,hasnt come up before to check yet.lol
12. Whose hair is longer?
His
13. Who's better with the computer?
Toss up?
14. Do they have pets? How about you?
Where I live: 2 cats,1 dog,1 fish.He has one bird.
15. Do you plan on getting married?
No doubt about it. <3
16. Who's the most stubborn?
Me?
17. Who is the first one to admit when they're wrong?
Not sure,probably him....>/////>
18. Who asked who out?
I asked him,still waiting to see him in person. <3
19. Who's more sensitive?
Depends I guess.lol
20. Who's taller?
About the same height.
21. Who has more friends?
I will say me,though he is in pretty close second.lol ; P
22. Who has more siblings?
Me.
23. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
I let him sometimes,but me usually. ; P <3


<3

1. Who eats more?
No doubt about it,me.lol
2. Who said "I love you" first?
Hmmmmm,I think I did.
3. Who is the morning person?
Hard to say.
4. Who sings better?
Me? But never really heard him sing.
5. Who's older?
I am....8 years.....>/////>
6. Who's smarter?
Hmmmm,undecided.lol
7. Whose temper is worse?
Probably mine...
8. Who cries more?
Not really sure about that.
9. How did you meet?
SecondLife
10. Where are you both from?
Both from America.MA & MS
11. Whose feet are bigger?
Not sure,hasnt come up before to check yet.lol
12. Whose hair is longer?
His
13. Who's better with the computer?
Toss up?
14. Do they have pets? How about you?
Where I live: 2 cats,1 dog,1 fish.He has one bird.
15. Do you plan on getting married?
No doubt about it. <3
16. Who's the most stubborn?
Me?
17. Who is the first one to admit when they're wrong?
Not sure,probably him....>/////>
18. Who asked who out?
I asked him,still waiting to see him in person. <3
19. Who's more sensitive?
Depends I guess.lol
20. Who's taller?
About the same height.
21. Who has more friends?
I will say me,though he is in pretty close second.lol ; P
22. Who has more siblings?
Me.
23. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
I let him sometimes,but me usually. ; P <3
No comment needed......just frustrated.....
Posted 12 years agoWhy are people that acually care about friends,so rare to find? : |
Instead,I seem to mostly make "friends" with others that only want to use and abuse...which isnt friend or nice,at all....yet im the one who is dumb,I guess...... : |
Instead,I seem to mostly make "friends" with others that only want to use and abuse...which isnt friend or nice,at all....yet im the one who is dumb,I guess...... : |
What do I do......?
Posted 12 years agoI feel like I can't trust anyone anymore.......... Every wall has eyes and ears,every move I make being watched........ No joke either...... : ( There is no where I can go to feel safe,every dirty secret out for everyone to know,yet I don't know theirs.......... Everybody has something over my head,feeling almost like anybody could black mail me in the drop of a hat.......... : ( I wish there was somewhere I could be free,be myself,without worry of something being saved or recorded just to be used against me if it should benifit another.......... I'm just confused and lost,but never to the point of harming myself,just wish to escape......... Maybe I should just cage myself up again and pretend to be happy,just live the rest of my life not thinking and just trudge through life alone.
Dedicated to my draggy <3
Posted 12 years agohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89x0uErZGpQ
I love you so much.....cant wait to finally have you in my arms...... : ( <3
Shiriin Windragon
I love you so much.....cant wait to finally have you in my arms...... : ( <3

Comment meme
Posted 12 years agoComment and I'll...
1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
3) Tell you my first memory of you.
4) Ask you a question.
5) Tell you something I like about you.
6) Tell you the object that is in front of me.
1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
3) Tell you my first memory of you.
4) Ask you a question.
5) Tell you something I like about you.
6) Tell you the object that is in front of me.
Was going to have a great day.............
