makeinu87 and I have officially been together as a couple for 1 year as of Saturday so~ this weekend has been quite eventful. Yesterday I took him out to eat for dinner after work, we both dressed up nice in business casual and I took him to The Melting Pot for a romantic evening <3 We got a nice little secluded candle lit booth, amazing service from great waiters, and the manager stopped by multiple times to make sure everything was perfect for us, and everyone was super supportive and encouraging! Here's our 4 course meal, with a wine pairing for each course.

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http://i48.tinypic.com/vhxhew.jpg (sorry this ones dark)

I couldn't have asked for a better place to dine on an anniversary.

Then tonight I was greeted when i got home from work by a bouquet of flowers, a note reading "Meet me in the bedroom" and a trail of flower peddles through a candle lit house to the bed with a certain wolf waiting for me in my favorite pair of underwear and a flower.

I won't go into details after that but lets just say the food he made for us had the time it needed to cook in the oven.

So happy anniversary to you my sweetheart. May many years follow just as great as this one has through the good and the bad~!

First and foremost, I want to say that I'm sorry for the lack of art postings lately, I simply haven't felt like drawing much and have been at a complete lack of inspiration.. It's an artist thing ._. But I'll be trying to work on that and take some time out of my days to try to get the ball rolling again soon, I have a few WIPs halfway done but my perfectionist side of me wont let me post them until they are completely finished, because I am lame like that :p ANYWAY. Not dead! <3

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Now, I unfortunately was not able to make it to Anthrocon this year with my boyfriend, and I heard so many awesome things about it. There were a few new things happening too for a first time that I was dying to see, so I did anything that any forever alone guy would do after a con he didn't go to, I surfed youtube! After giving people a week or so to edit their stuff and post videos of course, I found some really awesome stuff, for instance, LFO's first ever Floor Wars. Basically a freestyle dance battle competition, out of suit too so anyone could participate, and not to mention show off their more precise moves, And also Cypher!

DancerFurrs Youtube account
http://www.youtube.com/user/DancerFurrs

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Nexttttt..... HUGE HUGE HUGE Shout out to someone who probably has no idea I watch their videos like a hawk..
 revit

Out of all the videos I have ever seen on youtube with any relation to furries. THIS. BY FAR. IS. THEBESTTHINGIVEEVERSEEN.

https://youtu.be/TklR-cUcSj8

I could seriously just go on and on and on and on about how amazing this guy is at editing, filming, angles, perspectives, keeping a steady camera, just everything. This guy simply makes fucking magic happen, turning some ordinary furry con footage into the most epic, wild, crazy, exciting party of the fucking century. I feel like its the burning man or something or fucking Circus do Soleil when this guy gets a hold of things.

PLEASE go watch his FA and subscribe to his youtube channel!!! I feel this guy is not getting the love / attention that he deserves for making such AMAZING videos for the fandom and making it look exciting and fun to the outside world unlike anyone else has ever done before, and be sure to check out his other crazy good con videos!


Youtube Channel, Subscribe and tell your friends!
http://www.youtube.com/user/RevFur/videos

Rev's FA! Go +watch for updates!


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After your done watching those other awesome videos - have something my friends have shown me that pretty much is the best thing ever right now for me. I'm fucking dying here xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B0Rau01wbeo

Razr OUT~>

 kayla-na just released her new portfolio of awesome-ness!

DIGI-SCALES is for DIGITAL DOWNLOAD ONLY atm!
The CD will be on sale at Anthrocon for the same price.

Content includes adult images of some saucy Dragon and Reptilian Digimon; the familiar and not-so-familiar!

*F/F - M/F - M solo - F will be involved!
*40 images for just $30!

Guest Artists: SciigleScrafty, Aiiyumi-Chan, Savage-Cynder, Ryunwoofie, Keishinkae

**There will be an additional CD released at AC as an extension to Digi-Scales, itll be 15 sketches for $10 including plenty of M/M mixed in with the norm! It ALSO will include a small sketch comic!

Send her an email to order yourself one digitally NOW! @ MeltheHybrid[at]gmail.com

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8060440/ <<--- some samples

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I don't normally pimp people out on my journals too much but i thought this was a really awesome portfolio and shes a good friend so yep! I would def. recommend grabbing yourself a copy of this!

