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Posted 12 years agoI wanted to keep this a secret for some private reasons but I think I should let you know that I have another account, that I use for my Luwa species and fetish stuff I try to draw. this will include vore ,gore , bondage, inflation, muscle furs, chub furs and .... too many other things to list here. so. if you are interested. check out 
if it isn't your taste ignore it and keep on watching this account, though I'm currently more active on the other account.
I want to thank all the people that supported me thus far and I hope I can count on you in the future as well. ^.~ I wish you all a good week
you can even suggest a fetish fr me to draw here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4562878/ <3
if it isn't your taste ignore it and keep on watching this account, though I'm currently more active on the other account.I want to thank all the people that supported me thus far and I hope I can count on you in the future as well. ^.~ I wish you all a good week
you can even suggest a fetish fr me to draw here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4562878/ <3
GET FREE ART! (luwas included) x3
Posted 12 years agoGO HERE FOR YOUR FREE ART! ---> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4690688/
I really want to expand the luwa-luwa family since rather many people said they'd like the species.
so I hope some of you want to create one yourself.
here are some pics you can use as basis for your luwa:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8902795/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8961983/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10729595/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8962038/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10323892/
Bios:
the Luwa Luwas (or just Luwa) are a species of small forrest imps/ fairies that have a playful sometimes mischievious nature and love to explore. they are very curious about nearly anything which brings them in trouble some times but they nearly always turn out ok. the Luwas are born through out the blossoms of flowers that a Luwa luwa queen grows at certain places in the forrest. though very smal in size when they are with their kind they can grow in size if they please but only to a certain amount (about the size of a human) Although they don't have any real gender many of the luwas have female or male features though they don't need it it to seperate them from each other. the reason behind this is currently unknown. even though the Luwa have a queen they have a hive like nature only to a certain degree, like coming to help the queen when she's in trouble or taking care of the young Luwa that are freshly born from the blossoms. Luwas Take very good care of their lamps that hang down from their had. not only is it a way for them to see and communicate with other luwas, it also contains their spirit. small luwas often run in danger touching their fragile lamps (which are only small little bulbs at a very young age) out of curiousity
and so it's no rare case that they stun or even hurt themselves. that's why the older Luwas care and play with them to distract them from their bulbs.
Luwas differ very much between each other. just like humans do though their body reflects somewhat the personality of the individual. sometimes you see two Luwas and you wouldn't believe that they were the same kind.
BODYPARTS THAT CAN DIFFER:
---> their wings (have to be based on insect wings though)
---> their head flowers and the connected lamp (which look like lamps humans would have carved/crafted in the midages)
---> their haircut ( though always have to cover the upper front of their faces)
---> their head feature ( can be horns, antenna or even antlers)
---> their ears (very often long and fluffy)
---> the look of their hand and the amount of fingers (ranges from 3-5)
---> their tailtp (can be a flower, mouth, eye or even a fake head. often covered by lots of fur)
---> their feet ( can be hooves, claws or bug feet)
---> last but not least their fur color. it includes all the colors that you can find in nature from simply leaf green to tree brown or the color of any flower you could imagine. after all, they are plant imps.
THINGS THAT DON'T CHANGE:
---> their childlike and androgyne face never changes
---> the fact that their body is mostly covered in thick fur/grass
---> their tails are always at least 1,5 their bodysize
---> the amount of arms (alway have 2 normal ones and 2 on their back that are way bigger than the first and in most cases would lift the luwa from the ground if they wouldn't bend them)
more infos might be added later. if you have questions feel free to ask
I really want to expand the luwa-luwa family since rather many people said they'd like the species.
so I hope some of you want to create one yourself.
