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Posted 17 years agoFor my graduation I'm going in a pinstripe suit and a bowler hat ;D
I has been doodling i swear, just my tablet is busted.
Also been itchin to get back into graffiti >.>
Got from
bobbuffalo because he is awesome and I gave him sneak hugs shh dont tell him!
Post a comment here and I'll..
a) why I like to be your friend
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal if you want to ^^
I has been doodling i swear, just my tablet is busted.
Also been itchin to get back into graffiti >.>
Got from
bobbuffalo because he is awesome and I gave him sneak hugs shh dont tell him!Post a comment here and I'll..
a) why I like to be your friend
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal if you want to ^^
College infos...
Posted 17 years agoYeah, So I've got a spot in Red Deer College, in the Visual Art/Bachelor of Fine Art Transfer program. That means, all I have to do is graduate my dumbass!
For the fall 08 semester I'm taking Art History 1, Visual Fundamentals 1, Drawing 1, Two Dimension Study Painting 1, and Language and Literature.
And Visiting artists, where apparently working artists come in and talk to classes or something.
Honestly... I'm going to see If the college has a musical theater class and see if I can get in it XD
For the fall 08 semester I'm taking Art History 1, Visual Fundamentals 1, Drawing 1, Two Dimension Study Painting 1, and Language and Literature.
And Visiting artists, where apparently working artists come in and talk to classes or something.
Honestly... I'm going to see If the college has a musical theater class and see if I can get in it XD
You know what, Its time to start looking at the bright side
Posted 17 years agoPessimism isn't getting me anywhere. So FUCK IT!
I'm a good person, I'm as nice to people as I can be, I'm clean except for the occasional drinking, I'm opinionated, I'm an individual, I have a lot of things to be thankful for, like not being dead.
I'm sorry for those really depressive journals, but I do get down sometimes, It's in my nature.
But from now on, I'll try to be happy
GREAT BIG FUCKING HUGS TO YOU ALL
And I'll try to post some art up
I NEED HELP DRAWING CHUBBY CHARACTERS HELP PLZ K THNX!
I'm a good person, I'm as nice to people as I can be, I'm clean except for the occasional drinking, I'm opinionated, I'm an individual, I have a lot of things to be thankful for, like not being dead.
I'm sorry for those really depressive journals, but I do get down sometimes, It's in my nature.
But from now on, I'll try to be happy
GREAT BIG FUCKING HUGS TO YOU ALL
And I'll try to post some art up
I NEED HELP DRAWING CHUBBY CHARACTERS HELP PLZ K THNX!
rawr - an update of my life
Posted 17 years agoDunno, just bored. Felt like a little update. Been a little depressed lately. I think this weekend I'm going to re-dye my hair blue-black, then bleach a big part and put purple in. Basically, I've been just... existing here. Nothing important has happened, I've barely hung out with any of my friends, just... here. I haven't even been drawing a lot lately. I've been getting ideas, but not the inspiration to do them. I guess I'm just empty. I really feel like writing some futurepop music, but I'm so bad at lyrics it makes me sick. I've been trying to fix my laptop, but so far its being a dick. Still as lonely as ever. I just kinda want someone to hold. I've never really been close to someone, and lately, I've been getting kinda close to someone, and its been wrecking my brain. I don't think he likes me back... not to mention hes like around 10 years older than me and lives in the states. Closer to home... I can't stand like any of the gay people I know in real life. They piss me the fuck off, their existence is defined by how much sex they have and how much drugs they do. I don't want to even talk to them. I'm not saying that there isn't anyone I like, its just that the ones I do like that live here are... most likely straight. And don't want to associate with people like me. Fuck. It sucks here.
Sorry for the whiny journal. I'm gonna go back to listening to The Sisters of Mercy, Apop, Bauhaus and Gary Numan whilst brooding over my laptop.
Sorry for the whiny journal. I'm gonna go back to listening to The Sisters of Mercy, Apop, Bauhaus and Gary Numan whilst brooding over my laptop.
yeah, its been a while
Posted 17 years agoWell, my internet went and died on me. I've been without it for like a week. It sucked.
Also, my laptop wont turn on, meaning that all of my art that ive been working on lately, is out of my reach.
Also, I feel like sticking myself with needles until I can't feel anymore. Still lonely as ever, just pretty much been existing here.
