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ATTENTION HOCKEY FURS IN ILLINOIS AND WISCONSIN!
Posted 12 years agoSo I'm using this account to spread word of my new account, and what I'm up to.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4845040/
Do please check it out and spread the word if you're a hockey fur.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4845040/
Do please check it out and spread the word if you're a hockey fur.
RAZZOR IS OVER!
Posted 12 years agoYup. I am moving on, it's been almost 10 years since I came up with Razzor. As much as I love him, its time. He is in many ways to me a failure, he represents the years of my life that were truly my worst. And at the same time he was a success. I have lost interest in drawing while him, and for whatever reason have not been able to recover. Ever since I hit my head last year in January I have drawn NOTHING. Well... Almost. A few pieces to try and get back on track... But nothing that was ever finished.
I can also safely say that I need a reset. A fresh start. 90% of my "Friends" don't even talk to me anymore, and I'm afraid it's just time to say goodbye to them, and if they've lost interest then there's no point in me maintaining a means of contact. I have created a new character that reflects me as I am now, better than Razzor does anymore - as I have changed as a person. So it's time.
FCN will be my final appearance as him, after that I will begin to develop and put my new character Kieva Storm(Kieva is pronounced: Ky-Vuh) out there. If I have the money I will purchase some art of him as well, my hope is that I can reignite my desire to draw with some change, and further propel myself forward in to what I believe to be a better person.
I can also safely say that I need a reset. A fresh start. 90% of my "Friends" don't even talk to me anymore, and I'm afraid it's just time to say goodbye to them, and if they've lost interest then there's no point in me maintaining a means of contact. I have created a new character that reflects me as I am now, better than Razzor does anymore - as I have changed as a person. So it's time.
FCN will be my final appearance as him, after that I will begin to develop and put my new character Kieva Storm(Kieva is pronounced: Ky-Vuh) out there. If I have the money I will purchase some art of him as well, my hope is that I can reignite my desire to draw with some change, and further propel myself forward in to what I believe to be a better person.
He scores!
Posted 12 years agoWell, I'm back boys!
I went to play some pick up hockey last night, and while I felt a little like a rock because my conditioning is nothing compared to some of the people that go there to have fun(One guy was looking to get signed to the OHL), I still wowed everyone with a goal halfway through our time.
The goalie was down to make a save, with the puck fluttering above him(over the bar) after he made it. I have always believed that when playing hockey it is in the interest of fairness to follow certain rules the NHL uses - so I waited until it fell under the bar and swatted it in out of the air.
Also got two assists last night and no goals were scored against while I was out. +3 :D
Really it's all about getting better and having some fun, going to these things. I hurt my hand while taking shots afterwards, but that won't stop me! I have a lot of finesse to get back in to my game before I can do anything else, but I feel I've established a measuring stick, and know what needs work. (Definitely not my hockey IQ).
Expect at some point for me to start posting video somewhere.
I went to play some pick up hockey last night, and while I felt a little like a rock because my conditioning is nothing compared to some of the people that go there to have fun(One guy was looking to get signed to the OHL), I still wowed everyone with a goal halfway through our time.
The goalie was down to make a save, with the puck fluttering above him(over the bar) after he made it. I have always believed that when playing hockey it is in the interest of fairness to follow certain rules the NHL uses - so I waited until it fell under the bar and swatted it in out of the air.
Also got two assists last night and no goals were scored against while I was out. +3 :D
Really it's all about getting better and having some fun, going to these things. I hurt my hand while taking shots afterwards, but that won't stop me! I have a lot of finesse to get back in to my game before I can do anything else, but I feel I've established a measuring stick, and know what needs work. (Definitely not my hockey IQ).
Expect at some point for me to start posting video somewhere.
I feel alive again.
Posted 12 years agoSo I really needed this vacation.
To those that watch me, I've been struggling lately, from my journals many of you should be able to see a life full of struggles and pain, I am not always so doom and gloom. But I have a lot - a LOT of stress in my life. It has begun to finally not feel so bad. This weekend has marked a sort of turning point in my mental stability.
After I learned of Lemonade dying, I resolved myself to be more like him, more optimistic. I took a 5 days off of work, over the weekend, and I have spent these days back in my home state, gathering childhood items - my hockey equipment specifically - and replaced some of it. What this has begun, what has been happening systematically through my life came to fruition.