I still have no idea what I want to do for said birthday. :C anyone have some fun suggestions aside from the obvious drinking party?
May 1 must be the most awesome day of the year somehow! Also for those curious ill be 22.

http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1031021.html
http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1031021.html
http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1031021.html

Seriously - go get a sick picture of your dragony self by her, she does some of the most awesome looking dragons and she thinks shes bad at it! go give her some support, and if you have the cash to spare and are looking for a picture you will be super happy with and like her style go for it! Theres only a few hours left though so dont wait too long!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3342027/
+watch him if you like playing LoL - he certainly does :D

 creambutt

Made this account to show off the art other people are kind enough to do for me either by being commissioned or just cuz they are awesome! if i dont have your art up there and youve done something for me, i may have lost it when i lost a computer so pleeeeeease let me know so i can post it ^^ Also everything  kayla-na has done for me is up there too in all its deliciousness without those pesky censaurs in the way.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3275305/
Free arts to be had

 kayla-na
http://www.livestream.com/chalkypotatoskin

$10 - One character sketch
$15 - Two character sketch
$30 - One character color
$35 - Two character color

yep,  makeinu87 is the only boy for me :3

Yes i was at FWA, yes i randomly suit in Rick Hopz. but im not Phors boyfriend as rumor had it :P

Where are you staying?
Con hotel with  Argushusky and his boy

Who will you be with?
 makeinu87  tsukaza  phorphaux tons of other people who hang with them.

If you have a significant other, will that person be there?
Yep~

How old are you?
Old enough to know better. (21)

How tall are you?
5'11''

What do you look like?
ah looka lika maayun
(check scraps or somethin)

What is your badge name?
Probably Razr, unless i randomly decide something more awesome spur of the moment.

What do you prefer to be called?
Razr is fine

Will you have any fursuits?
I wish

Can I touch you?
In moderation.

Can I talk to you?
Of course! - especially when im drinking, i talk for days and im interested in everything everyone has to say LOL xD

Can I take pictures with you?
For sure!

Are you nice?
I think so, especially at cons since im in a great mood usually.

Are you cliquey?
kinda yeah x3 but i try to hang with everyone at least a tiny bit.

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Can i be your best friend?

Can I hug or snuggle you?
Hugs are fine in moderation, snuggles are VIP ;p you gotta earn dat shit

Do you do trades?
Too fucking lazy.

Do you do commissions?
See above

Do you have an artist table?
They dont like it when artists are shitfaced there. :(

What should I not do around you?
dont be FUCKING annoying/creepy/stalkerish/lurky/awkward - if im saying im going to my room to take a shower 9 out of 10 times that means stop following me .____.; unless i say otherwise.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Just yell my name or something! If i dont say anything i probably didnt hear yah so just come over and say something :p half the time im not paying attention.

 savage-cynder

She needs some fresh watchers D:

If you guys arent already watching her, go check her page out here. she also has a DA for those of you who use it. Shes a very talented artist, especially for her years of experience and does plenty of streams whether it be gaming or drawing, all in all a very interesting person. artist gamer chick, and german enthusiast!

*PS her naughty sketches are posted on her tumblr but youll have to find the link for yourself on her page :P (probably in a journal)*

Post the symbol, let me know what you think aboot me :3

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get (Herpaderpa >>)

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o/

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

My BF posted it and i thought it would be kinda fun to do it as well just because ;p its a cute meme.

Going to be visiting my dad in IL Thurs-Mon, since i havent seen him in forever! so if your wondering where ive been - now you know~

 kayla-na

If you arent watching her you SHOULD BE.

She has some of the best facial expressions and body language in her pictures. The emotion she puts into some of her art is incredible and how fast and consistent she draws is mindblowing for me. Unfortunately she isnt allowed to use her super funny censor pictures anymore because of SOME people (*feeds dicks*) but even without those cheap laughs i would constantly get (as well as what got me into her art int he first place) its definately worth the +watch, shes quickly becoming one of my favorite artists. also make sure to check out her tumblr HERE >> http://pingagirl.tumblr.com/ <<

her recent series of pictures with flamedramon have just been so tastey <3 i have such a hardon for that guy. Keep up the sick work Melissa!

Once again~ <- +WATCH !

Since me and  Makeinu87 live like 5 hours from FWA well likely be going but we havent planned out a room yet so, first off - whos going? second of all, does anyone (preferably someone i actually know <_<) have space for 2 awesome roomies? just let me know how long youd have the room and all

Im getting over being bummed for missing FC but hopefully ill get to hit up FWA and make up for it :P so you all better get there!

