Last night i wanted to draw on this little netbook for shits and giggles and i plugged in my tablet and after uninstalling and reinstalling drivers and everything ive concluded my tablet is broken. none of the buttons or the slider or the pen work but it makes the USB noise when plugged in...

SO yeah. im gonna see if i can barrow  yourmainparadox 's tablet for a bit till i can buy another.. i had an intuos 3 too.. that shit was nice. :c

Its just one thing after another isnt it?

Yeah because of all my shit breaking recently it wasnt in my best financial interests to go :(

So to all my bestest of friends who are going there i hope you all have a wonderful time and live it up, youll all be in my thoughts and stuff. I totally wish i could have made it because theres a few of you i only get to see 1 or 2 times a year! so yeah im pretty bummed out, but its alright - maybe ill catch a few of you at MFF or FC (which ill hopefully be attending since its my FAV con ever.)

anyway have fun guys. - Also tons of shit happening here in Jax so i will post a huge update journal i think when everything gets settled, pretty much ended up moving so things have been crazy hectic. alot of drama and other random shit happening in my life too, and still waiting on my new desktop that HOPEFULLY will be here soonish ~..~ . . . as for the art i owe people, when i get my desktop thats the first thing im going to be doing is finishing those LONNNNNNNNNG over due commissions, no i havent forgot about you guys i just pretty much broke every computer i touched in the last 3 months. so drawing has been kinda... impossible.

Anyway. might pop on YIM on my phone, might not. i havent really been in the talking mood lately. well see how things change soon!

~Razr

So those of you who actually read my journals, may know that i have a history of shit computers breaking on me. I've always known my luck was bad, but god damn give it a rest.

in the past year, ive had a ton of bad luck on things. with little good luck balancing it all out i would say.

These are the things that have broken in the past 1 year

My Computers:
2 webcams
3-4 motherboards
1 power supply
2 Laptops
(idk what happened to it but it wouldnt even turn on. so i traded it for another better newer laptop a friend gave me cuz it was his old one... and i tried putting windows 7 on it and it keeps blue screening. its definitely a hardware issue of some sort, havent figured it out yet.)

Internet:
like a fucking thousand times on and off.

My Chevy Blazer (Truck):
1 transmission (2 years ago i got a rebuilt transmission.. it really shouldnt have broke so soon)
1 Waterpump
2 Batteries
(this isnt including the oil changes brakes rotors calipers and other BS you gotta do to upkeep vehicles)

I wish so badly i was good enough to fix these things myself... unfortunately alot of them are really in depth and i have no idea how to do them or have the tools to do so... so i end up having to pay stupid amounts of money for labor (mostly on the truck and all. i do have some friends who are pretty good with computers who are kind enough to help me out x3 I love you guys <3 :P

Im probably still even forgetting some shit.. Ugh... you just wait. now that just about everything i NEED to work right now is broken atm, my phone and PS3 will probably burst into flames in a day or 2 just to add insult to injury... its been one problem after another for me for quite a while now and im seriously SERIOUSLY sick of shit breaking on me, waaaaaaay before they should. :/

Till things get worked out ill be on Jasmines computer now and then checking FA and getting on IMs some.. thats about it.

I sware if i get my new computer and something goes wrong with it im going to have an aneurism.



/end rant

Huzzah.

Just curious to know what people think about these things.

I noticed an artist i watch made a few characters.. really unique ones too that were pretty awesome looking .. and pretty much auctioned off the rights to the character + The high res version of the picture she drew for them. one of them went for over 200$ and i was like. damn, i wonder if i could ever do anything like that.

Either way.. i feel like its kinda a taboo thing in some sort... what do you think about doing this? is it a rip off? or is it worth it? would any of you guys consider buying one?

And no im not talking about templates where someone did lineart of something and colored it 17 different ways and sold the patterns. im saying completely original characters i think up (maybe with the help of friends i dont know) and doodle out and clean up some and then whatever.