Posted 12 years agoWhy is that when a day for me seems to be going fine,something ALWAYS has to ruin it?! I was so excited to go bowling and meet new people today! But now that plan is ruined because I got a random flat tire and cracked rim yesterday,late afternoon.By the time the tow truck came and got back home,the store was already closed that I could have gotten a new tire at.So,had to wake up super early in the morning (I hate mornings btw......nocturnal....),then drop off the popped tire.When I got a ride back to the store,he didnt put the tire on because the rim is cracked.Now im missing a tire AND rim,too late to get them now,and not enough money for MORE extra spontanious expenses! I may see calm,but im so pissed and depressed inside now.......... : (
Guess I'll just eat alittle food,then try to go back to sleep.........maybe I can dream up a better day...... : (
Guess I'll just eat alittle food,then try to go back to sleep.........maybe I can dream up a better day...... : (
Relationship Meme
Posted 12 years agoBorrowed from:
ritcherdthepuppy
1. Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Shiriin Windragon
<3
2. How did you two meet?
Second Life
3. When did y'all officially start dating?
The night we met on Second Life,a chance meeting and mate for life Monday July 16, 2012
4. Did you meet online?
Yes
5. What attracted you the most to him/her?
We have alot in common and he is romantic like me,melted my heart right away. <3
6. Is he/she what you expected?
I dont expect things.
7. Did you have sex on your first date?
Virtually,yes....lol n/////n <3
8. Are you two freaks in bed?
We both like to be romoantic mostly,but sometimes we can be abit kinky,though so far only virtually.I cant wait to have him in my arms in RL.......
9. Do you live with them?
Not yet....
10. Are they snugglers?
Yup! <3
11. What was the last compliment they gave you?
Well....um......he said I have.....um......big.......orbs....... n/////n
12. How long have you been dating?
Almost a year!!
13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them?
Thats not even question,because there is no doubt of an alternate choice. : ) <3
14. When will you see them next?
I really hope for October.....for the first time in RL...
15. What interests do you share?
We are furries,dragons,romantic,love to play video games,RP,draw,watch movies together,SecondLife.
16. Is there something you regret?
Only the time wasted appart from him right now....... : (
17. What was the last thing he/she gave you?
That is censored info.lol n/////n <3 But virtual in nature though.... Lets just say he was particularly frisky that night. <3
18. What was the last thing you gave them?
A show on skype cam that I hope he wont soon forget. n/////n <3
19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you?
I wouldnt doubt it! : ) <3
20. Have they given you a ring?
Im the one going to give him a ring,just a matter of time......and money.... <3 <3 <3 <3

1. Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Shiriin Windragon

2. How did you two meet?
Second Life
3. When did y'all officially start dating?
The night we met on Second Life,a chance meeting and mate for life Monday July 16, 2012
4. Did you meet online?
Yes
5. What attracted you the most to him/her?
We have alot in common and he is romantic like me,melted my heart right away. <3
6. Is he/she what you expected?
I dont expect things.
7. Did you have sex on your first date?
Virtually,yes....lol n/////n <3
8. Are you two freaks in bed?
We both like to be romoantic mostly,but sometimes we can be abit kinky,though so far only virtually.I cant wait to have him in my arms in RL.......
9. Do you live with them?
Not yet....
10. Are they snugglers?
Yup! <3
11. What was the last compliment they gave you?
Well....um......he said I have.....um......big.......orbs....... n/////n
12. How long have you been dating?
Almost a year!!
13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them?
Thats not even question,because there is no doubt of an alternate choice. : ) <3
14. When will you see them next?
I really hope for October.....for the first time in RL...
15. What interests do you share?
We are furries,dragons,romantic,love to play video games,RP,draw,watch movies together,SecondLife.
16. Is there something you regret?
Only the time wasted appart from him right now....... : (
17. What was the last thing he/she gave you?
That is censored info.lol n/////n <3 But virtual in nature though.... Lets just say he was particularly frisky that night. <3
18. What was the last thing you gave them?
A show on skype cam that I hope he wont soon forget. n/////n <3
19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you?