Well, I can't think of anything to say, and I'm angry for no reason and sad at the same time. I need food :(
Also, my laptop wont turn on, meaning that all of my art that ive been working on lately, is out of my reach.
Also, I feel like sticking myself with needles until I can't feel anymore. Still lonely as ever, just pretty much been existing here.
Well, I can't think of anything to say, and I'm angry for no reason and sad at the same time. I need food :(
"In mah Pants meme"
Posted 17 years agoFuck clothes
Gottened from
kinkycoyote
oh dear, I am a conformist D:
... This is from 1777 songs o.O
Voodoo Dolly In My Pants (Siouxie and The Banshees)
Hell Can Wait In My Pants (New Republic) *i snickered*
Blacklight In My Pants (The Misfits) *oh no! you can see the stains D:*
Don't Pray on Me In My Pants (Bad Religion) *seriously, the beast that hides in my crotch ain't that great*
Freedom In My Pants (Rage Against the Machine) *SET THE BEAST FREE!*
Mars Attacks In My Pants (The Misfits) *oh god, the destruction!*
Arabian Knights In My Pants (Siouxsie and The Banshees) *.. they can stay there for a while*
Thanks For the Memories In My Pants (Walls of Jericho)
I'm a Hellcat In My pants (Nekromantix)
What Can You Do In MY Pants (Bad Religion) *You can do lots of things <3*
Missionary Man In My Pants (Eurythmics) *He better get out and help the Ethiopians!*
The Monster is Loose In MY Pants (Meat Loaf) *its like a godzilla movie!*
Aim for the Head In My Pants (Creature Feature) ... please do :3
Secluded Spaces In My Pants (VNV Nation) ... theres room for someone :3
Coin-Operated Boy In My Pants (The Dresden Dolls) ... I do like clockwork...
BTW gay porn is niice :D but my lame computer isnt loading it fast enough T.T
... Why Do I waste people times with these things XD
Gottened from
kinkycoyoteoh dear, I am a conformist D:
... This is from 1777 songs o.O
Voodoo Dolly In My Pants (Siouxie and The Banshees)
Hell Can Wait In My Pants (New Republic) *i snickered*
Blacklight In My Pants (The Misfits) *oh no! you can see the stains D:*
Don't Pray on Me In My Pants (Bad Religion) *seriously, the beast that hides in my crotch ain't that great*
Freedom In My Pants (Rage Against the Machine) *SET THE BEAST FREE!*
Mars Attacks In My Pants (The Misfits) *oh god, the destruction!*
Arabian Knights In My Pants (Siouxsie and The Banshees) *.. they can stay there for a while*
Thanks For the Memories In My Pants (Walls of Jericho)
I'm a Hellcat In My pants (Nekromantix)
What Can You Do In MY Pants (Bad Religion) *You can do lots of things <3*
Missionary Man In My Pants (Eurythmics) *He better get out and help the Ethiopians!*
The Monster is Loose In MY Pants (Meat Loaf) *its like a godzilla movie!*
Aim for the Head In My Pants (Creature Feature) ... please do :3
Secluded Spaces In My Pants (VNV Nation) ... theres room for someone :3
Coin-Operated Boy In My Pants (The Dresden Dolls) ... I do like clockwork...
BTW gay porn is niice :D but my lame computer isnt loading it fast enough T.T
... Why Do I waste people times with these things XD
All about the friendly neighbourhood Sylas
Posted 17 years agostolen from bobbuffalo
he's awesome
Name: Arrrg... I hate my name... Tyler, such a lame name, although my middle names are worse (oh, I have two)
Nickname: Sylas, Sven, Banjo, "That Weird Guy That Dresses in Weird clothes and listens to weird music and we're not sure but we think hes a homosexual"
Fursona: Panda, or at times i go back to the kangaroo
Date of Birth: June 12th
Birthplace: Alberta, Canada
Current Location: same small city I was born in. I hate it here
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown, at times blueish-black, and soon to get a purple streak in it
Height: 5 10 i think :/ i still think im short
Heritage: Born in alberta with newfie parents (although you probably dont know what a newie is), heritage is Norweigan and Welsh/Cornish
Piercings: none, want them
Tattoos: none, want them
Favourite:
Animal: Kangaroos, Doggies, Bears, Raccoons, Ferrets, I love animals
Band/Singer: Emilie Autumn, The Cruxshadows, Skinny Puppy, Bauhaus, Mozart, Garbage, Gorillaz, Misfits, so many so so so many
Song: right now its #1 Crush by Garbage, It feels like it explains actually TWO of my crushes
Movie: Tank Girl, The House on Haunted Hill (original), Donnie Darko, The Cell, A Clockwork Orange
Disney Movie: The Fox and The Hound. Makes me cry every time... and Tim Burton worked on it
Disney Show: The new ones all sucked, by the time I started watching tele the good ones were all gone... unless Recess was disney, that show is the bomb
Disney Character: Pete (<3)... and for non porno reasons... Beast o.O
TV show: Um... South Park, Colbert Report, I Love Lucy, Original TMNT, Original X-MEN
Color: Purple... or black... but blacks not a colour
Food: Waffles
Pizza topping: Cheese. although I can stand pepperoni
Ice-Cream Flavor: Bubblegum
Drink (alcoholic): Sourpuss and Sprite
Soda: Pepsi
Cookie: Chocolate Chip, preferably chewy. I hate nuts.