I hope you all have a very merry Christmas, everyone~

just wishing everyone happy holidays before the flood of journals about it tomorrow ^^

Yeah. i really dont think me and  makeinu87 will be going :c plane tickets are just freaking ridiculous. and im really depressed because i miss the hell out of my friends i havent seen in like a year. </3 fuck you economy.

https://youtu.be/1kn9aBOh_ZM

Me and  makeinu87 are FINALLY moved into our awesome new apartment together in southern Jacksonville, FL <3 Im Currently working 40 hours a week at Wal-Mart (Yeah yeah but hey its a job for now.) and if you havent really noticed yet were kinda dating (i fucking LOVE him) :P

I have to say, Maké really has inspired me to straighten my life out and stuff. i know its kinda cliche to say it but i mean really.. he and his family have made a huge impact on me for the better, and im so happy i met him.

anyway. thats whats been going on for the past month in a nutshell. were still getting moved in and putting the house together but its coming along nicely and im really excited for whats to come!!

now that were getting set up ill slowly start working at commissions but since its the holidays and im getting TONS of hours at work.. its gona be a slow process, but ill be sure to get them done ^^ so thats just an update, dont hate me because im not online near as much :X now you know why~! i usually work mornings though so im on in the evenings if at all ^^ but i gotta get to bed early and stuffs to dont try to keep me up forever D:<

~Raz

... Eventually ill have something interesting to journal about but until then ... this is much easier to see every day than the last one posted. This was always my, among many others, favorite track from this movie, its just beautiful and makes me feel warm inside..

https://youtu.be/Z20IFRmeDn8

 athus is no longer with us. he was one of the victims of a severe car accident, luckily the others in the car survived,  sarmanikan and  narse. From what i was told they were T-boned in an intersection, athus was in that passenger seat.

Although i knew his mate, better than him, i did know him to an extent and from what i ever saw, he was a friendly fun loving dragon. He was so young. I mourn for him and his family and close friends.. i cant imagine how hard this must be.

for anyone wanting to leave any notes or condolences to him or what ever you feel would be supportive, in honor of Athus. Ill copy the original journal posted by FalconMcCooper, i couldnt have said it any better myself.

RIP, Friend.

"Friends & family of Athus Nadorian aka Brian Dyer

On Tuesday the 11th of October 2011, Athus was involved in a severe car collision that ended his time here with us. The 29 years of his life were filled with amazing stories, incredible adventures and outstanding creativity and talent. He shared his love of life, affection for others and sense of humor with many wonderful people. In memory of Athus and his special life, his closest kin have created a website for others to share their experiences with Athus as well as share photos and artwork. An email address has been established to send your wishes in to be posted on the site athus@athusnadorian.com. Thank you for your kind words, love and support through all of this. Remember to love life, hold your friends close and have a little fun - Athus wouldn't have wanted it any other way.

Please visit the site we have established https://www.athusnadorian.com and use the email address athus[at]athusnadorian.com to share your wishes to allow time for his closest kin to mourn peacefully. "

<revelation>
So seriously.. its come to my attention more and more that like almost any female furry out there with any bit of status acts the same.
Yes ive seen guys do it too now and then but its like.. because they hang around the girls that do it.

Its the thing where they do the whole sarcastic, AW YEAH GURL THATZ SO HAWT, OH MUR, thing taking shit way out of proportions and faking like they are into it. its really weird to explain. its just like every female friend i know who happens to be a fur does it xD its funny now and then but jesus give it a rest -.-; Idk if its a defense mechanism or what but.. i just see it more and more lol its like.. the new in thing to do for hip kids.

- Also i made this journal at 4:43 am.. so i might just be really tired and stupid. but like i cant believe im the only one who notices it.. its like the stupidest trend ive ever seen.. Act like the most obnoxious nastiest loudest furry you can fucking think of so people know your not serious.. and... .. . . then idk? I guess this is what guys have to do to get good with the decent looking ladies in the fandom now a days.

does anyone know what im fucking talking about?? xD can someone please explain this to me rofl. AM I ONTO SOMETHING HERE?!
</revelation>

/never posting a journal again at this hour... going to bed.

First of all - i love Skrillex, and this is one of my favorite songs, and Im not sure how new this video is but i think its fairly new, and when i saw it i was blown away. Mad props Skrillex. No chomo.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2cXDgFwE13g

And its so freakin awesome~!

Im getting things installed on it and trying to transfer all my files and stuff over so i can continue on the long lost commissions that were stuck on the other computer hard drive. D:

Also i got TF2 <_< but i cant add friends because steam wants me to buy a game first and since TF is free they are bein gay about it. so till i decide on a game to get (and feel like spending money on it) i can only accept friend invites i think. Im Razr_skarr on steam.

Also also LoL is running soo damn good ;D

also also also grilled cheese @ 4am is Ssssoooooooooooooooo good.