here are some pics you can use as basis for your luwa:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8902795/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8961983/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10729595/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8962038/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10323892/
Bios:
the Luwa Luwas (or just Luwa) are a species of small forrest imps/ fairies that have a playful sometimes mischievious nature and love to explore. they are very curious about nearly anything which brings them in trouble some times but they nearly always turn out ok. the Luwas are born through out the blossoms of flowers that a Luwa luwa queen grows at certain places in the forrest. though very smal in size when they are with their kind they can grow in size if they please but only to a certain amount (about the size of a human) Although they don't have any real gender many of the luwas have female or male features though they don't need it it to seperate them from each other. the reason behind this is currently unknown. even though the Luwa have a queen they have a hive like nature only to a certain degree, like coming to help the queen when she's in trouble or taking care of the young Luwa that are freshly born from the blossoms. Luwas Take very good care of their lamps that hang down from their had. not only is it a way for them to see and communicate with other luwas, it also contains their spirit. small luwas often run in danger touching their fragile lamps (which are only small little bulbs at a very young age) out of curiousity
and so it's no rare case that they stun or even hurt themselves. that's why the older Luwas care and play with them to distract them from their bulbs.
Luwas differ very much between each other. just like humans do though their body reflects somewhat the personality of the individual. sometimes you see two Luwas and you wouldn't believe that they were the same kind.
BODYPARTS THAT CAN DIFFER:
---> their wings (have to be based on insect wings though)
---> their head flowers and the connected lamp (which look like lamps humans would have carved/crafted in the midages)
---> their haircut ( though always have to cover the upper front of their faces)
---> their head feature ( can be horns, antenna or even antlers)
---> their ears (very often long and fluffy)
---> the look of their hand and the amount of fingers (ranges from 3-5)
---> their tailtp (can be a flower, mouth, eye or even a fake head. often covered by lots of fur)
---> their feet ( can be hooves, claws or bug feet)
---> last but not least their fur color. it includes all the colors that you can find in nature from simply leaf green to tree brown or the color of any flower you could imagine. after all, they are plant imps.
THINGS THAT DON'T CHANGE:
---> their childlike and androgyne face never changes
---> the fact that their body is mostly covered in thick fur/grass
---> their tails are always at least 1,5 their bodysize
---> the amount of arms (alway have 2 normal ones and 2 on their back that are way bigger than the first and in most cases would lift the luwa from the ground if they wouldn't bend them)
more infos might be added later. if you have questions feel free to ask
STRRRREAM!!!!! random scribbles and doodles
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.livestream.com/RazTheRaphian will start in a few minutes
streaming time again (doing some request)
Posted 12 years agostreaming TIME
Posted 12 years agoCommissions (REMINDER)
Posted 12 years agoI'm still taking on sketch commissions to help my sister 
shikoku-una out cause I think she might not be able to collect all the money she needs in the amount of time she has to collect it. so to take away some pressure and to train my skill a bit I'll offer quick scribbles and more detailed sketches, maybe some colored sketches as well
(prices may vary if the desired thing is rather complex)
scribbles
http://www.imagebanana.com/view/wuk...../burmadame.jpg start at 8€
rough sketches like
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10245065/ start at 10€
detailed sketches
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9850350/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10199506/ start at 18€
detailed colored sketches
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10245065/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8609979/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9458605/ start at 25€
PLEASE NOTE: if you commission me be sure you like what you see cause I tend to draw characteres a little more semi-realistic. Be aware of that. AND! I WON'T DO FIRST COME FIRST SERVE!...... yes it seems kinda unfair but I just have to draw the stuff that makes "click" in my head first.
also offering to create characters based on description (note me for details)
Hope you are willing to commission me for a good cause. thanks
shikoku-una out cause I think she might not be able to collect all the money she needs in the amount of time she has to collect it. so to take away some pressure and to train my skill a bit I'll offer quick scribbles and more detailed sketches, maybe some colored sketches as well(prices may vary if the desired thing is rather complex)
scribbles
http://www.imagebanana.com/view/wuk...../burmadame.jpg start at 8€
rough sketches like
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10245065/ start at 10€
detailed sketches
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9850350/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10199506/ start at 18€
detailed colored sketches
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10245065/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8609979/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9458605/ start at 25€
PLEASE NOTE: if you commission me be sure you like what you see cause I tend to draw characteres a little more semi-realistic. Be aware of that. AND! I WON'T DO FIRST COME FIRST SERVE!...... yes it seems kinda unfair but I just have to draw the stuff that makes "click" in my head first.