Reason i ask is i drew this today http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5637160/ and just made him up.  ries told me to draw her a sexy naga with a cobra hood and wings. and from there i just took off and i showed someone else and was like.. wow you could totally do some of those adoptables with shit like this. so honestly i dont even know what to do.... is it a good idea or bad idea whenever i draw up some random thing like this... to offer it as an adoptable??

**tl;dr version: Adoptables, yay or nay?**

Comments? Questions? Crys of Agony?

As promised :P sorry for taking so long to get this shit up and running :3

http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1022765.html

have fun :3 good luck ! This is going towards a new computer because... im so freakin sick of my old one breaking every 3 or 4 months. so  iceman is helping me make a brand new one because hes really smart with computer stuffs x3 and im completely...not.

its going to be roughly 500$ so here goes! Thanks for all the help before hand everyone <3

Is not today.

No its actually in less than a month though~! *dances* May 1st is the actual date :P and then i can party and do what ive been doing for years anyway. :P but this time its actually legal! :D

Just throwing it out there because EVERY year there are people who are like.. OMG i didnt know it was your birthday i wish i woulda knew or i woulda did such and such or whatever - so yeah heres fair warning :P im still alive! and my birthday is still the same :P

on another note im going to be holding an auction or 2. back to back very very soon because some of you may know, my computer fried. AGAIN. so since this is like the 3rd time in less than a year its pulled this bullshit im saying fuck it - im done trying to work with this thing and try to fix and salvage it. ive already put enough money into to get a brand new one anyway and thats what i should have done in the first place! So yeh thanks to  iceman hes going to hook me up and build me an amazing computer (because he practically does that kinda stuff for a living and has made many before and knows 1000x more about technical computer stuff than me). SO! Auction is going towards that. -

I was considering MAYBE going to AC? idk? but... now im pretty sure its a definite no because of this BS happening and i really do need a good computer so that will have to take priority x3 sorry everyone but this computer will be burning a hole in my wallet for a while so hopefully ill see you at MFF or FC or some other con.

So yep
TL;DR Version.

Birthday coming up! May1st! <3 ill be 21
Commission Auctions coming up to pay for new computer.
AC - most likely not happening for me.

~<3 Razr

Ok so first off this was my first FWA ever and i think i have to say its now in my top 3 Fav cons up with MFF and FC. Deeeefinantly a fucking party con!

Ill try to keep this kinda short -

=Thurs=
got there at like 10 or 11 PM with Iris (what is your FA again? O_o) and whom i carpooled with! so after a 6 hour drive from Jacksonville we finally got there and dispersed. I was greeted outside by and and right off the bat Tsu gave me a mixed drink he was holding for me :P i knew i was getting there pretty late so had to get started quick ;D. Um after throwing my shit in my room, i briefly got to meet and (roomies) and (Heather) who were probably fucked up at the time but they were really cool xD and made me laugh alot! so me and Tsukaza, Sarmy, and Rave ran off to Tsu's room where we just started passing around Raves bottle of Belvadere and probably ended up drinking about 3 or 4 shots, along with my mixed drink. (i had to catch up to get on their level xD) Umm some time after that we went outside again for smokes and stuff for Rave and Tsukaza like kicked the SHIT out of a door in the con (Because hes a retard when he gets real krunk) and some old fat gangly staff fur got all uppidy about it and chased us for like ever, yelling at tsukaza from afar across the hotel pool area xD (we were ignoring him most the time figuring hed just go the hell away). he was like "HEY SKUNK BOY" cuz tsukaza had his dragon tail on ROFL that by the way looked nothing like a skunk tail. and then he was all "HEY BLUE TAIL" and finally tsukaza turned around and that guy gave him a stern talking to B[ ... no not really tho by that time we were kinda drunk so we were like... giggling and giving tsukaza a hard time like "oooo you got in trouble" xD um... (things get a little blurry around now O_o) Rave got in suit and we all went to the dance and danced around for like 30 min before we wandered off back to our room with some people. where tsukaza passed out (LIKE I SAID HE WOULD ;D) and we drug him back to his room and got him in bed, and pretty much that was it for the night 0:3.