I have very few people that know that I was a hockey player, and that ice skating is a deeply loved activity of mine, that I used to play competitively and was once very good. This was a source of confidence and pride for me. Well my recent resolution has been to get back to it, and it has brought my youth back. I feel energized, full of it, I feel lighter on my feet, like I'm not just dragging myself along.
I feel alive.
I feel good. Hockey is back in my life, and I can hope that something more comes of it than just open skating and pick up leagues.
I think my dear friend
Kaifox is the one to blame for my new motivation to return.
To those that watch me, I've been struggling lately, from my journals many of you should be able to see a life full of struggles and pain, I am not always so doom and gloom. But I have a lot - a LOT of stress in my life. It has begun to finally not feel so bad. This weekend has marked a sort of turning point in my mental stability.
After I learned of Lemonade dying, I resolved myself to be more like him, more optimistic. I took a 5 days off of work, over the weekend, and I have spent these days back in my home state, gathering childhood items - my hockey equipment specifically - and replaced some of it. What this has begun, what has been happening systematically through my life came to fruition.
I have very few people that know that I was a hockey player, and that ice skating is a deeply loved activity of mine, that I used to play competitively and was once very good. This was a source of confidence and pride for me. Well my recent resolution has been to get back to it, and it has brought my youth back. I feel energized, full of it, I feel lighter on my feet, like I'm not just dragging myself along.
I feel alive.
I feel good. Hockey is back in my life, and I can hope that something more comes of it than just open skating and pick up leagues.
I think my dear friend
Kaifox is the one to blame for my new motivation to return.You'll be missed Lemonade Coyote
Posted 12 years agoI have recently learned through twitter that Lemonade Coyote was killed by a drunk driver while on duty as an EMT. Fighting back tears is more difficult than I could imagine, there are no words that can express my pain over this loss. The drunk driver deserves more than she's going to get(She survived).
Lemonade will be missed severely, I'll miss seeing him in suit, acting silly, and how friendly he was. I'll never forget when I first met him, or how open he was with me. I don't understand the drama that was brought his way, but I have my feelings over that, and no matter who it is, having an EMT die on duty is horrifying. There's no respect anymore for people who put their life through the wringer for idiots like the one who killed him, especially the hours he worked.
I was there for him when his life overwhelmed him once, I wish I could be there again, or at least had the chance to say good-bye. I'll miss ya dude. Rest in peace.
Lemonade will be missed severely, I'll miss seeing him in suit, acting silly, and how friendly he was. I'll never forget when I first met him, or how open he was with me. I don't understand the drama that was brought his way, but I have my feelings over that, and no matter who it is, having an EMT die on duty is horrifying. There's no respect anymore for people who put their life through the wringer for idiots like the one who killed him, especially the hours he worked.
I was there for him when his life overwhelmed him once, I wish I could be there again, or at least had the chance to say good-bye. I'll miss ya dude. Rest in peace.
Rest in Peace Brett Kimbrough
Posted 13 years agoDuring the course of MFF which I was in attendance at as, for my first time, Con Suite Staff, I received a phone call from my mother, just as I was leaving, which is better than on Saturday or some shit. My uncle has been killed in a car accident in Pacoima California. I was extremely close to him where Uncles are concerned, he was barely any older than me so he was more the older brother I never had than an uncle. He will be sorely missed, and I have already had a night of drinking and crying to myself.
I won't dwell on it too long, I never do, so nobody has to worry about me suddenly killing myself in a month or what the hell ever, but he will always be in my heart and memory. I love you Brett, you were like a brother to me, rest in peace mate.
I won't dwell on it too long, I never do, so nobody has to worry about me suddenly killing myself in a month or what the hell ever, but he will always be in my heart and memory. I love you Brett, you were like a brother to me, rest in peace mate.
Birthday Week
Posted 13 years agoNot like anybody cares, or that it's a big deal, but next Saturday, October 6th, is my birthday. There'll be... Well, paying rent!
Dragon turns 23.
Not really expecting much; that is all.
Dragon turns 23.
Not really expecting much; that is all.
September
Posted 13 years agoAlright, so it's September now. Sheptember - har har.