also offering to create characters based on description (note me for details)
Hope you are willing to commission me for a good cause. thanks
Taking on commissions to help my sister out
Posted 12 years agoSo as the title says I'll be taking on quick scribble commissions to help my sister shikoku-una out cause I think she might not be able to collect all the money she needs in the amount of time she has to collect it. so to take away some pressure and to train my skill a bit I'll offer quick scribbles and more detailed sketches, maybe some colored sketches as well
(prices may vary if the desired thing is rather complex)
scribbles
http://www.imagebanana.com/view/wuk...../burmadame.jpg start at 8$
rough sketches like
http://www.imagebanana.com/view/eui...../typhotits.jpg start at 12$
detailed sketches
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9850350/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10199506/ start at 15$
detailed colored sketches
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8609979/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9458605/ start at 20$
PLEASE NOTE: if you commission me be sure you like what you see cause I tend to draw characteres a little more semi-realistic. Be aware of that. AND! I WON'T DO FIRST COME FIRST SERVE!...... yes it seems kinda unfair but I just have to draw the stuff that makes "click" in my head first.
also offering to create characters based on description (note me for details)
Hope you are willing to commission me for a good cause. thanks
shikoku-una out cause I think she might not be able to collect all the money she needs in the amount of time she has to collect it. so to take away some pressure and to train my skill a bit I'll offer quick scribbles and more detailed sketches, maybe some colored sketches as well(prices may vary if the desired thing is rather complex)
scribbles
http://www.imagebanana.com/view/wuk...../burmadame.jpg start at 8$
rough sketches like
http://www.imagebanana.com/view/eui...../typhotits.jpg start at 12$
detailed sketches
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9850350/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10199506/ start at 15$
detailed colored sketches
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8609979/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9458605/ start at 20$
PLEASE NOTE: if you commission me be sure you like what you see cause I tend to draw characteres a little more semi-realistic. Be aware of that. AND! I WON'T DO FIRST COME FIRST SERVE!...... yes it seems kinda unfair but I just have to draw the stuff that makes "click" in my head first.
also offering to create characters based on description (note me for details)
Hope you are willing to commission me for a good cause. thanks
PIMPIN' MAH SISTA ! <3
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4439526/ go here if you wanna have a sexy piece of art including a sexy piece of ass , cause my sister shikoku-una is holding a free art raffle at the moment but hurry! She only has to finish 2 commissions before the deadline ends! and knowing my sis it will be over son. x3 so please go to her journal and send a reference to your character. she will give you a number then ^^
and by the way I'm in an adventurous mood so there might be some ........ maybe pirate stuff coming up XD
AARRRRRRR go now or I'll hav yah walk the plank, you lil land rats!
shikoku-una is holding a free art raffle at the moment but hurry! She only has to finish 2 commissions before the deadline ends! and knowing my sis it will be over son. x3 so please go to her journal and send a reference to your character. she will give you a number then ^^and by the way I'm in an adventurous mood so there might be some ........ maybe pirate stuff coming up XD
AARRRRRRR go now or I'll hav yah walk the plank, you lil land rats!
*sighs* tablet might be broken >.>
Posted 12 years agoas the title says I think my tablet might be broken since it's acting up a little and the lines I draw aren't send 1 to 1 to the screen....... sometimes I wonder why this always happens at the most inconvinient times?. well I'll try to draw stuff with it but might have to buy a new one. sorry guys for that rather needless journal since I rarely upload stuff anyway V.V ah before I forget happy belated christmas
What? another year has passed by?
Posted 12 years agoand I'm getting another year older tomorrow? It just came to my head today that tomorrow will be my b-day and damn...... with my 23 years then I already feel like an old man when thinking of my spinal-column >.< outchie XD well dunno why I made this journal... hmm maybe cause I really am amazed that yet another year passed bye and......I'm not afraid of the 21th! the apocalypse can go fuck itself XD
well anywayyyyyyyyyyy. how's everyone?
well anywayyyyyyyyyyy. how's everyone?
first time doing this but HOLY SHIT!.......
