so i justread some really hateful comments from twitter against gay mairrage and abortion after last night and they were mostly by cristian woman saying how fucking wrong it is and i dont think they would be saying that if they knew what i twas like.

ok say one of them was raped. say some man took it upon him self to take what he wanted. held you down and took away everything, striped you of your dignity even after all of your pleading and begging for him to stop.he says its all your fault, you made him do it, and then after he's had his fill through all of your screams and tears of pain, he leaves. and then you're just lying there broken and bleeding. then even after all of that you find that he's still not done with you. you're pregnant and its his. so now because theres no abortion you are forced to carry the child and it serves as a constant reminder of what he did. you feel the shame and hurt all over again everery time you look down to your stomach, and this goes on for 9 long months. 9 months of constant agony, shame and sorrow. i dont think they could live with it. its painful. i was almost raped when i was younger and it took me years not to feel that way, i could possibly imagine living through something like this.

or say that they're gay and they find the person of their dreams but they cant be together by law because its considered "wrong" they would be pissed as hell and fight for it just like we do now. they would think "you cant tell me who i love, i cant help it and i wouldnt change it for the world"

so untill they have lived through what other people have, then they can shut the fuck up, them hate filled fuck ups.

seriously if you're so fucking religous then you should know from that book you call the bible that only god has the power to judge some one.

now i know not all christians are like this but some of them just make me sick. they're suposed to love everyone but they're just so filled with hatred for something they dont take the time to understand.

and sorry for the rant, i just needed to get it out.

so my laptop chord died and my laptop is currently dead. so this means i currently can work. but there is good news! im ordering a new chord as we speak.

anywho it might take a few days for it to get here. but once it does ima workworkWORK!

ok guys my bro is having a bit of money problems so I'm doing emergencey $1 bust sketches to help him out. comment with a ref of your character and prefered color you want it in amd ill note you the pay pal.

if you post a journal too ill make it line art :3 but anything else you can give would really help!

me and my brother are doing collab icons and we are now open for commissions on these bad boys. so comment here or note me or my brother with a ref :D

for right now there are only a few slots open but please fell free to tell all your friends.

oh and they will look something like this:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8633420/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8633376/


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https://join.me/151-805-478

gohere c:

so it turns out while i had no acsess to the internet or my computer livestream changed their format and now i cant stream without paying $45 a month!

do you guys know of anyother programs/websites like livestream that are free to use so that i can still stream for you guys? if you do that'd be really helpful.

ok so i have internet on a computer for this sml moment and i was wondering if anyone wanted a few headshot sketches that wouldnt be shortof some awesome line aret :3 whadaya say? after i get off ill have nothing to do since i just got over being in the hospital and my dad wont let me go anywhere.

also i need a break from a few of my other commissions so if you want one comment here with link to he character you want, color you want and ill note you my paypal ;D

i really need something to do!

oh and they will all be posted around monday or tuesday

so im not really dead, no horrible thing has happened to me i just didnt have any interwebs :D so here are a few updates.

schools almost over and i am so excited for it!!! also ive been working on a few secret projects, though i wont say what yet ;D

i really miss you guys so ya'll should send me some notes~

so after much waiting i was finaly able to puchase a new computer chord for the second time and now that i have it im going to get right on commissions that i need to complete. sorry it took so long guys ^v^' and thanks for being so patient with me about this whole thing.

i know i havent been on in a while and when i got on a few minutes ago i looked at my messages and i hade like 1152 submissions to look at and i seriously was all like "omg thats a lot! ffffffffffffffffffffffff"

so how have all of you been? :D and no im not trying to be a creeper i just want to know :3 *insert creeper face here*

no to go and finish commissions!!!!! away we go! *flies away like super man*

wtf? so apparently congress voted pizza to be a vegetable and honesty do you see pizza growing on trees? cuz i dont. and if it really is a vegetable then spaghetti should also be a vegetable!!!

... sometimes i seriously wonder about our government. O3O

... wow im hyper.

anyway here are some updates on how things are going.

first off my computer is dead again because my sisters cat decided to nom on the computer chord and once again i must replace it :I so untill i get a new one i cant complete any commissions i have previously taken on. so if you've commissioned me or are planning to i ask that you please be patient :3

and whats the good news you ask? only $150 more until i get mah fursuit!  crimes did an amazing job on her and recipe is beautiful! as soon as shes done ill post something of her. but seriously if your in the market for a fursuit you should definitely commission crimes!

so...tired...

anyways besides almost getting set on fire due to a suit malfunction, i had a pretty good Halloween.
my sister wanted to go trick or treating since shes getting a little to old for it and my dad was all like "yay :D" okay he didn't actually say that but i swear he did when i wasn't looking! now on to the part about almost being set on fire! so about a year ago i made this fur suit with a fan in the mask its powered by this huge battery pack and it sits right in the left ear. now all this wast the problem, it was a loose wire that touched another and stayed there. so im just walking along and i start smelling this burning plastic and its getting super hot inside the mask, so i take it off and then i felt the battery pack and was like "OH SHIT!!" the thing was melting and super hot. luckily i got it out before it did to much damage and the head only needs a few minor repairs.

so how was your Halloween?