I wouldnt doubt it! : ) <3
20. Have they given you a ring?
Im the one going to give him a ring,just a matter of time......and money.... <3 <3 <3 <3
ABC Meme
Posted 12 years agoBorrowed from: 
A - Age: 29
B - Bed size: single/futon
C - Chore you hate: Going to work.lol : P
D - Dog's name: Cody and Max
E - Essential start your day item: Start of my day is sleep.Nocturnal.lol.But night.....dinner/food!
F - Favorite color: Blue and Red
G - Gold or Silver: Gold,never tarnishes.
H - Height: 5'9"
I - Ireland or Italy: Probably Ireland...
J - Job title: Security Guard
K - Kid(s): Not likely going to happen between to guys.lol
L - Living arrangements: Living with family,but not my family.lol
M - Mom's name: Wyanita (Portugese)
N - Nicknames: Raz,Sticky Dragon (because of...um....usually playing with my joystick often. n////n lol).
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: Hasnt happened. *Knocks on wood,then takes my hand out of my pants.* ; P
P - Pet Peeve(s): People that give up on things way too easily,dont try new things,and pick on others. >: l
Q - Quote from a movie: When some ten foot tall maniac slams your favorite head against a wall and asks,"Have you paid your dues,Jack?" You look that guy right back in the eyes and say,"Yes sir,the check is in the mail" ; )
R - Righty or Lefty: Righty
S - Siblings: I have a younger brother by 1 year,a sister older by 1 year,and a half-sister older by 6 years.
T - Time you wake up: Afternoon usually,but varies from day to day.
U - Underwear: Boxer-breifs or briefs. (Got to keep the beast contained! lol)
V - Vegetables you dislike: Cant think of any at the moment,but might be one or two.
W - Water or land: Anphibious Nocturnal Dragon here! lol
X - X-rated or PG: I like PG,but I "like" X-rated more.lol ; P
Y - Yesterday's best moment: The moment my draggy woke up!! <3
Z - Zoo favorite: Um,Roger Williams Park Zoo,Rhode Island

A - Age: 29
B - Bed size: single/futon
C - Chore you hate: Going to work.lol : P
D - Dog's name: Cody and Max
E - Essential start your day item: Start of my day is sleep.Nocturnal.lol.But night.....dinner/food!
F - Favorite color: Blue and Red
G - Gold or Silver: Gold,never tarnishes.
H - Height: 5'9"
I - Ireland or Italy: Probably Ireland...
J - Job title: Security Guard
K - Kid(s): Not likely going to happen between to guys.lol
L - Living arrangements: Living with family,but not my family.lol
M - Mom's name: Wyanita (Portugese)
N - Nicknames: Raz,Sticky Dragon (because of...um....usually playing with my joystick often. n////n lol).
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: Hasnt happened. *Knocks on wood,then takes my hand out of my pants.* ; P
P - Pet Peeve(s): People that give up on things way too easily,dont try new things,and pick on others. >: l
Q - Quote from a movie: When some ten foot tall maniac slams your favorite head against a wall and asks,"Have you paid your dues,Jack?" You look that guy right back in the eyes and say,"Yes sir,the check is in the mail" ; )
R - Righty or Lefty: Righty
S - Siblings: I have a younger brother by 1 year,a sister older by 1 year,and a half-sister older by 6 years.
T - Time you wake up: Afternoon usually,but varies from day to day.
U - Underwear: Boxer-breifs or briefs. (Got to keep the beast contained! lol)
V - Vegetables you dislike: Cant think of any at the moment,but might be one or two.
W - Water or land: Anphibious Nocturnal Dragon here! lol
X - X-rated or PG: I like PG,but I "like" X-rated more.lol ; P
Y - Yesterday's best moment: The moment my draggy woke up!! <3
Z - Zoo favorite: Um,Roger Williams Park Zoo,Rhode Island
Survey Meme
Posted 12 years agoBorrowed from:
jl2154
please be honest.
Would you...
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] miss me if we went out then broke up?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap me on the ass?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] caress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
DO YOU...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?
ARE WE...
[_] acquaintances?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?
AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] lovable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?
HAVE YOU EVER/HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin' up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
ARE YOU...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin' bout me?