Posted 12 years agoyou have to see this!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N9S1ep4gZNM
I'm just a sucker for Kaiju's and Robots and I just saw a Trailer for an upcoming Movie directed by Guillermo del Toro (one of my favorite directors btw) and daaaamn I'm hyped to go to see that movie next year. the Trailer initialy brought back memories of the good old Godzilla moves combined with Neon Genesis . I hope this Movie will spawn a new generation of those movies *acts all nerdish*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N9S1ep4gZNM
I'm just a sucker for Kaiju's and Robots and I just saw a Trailer for an upcoming Movie directed by Guillermo del Toro (one of my favorite directors btw) and daaaamn I'm hyped to go to see that movie next year. the Trailer initialy brought back memories of the good old Godzilla moves combined with Neon Genesis . I hope this Movie will spawn a new generation of those movies *acts all nerdish*
JOIN ME ON GUILD WARS 2
Posted 13 years agoThis is a call to the arms for everyone that plays Guild wars 2 or wants to start it. me and want to open a Guild and we ask our FA-friends and fans first before we start recruiting people ingame. we are new to the game but we would like to share our gaming experience with other gamers. if you are interested Join us on the Server Vabbi and send a message to Raznael or Sheyvarah.
see you there soldier!
want to open a Guild and we ask our FA-friends and fans first before we start recruiting people ingame. we are new to the game but we would like to share our gaming experience with other gamers. if you are interested Join us on the Server Vabbi and send a message to Raznael or Sheyvarah.see you there soldier!
Sooooo.........my sister is in the hospital.....again.
Posted 13 years agowell as if things weren't stressful enough for me with my final exams being in january and working over-hours everyday.......my sister had a breakdown again today. I went to see her and I was shocked in what state my sister was.... I'm worried about her alot and it drives me crazy having so much stuff going on lately *sighs* I wish there was a button to switch every thing of to sort my thoughts but there isn't.....well even if it makes me feel uncomfortable I have to focus on learning...... my chef is like a drill-instructor nowadays... but to be honest he's right..... if I want to succeed at the final exams I have to sit down onto my ass and pump all those informations into my brain....*curses* everytime I feel like my inspirations come back and I want to do more creative stuff some shit happens and I get depressed and stuff. well whatevs the future will bring hope your life is better than mine right now.....and hopefully better than my sisters... thinking about her alot lately V.V I also feel bad that I dissappointed Shiko again today. promised her to spent time with her today. sry Shiko I'll try to make it up to you somehow Q.Q
have a good weekend or whatevs.....
have a good weekend or whatevs.....
By Ysmir....
Posted 13 years ago... I'm back from my rather skyrim-dominated visit to haha we had so many funny ideas while we played and talked about scenes from skyrim and we drew a little comic I might upload if shiko gives me her ok^^
well besides the many requests I've got lately you prolly will see more skyrim/medieval stuff in my gallery soon.
Raz over and out. .w.
haha we had so many funny ideas while we played and talked about scenes from skyrim and we drew a little comic I might upload if shiko gives me her ok^^ well besides the many requests I've got lately you prolly will see more skyrim/medieval stuff in my gallery soon.
Raz over and out. .w.
Dear Shiko... (meme)
Posted 13 years agoDear
shikoku-una ShikoI don't really know how to tell you this, but the rainbow hedgehogs want to destroy you. I think I realized it when I finally changed my underwear (after peeing myself in my imaginary car last year x3) at the mental hospital and I saw you hit on my boyfriend ( lol whut?) I'm sure you're sterile enough to understand that there is no solution to you being a dumb kid. I'm returning your balls to you but keeping your photo with the moustache drawn on it as a memory. you should also know that I told in my confession today about the moose poaching and that your cucumber fetishism is weird.
Best luck on the sex change
raznael LMAO
How to do this meme:
***Dear (person of your choice,)
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it when you (2)(3) and I saw you(4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning your (8) but keeping (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).
