Figured I'll make a journal about it, just in case anyone was confused x3

I kinda hesitated to make a journal about it, so many others did already, kinda felt like jumping on a bandwagon but this just... really struck me.

Past year or so have been extremely rough for my already poor mental health. I don't know how I would've managed without all the wonderful people I met here.
Hell, I'm pretty sure I would've been dead long ago if it wasn't for the fandom, for this site, for a place I can be myself.
S'why I hold onto this site for all its problems.
Say what you want about Neer, but FA wouldn't be as big without him and without FA, furry fandom wouldn't be as big.

I wish things were better for you, man.
May you rest well now.
Your legacy will live on.

So I already mentioned it on Twitter and now deciding to do it here:

I've been in a mood for more goopy scathros lately, so I figured I'd ask if anyone wants to be draw as one. :3c
Something along the lines of these https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52461509/ https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50239173/ (SCAT WARNING, obviously) but not sure yet if I'm gonna do full shading, background etc.

No deadline on this, can always come back and pick someone I haven't picked when I feel like it again in the future. x3

And yes, free of charge, obviously.

Yeah, made that one as well. No, not leaving FA or anything, just posting on other places occassionally. x3

https://cohost.org/razor231

So I finally made an account on there, in case anyone wants to follow!

https://bsky.app/profile/razor231.bsky.social

Hey y'all.

So my work situation lately has been getting increasingly rough due to many factors affecting us lately.
I'm definitely gonna be losing some of my income, possibly significant amount, with some likelyhood of my workplace closing entirely and similar places I could apply for not hiring for the same reasons.

So...

I'm thinking of setting up some kind of tipjar for people who wanna toss some money at me?
I don't wanna do commissions cause last time I did was utter nightmare and don't wanna go through that again. I also don't wanna paywall content.
That said I still feel shitty even setting up this kinda thing, even if it's no obligation.

So I'm asking: are y'all okay with that?

I hate it, but it's been forcing me to make an account just to look at more than one thing per page so might as well use it.
Probably won't be too active there cause I'm not a social media kinda person, but will likely post at least some art there. FA is still very much my main though. x3

https://twitter.com/Razor231_Arts

>>> https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42105320/ <<<

Gonna be closing this on Monday evening (+1 GMT) Friday evening (busy week at work and allergies kicking my ass, so I'mma give you and myself more time @w@), so here's the reminder for those who might've missed it!

At this point I've decided I'll do a bunch of those but only post two (one dickscat version and one cum version)

But yeah, don't worry about the amount of people applying already, there's still plenty of chances to get a spot! :3

Just remember to read the description for detail and include all the info I need!

>>> https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42105320/ <<<

So, because some folks are confused and just updating the description will have most people who applied miss it, I'mma clarify something here:

It's not really either dickscat or cum, but rather the dickscat is "opt-in".
Basically if you choose dickscat version, you'll get the cum version too, since the edit is pretty easy to do.
Simply wanted people to have the option to get JUST the cum version.

Anyway, sorry for not making it clear to begin with, did that post in a bit of a haste the other day. @u@;

I just felt I need to say it, because of all that's going on right now.

Please, just stay safe.

That's all. I know what's been happening, I have opinions on all of it.
You don't need to hear them.
And I'm not gonna judge you.
It's not what I'm here for.
I'm just a lewd degenerate from Poland, who draws people melting into shit, you don't need to tell me what I think.
I'm a paranoid mental wreck, I wanna stay the fuck away from politics and shit like that cause it's having adverse effect on my already strained mental health.

I wanna provide some escapism and some love during this shitty times for all of you.
I know I don't interact with a lot of folks here often, but you are all dear to me.
It makes me so happy you appreciate the stuff I do.
Last thing I need is for any of you to get hurt or to tear each other apart.

Again, no matter what, please stay safe and take care of each other.

And PLEASE, refrain from any politics in the comments. I'm leaving them open, not gonna block or remove anything because that's against my virtues. I would just prefer you not to.

So old. ;w;
Also sick. No, it's not Covid-19, just flu, but still, bleh.

>>> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/31919126/ <<<

Just a reminder!
There are multiple slots, the more people apply the more slots there will be.
First winners will be picked tomorrow.

Thanks for watching me (or considering watching me), I appreciate it a lot! <3

BUT!

Take your time reading the profile info and/or looking at the ENTIRETY of my gallery (including Scraps) instead of watching me based on one or two pics.
I would prefer you not watch me to begin with over traumatizing you and losing watches over a more weird pics I post.
If you're fine with all of that, great!
If not, that's fine! I'm aware people might not like a lot of the shit I do. x3

Woo...
Yeah, it's my birthday today.
Don't really feel like pretending it's a good time for me this year so... yeah.
Move along.

Just wanted to have something new here in place of the old ass journals. :V
I'm also a little bored.
How are y'all doing?

Just putting one more reminder for that thingie I'm doing in case someone missed it!

>>> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26990984/ <<<

( Please read the description to avoid confusion )

Also, I have a quick question!

Would you folks be okay if I pick multiple winners for this and made multiple version of animation?
I know, it's kinda cheating and most folks kinda cringe at the artists just posting multiple pics made with the same base sketch.
Which is why I'm asking for an opinion!
It probably would be something along the lines of 3 maybe 4 different versions, I think.

Anyone else would be interested in getting in on this?