[_] going to repost this in your journal so that i will return the favor

please be honest.
Would you...
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] miss me if we went out then broke up?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap me on the ass?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] caress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
DO YOU...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?
ARE WE...
[_] acquaintances?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?
AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] lovable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?
HAVE YOU EVER/HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin' up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
ARE YOU...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin' bout me?
[_] going to repost this in your journal so that i will return the favor
Hacker Warning
Posted 12 years agoRumor has it there is hacker on FA, hacking people and blocking our friends to make them block us. You'll then be banned from FA.
Write the same warning in your journal to protect not only yourself but everyone! Here's another warning: If I'm being a jerk, saying stuff like "Shut up", "Get lost" or "I don't want to see you on my homepage anymore", that's not really me. That's the hacker.
Write all of this down in your journal too!
Please do this, it's for the safety of everyone!
Forward this message before someone gets hacked
Write the same warning in your journal to protect not only yourself but everyone! Here's another warning: If I'm being a jerk, saying stuff like "Shut up", "Get lost" or "I don't want to see you on my homepage anymore", that's not really me. That's the hacker.
Write all of this down in your journal too!
Please do this, it's for the safety of everyone!
Forward this message before someone gets hacked
Any furs live in Mass or close to?
Posted 12 years agoIt was suggested to me,so I figure I'll geive it a shot.Anybody live in Mass or close to Mass? I really need to get out of the house and hangout with friends,problem is,I dont have and fur friends and no non-fur friends to hangout with.So im giving this a try.Please comment if you want,im friendly. : )
I hope this works! *Praying and wishing for someone to hangout with.....*
I hope this works! *Praying and wishing for someone to hangout with.....*
MEME You can use to stalk me.lol
Posted 12 years agoStolen from:
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/frindle/
1. What time did you get up this morning?
2pm (varies from day to day,but usually afternoon) <----Nocturnal
2. How do you like your steak?
Usaully "well done",but I have enjoyed it less cooked as well.
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Just a few weeks ago: G.I.Joe Retaliation! Awesome!
4. What is your favorite TV show?
TMNT,Avatar,Heroes,X-men,and many others,but that when I get the chance to watch them.lol
5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
With my draggy in a cave in Japan.lol
6. What did you have for breakfast?
Im usually asleep during breakfast time,but when I woke up in the afternoon,I ate a can of Speggetios,and some chips before karate class.
7. What is your favorite cuisine?
Meatloaf,Lasania,and many other foods! *Eyes wide and licks lips.* lol
8. What foods do you dislike?
Mostly,just liver and puffed-wheat cereal.
9. Favorite Place to Eat?
I dont eat out that often,but favorite type would be chinese buffet! Mmmmmm! All I can eat!
10. Favorite dressing?
Ranch
11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
Currently: 97' Pontiac Grand Prix,used though and trying to keep it alive.lol
12. What are your favorite clothes?
None! lol ; P But shorts and a t-shirts,preferebly with the colors blue,red,and/or black,some kind of dragon design or picture,same for raccoon(though i dont have any raccoon clothes),and Ninja Turtles clothes!
13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
Mississippi,briefly to pick up my draggy,then Japan. : )
14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
Half full,but always more than ne side to a story.
15. Where would you want to retire?
Japan.lol
16. Favorite time of day?
Night time! <
Still nocturnal.lol
17. Where were you born?
Rhode Island! May be the smallest state,but its my favorite!
18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
gross
19. Body Piercings?
No.
20. Favorite musician or artist?
Dont really have a favorite,per say,but I really like a lot of them.Depends more on the individual song than artist to me.
21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
Um,everybody that reads and decides to comment. lol
22. Bird watcher?
Not really,just random times here and there because I wish i could fly too....... : l
23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Nocturnal or Diurnal? Nocturnal as stated above.lol
24. Do you have any pets?
Hmmmm,complex question at the moment.I have one dog at home with my parents,and where I live is one dog and two cats.