(12),
~(your name)
************************************************
1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - The rainbow hedgehogs want to destroy you
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - I'm joining the Convent
Other -I dislike your eyelashes
2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
October - Peed your pants last year
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear
3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Seafood - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper
4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over
5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey - The Catholic Priest
Brown - The Montreal Canadiens' goalie
Purple - my corned beef hash
Red - My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink - Your "My Little Pony" collection
Other --The elephant in the corner
6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat - shamed
House- Sterile
7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we're related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks
8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your balls
9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards
10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Get sick when I think of your feet
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorities that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Love your sweet, sweet ass
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven't showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you
11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I love Oprah
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war.
Snapple/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked out
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I'm off to lead a new life as a lemon
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose
12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don't hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Best of luck on the sex change
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - I love Oprah
Italy - Please, don't lick my inner thighs anymore
Russia - your new world emperor,
commissions (LOWERED PRICES!)
Posted 13 years agolowered the prices
rough sketches like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8042537/
start at 6$ (depending on complexity of the character and the certain pose you wana have)
rough colored pictures like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/4378593/
start at 8$
full colored pictures like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8270903/
propably start at 10$ (will be accepted later on if I have succes with the commissions)
bye for now
rough sketches like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8042537/
start at 6$ (depending on complexity of the character and the certain pose you wana have)
rough colored pictures like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/4378593/
start at 8$
full colored pictures like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8270903/
propably start at 10$ (will be accepted later on if I have succes with the commissions)
bye for now
Commissions?
Posted 13 years agowell here I go again. I hope this time someone will be interested
short things short here is a list
rough sketches like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8042537/
start at 8$ (depending on complexity of the character and the certain pose you wana have)
rough colored pictures like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/4378593/
start at 10$
full colored pictures like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8270903/
propably start at 12$ (will be accepted later on if I have succes with the commissions)
bye for now
short things short here is a list
rough sketches like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8042537/
start at 8$ (depending on complexity of the character and the certain pose you wana have)
rough colored pictures like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/4378593/
start at 10$
full colored pictures like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8270903/
propably start at 12$ (will be accepted later on if I have succes with the commissions)
bye for now
back from hospital
Posted 13 years agowell somehow an unnessary journal but well.was in hospital on mothers day... which sucked pretty. hard... I was working yesterday and dunno exactly what exactly happened. I was working to fast with too much euphorism as I suddenly totally cramped and fell to the floor.
I don't know how this coulkd possible happen but I managed to rip a muscle a bit and trough the contraction somehow my lung was a lil damaged to . well more like a lung cramp. well spend yesterday at the hospital and I'm back now. I got some painkillers for the week. I hope the pain will go away this week...... damn it it could have been one of the best weeks in a while but now.... *sighs* I can't sit for very long or bow down without causing me incredible pain. I still will try to finish the special pictures I have planned for all of you but I'll prolly will just lay in bed for the most time. damn my back and stomach hurts >.< I sound like an old man when I move though...that's a lil funny x3..... ALTRRRRRRR MANN sich nicht bewegen kann! *keuch*
and happy belated mothers day to all mommys and those who want to be one.
I don't know how this coulkd possible happen but I managed to rip a muscle a bit and trough the contraction somehow my lung was a lil damaged to . well more like a lung cramp. well spend yesterday at the hospital and I'm back now. I got some painkillers for the week. I hope the pain will go away this week...... damn it it could have been one of the best weeks in a while but now.... *sighs* I can't sit for very long or bow down without causing me incredible pain. I still will try to finish the special pictures I have planned for all of you but I'll prolly will just lay in bed for the most time. damn my back and stomach hurts >.< I sound like an old man when I move though...that's a lil funny x3..... ALTRRRRRRR MANN sich nicht bewegen kann! *keuch*
and happy belated mothers day to all mommys and those who want to be one.