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26636359/ (sorta scat warning but you can't really tell from the early sketch)

Cause I could use some more candidates and such, in case folks missed it!

Also wanna get that birthday journal out of the way. :v

Since the previous offer didn't work out, let's go with this:

A scatTF pic like this: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22026033/

Flat Color (but with possibility of going Full Color like in the pic above), $35

Anthros only, no ferals, taurs, humans, underage chars.

If you're interested, send a note.
Keeping the pic private is a possibility.

Now, I know some of you wanted to commission me for other stuff.
Sorry, but I don't wanna to do commissions EVER again. This is an emergency thing cause I made some poor decisions that led me to be pretty much out of money till the next paycheck.
I want to do something specific that I'm in a mood for, so I can actually DO it this time. =w='

So...
I've been feeling like shading some stuff lately. And there's one pic I like a lot in particular...

>> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21028373/ << this one [SCAT WARNING]

Now... the problem is, Phire changed his mind on the scatTF thing. >w>
So, since I still love this pic and want to shade it... I'm gonna offer someone to take the prey place!

Female/herm with similar body shape to Sari there.

Pred is gonna be my Crimson.

So yeah, comment here or send me a note if you're interested or have questions.
I'll pick a winner when I find one that I like in particular. So keep posting! >w>

Kinda a follow-up to the previous journal I guess. XD

So! I'm in a mood to draw another sludge melting pic like this one here:
>> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20409974/ <<

This would be free of charge, just wanna do something for funsies. :3

Also! If you're interested, but wanna keep it private (which is perfectly understandable) send me a note!

EDIT: Wow! Well, since the interest seems to be quite big, I might be doing more than just one pic. Keep posting if you're interested, can always come back to this in the future! :3

Since I've been doing a lot of those scatTF stuff lately and been in a mood for more, I've been wondering...
How many of you people would be interested in doing something like that? :3
Either with anal vore or non-vore.
Mind you, this is not me opening commissions, nor any specific art.
Just being curious, since it's even more niche than the other stuff I'm doing. |3

PS: If some of you don't feel like admiting it in the comments and all (which I totally get!) feel free to drop me a note! X3
PPS: It's all  bemmer60 's fault. c:

I thought posting those scat pics is gonna give me a lot of hate.
But in a baffling turn of events, hate came because of something I didn't even engaged in.
For the longest time, I tried really, REALLY hard to be a nice, tolerant person, to stay away from judging people because of who they are or what they beliefs are. I wanted to be diplomatic and not just bash someone just because I disagree with them.
Hate the messege, not the messenger, that sort of thing.
But apparently… that's not enough.
I've suddenly recieved bunch of messeges telling me I'm a horrible person. Why? Because one person I happen to watch (and I didn't even remember watching them, cause they haven't posted anything in a long time) and at some point I commented on their stuff happened to say something dickish that they don't agree with. And I didn't instantly go bash said person. That makes me horrible apparently.
This is not the first time I got snapped at for not picking a side. But this is the straw that broke the camel's back.
So you know what? Fuck it. Fuck all of it. I'm done being nice and diplomatic. Because it doesn't matter to you. If you're trying to drag me into some political bullshit, to force me into joining your side, to engage into smear campaign just because someone said something you don't agree with it at one point, just… fuck off. Unwatch me, remove me from Skype or Steam if you want, whatever.
Fuck, go ahead and make a post about how fucking horrible of a person I am. I don't care anymore.
If not wanting to take sides in drama makes me part of the problem, then so be it.
I'm stressed out as it is already, trying to find a job while savings are shrinking, dealing with family drama, having serious mental health issues because it all. Last thing I need right now is for some pseudo-activists to yell at me for not joining them.
But apparently, I'm not allowed to have problems, because I'm cis white male.
And somehow I'm the bigot here.
Yeah, go ahead, call me a horrible, ignorant, bigoted person just because I don't wanna engage in your political outrage. I don't care anymore. YOU made me stop caring.
You successfully pissed me off.
Good job.

So, since there is a demand it seems and I enjoy drawing those, I'm going to open ONE slot for a cumTF pic like this one: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16233311/

Price: $25

If you're interested, note me! ^^
Slot is open as long as the journal says so. No, this is not "first come, first serve".

[EDIT]:

1. Please, send me a note. With at least one pic of the character you want involved (or description if you don't have a pic). Comments here don't count.
2. Like I said, it's NOT "first come, first serve". Slot is open until further notice. I want to have few people to choose from, since I'm mostly doing this for fun and practice.

Hate to make another serious journal so quickly, but I really have no choice, it seems.

My fantastic friend Leon  bluespark is having some serious issues right now and is in a very VERY bad mood.
And I mean BAD.
It's hard for me and me alone to get to him, so I gotta ask you people for help.
If you can, please show him some appreciation.
He's a wonderful person and I really want him to see that people care and are willing to help him.
And if you're from UK, please contact him and see if you can provide some help.

Please, I know I'm just asking you people to do stuff without giving you anything back, but I really REALLY don't want him to do anything stupid.

Mooostly just to move the previous one off the frontpage.
Thanks to all of you for the support on it, it really means a lot to me! <3

Also, very glad to see the positive response to the pics I've posted recently!
I was a little bit nervous that there's gonna be a lot of negativity when I post those "fatal" pics, but I was pleasantly suprised! :D

So... would you be interested in seeing more pics like that?
Or maybe even getting one like it in the future? :3