I need to be more active. and keep my focus.

These are the Rare from me.. So rare in fact that Its literally been forever.. But I know I'm not alone when I say stuff like this but I'm tired..

I'm Tired of a lot of things. -sighs- here i go.

I'm tired of my job. 12 hours shifts. murder on my psyche.

I'm tired of never having time to do what i want to do through out me off days.

I'm tired of not having time to be with my friends, play games, chat, etc.

I'm tired of always being the one with a plan of action and never getting the recognition.

I'm tired of always being the left behind, especially when events happen that i can never make it to.

I'm tired of always being the only one who tries everything he can and no one else does the same

I'm tired of being ignored when i have something to say when it benefits everyone.

I'm tired of maintaining some relationships only to be abandoned due to "my shift schedule"

I'm tired of being nice when i'm not getting fair treatment.

I'm tired of listening to others problems when mine aren't being considered as well

I'm tired of being assumed that i'm always busy.. I'm never to busy to say hi..

I'm tired of people making excuses especially if its about me.

I'm tired.. period.. I stopped running and just walk.. Deep down i know I'd never catch up. But I cant stop. I gotta keep trying. doing nothing is easy. Trying is hard.

But i think thats why I'm tired.. I'm tired of being the only one who is trying in everything...when i know i not. but deep down i am..

I'm Tired...

Been Having abit of a Hard time but i'm some what hanging.

Need to be alittle more active on all the sites and changing myself mostly. I'm putting more and more effort into everything i do. Going that extra mile every time i can.
That Mass effect vs Star Wars was only part of my change. I'm trying more styles and slowly getting better.

Not only that. Still need a New computer. still 400 bucks short. but like i said. I'm still hanging.

Well this sucks.... My computer is busted. It still work anf functions Normally but in the end my computer sucks. I cant Animate without flash crashing on me with some random error. Its all well good. I can still draw at least... In the end I need a need a new Computer.. my computer is 7 years old and unupgradable..I am Deeply sorry to My commissioners from F.A and D.A. As an act to show how sorry i am. I Will be Giving Away Free art To them of there Choosng. So Long as i can still draw pics I'm good. Til i can afford a new computer.

I will be drawing like crazy if needed,

Animated Commisions & Trades are closed Til new computer is aquired.


Drawn Commissions are still Open Til Further Noticed.

Send Note If you'll Like a DRAWN commision only After reading my Do's and Donts

If you have any questions Send a Note and I will get back with you with answers,

As the Journal Said. My Semester is Over. I can finally get back into my drawings and Flash Animations. One of my Flashes Will be up Soon here on F.A. hehe. Main reason why i been so in active on my stuff. Other than being with my Gf as you seen from my last Halloween Pic. months ago.

09/18.

Todays My Birthday. I am now 24. God i feel old.

Damn its been awhile since i Posted a Journal. Anyways I'm here with News. I've said in My last Upload that Flash has been Giving me issues for awhile now. My Exporting isnt Exporting anymore. and Cs6 is Crashing on me More Frequently. So I'll be Animating Everything In Toon Boom. Its like Flash but everything is more focus. as you can tell from my last update.

My Next upload well be the the animated scene of Skull. with toon boom its ALOT easier. But of course I'll have to do that whenever I'm not Busy. I do Have a Job now so I dont get that much time anymore.

I dont really update much like i use to but I want to be sure that people know i'm alive.

and i do have one request.

Does anyone know why F.A. Submission Thumbnail files normally dont appear? I tried dozens of Pics for my Animation but none of them show up. Even with my updated Pics of Waterfall Secrets. The full view never changed even when i change the submission fail itself. the thumnail change but the submission didnt in full view.

Does anyone else have this problem?

Hello F.A. I would like to Annouce that i have successfullly moved. Everything has been accounted for and i do have a few surprises even. tho.. i wanted to do it for christmas/new years I cant. SO i'm gonna take my time on that. not only that. i finally got.... PRIVACY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sweetness. Oh yes.. They'll be alot of my pictures, flashes, and comics from me WONT say when. just know i'm gonna be doing alot of things that should have been done months ago.

Other than that. I am Also thinking on taking some request. I need to expand more of my skills. and draw outside my comfort zone alittle. However I do Have some rules of What i do and dont draw. PLEASE read that on my profile before making ANY requests. When I get about 5 requests or Artrades I'll post those in my Profile. when they're full no request til a slot is open.

Also i'm thinking about Introducing another Segment. FLASH Trades,

Flash Trades are for Those Who Know the bases and fluid styles of Drawn Animation, Even if its Amateurish, because hey We all are learning from one another right? No need to be a douche. <.< trust me. they're everywhere and you know it.

I also made another Segment Called Universe 63 known to others by Rule 63 basically its nothing more than and Gender switched world xP That will also be a Comic I'm gonna brainstorm on that later.

Other than my Commission List

Which are both almost done now.

I think thats about it. If you wish for a Request or A.T. or F.T. Please Note me With a Detailed Note and Ref of character and what you like. I do like a challenge but if its TOO far out my skill i'd let you know.