Back....sorta
Posted 13 years agohi dudes and dudettes xD I'm sorta back to drawing. so expect some art from me again. the pics might come slowly but they are coming^^
have a nice easter
have a nice easter
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Posted 13 years agothat's all.
no seriously there is nothing else to say except....... (a novel is ahead)
I wish all of you a great and happy year 2012 hopefully the apocalypse won't come at the end right? .....bullshit XD I hope you guys had a nice start and everyone is doing well. I had a great start xD went to several bars and pubs (first time going into hard-rock-tavern and damn was it good) only downside of the whole thing I lost my umbrella and my scarf x3 buuuuuut me and my friends did a good thing on that night. we found a golden american express on the ground which was still valid! at first we thought "hey if it is lying on the floor it surely is invalid" well we looked at it and called for the person, no answer. fortunately a police-car was driving nearby and we gave the to the officers. felt good to do something good xD sounds stupid. well I got to dance too but I would have loved to dance with some of my friends that unfortunately live far away. after the whole thing, we had already 4 am, we tried to get a taxi-cab.....without any luck and if we ordered one it would have taken 90 minutes to get one. me and one of my friends ended up walking home xD well that was my new years eve. how about yours? tell me tell me OwO
btw I still have an artblock.... the longest and most boring one I've ever had.
no seriously there is nothing else to say except....... (a novel is ahead)
I wish all of you a great and happy year 2012 hopefully the apocalypse won't come at the end right? .....bullshit XD I hope you guys had a nice start and everyone is doing well. I had a great start xD went to several bars and pubs (first time going into hard-rock-tavern and damn was it good) only downside of the whole thing I lost my umbrella and my scarf x3 buuuuuut me and my friends did a good thing on that night. we found a golden american express on the ground which was still valid! at first we thought "hey if it is lying on the floor it surely is invalid" well we looked at it and called for the person, no answer. fortunately a police-car was driving nearby and we gave the to the officers. felt good to do something good xD sounds stupid. well I got to dance too but I would have loved to dance with some of my friends that unfortunately live far away. after the whole thing, we had already 4 am, we tried to get a taxi-cab.....without any luck and if we ordered one it would have taken 90 minutes to get one. me and one of my friends ended up walking home xD well that was my new years eve. how about yours? tell me tell me OwO
btw I still have an artblock.... the longest and most boring one I've ever had.
Against bullying
Posted 13 years agocopied it from 
lollazer
English
A 15yr old child girl holds hands with her 1yr old boy.
The people call her bitch, because nobody knows she was raped with 13.
The people call another child fat.
Nobody knows he suffer from a bad disease that increased his weight.
The people call a man with scars in his face ugly.
Nobody knows, that he saved 4 people's lives from a burning house.
If you are against bullying post this message.
German
Ein 15 jähriges Mädchen hält die Hand ihres 1 jährigen Sohnes.
Die Menschen nennen sie eine Schlampe, weil niemand weiß, dass sie mit 13 vergewaltigt wurde.
Die Leute nennen ein anderes Kind fett.
Niemand weiß, dass es eine schwere Krankheit hat, die zu Übergewicht führt.
Die Leute nennen einen Mann mit Narben im Gesicht hässlich.
Niemand weiß, dass er 4 Menschen aus einem brennenden Haus gerettet hat.
Wenn du genau wie ich gegen Mobbing bist, poste das.
lollazerEnglish
A 15yr old child girl holds hands with her 1yr old boy.
The people call her bitch, because nobody knows she was raped with 13.
The people call another child fat.
Nobody knows he suffer from a bad disease that increased his weight.
The people call a man with scars in his face ugly.
Nobody knows, that he saved 4 people's lives from a burning house.
If you are against bullying post this message.
German
Ein 15 jähriges Mädchen hält die Hand ihres 1 jährigen Sohnes.
Die Menschen nennen sie eine Schlampe, weil niemand weiß, dass sie mit 13 vergewaltigt wurde.
Die Leute nennen ein anderes Kind fett.
Niemand weiß, dass es eine schwere Krankheit hat, die zu Übergewicht führt.
Die Leute nennen einen Mann mit Narben im Gesicht hässlich.
Niemand weiß, dass er 4 Menschen aus einem brennenden Haus gerettet hat.
Wenn du genau wie ich gegen Mobbing bist, poste das.
Back on track but depressed as hell
Posted 14 years agofinally my inet does work again.....but since I'm depressed all the time I dunno if I can draw anything.... I tried to draw a couple of minutes ago but then I discovered something and now I'm even more depressed......... I even thought about quiting drawing..... I just.... I dunno I'm so fucking depressed. I even consulted my doctor about my depressions..... he gave me the adress of a psychotherapist.....but I dunno if I should go and pay a him a visit.....since my parents don't know about my depressions... .......I'll try to draw all the requests and trades I haven't finished yet and after that I dunno....