25. Any new and exciting news you’d like to share?
Hmmmm,im alive! lol An awesome storm passed through earlier,I was so giddy! lol
26. What did you want to be when you were little?
A pilot and a great martial artist,so far,neither....
27. What is your best childhood memory?
I dont really know.....
28. Are you a cat or dog person?
Dog person! Cats are far to loners for me,then want all your attention when THEY want......
29. Are you married?
Not right now,but hope to be in the future to my draggy! <3
30. Always wear your seat belt?
Ofcourse. : )
31. Been in a car accident?
No. *Knocking on wood*
32. Any pet peeves?
Hmmmmm,people who give up too easily and whine too much....... : [
33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
All of the above,all at once,except liver and anchovies.lol
34. Favorite Flower?
Um....dont have a favorite flower,but to chose one now.I would have to say the Carnation because of its ability to change colors with the color of water.There could be many various colors it could become,making it a flower version of versatility. : )
35. Favorite ice cream?
Strawberry Banana! Mmmmm! I want some icecream now.lol
36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Wendy's
37. How many times did you fail your driver’s test?
None,and got an A- on it. : )
38. From whom did you get your last email?
I dont check my emails often,but one from a boss.
39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Ninja World! Warwick,Rhode Island Has plenty of martial arts practice gear and weapons,plus the real deal stuff too! : ) *Thinks about it and becomes giddy with joy!* lol
40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
Yeah,often! lol Most recently,took a picture of myself,I'll leave it to your imagination to figure out what kind of picture.But remember one thing,its me.lol *Grins*
41. Like your job?
Security Guard,not that good pay,but I have lots of time to draw,write,practice martial arts,excersise,walk around,sing out loud,maybe watch a movie,eat food without worrying about others complaining.lol
42. Broccoli?
With dip,or cheese,or in a meal. : )
43. What was your favorite vacation?
The cruise I went on with others last year! Was my first time too!
44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
With the family,months ago....or maybe a year? I cant remember.
45. What are you listening to right now?
To the sound of my laptop running,and some noise from upstairs.lol
46. What is your favorite color?
Blue and Red
47. How many tattoos do you have?
I dont have any.
48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
Hmmmm,none that I can think of other than the person I got this MEME from,if that counts.
49. What time did you finish this quiz?
8:27PM
50. Coffee Drinker?
Nope,not unless I put LOTS of sugar in it.lol
51. I you had one power,what would it be?
To control the 5 natural elements ofcourse! lol Lightning,Wind,Fire,Water,Earth.

1. What time did you get up this morning?
2pm (varies from day to day,but usually afternoon) <----Nocturnal
2. How do you like your steak?
Usaully "well done",but I have enjoyed it less cooked as well.
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Just a few weeks ago: G.I.Joe Retaliation! Awesome!
4. What is your favorite TV show?
TMNT,Avatar,Heroes,X-men,and many others,but that when I get the chance to watch them.lol
5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
With my draggy in a cave in Japan.lol
6. What did you have for breakfast?
Im usually asleep during breakfast time,but when I woke up in the afternoon,I ate a can of Speggetios,and some chips before karate class.
7. What is your favorite cuisine?
Meatloaf,Lasania,and many other foods! *Eyes wide and licks lips.* lol
8. What foods do you dislike?
Mostly,just liver and puffed-wheat cereal.
9. Favorite Place to Eat?
I dont eat out that often,but favorite type would be chinese buffet! Mmmmmm! All I can eat!
10. Favorite dressing?
Ranch
11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
Currently: 97' Pontiac Grand Prix,used though and trying to keep it alive.lol
12. What are your favorite clothes?
None! lol ; P But shorts and a t-shirts,preferebly with the colors blue,red,and/or black,some kind of dragon design or picture,same for raccoon(though i dont have any raccoon clothes),and Ninja Turtles clothes!
13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
Mississippi,briefly to pick up my draggy,then Japan. : )
14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
Half full,but always more than ne side to a story.