so yesterday me and my sis made love apples for all our friends. what are love apples you ask? well they're candied apples that have been enchanted by magic. anyways after we dipped them in the candy we rolled them in sugar and my sis came up real close to me and was all like "them apples are talkin to each other go listen." i swear i must have given her the strangest look but i went up to the apples we had just rolled in sugar and the were making this little crackling sound and i was like "holly shit they are! :D" the only down side to making the apples was that i was up till like 12am but it was worth it! there amazingly delicious :3

anyways i might not be able to get on as much as i usually do because my internet is down but ill check it every morning at school cuz im awesome like that X3.

nah not really :P

you like free art yes? ok then! im in a rather horrible art block so i want you, my watchers and the furry population of FA to give me your characters to draw! and hopefully i can get out of my art block!

all the characters chosen will be drawn in a stream of wonderfulness!

i will probably only pick five characters that seem interesting or unique to me so here are the rules!
and if you can try to make them all female or really feminine guys :3

Rules:

to qualify for this you must post a journal with a link back to this one, have one or more refs of the character you want done. please no mature refs for i can not veiw them. at least have some idea of what pose you would like them in because unless i come up with an idea this will only add to my art block and clothing if you want it. at the very end of your comment put a little heart like this <3 so that i know you've read all the way through the rules.

alright got it? good ^v^

those i have picked:

 Aiyami DONE
 HuskyChan_Noms_Chu DONE
 TheBlackParrot
 shade117
 Shaiyla
 grimmgin

so aperantly my dad thinks my thinking is flawed for talking to my mom on the phone...he said i was to gulable for believein her... i would believe him... he just yelled a lot and i kinda want to curl up in a corner and cry. to make matters worse he brought my brother into the whole thing...sometimes i wish he would never pick up that bottle again like he promised... he's broken that one so many times. i just... i dont even know at the moment, i cant wait to get away from this place for a day tomorrow.

i guess im just flawed like he says...

so for the first time i went to the thursday night market and there were soooooooo many furs there!!!! i knew there were other furs in chico but i had no clue there were that many! and i only met half of them XD. any ways had a blast and on saturday ima go swimmin with a few of them!


so excited!!!!!

so its almost october and i absolutely love halloween and doing halloween theemed things.

so this is where you come in! just comment here with a ref of your character and what you want to be dressed up as and then ill get to work!

example:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6559135

sorry this is the only example ive got atm

so this morrnig i droped my sis off at the train station and watched her leave to go see her douche bad of a mate and i miss her. i know i shouldn't miss her yet but i do X< mah room just seems so lonley with out her. god i wonder what its gona be like when she moves out.


love you sis <3

uhg whats wrong with the furs!!!!??? ok its one banner that will be gone in a week just like the fat bunny banner. and its just to celibrate the second season a show that people like.

but seriously whats with all the ranting? furries are suposed to be some of the most tolerent people on earth so whats with all the hate over mlp art and a banner thats fasioned after the mlp art style? The origional concept of FA was a place where people could express themselves through anything from writting to artwork with out being hated on and thats why i joined the site. but one little banner sets people off with hate art, rants and even going as far to leaving the site! honestly thats a bit imature for something this small.

but really how long are you going to notice it? 2 maybe 3 seconds when you go to the main page before you go off on your interweb search or daily message checking never to notice it again unless you really want to? its not that bad either.

also people keep smamming the artist with mean comments wich needs to stop. most of us are adults or are mature enough to know better.

sorry for the rant.

so what are your thoughts?

alright everybody i am in need of some money at the momet so im offering $5 colored bust commissions. im only taking a few though so if you're interested please leave a comment with a link to refs of the character you want done.

and if you advertise this ill give you a free bust sketch but you must have a link to the journal and a link to a ref of the character.


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yeah go here to  raverainbowwolf

Links to her current adoptables for sale:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6411254

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6411254

so over the course of these past two weeks Ive figured out that programming games is possibly the most frustrating thing in the entire world! god there are way to many codes and my teacher is like a master of programming... any ways i haven't been on much cu of school and the lack of internet but my school lets me get on FA so now i can check my things at 7 in the morning!!! XD though i highly doubt any of you would be up around this time... maybe.

anyways i think im going to be making a game soon and i want to make my game sprites animals. but im not there yet...maybe next semester. anyways i'm going to need a few characters and i need your help guys. and just how do you come in? well ill tell you! you just give me a ref of your character, name, and description/personality info and then ill go through all of them with my sis and we'll pick a few for the game! and what do you get out of this? well arts of course! but i dont need them yet. ill post a journal when i do though k? just putting it out there... >v<

...well i gotta get back to class now... im programming a pong game...so hard...

ok so i have a sketch that im about to ink and i was wondering if anyone would watch if i sreamed today.

if not enough people reply ill wait to do it.

ok i didnt really ride the polar bears but i still had a blast! i swear i will never get tired of the zoo, so many cute animals. like red foxes and seals, polar bears, tigers... you get the picture. it was just soooooooooooo awesome and i got a ton of pictures to show you guys when i get home on saturday. god how i miss my tablet.

anyways ill see y'all later~

hey every one you should really check this fur out!  raverainbowwolf she's been on FA longer than i have but she doesnt get a lot of watchers so go check out her page!!!!

now go!