Raz signing off for a while.....
Raz signing off for a while.....
-.- inet doesn't work.
Posted 14 years agoas the title says my internet broke totally down and I'm on the pc of my father to write you this journal. well I'll be looking for an alternative to make my internet connection work again. I wish I could just work a.k.a stream on my fathers pc but he is doing the taxes and well I'm not allowed to install programs on his pc *sighs*..... everythings seems to go downwards the couple of weeks :C
well anyway I hope you have a great sunday.
hopefully see ya soon.
well anyway I hope you have a great sunday.
hopefully see ya soon.
what the fuck msn?!? WTF!?!?!
Posted 14 years agoI dunno if I'm the only person having those troubles with msn.
from the beginning of this week I have so much trouble with MSN. I can log in normally but then all of a sudden I'm completetly logged out. (without msn trying to connect me again first) and then I can't get online half the day. it pisses me so off so damn much! I want to practice some new color-techniques and all that good stuff with but also my browser seems to be damn slow to sometimes. maybe my router is broken or something because the little "connection light" isn't blinking that often anymore xD well another pissy journal and doooooooooon't get me started about work again...... worked almost 12 hours everyday the last few days........ working extra hours "unpaid"
*yaaaaaaaawns* and dun worry my latest pic will be finished *giggles a bit* but now I'm so damn tired xD it feels like there is so much pressure on my body lol and.......what were I talking about? internet problems? really? oh! oh well. still tryying to connect with msn.....*jeopardy theme*
well hope ya all have a great weekend.
from the beginning of this week I have so much trouble with MSN. I can log in normally but then all of a sudden I'm completetly logged out. (without msn trying to connect me again first) and then I can't get online half the day. it pisses me so off so damn much! I want to practice some new color-techniques and all that good stuff with
but also my browser seems to be damn slow to sometimes. maybe my router is broken or something because the little "connection light" isn't blinking that often anymore xD well another pissy journal and doooooooooon't get me started about work again...... worked almost 12 hours everyday the last few days........ working extra hours "unpaid"*yaaaaaaaawns* and dun worry my latest pic will be finished *giggles a bit* but now I'm so damn tired xD it feels like there is so much pressure on my body lol and.......what were I talking about? internet problems? really? oh! oh well. still tryying to connect with msn.....*jeopardy theme*
well hope ya all have a great weekend.
WHAT A FUCKIN ASSHOLE!
Posted 14 years agoI can't believe it! I seriously CAN'T BELIEVE IT!
I...I......I work for the devil...yeah that must be it..... MY BOSS deserves to be punished.....really bad I seriously can't believe this Fucker.....
well lemme explain my outrage.
I was sick exactly two weeks ago. I went to the doctor and I got a certificate of disability or whatever it's called. (a paper from the doctor which approves you can't go to work. he certified it till the sunday the 9th) I felt very sick so I didn't gave my boss the paper on the same day. last week I had ÜBL (it's some sort of practically exam to see how you are doing in the apprenticeship and doing this and that) because I had to stand up at 5am to arrive at 7:30 am in Siegburg. I came home 7pm every fucking day last week and I threw in the certifcate on monday right after I came back from siegburg. on tuesday or wednesday I can't recall the stupid a**hole wrote me a "Abmahnung (a written warning in German) is the formal request by one person to another person to forthwith stop a certain behaviour. YOU CAN GET FIRED FOR THAT). lemme explain that too . my doctor made a mistake with the certificate.