=Friday=
Got my dumbass woke up at like every other hour cuz of Lucid's (Dumb Heather) phone, and then Rave woke me up at like 10 even tho we didnt go to bed till like 5 am xD .. um drank a monster and walked around for a while and registered before going into Tsukazas room to wake him and all those niggs ( and maybe some other people i didnt notice <_<) up for some lunch at the Gyro place across the street which was real good :3 lets see.. Rave probably suited around some more and, i chilled with him a while and also met who was crazy cool ^^. not alot really happened until later when we all somehow ended up in and s room where we all got good and wasted and just decided to show up at the con and everyone was like ZOMG PHOR cuz he didnt tell hardly anyone he was comin. long story short more drinking happened and we went to the dance, and tsukaza got super fucked up again and Twiggy and Kenny took care of him :3 Me and Rave finally went to bed pretty late and he fell asleep in the middle of a sentance which was really cute and funny. poor guy was exhausted.

=Saturday=
Shit went down.
Me and rave got up at 11, and we went to the mall and got him some Chick-Fil-a cuz he never tried it before (hes canadian) and he said it was "good" but he didnt like that we use corn syrup in the deep frying thing or something.. i guess he could taste it. *shrug* we found Phor outside smokin and sat with him and ate. i gave him my waffle fries cuz hes black xD he ate them all. D: um after that i magically dissapeared for like the rest of the day. xD And minutes later I hear and were parading around being awesome together at the fursuit parade, which then led to Rick having some crazy fun the rest of the afternoon derpin around with and . After a while Rick went away for a bit and a wild Razr appeared and Me Rave Kurtsa Tsukaza Twiggy and Make all had some pizza Rave generously ordered cuz hes cool and loves "American Dominoes" xD - after that we chilled for a little longer together before we all sorta ended up having a HUGE pretzel party in Tsukaza and Doryuus room with TONS of people including the normal crew and a few others like Phor, (who brought Vodka from Russia). and more! - we all got nice and buzzed and then it was time to suit up and hit that dance competition. Razr poofed, Rick appeared, and that ballroom filled up like the New Orleans stadium after Katrina, and let me tell you all - you better youtube that shit because that dance competition was TIGHT. All the best dancers all there competing and throwing down, and Mangusu was crowned the winner! After that, we all went back to the room and drank more and then back to the dance we go, where everyone just sorta lost each other and went crazy but Rick and Phor could be found on the dance floor a little bit having a few quick dance battles before the place shut down. Rick and Phor went up to find most the crew up in Skroys room again getting plastered, Skroy was now in Bit and was fucking GONE. we stayed up all freaking night in that room and finally the few that remained decided at 6 am that they would go have breakfast at the metro cafe. where bit showed us his mad drunk heelie skills on the streets of atlanta. (i ended up not going to the cafe because i was just fucking exhausted from all the happenings that night and getting drunk and sobering up 2 times. so i took a shower and went to sleep)

=Sunday=
Rave crawled into bed at like 8am and we slept till noonish, and got up, definently hangover day. we met up with skroy and alot of the people from the night before and a few of us stumbled around looking for food. which ended up being metro cafe again, after that me and Rave hung out for a while together in the room, before he got into suit and took off and i got invited to go to a habachi grill but i just ate, i decided to go anyway and it was pretty fun even tho i didnt eat - but we all hung out and good times were had. it was about 10pm after that and we all went to Skroys room AGAIN (that seemed to be the place to be this con :P) and a small get together turned into one of the wildest parties ever with loud music and amazing drinks and people. it was the perfect way for me to end my con, really. I had to leave that night at 12 but i made sure i was good and drunk first and even took a little something for the ride home (no i wasnt driving). Goodbyes would have just been to fucking hard sober. (also, que super PCD for the next few days for sure :/). After a long night of driving. and me and Atma keeping each other awake while Iris slept in the back, we FINALLY made it home at 6:30am.. after almost being ran off the road a few times by stupid ass truckers who were falling asleep. we were pretty exhausted. i still am recovering from a slight hangover.