Think it's time I actually announced that I'm still alive, so time for an update.
My laptop was damaged recently and has dead pixels in the monitor. So I will have to send it off for repairs under warranty - that's the good news.
Second, for all the car furs, or anybody that knows me: I have a certain brand love, I am a little stuck on Saturn automobiles. My own Saturn is closing in on its first full year. The thing with the dead motor arrived at my roommate's parent's house last year in 7 days - I remember cuz of the time stamps on a string of text messages still in my phone, fail. And on the 14th last year was when it first successfully started again!
Third. As a Saturn lover, I am constantly looking at them. And on Craigslist I found not one, but TWO special Saturns, of the same rare appearance package type. I want. ;=;
http://chicago.craigslist.org/nch/c.....240121254.html Red Hot Coupe, only 800 were ever made and sold.
http://chicago.craigslist.org/chc/c.....244347309.html White Hot Coupe, only about 500 were ever made and sold.
I want the white one ;=; It's pretty... Wish I had $2,400!
Think it's time I actually announced that I'm still alive, so time for an update.
My laptop was damaged recently and has dead pixels in the monitor. So I will have to send it off for repairs under warranty - that's the good news.
Second, for all the car furs, or anybody that knows me: I have a certain brand love, I am a little stuck on Saturn automobiles. My own Saturn is closing in on its first full year. The thing with the dead motor arrived at my roommate's parent's house last year in 7 days - I remember cuz of the time stamps on a string of text messages still in my phone, fail. And on the 14th last year was when it first successfully started again!
Third. As a Saturn lover, I am constantly looking at them. And on Craigslist I found not one, but TWO special Saturns, of the same rare appearance package type. I want. ;=;
http://chicago.craigslist.org/nch/c.....240121254.html Red Hot Coupe, only 800 were ever made and sold.
http://chicago.craigslist.org/chc/c.....244347309.html White Hot Coupe, only about 500 were ever made and sold.
I want the white one ;=; It's pretty... Wish I had $2,400!
Car accident
Posted 14 years agoSo... First snow of the year for us, second day driving in it.
Thursday my boss called me and asked me to work someone else's morning shift, even though I didn't want to, as a 'good employee' I accepted.
I was on my way to work and slipped on some ice. To put it simply I had no time whatsoever to react, it was in the middle of a turn in to a narrow access in to the work parking lot, dividing the in and out there's this island, I slid for not even a second before slamming in to it at about 10mph. I hit my head when the car was shook, and got a minor concussion. My car on the other hand has suffered between $300 and $600 in damage, everything behind the front driver-side tire is bent or crushed.
After bouncing off the curb I slid a little bit more until my tires finally caught on dry cement and I was able to limp it in to a parking space, it was pulling very hard to the left. I spent the entire work day crying and still tear up just thinking about it. I'm upset about the damage, about how life is a fucking cunt, and that even though I knew how to react, and had demonstrated on Wednesday to myself and everyone watching that I react appropriately, I couldn't save my car - which is the ONLY good thing I have in my life.
At this point there's actually a chance that it can't be saved...
I'm going to be... Indisposed... For a while...
Thursday my boss called me and asked me to work someone else's morning shift, even though I didn't want to, as a 'good employee' I accepted.
I was on my way to work and slipped on some ice. To put it simply I had no time whatsoever to react, it was in the middle of a turn in to a narrow access in to the work parking lot, dividing the in and out there's this island, I slid for not even a second before slamming in to it at about 10mph. I hit my head when the car was shook, and got a minor concussion. My car on the other hand has suffered between $300 and $600 in damage, everything behind the front driver-side tire is bent or crushed.
After bouncing off the curb I slid a little bit more until my tires finally caught on dry cement and I was able to limp it in to a parking space, it was pulling very hard to the left. I spent the entire work day crying and still tear up just thinking about it. I'm upset about the damage, about how life is a fucking cunt, and that even though I knew how to react, and had demonstrated on Wednesday to myself and everyone watching that I react appropriately, I couldn't save my car - which is the ONLY good thing I have in my life.
At this point there's actually a chance that it can't be saved...
I'm going to be... Indisposed... For a while...
To my friends
Posted 14 years agoI'm going to be losing my phone in the next day or two because I can't pay my bill. Currently I have no way to keep in touch with the outside world. I have no idea how I'm going to pay for anything anymore.