15. Where would you want to retire?
Japan.lol
16. Favorite time of day?
Night time! <
Still nocturnal.lol
17. Where were you born?
Rhode Island! May be the smallest state,but its my favorite!
18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
gross
19. Body Piercings?
No.
20. Favorite musician or artist?
Dont really have a favorite,per say,but I really like a lot of them.Depends more on the individual song than artist to me.
21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
Um,everybody that reads and decides to comment. lol
22. Bird watcher?
Not really,just random times here and there because I wish i could fly too....... : l
23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Nocturnal or Diurnal? Nocturnal as stated above.lol
24. Do you have any pets?
Hmmmm,complex question at the moment.I have one dog at home with my parents,and where I live is one dog and two cats.
25. Any new and exciting news you’d like to share?
Hmmmm,im alive! lol An awesome storm passed through earlier,I was so giddy! lol
26. What did you want to be when you were little?
A pilot and a great martial artist,so far,neither....
27. What is your best childhood memory?
I dont really know.....
28. Are you a cat or dog person?
Dog person! Cats are far to loners for me,then want all your attention when THEY want......
29. Are you married?
Not right now,but hope to be in the future to my draggy! <3
30. Always wear your seat belt?
Ofcourse. : )
31. Been in a car accident?
No. *Knocking on wood*
32. Any pet peeves?
Hmmmmm,people who give up too easily and whine too much....... : [
33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
All of the above,all at once,except liver and anchovies.lol
34. Favorite Flower?
Um....dont have a favorite flower,but to chose one now.I would have to say the Carnation because of its ability to change colors with the color of water.There could be many various colors it could become,making it a flower version of versatility. : )
35. Favorite ice cream?
Strawberry Banana! Mmmmm! I want some icecream now.lol
36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Wendy's
37. How many times did you fail your driver’s test?
None,and got an A- on it. : )
38. From whom did you get your last email?
I dont check my emails often,but one from a boss.
39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Ninja World! Warwick,Rhode Island Has plenty of martial arts practice gear and weapons,plus the real deal stuff too! : ) *Thinks about it and becomes giddy with joy!* lol
40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
Yeah,often! lol Most recently,took a picture of myself,I'll leave it to your imagination to figure out what kind of picture.But remember one thing,its me.lol *Grins*
41. Like your job?
Security Guard,not that good pay,but I have lots of time to draw,write,practice martial arts,excersise,walk around,sing out loud,maybe watch a movie,eat food without worrying about others complaining.lol
42. Broccoli?
With dip,or cheese,or in a meal. : )
43. What was your favorite vacation?
The cruise I went on with others last year! Was my first time too!
44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
With the family,months ago....or maybe a year? I cant remember.
45. What are you listening to right now?
To the sound of my laptop running,and some noise from upstairs.lol
46. What is your favorite color?
Blue and Red
47. How many tattoos do you have?
I dont have any.
48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
Hmmmm,none that I can think of other than the person I got this MEME from,if that counts.
49. What time did you finish this quiz?
8:27PM
50. Coffee Drinker?
Nope,not unless I put LOTS of sugar in it.lol
51. I you had one power,what would it be?
To control the 5 natural elements ofcourse! lol Lightning,Wind,Fire,Water,Earth.
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Im in a real bad situation,just wondering your opinions : (
Posted 12 years agoI had been going to karate for some years,people come and go.Then because of my job changing me to a different site,my pay went down,so I couldnt afford karate anymore even though im up to brown....