So that was pretty much it. be sure to look for some vids and pics of from FWA on youtube and FA, if you find any good ones be sure to link em to me too :)

I would do shutouts but really there were just too many people that made my con as amazing as it was. you know who you all are, and thank you so so much for everything you did! Im gonna be missing everyone a TON so please guys IMs texts shouts whatever would be really nice to see because im gona be neck deep in PCD for a while after a con as good as this was. *hugs you all*

And that, my friends, was my FWA :P

Ill be there Thurs-Mon. I have some pics of me in my scraps if you wonder what i look like. feel free to say hi and stuff :3

Ill be stayin at the main hotel with  Ravefox and a few other people :3 - ill be wearin badges and stuff too so if you see me feel free to say hi and maybe well hang out some :3 I like meetin new people so dont be shy (unless your a creeper, then please be really shy. "A" HSSSSSSS)

No i dont have a dealers den table or anything like that- :/ i dont go to cons to sit on my ass and draw behind a table 3/4 of the time.

Just wanted to wish everyone a very happy Valentines day. It seems to me that almost more people HATE this holiday that like it, around here. so let me say a few things. You dont have to be in a relationship to have a great valentines day. Chances are you have lots of close friends who love and care about you more than you even know - and would love to show you some love today (yes even if they are in a relationship). Just because you arent going out with someone doesnt meant you shouldnt show them a little extra love on this day, let your close friends know you love em and appreciate them, especially the single ones! get em a little something even if you want - it would probably REALLY make their day more than you could ever know :3

So yeah Singles Awareness day? Maybe - - - Be aware of your single friends and show them that they are worth something and they arent destined to be alone for the rest of their life by spreading a little compassion! They really need it today <3

So in no way am i trying to start any discussions or shit about valentines day and how it sucks or whatever, I agree with the people who say you should always show that special someone love every day not just this one - but this is a day to really do something crazy special and go out on a limb so have fun and do so! In no way am i Ranting or venting, im actually really happy right now and want my friends and others to be the same. These were just my thoughts i had this morning when i was thinking about a few single friends of mine whom i care for lots and i felt like sharing :P I <3 you guys tons!

Happy Valentines Day, Everyone <3

~Raz

So i finally made an inkbunny account tonight because i had some people bugging me to do it and honestly i do like the layout of the site ALOT. thankfully they have plenty of filters and blocks and stuff too so i can block keywords on art i dont wanna see and shit so im actually pretty damn happy with the site! plus i have a couple friends who only do art on there soooo - ill be uploading art on there too now. might go and do some exclusive stuff too so it gives people a reason to watch :P not to mention high res files and prints you can get.

For all you folks interested - its just a few quick clicks and you can be watchin me on Inkbunny too! thank you ALL so so much for all the support over the years <333 I hope to keep bringing awesome art to the internet for people to enjoy and to keep improving !

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://inkbunny.net/Razr <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Yes ill be there :P

Im leaving tomarrow (wed.) and arriving in Cali around 9pm. and ill be staying the night with  tsukaza at his place and theeen well probably be off to San Jose Thursday afternoon :) probably will roll in at the main hotel late after noon or evening ;D Ill be rooming there at the main hotel with and as far as i know thats all thats in the room :P and also it will be the room where the infamous dragon party will be held again, and itll be bigger and better than last year! there will be music, booze, great bartenders, one of which being the amazingly talented (if you havent had one of his mixes you REALLY ....really really really... should make it to the party when hes on his bar tending shift and get you one!)