Well. I will be moving the First week of December. Everythings all together, I got my own place so that means.. PRIVACY. (when i'm not busy with college/work) I'll be having more time to work on all my sketches. :3 i may even share One of my Projects on D.A. or F.A. (really depends on my Agendas).

I'm On my way of Being an Bonafide Animator/Graphic Design Artist. ^^

As Cheeky as it sounds. Its never too late to follow up on ya Dreams. I only wish i could Carry The people Closes to me With me. <3

You know who you are. (mostly Friend girls and homeboys) xD

When i do return I'll make another journal.

So all things Aside and accounted for.

How is everyone?

This Journal is Purely for Saving Yourself from Viruses in general.

Any Virus You get. If you Have an Anti-Virus Program you can use that. Duh. but for System Viruses. that effects loading and hacks.

Step 1. Immediately Change your Passwords on Nearly Everything you use that password on (Some people Love to use the same password for others accounts so Be Very mindful) Also. Uninstall Program if needed for a Force Shutdown of the Account to Save your stuff.

If feeling Insecure. Change your password Again. Boom your account is saved.

Step 2. Run Safemode on your Computer By Shutting Down and restarting it and Pressing F8 on the keyboard the second it starts up. to Run Safemode.

Step 3. Select the Day that BEFORE you gotten the Viruses. It can be months in a pass but This mode Should Save everything you have made Before the Virus Attacked you.

Step 4: Restart and Run a Scan. You Should have No viruses AT ALL. and all your stuff is still there.

Step 5. NEXT TIME BE CAREFUL. This trick. DOESNT always Work.


-Raziel Razor Wolf.

Well since i Cant post certain things on F.A. and D.A. Here's another website. I'm on http://razorthewind.sofurry.com/

Just incase either site goes down hill do to crap. I'll be on that website.

In other news. Whats up people?

Right now.. Things suck for me. Normally i'm not the type to complain. but i really dont know anymore. I've been drawing anytime i got the chance. but i cant complete anything i sketch and draw..

I cant even work on my flashes without being losing my motivation to do it all. I really dont know what to do. I'm really at a lost for stuff.. I'm taking my time. i'm handling alot of important stuff before my hobbies but. I just cant finish anything. Any Advice?

Literally Anything Would help me at the moment.

Again Not really Much to to Explain but I do have some news.

Darksiders 2 and real life work got in the way =w= But thats no excuse. The Reason I've been so Inactive is really because I cant get any Privacy much anymore to work on My Adult Comissions, Animations, Comics, and etc.

Oh I can draw no problem when it comes to Regular and Censored Stuff <.< But when it comes to Adult. Nope I cant get any privacy at all.

Only time i can is like around 2 in the morning and I'm out cold the next hour =w=. I'm very close to getting done with

 Kaijufreak Game. Just need to finish the 2nd ending and Easter egg. (He gets it for Being My First Comissioner and Godly Patience with this game xD)

I've also Continued with Enjoying the show for some who enjoyed it. next 3 pages will be up soon.

2 of 3 of my artrades are almost completed. and those people will have theres up trades up when i finish.

And of course. even tho i should have done this update on the 18th of auguest. In another Month. September 18th Will hit my 23rd b-day. yay day when i'm older. but enough of that.

Heres hoping to get my Adult rated stuff done soon. I'm sure we all came across this problem of privacy before. but still Heres hoping

Whether you people knew or didnt know. I was using Windows Vista the entire time. heh My Laptop is like 5 years old. and my desktop computer is 8 years old. Now there both running on Windows 7. Better speed and Ram.

Everythings alot fast and all my stuff is still on my laptop when i upgrade which is awesome. :3 I dont get so many message anytime i used flash cs4 or 8 when i go overboard with my Effects and programs use of After effects when i use them all.

Either way. I'm back at full speed so know i can really get to work again.
yay! Now >:3 Updates

I've been gone so I just now recieve most of the messages recieved.

My Comics: still on hold due to rewrite.

Flash Games. Both Pending

Characters: Have a Few new Characters i like to share. one belongs to  midnightprime Which everyone will see soon.

Artrades:  trislayx (Completed and waiting for his)
 darktailsko (Animation/pic pending. His completed)
 Moyathecat22 (pending)

Everything has died Down abit So know i'm finally back home Working on my Projects. Alittle late to make the journal but i was still helping my family move. But now its back to work

An Emergency has come into my life I have to Go away for a while. As of right now all ATs, Commisions and Projects are all Halted. My Skull teaser Game For  kaijufreak WILL have its first Demo i'll post it when i can. Til then I hope to be back soon.

Handling my Businesses. But Now its Back to the Other Businesses.

I'll be trying to post more stuff on Here Now.

Life is becoming Increasing difficult But I wont preach about why.. all i can say is that i am trying.

Lately I been experiencing alot of Crashes with Flash Cs4 (Dont get is not worth it)

But it wont stop me from getting my Commission and Pictures done.

My Comic Business is Business is being redid in color. I will still post up the rest. But the first 7 pages i did will be redone.

Other styles. I've have been trying very hard to learn more anthro art styles around the net. I'm getting better. 1 Particualer howeveer you spell it is  pinkthehedgehog2 Her style is just plain awesome. Kudos to her.