Well,I talked to the head teacher last week and he is giving me one free day a week to come to class.That part is VERYcool! But after class yesterday,one of the kids I seen there often,wanted my number,which I have no problem with because I have unlimited texting on my phone,and skype on my phone as well.Shortly after leaving,he started texting me and wanting to tell me something....... He knew he could trust me,and told me he is bi..... He started hitting on me real hard,no joke...... Before it got too far,I explained about my draggy to him,which he is ok and didnt get mad.I said it was still ok to hangout if he wanted.He still looks forward to doing stuff with me though,and me,I always have a hard time saying'no'.......... :( So,he asked to meet me at the mall later tonight,and im sure he has stuff in mind.....im so nervous because I have a bad feeling about this...... Want to know the worst part? (worry)
Im 29......he is only 16....... U/////U
Im scared because I have a hard time saying 'no',that even being nervous,I would let him because I dont want to be mean.....but I really dont want to......U///////U
And if I happened to let him,if anybody found out,I would be in jail and marked for the rest of my life as a sex offender,not to mention would be cheating on my draggy that I still havent met in RL.......U////U
Well,I talked to the head teacher last week and he is giving me one free day a week to come to class.That part is VERYcool! But after class yesterday,one of the kids I seen there often,wanted my number,which I have no problem with because I have unlimited texting on my phone,and skype on my phone as well.Shortly after leaving,he started texting me and wanting to tell me something....... He knew he could trust me,and told me he is bi..... He started hitting on me real hard,no joke...... Before it got too far,I explained about my draggy to him,which he is ok and didnt get mad.I said it was still ok to hangout if he wanted.He still looks forward to doing stuff with me though,and me,I always have a hard time saying'no'.......... :( So,he asked to meet me at the mall later tonight,and im sure he has stuff in mind.....im so nervous because I have a bad feeling about this...... Want to know the worst part? (worry)
Im 29......he is only 16....... U/////U
Im scared because I have a hard time saying 'no',that even being nervous,I would let him because I dont want to be mean.....but I really dont want to......U///////U
And if I happened to let him,if anybody found out,I would be in jail and marked for the rest of my life as a sex offender,not to mention would be cheating on my draggy that I still havent met in RL.......U////U
Just another MEME.lol
Posted 12 years agoBorrowed from: 
1: What would you name your future daughter? Ummmmm,well,if science advances enough for two guys to have a baby,I will name her: Mericle! lol
2: Do you miss anyone? Lots of people....
3: What if I told you that you were pretty? *Grumbles....* Im not a girl......
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”? Sort of,but not in those cliche words....
5: What are you looking forward to in the next week? Hmmmm,spending time with my draggy online,and karate!
6: Did you go out or stay in last night? Worked,so i guess that counts as going out.
7: How late did you stay up last night? Its already 2:55pm,and havent slept yet after work....
8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? Yes,and that is a specific windragon only.
9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? Being awake when I should have been asleep...
10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? Nope
11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? Pretty much,I dont drink that often as it is,and dont drink much when I do.
12: Have you pretended to like someone? Yes,and they were getting on my nervous bad by insulting me,but I dont even think they noticed,yet I stayed calmed and tried to talk it out why they felt a certain way instead og blowing up....
13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? Thats an obvious 'yes',for me.
14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? Yes.Smile and whimper,and beg,and pant,and--wait,I should stop there.lol ; P
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? Very much so.....
16: Think back five months ago, were you single? Nope! <3
17: Have you ever cried from being so mad? Yes......though I cant remember right now.
18: Hold hands with anyone this week? No.....
19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? I havent had one yet........
20: Who did you last see in person? The security guard that relieves me in the morning.
21: What is the last thing you said out loud? Ummmm,"Have a good day!"
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? Geez......you really know how to hit that lonelyness on the spot.lol >//////>
23: Have you ever been to Paris? Nope.
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? I would say,for the most part.
25: Do you use chap stick? Nope.
26: Who did you last share a bed with? My dog.
27: Are you listening to music right now? Yes,acually! I wasnt when i started this meme though.lol
28: What is something you currently want right now? Ahhhhh,geez......my draggy,I have something for him..... ; P
29: Were your last three kisses from the same person? Still have had a first......
30: How is your heart lately? As far as love,or health? lol Good for health,and not really bad for love,just longing desperately....
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? Not usually,but sometimes.
32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? Its sad to say,but I cant remember the last time I was hugged in RL by anyone........ : (
33: What do people call you? Raz
34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? It has happened here and there.
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? More than I need,want some,I can share! lol
36: What are you listening to right now? Well,the song is already over,but was: Tonight - TobyMac
37: What is wrong with you right now? Having trouble sleeping.