The hole gets deeper.
Posted 14 years agoAmid the bullshit things are getting more and more frustrating for us, and especially for me. I've been through this motion so many times now, and I'm beginning to feel like I'm no longer just bleeding green, I'm bleeding red.
Today we were threatened to be taken to small claims court over this 5 year old garbage phone that I was given, pretty much paid for too. I'm just going to give it back, report it lost... Blah.
But the big bullshit is I found out to top off having to pay a huge deposit on a place, and having to pay first month's rent of essentially 600, now we're being expected to muster another 600 midway through the month. This is ridiculous, and we're already out the stupid nonrefundable deposit. If they had told us about this garbage I doubt we would have chosen the place. There's no negotiating it and I'm getting my hours cut back down again. REALLY getting sick of only being part time.
We hate doing the furry thing, but we need help. The phones are about to get shut off, we don't have food or gas money, and losing the phones will make getting new jobs impossible.
Today we were threatened to be taken to small claims court over this 5 year old garbage phone that I was given, pretty much paid for too. I'm just going to give it back, report it lost... Blah.
But the big bullshit is I found out to top off having to pay a huge deposit on a place, and having to pay first month's rent of essentially 600, now we're being expected to muster another 600 midway through the month. This is ridiculous, and we're already out the stupid nonrefundable deposit. If they had told us about this garbage I doubt we would have chosen the place. There's no negotiating it and I'm getting my hours cut back down again. REALLY getting sick of only being part time.
We hate doing the furry thing, but we need help. The phones are about to get shut off, we don't have food or gas money, and losing the phones will make getting new jobs impossible.
Point proven
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3027100/
Alright, so this pretty much says it all.
And today I've proven that the tenant underneath Frostcat's home is a complete psycho cunt. I did the dishes for her today to prove a point.
She just bitched about the way the water dried looked like dried milk.
She's out to get us, and we're completely tapped for money.
We're all so tense that it's making us sick, and I'm going to be delayed further from any work while we try to find a way to push through this. This bitch is the reason I haven't been working, I seriously cannot pick up a pencil and I'm now 100% certain this psycho is the blame. So I'm not going to be very available for a while. Everyone that reads my journals has me on MSN anyway...
Any help that can be afforded at all would be so very appreciated - I hate doing the so very furry thing to do. I don't even know how we're going to afford the place at all. All I know is we need out. And we need a couple of miracles.
Alright, so this pretty much says it all.
And today I've proven that the tenant underneath Frostcat's home is a complete psycho cunt. I did the dishes for her today to prove a point.
She just bitched about the way the water dried looked like dried milk.
She's out to get us, and we're completely tapped for money.
We're all so tense that it's making us sick, and I'm going to be delayed further from any work while we try to find a way to push through this. This bitch is the reason I haven't been working, I seriously cannot pick up a pencil and I'm now 100% certain this psycho is the blame. So I'm not going to be very available for a while. Everyone that reads my journals has me on MSN anyway...
Any help that can be afforded at all would be so very appreciated - I hate doing the so very furry thing to do. I don't even know how we're going to afford the place at all. All I know is we need out. And we need a couple of miracles.
I Guess I should report in.
Posted 14 years agoIn the middle of the shittiest work week ever.
Sunday 4-10, Monday 4-10, Tuesday off, Wednesday 10pm to 6:30 am, Thursday 10pm to 6:30am, Friday 4pm-10pm.... Saturday 11am-5pm...
Yeah, it's saturday morning, I can't sleep, I'm fucking tired. So I'm sitting here thinking and I think to the art that I owe a bunch of people, like an asshat. And I keep looking at it, the 3 pieces that I've actually demonstrated some work on. Kaevon fully in line art, and Denyen just needing some clean up. And I realize just how much a block I'm in, or how lazy I've become, fuck if I know. I can't spark anything, I can't just dig in and do this shit when I know two years ago I could have put something out in a day. What the fuck is wrong with me? So as an artist and a young adult I'm asking other artists out there, and people who have been here...