I usually dont go to many panels, but the two i know ill be at are the Fursuit Dance Competition, because i love that kinda thing- and of course the dragon panel and the ever popular Adult Dragon Panel hosted by (which will finally have a room big enough to contain all this dragony goodness we have to offer). And suprise suprise i finally grew a pair and decided (more like was talked into) submitting some stuff never before seen to the panel and then ill get up there and try to not be awkward while my sick fetishes are shown off on a huge screen :P. Also in the panel showing off some art will be and many others :3.

Also http://www.rabbitvalley.com/item_82.....d-Issue-1.html Is coming out fresh off the presses here at FC 2011! Please check it out and show your support dragon lovers so itll be a success and Issue 2 will be made for FC next year! IF you cant make the con you can order it online off that site.

So i hope i can see as many of my friends as possible and hang out with a few too! and if you see me feel free to say hi ^^; i definitely dont mind meeting watchers in person and stuff :P and ill do my best to remember you all after the con!

TL;DR Version!

Yes ill be at FC.
Getting there Thurs. Leaving Mon. Will be in Cali for a month hanging out after the con..
Main Hotel
IF you wanna find me youll see me for sure at the Adult Dragon Panel. Other than that good luck :O ill be party hopping drinking dancing and wandering around with friends. I am a skinny white kid with short spikey brown hair, probably a backpack on and of course a badge or 2.
Check out Dragon Horde comic for sale at the Rabbit Valley Table!

My computer works. I have Internet. thank god. hopefully it doesnt all explode now that i said this...

ALOT of bullshit has been happening with internet for the past 3 weeks and i havent been online at all really since then except for 2 times at a friends for a short time. i may post a journal about it, may not because its a long story and most people kinda do the tl;dr thing. i think ill think of a dumbed down version.. plus some other stuff.

Main computer thats been dead for 2-3 months is now fixed finally (I fucking hope)

Internet was sabotaged by some creeper Jasmine met who used to work for comcast because she didnt wanna meet up with him. (we dont know his last name so cant really report him yet. but were working on it.)

Yes ill be at FC rooming with  tsukaza and a few other dragons at the main hotel where the (second annual?) dragon party will be hosted in our room. Ill be in Cali for a month after staying for V day with Tsu at his place.

Thats all for now :P short sweet and to the point i hope. expect to see me on SL now and then, playing some LoL again and drawing and on Messengers once again.

Ill make a bigger journal about some of these things in more detail later or something... i dont wanna be asked by a million people and have to type out the whole story a bunch of times. just wanted to let everyone know ill me much more available now assuming my computer/internet doesnt decide to blow up again. dont test it. it so fucking will ... you watch and see. <_<

<3 Raz.

Nope my motherboard was incompatible for the SECOND time. because it was too old apparently. even though both times the descriptions of the motherboards say they are compatible they totally arent. fuck my life.

i think ive taken like 6 things back so far and got stuck with 1 thing in this great expedition of getting my computer running again. this fucking blows. yay now i get to sit around with my thumb up my ass for 2 more weeks while i wait for a refund and ship a new mobo which probably wont work again to myself and start all over..

fuck my life

Just got my motherboard! my main computer should be up and running tonight!! <333 omg its been dead for like a month at least x.x yay!

Congratulations to the winner!  kirydos

thank you everyone else who supported me and bid on my auction. i really appreciate it -

for those who didnt win FEAR NOT! YOU HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE!

Me and  tsukaza decided that we would like me to be in Cali for Valentines day~ so that might require some more funds for stuffs so im actually HIGHLY considering making another auction next month! Also a ladder auction option was brought to my attention by  november which i may try this next time. Basically meaning i add more stuff to it the higher it gets. well see what happens! so all you who still want a Razr commission keep a close eye out next month!

Todo LIST
1x iron artist sketches
Secret awesome comic
Auction winner commission