Flash work. There are all still in progress.

Kaijus Commission
BIB: Full Game
Stroke of Midnight and Midnight Snack
????

Those are basically my top 4 in a half. because the last idea is a plan and progress.

All my work is still in progress. Just gonna be alot slower which really sucks -_-;;

Well So Far I've been Really Busy this month.

So far I got  kaijufreak Commission started.

I have 2 Pics completed. Just waiting to hear from the Art Traders.

I have many many many many many Comics ideas in mind. and Refs i need to make.

So far this month I got alot to do. and may not be able

This Month I plan to have 2 more mini animation loops. 2 more pictures. Kaiju's Commission. and 3 more Comic Pages.

Hopefully. Highly depends on what happen in life.

also Commission are Open. My Prices are on My Profile List.

I Do Plan to do Collaberations. Meaning. I may work with some people and come up with ideas.

That is all I have to say about April Updates

Hope you enjoy My stuff and thanks for watching and supporting.

Just an update of what i'm gonna be doing.

I have been working with flash for 4 in a half years now. so I decide to go step by step of how to make your own drawn animations. For percision and Fluidability. It requires patience. (meaning bare with me for a while <:3)

I will try and get some done as quickly as i can. and For future pictures. I will be streaming Using either Join me or Live Stream. I will post the Link in the Next Picture when I make a Join Me or Live Stream. If you have questions you can ask me during the Stream. Keep in mind I can only answer so fast so ONE question at a time.

I havent really used Livestream before so i may need help. and If its possible you can actually hear my voice when I do a Live stream. :3

Thats about it.

Oh and Business is Business is still in progress. dont worry about if i lose motivation for it. :3 cause thats a Definite NO.

Well. Time to continue moving forward. I have began and My Commissions are Now and truly are Open.
I wish to gain a Premium Ship here. So I Plan to Draw for one.

(am super late for zombs B-day pic -.-;;)

If you wish to See the Prices for a Pic from me. Please Check my Page of course.

I even Include Couple Pics Because I just wish to give to those Who wish to Express them selves. <3

I may be single but doesnt mean that I cant continue Givin my support. ^^

I also Include What i Do and Dont Draw. So Please give that a good Look before Requesting a Commision.

To Request a Commission From Me. Please Send a Note With Which Genre you Want from my List.

Getting back into my Video Making Now that i'm Kinda Mastering Adobe After effects and Premiere.

I will be uploading a Beta of what I've been doing In the future. Featuring My Buds of the Spriting Community.

Wont say who. Dont want to ruin it. =w=

Also. I've Been wanting to Try some Voice Acting. Due to my Tone of Voice i can play

Calm and Collective Characters

Dark and Sinister Characters,

And the High Intel Characters(kinda goes with the Collective)

and Who knows I might surprise people with what other voices i can do.

Stay tune from More from Your Truly~

Much Love (no homo)

Razorthewind

Follow me on Here as Well

http://razorthewolf1.deviantart.com/

Ok... Now I'm unable to Sign In to Skype. I change my password, reinstalled it, ect. and it still gives me the same message

"Your Username and Password are not Recognized. Please Try again Later"

And this Morning, SAME FUCKIN ISSUE...

So.. I made a New account. and what do you know. It worked then..

I try to sound back in to my Old account. and NO! Same effin Message

I have no idea what the problem is. but of course. I was pissed.

I guess i'm stuck on my new account for now.

another start.

Heres the Deal.. My NEW account is of course... Razorthewind.

I do NOT accept Random Invites from people.

I know how many people wish to talk to me, but i cant make time like i use to.

this is Critical and Must be established.

I'm gonna rage now. talk later.

Name Says it All check it out :3

So far ladies and Gents. 4 pages are up on here. I may redit them because I feel like I can do better. When i reboot them all. I'll post them over the originals i did.

As for Plans. Might be getting a Paypal soon. and Do some Art trades. Commissions and etc. When i get started on the Paypal I'll post another journal Might need help with it. If someone knows and Helps me with it. First 2 trades and or Comissions are FREE.

Rawr~

Hope to Continue my Comic pages 5-15 :D

Also as for spriting and Animating. i am still Doing that. i have so many story ideas i wanted to do all fan base

Starfox.

Kingdom hearts

Megaman.

Ect.

Many ideas i cam up for the 3 i shared. ;D i'll do them all one day.

Thats about all.. From you Fellow Wolfman

Raziel Razor Wolf

Just freaking Great!!!! in the middle of Saving my BiB. the Storm knocks Out My power and Crashes everything! I'm not able to open My 4 pages of my comic. its says "An Error has Occured and File may be be Damage or Corrupted" Corrupted!!!

Darth Vader: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooo.......


Oh Well. Looks like I'm stuck Doing the 4 pages over again. Only this time i'm not going to color any of them. I'm going for Manga Style For now...

I manage to System Restore Everything else. Soo my computer is fine other than my music list is gone.. :(

Skype still doesnt work. just might uninstall it.

Thats todays update.

Stay Tune for more.