How the hell do I just get it going again when the moment I pick up a pencil and start working, I get frustrated with myself and set it back down? I really, seriously, have been in this position more times than I have productive nights. In between the commissions I owe I've had something for myself on the side going, but it sees just as a bridge between works, something so it doesn't feel like I'm just working. But now I can't even put my paws on that one without sighing and giving up on myself. I think at this point I need some help to focus in, some advice for certain.
Sunday 4-10, Monday 4-10, Tuesday off, Wednesday 10pm to 6:30 am, Thursday 10pm to 6:30am, Friday 4pm-10pm.... Saturday 11am-5pm...
Yeah, it's saturday morning, I can't sleep, I'm fucking tired. So I'm sitting here thinking and I think to the art that I owe a bunch of people, like an asshat. And I keep looking at it, the 3 pieces that I've actually demonstrated some work on. Kaevon fully in line art, and Denyen just needing some clean up. And I realize just how much a block I'm in, or how lazy I've become, fuck if I know. I can't spark anything, I can't just dig in and do this shit when I know two years ago I could have put something out in a day. What the fuck is wrong with me? So as an artist and a young adult I'm asking other artists out there, and people who have been here...
How the hell do I just get it going again when the moment I pick up a pencil and start working, I get frustrated with myself and set it back down? I really, seriously, have been in this position more times than I have productive nights. In between the commissions I owe I've had something for myself on the side going, but it sees just as a bridge between works, something so it doesn't feel like I'm just working. But now I can't even put my paws on that one without sighing and giving up on myself. I think at this point I need some help to focus in, some advice for certain.
Friends & Family of Athus Nadorian aka Brian Dyer
Posted 14 years agoFriends & family of Athus Nadorian aka Brian Dyer,
On Tuesday the 11th of October 2011, Athus was involved in a severe car collision that ended his time here with us. The 29 years of his life were filled with amazing stories, incredible adventures and outstanding creativity and talent. He shared his love of life, affection for others and sense of humor with many wonderful people. In memory of Athus and his special life, his closest kin have created a website for others to share their experiences with Athus as well as share photos and artwork. An email address has been established to send your wishes in to be posted on the site athus@athusnadorian.com. Thank you for your kind words, love and support through all of this. Remember to love life, hold your friends close and have a little fun - Athus wouldn’t have wanted it any other way.
Please visit the site we have established www.athusnadorian.com and use the email address athus[at]athusnadorian.com to share your wishes to allow time for his closest kin to mourn peacefully.
-Friends and Family
On a more personal level, I didn't know him very well. I met him once briefly, but he made a strong impression in all of two minutes. I was trying to slip in to the group at AC, him and all his friends. That big dragon group, and he was the first one to acknowledge me. I am terrified of large groups, it's almost impossible to get in to them if they all know each other, they just look at you and frown... He didn't.
I wish I could have known him better.
On Tuesday the 11th of October 2011, Athus was involved in a severe car collision that ended his time here with us. The 29 years of his life were filled with amazing stories, incredible adventures and outstanding creativity and talent. He shared his love of life, affection for others and sense of humor with many wonderful people. In memory of Athus and his special life, his closest kin have created a website for others to share their experiences with Athus as well as share photos and artwork. An email address has been established to send your wishes in to be posted on the site athus@athusnadorian.com. Thank you for your kind words, love and support through all of this. Remember to love life, hold your friends close and have a little fun - Athus wouldn’t have wanted it any other way.
Please visit the site we have established www.athusnadorian.com and use the email address athus[at]athusnadorian.com to share your wishes to allow time for his closest kin to mourn peacefully.
-Friends and Family
On a more personal level, I didn't know him very well. I met him once briefly, but he made a strong impression in all of two minutes. I was trying to slip in to the group at AC, him and all his friends. That big dragon group, and he was the first one to acknowledge me. I am terrified of large groups, it's almost impossible to get in to them if they all know each other, they just look at you and frown... He didn't.
I wish I could have known him better.
An update
Posted 14 years agoAlright, so first I'm going to start with a surprise.
I picked up some better coloring supplies, I'm working on getting some Prismacolor supplies, I got some colored pencils, and I want to get a full set, but I just bought ones that I thought I'd need for my current commissions.
Anyway, I'm starting to take a while to learn how to use them effectively, anyone with tips would be greatly appreciated, I feel like a newbie all over again.