in germany a certificate is build up like that
(I'll fill in the data that should have stand there in my case
patient is ill from: friday th 7th
patient is ill to: sunday the 9th (including the day standing there)
diagnosed on: friday 7th
and this is what stood on the paper
patient is ill from: 7th
patient is ill to: 7th
diagnosed on: 9th
STUPID FUCKER KNOWS that this is ridiculous.... well anyway. I went to the doctor and let him write a new certificate and he was so nice and wrote a letter to my boss that he would take back the Abmahnung. today I went to work again and my boss told me he wouldn't take it back..... I was so shocked..... he said A) it is my duty to watch exactly at the certificate and look out for mistakes before I threw it in the mail box and B) I should have gave it to him personally. (I threw it in the mailbox since the bakery already was closed after I came back from siegburg. HOW THE FUCK SHOULD I GIVE IT TO HIM PERSONALLY WHEN I AWAY FROM HOME 14 FUCKING HOURS A DAY?) he also told me that for the next time if I get sick again he only would except it if I give the certificate to him in person or per registered mail. WHAT THE FUCK?!? if I would do it per registered mail would he pay me the extra costs? NO HE WOULDN'T HE dosen't even pays his employees for working extra-hours. and we work extra-hours every day..... I seriously can't believe this guy.....if I get a chance to work somewhere else I'll take it AND FUCK THIS ASSHOLE UP......there is enough stuff I could point out to destroy his "lil kingdom".......no I won't destroy it.... I think of the employees, unlike my boss.... he at least deserves some punishment some.... amercement and a high one.......greedy bastard.....
sry........for making such an unnessecary journal....but I just had to let loose my anger.........and well..... it's just everything is shitty right now...my personal life too...but that's something completely different..and I don't want to talk about it.
have a nice weekend.... gotta work for the bastard tomorrow
I...I......I work for the devil...yeah that must be it..... MY BOSS deserves to be punished.....really bad I seriously can't believe this Fucker.....
well lemme explain my outrage.
I was sick exactly two weeks ago. I went to the doctor and I got a certificate of disability or whatever it's called. (a paper from the doctor which approves you can't go to work. he certified it till the sunday the 9th) I felt very sick so I didn't gave my boss the paper on the same day. last week I had ÜBL (it's some sort of practically exam to see how you are doing in the apprenticeship and doing this and that) because I had to stand up at 5am to arrive at 7:30 am in Siegburg. I came home 7pm every fucking day last week and I threw in the certifcate on monday right after I came back from siegburg. on tuesday or wednesday I can't recall the stupid a**hole wrote me a "Abmahnung (a written warning in German) is the formal request by one person to another person to forthwith stop a certain behaviour. YOU CAN GET FIRED FOR THAT). lemme explain that too . my doctor made a mistake with the certificate.
in germany a certificate is build up like that
(I'll fill in the data that should have stand there in my case
patient is ill from: friday th 7th
patient is ill to: sunday the 9th (including the day standing there)
diagnosed on: friday 7th
and this is what stood on the paper
patient is ill from: 7th
patient is ill to: 7th
diagnosed on: 9th
STUPID FUCKER KNOWS that this is ridiculous.... well anyway. I went to the doctor and let him write a new certificate and he was so nice and wrote a letter to my boss that he would take back the Abmahnung. today I went to work again and my boss told me he wouldn't take it back..... I was so shocked..... he said A) it is my duty to watch exactly at the certificate and look out for mistakes before I threw it in the mail box and B) I should have gave it to him personally. (I threw it in the mailbox since the bakery already was closed after I came back from siegburg. HOW THE FUCK SHOULD I GIVE IT TO HIM PERSONALLY WHEN I AWAY FROM HOME 14 FUCKING HOURS A DAY?) he also told me that for the next time if I get sick again he only would except it if I give the certificate to him in person or per registered mail. WHAT THE FUCK?!? if I would do it per registered mail would he pay me the extra costs? NO HE WOULDN'T HE dosen't even pays his employees for working extra-hours. and we work extra-hours every day..... I seriously can't believe this guy.....if I get a chance to work somewhere else I'll take it AND FUCK THIS ASSHOLE UP......there is enough stuff I could point out to destroy his "lil kingdom".......no I won't destroy it.... I think of the employees, unlike my boss.... he at least deserves some punishment some.... amercement and a high one.......greedy bastard.....
sry........for making such an unnessecary journal....but I just had to let loose my anger.........and well..... it's just everything is shitty right now...my personal life too...but that's something completely different..and I don't want to talk about it.
have a nice weekend.... gotta work for the bastard tomorrow