38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? Yes.
39: Do you make wishes at 11:11? Not really.
40: What is on your wrists right now? Nothing.
41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected? Taken,but still not together yet in RL......
42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing? Ninja Turtles t-shirt,gift from a friend.
43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? It would be so nice to finally get/give a kiss in the first place! Geez! Just tug at my lonelyness abit more! lol >///////>
44: Have you hugged someone within the last week? No....
45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? *Gets that lonely string tugged at yet again.....*
46: What were you doing at midnight last night? Working.
47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? No,its still the same now....
48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? SOMEONE ELSE! lol
49: Have you ever been to New York? Yes,to get on a cruise,which was the first time for me.
50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Yes,my draggy said it to me before he went to sleep last night,then logged off......completely cut off from him........ : (

1: What would you name your future daughter? Ummmmm,well,if science advances enough for two guys to have a baby,I will name her: Mericle! lol
2: Do you miss anyone? Lots of people....
3: What if I told you that you were pretty? *Grumbles....* Im not a girl......
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”? Sort of,but not in those cliche words....
5: What are you looking forward to in the next week? Hmmmm,spending time with my draggy online,and karate!
6: Did you go out or stay in last night? Worked,so i guess that counts as going out.
7: How late did you stay up last night? Its already 2:55pm,and havent slept yet after work....
8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? Yes,and that is a specific windragon only.
9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? Being awake when I should have been asleep...
10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? Nope
11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? Pretty much,I dont drink that often as it is,and dont drink much when I do.
12: Have you pretended to like someone? Yes,and they were getting on my nervous bad by insulting me,but I dont even think they noticed,yet I stayed calmed and tried to talk it out why they felt a certain way instead og blowing up....
13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? Thats an obvious 'yes',for me.
14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? Yes.Smile and whimper,and beg,and pant,and--wait,I should stop there.lol ; P
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? Very much so.....
16: Think back five months ago, were you single? Nope! <3
17: Have you ever cried from being so mad? Yes......though I cant remember right now.
18: Hold hands with anyone this week? No.....
19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? I havent had one yet........
20: Who did you last see in person? The security guard that relieves me in the morning.
21: What is the last thing you said out loud? Ummmm,"Have a good day!"
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? Geez......you really know how to hit that lonelyness on the spot.lol >//////>
23: Have you ever been to Paris? Nope.
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? I would say,for the most part.
25: Do you use chap stick? Nope.
26: Who did you last share a bed with? My dog.
27: Are you listening to music right now? Yes,acually! I wasnt when i started this meme though.lol
28: What is something you currently want right now? Ahhhhh,geez......my draggy,I have something for him..... ; P
29: Were your last three kisses from the same person? Still have had a first......
30: How is your heart lately? As far as love,or health? lol Good for health,and not really bad for love,just longing desperately....
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? Not usually,but sometimes.
32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? Its sad to say,but I cant remember the last time I was hugged in RL by anyone........ : (
33: What do people call you? Raz
34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? It has happened here and there.
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? More than I need,want some,I can share! lol
36: What are you listening to right now? Well,the song is already over,but was: Tonight - TobyMac
37: What is wrong with you right now? Having trouble sleeping.
38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? Yes.
39: Do you make wishes at 11:11? Not really.
40: What is on your wrists right now? Nothing.
41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected? Taken,but still not together yet in RL......
42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing? Ninja Turtles t-shirt,gift from a friend.
43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? It would be so nice to finally get/give a kiss in the first place! Geez! Just tug at my lonelyness abit more! lol >///////>
44: Have you hugged someone within the last week? No....
45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? *Gets that lonely string tugged at yet again.....*
46: What were you doing at midnight last night? Working.
47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? No,its still the same now....
48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? SOMEONE ELSE! lol
49: Have you ever been to New York? Yes,to get on a cruise,which was the first time for me.
50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Yes,my draggy said it to me before he went to sleep last night,then logged off......completely cut off from him........ : (