I picked up some better coloring supplies, I'm working on getting some Prismacolor supplies, I got some colored pencils, and I want to get a full set, but I just bought ones that I thought I'd need for my current commissions.
Anyway, I'm starting to take a while to learn how to use them effectively, anyone with tips would be greatly appreciated, I feel like a newbie all over again.
I have a living car again! YAY!
Posted 14 years agoI now own a 95 Saturn SC2. Back to work on arts, Yay; sorry for the totally unprofessional delay in work everyone.
Do you like good news? I do. Commissioners be warned
Posted 14 years agoHey everyone, for everyone that commissioned me I need you to sound off in this journal while I relay you guys a mix of bad news and good news.
The bad news is that due to circumstances beyond my control I will not be able to imminently complete my commissions; my car is dying, the transmission finally wet the bed. Due to this I have to put all my energy in to finding a way to get to work so I can make the money needed to acquire a vehicle worthy of ferrying me from point A to point B (Or in the current case, getting it running)
The light at the end of this tunnel is this; I found a car. It does NOT run. However it can and will be repaired if I can muster up $600 to get it paid for, and then have it transferred to my name, and of course the big one, it's like, 100 miles away, and it needs to be transported, this will also cost quite a pretty penny, this vehicle I have found is a reliable make and model; and is in astounding condition, besides the fact that the timing chain snapped and trashed the valves. (That's the part we can fix)
So for now commissioners please bear with me here while I try to muscle my way in to the mountain of work I have for you.
I have all your work, it is all very high on my priorities list, among many other personal obligations, it's just that having a car steps over them one step.
Thanks to you guys for understanding, and thanks for visiting me at IFC <3~
The bad news is that due to circumstances beyond my control I will not be able to imminently complete my commissions; my car is dying, the transmission finally wet the bed. Due to this I have to put all my energy in to finding a way to get to work so I can make the money needed to acquire a vehicle worthy of ferrying me from point A to point B (Or in the current case, getting it running)
The light at the end of this tunnel is this; I found a car. It does NOT run. However it can and will be repaired if I can muster up $600 to get it paid for, and then have it transferred to my name, and of course the big one, it's like, 100 miles away, and it needs to be transported, this will also cost quite a pretty penny, this vehicle I have found is a reliable make and model; and is in astounding condition, besides the fact that the timing chain snapped and trashed the valves. (That's the part we can fix)
So for now commissioners please bear with me here while I try to muscle my way in to the mountain of work I have for you.
I have all your work, it is all very high on my priorities list, among many other personal obligations, it's just that having a car steps over them one step.
Thanks to you guys for understanding, and thanks for visiting me at IFC <3~
For All Commissioners Concerned
Posted 14 years agoHere is my important information for all of you, I am going to start with line art, and then do each one in color as I become capable, I intend to pick up some nice Colored Pencils, lets face it, what I had was hardly professional. After that I will color them, but expect the art in this order, these people all know who they are.
1: Darkwolf36(Blackfoot)
2. ApolloWolf
3. Shale
4. Reyedog/Trun
5. Denyen
6. Kaevon
Like I said, line art, color will follow. The choice of order is just in case I manage to afford some more professional coloring supplies.
1: Darkwolf36(Blackfoot)
2. ApolloWolf
3. Shale
4. Reyedog/Trun
5. Denyen
6. Kaevon
Like I said, line art, color will follow. The choice of order is just in case I manage to afford some more professional coloring supplies.
In other news (I need some help)
Posted 14 years agoOkay so I got this mountain of artwork piling up right now, I've been drawing a lot. But during our relocation both of the Scanners I had available to me were broken, and guess what. They're expensive! What I used to do was take a picture of the image but they end up so low quality that I'd rather not upload them like that anymore.
So until the situation is remedied, I will be no longer posting art, even though I have not done that much, but yeah. You know what I'm saying...
So until the situation is remedied, I will be no longer posting art, even though I have not done that much, but yeah. You know what I'm saying...
Vroom vroom honk, Good news!
Posted 14 years agoI passed a road test! Now I can drive my little hoopty everywhere... Until it esplodes :D
Another call for help
Posted 15 years agoSo 
Metal-head-rush wanted to come out to Wisconsin with us, he paypalled some money to 
Rex to come out here on a one way flight, we booked through an online site for some booking agent.
Their site fucked up. Instead of the city in California we ended up with some place in the middle of FUCKING PENNSYLVANIA! How the hell do you get Pennsylvania out of California? After two hours on the phone with some dike claiming to be the Customer Service Manager that got us nowhere, we now stand screwed out of 160 bucks AND a plane ticket. Because they refuse to use their power to fix a mistake by their site. The flight was supposed to leave on the 30th and they claim to need to do an investigation that can take up to fifteen days.
Either way we're screwed out of both because they've already lied and claimed they could read the cookies that resulted in this 'error' and amend it, when's the last time any business claimed responsibility for their own failures...
Anyway:
Here's what's happening, to make up the money - while we try to take legal action - we're going to be doing commissions/donations. If you wish to donate please send funds to my paypal: Enjoycoke182@hotmail.com.
I don't expect people to be that kind, however if you wish I will do a $10 traditional work bust, highly detailed. I have an example laying beside me right now, two actually. And I will upload them as soon as possible. This is not for Rex, Max, or myself. All money goes to getting Izzy a plane ticket to Milwaukee.
This is a sample of what I'll do for people willing to help.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5005524
Thanks for your generosity.
Metal-head-rush wanted to come out to Wisconsin with us, he paypalled some money to 
Rex to come out here on a one way flight, we booked through an online site for some booking agent. Their site fucked up. Instead of the city in California we ended up with some place in the middle of FUCKING PENNSYLVANIA! How the hell do you get Pennsylvania out of California? After two hours on the phone with some dike claiming to be the Customer Service Manager that got us nowhere, we now stand screwed out of 160 bucks AND a plane ticket. Because they refuse to use their power to fix a mistake by their site. The flight was supposed to leave on the 30th and they claim to need to do an investigation that can take up to fifteen days.
Either way we're screwed out of both because they've already lied and claimed they could read the cookies that resulted in this 'error' and amend it, when's the last time any business claimed responsibility for their own failures...
Anyway:
Here's what's happening, to make up the money - while we try to take legal action - we're going to be doing commissions/donations. If you wish to donate please send funds to my paypal: Enjoycoke182@hotmail.com.
I don't expect people to be that kind, however if you wish I will do a $10 traditional work bust, highly detailed. I have an example laying beside me right now, two actually. And I will upload them as soon as possible. This is not for Rex, Max, or myself. All money goes to getting Izzy a plane ticket to Milwaukee.
This is a sample of what I'll do for people willing to help.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5005524
Thanks for your generosity.
A Little Something From The Heart...
Posted 15 years agoOkay, well I thought I'd just start this off with the usual, I know my journal is usually only updated when something is quite depressing, and that I have very few people that bother reading this.
So... Regardless of that fact, I just need to get it out, just say it. Because I'll be damned if I just bottle it up like I always do.
I'll start with the scenario I guess, I went to Midwest FurFest this year, now overall I had a great time, in fact, I can't wait to do it again next year, however as I sat down in Con Suite each time I was hungry, I couldn't help but look around and realize how lonely I was, I saw guys and girls cuddling their boyfriend or girlfriend publicly, just a hug or an arm around their far shoulder, and it made me realize I've never been in a situation where I could even be comfortable doing that. It's a revelation amongst many I suffered at the con.
And several more times during the con I sat there wondering to myself; I had many opportunities where I could run off and have a quick fling with someone to get my jollies off, something that I have proudly only done at one of my 3 cons now... But the thought was just so empty. So yeah, I just sat there in the hotel on many occasions that I knew more of these people and that somewhere in there I had someone I could get close to.
My Saturday sucked some serious balls, I had a good time that day up until I left Kraven Lupei's room at... Well fuck I dunno when, but after that everything just started to suck hard. I guess I won't go in to detail, oh and I wanna send out a giant FUCK YOU to whomever decided to wheel that round bench in to the elevator from the seventh floor; yeah I ended up putting that back so the con didn't get fined or some stupid shit for the ridiculous risk of stupidity, I actually ended up putting that thing back with Blazger and Frostcat, we went from floor to floor to make sure it was returned without an incident.
Of course I'm being so negative right now though, in reality MFF was great, some new friends here and there, though hardly as many as I would've liked, I spent most of my time with people I already know, oh and I get the con free next year because I volunteered. So yeah, it was fun when it was going good, but there was a lot of drama that hit me that kept it from being more than just a 'good con'. Though I am also suffering a bit of Post-con depression so clearly it wasn't as bad as it could've been...
And there's always next year.
So... Regardless of that fact, I just need to get it out, just say it. Because I'll be damned if I just bottle it up like I always do.
I'll start with the scenario I guess, I went to Midwest FurFest this year, now overall I had a great time, in fact, I can't wait to do it again next year, however as I sat down in Con Suite each time I was hungry, I couldn't help but look around and realize how lonely I was, I saw guys and girls cuddling their boyfriend or girlfriend publicly, just a hug or an arm around their far shoulder, and it made me realize I've never been in a situation where I could even be comfortable doing that. It's a revelation amongst many I suffered at the con.
And several more times during the con I sat there wondering to myself; I had many opportunities where I could run off and have a quick fling with someone to get my jollies off, something that I have proudly only done at one of my 3 cons now... But the thought was just so empty. So yeah, I just sat there in the hotel on many occasions that I knew more of these people and that somewhere in there I had someone I could get close to.
My Saturday sucked some serious balls, I had a good time that day up until I left Kraven Lupei's room at... Well fuck I dunno when, but after that everything just started to suck hard. I guess I won't go in to detail, oh and I wanna send out a giant FUCK YOU to whomever decided to wheel that round bench in to the elevator from the seventh floor; yeah I ended up putting that back so the con didn't get fined or some stupid shit for the ridiculous risk of stupidity, I actually ended up putting that thing back with Blazger and Frostcat, we went from floor to floor to make sure it was returned without an incident.
Of course I'm being so negative right now though, in reality MFF was great, some new friends here and there, though hardly as many as I would've liked, I spent most of my time with people I already know, oh and I get the con free next year because I volunteered. So yeah, it was fun when it was going good, but there was a lot of drama that hit me that kept it from being more than just a 'good con'. Though I am also suffering a bit of Post-con depression so clearly it wasn't as bad as it could've been...
And there's always next year.
SAVE CLAYTON CARMINE!!!
Posted 15 years agohttp://destructoid.com/elephant/pho.....oto_key=151290
On the 29th Epic Games will surrender a portion of the story from their control to the players, from the looks of things people want Clay to live, but if you read my journal and have xbox live, you better fucking vote to save him!
Cuz ya'll love me so much!
SAVE CLAY CARMINE! Go to the Epic Games site to get details on how to vote!
On the 29th Epic Games will surrender a portion of the story from their control to the players, from the looks of things people want Clay to live, but if you read my journal and have xbox live, you better fucking vote to save him!
Cuz ya'll love me so much!
SAVE CLAY CARMINE! Go to the Epic Games site to get details on how to vote!
Heeeeeelp!
Posted 15 years agoI am having incredible financial problems, my cell phone bill is through the roof this month and I need some help to pay it off.
As everyone should know, I take commissions. So I'll do various things and have 20 spots open to help pay, $10 for a bust... $20 for a full body.
Give me a PM and I'll give you my Paypal account, I would love to say pay on completion however I cannot afford to do that because I've been burned before.
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Diamond_D Full body. Payment received: Started.
As everyone should know, I take commissions. So I'll do various things and have 20 spots open to help pay, $10 for a bust... $20 for a full body.
Give me a PM and I'll give you my Paypal account, I would love to say pay on completion however I cannot afford to do that because I've been burned before.
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Diamond_D Full body. Payment received: Started.GUESS WHAT EVERYONE!
Posted 15 years agoARTS ARE ON THE WAY! Yeah over last weekend 
max-hykova and I went to town getting my tablet running, it has Paint Shop Pro 8 stashed away on it and I'm currently using that to color some work while when I'm not on the computer I continue to draw some stuff. Expect a new bust of myself.
Razzor is more handsome than before and in high def :P Seriously, this picture will be pushing the limits of my realism.
max-hykova and I went to town getting my tablet running, it has Paint Shop Pro 8 stashed away on it and I'm currently using that to color some work while when I'm not on the computer I continue to draw some stuff. Expect a new bust of myself.Razzor is more handsome than before and in high def :P Seriously, this picture will be pushing the limits of my realism.