Store: Sanctuary, The goth clothing and curio store off-Whyte Ave. in Edmonton
Shoe Brand: TUK i guess :/
Month: July, Although thats probably going to change
Convention/Holiday/Festival: Halloween, cheap stockings and fishnet galore!
Flower: Those... ... White ones that they give dead people
Board game: STRIP PICTIONARY!!! ... or ZOMBIES!!!
This or That:
Sunny or rainy: Sunny
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Fruit or veggie: Fruit
Night or day: Night
Sour or sweet: Sweet
Love or money: love, I've accepted the poor lifestyle
Phone or in person: I'm awkward on the phone... but then again I'm also awkward in person
Looks or personality: Personality,
Coffee or tea: tea
Hot or cold: Hot.
Your:
Goal for this year: GET INTO COLLEGE (and its looking really good :3)
Most missed memory: When I was a kid, I didn't have any friends, people made fun of me, and I barely remember my dad even being there until I was about 7.
Best physical feature: I'm an ugly fuck. My best feature is my penis... and its nothing special
First thought waking up: I wish that guy in my band class was gay and liked me (I dream about sex with him... a lot)
Hypothetical personality disorder: Hypothetical? I'm Clinically Depressed, suffer from extreme paranoia, and I have an extremely addictive personality.
Preferred type of surgery: The Goriest one possible
Sesame street alter ego: .... I dunno... Big Birds invisible friend? didnt watch it that much
Fairytale alter ego: ummm.... .. ... ... I honestly dont know
Most stupid remark: "I'm playing without my bow because I'm lazy... and writing on the blackboard sir.
Worst crime: Graffiti, Drugs, Under aged Drinking, Software Pirating, I'm a bad person
Greatest ambition: get out of here, find someone who loves me for who i am, find out what sex is like, become a comicbook artist, and play punk-rock and goth music on my spare time
Greatest fear: being alone forever (I sometimes think I'm meant to be), be forced into a job I hate, Get any STD
Darkest secret: I was kinda molested by my best friend when I was 8, I tried to kill myself with a homemade explosive when I was ten, I considered bringing a gun to school when i was 14 (that last one I've never told anyone)
Favorite subject: Comic Books, Horror Movies
Worst habit: I put on a fake personality every day. Not many people know the Sylas you guys know
Do You:
Smoke: no, I want amazing lung capacity, although I find it sexy
Drink: a little
Curse: a lot
Shower daily: Usually
Like thunderstorms: They're nice as long as they dont knock down my trees like the last time
Dance in the rain: I want to
Sing: I wish I could... Thinking of trying even though everyone says I have a horrible voice
Play an instrument: Guitar, Bass, Double Bass, A little keyboards, Drums, I'm good with most music tech, turntables, was learning the didgeridoo, and I'm thinking of taking up the violin
Get along with your parents: I'm afraid of them, but I love them
Wish on stars: no, I just stare at Orion
Believe in fate: Not really
Believe in love at first sight: I wish
Can You:
Drive: Yeah
Sew: Yeah
Cook: Nope
Speak another language: not really, but I want to learn Spanish, Russian, and French
Dance: lol not really
Sing: not really, I wish I could
Touch your nose with your tongue: yes, it scares people
Whistle: yup
Curl your tongue: yeah
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: A little
Been Stoned/High: A lot
Eaten Sushi: Yeah, but I dont like seafood
Been in Love: No. What's it like?
Skipped school: Lots
Made prank calls: Once
Sent someone a love letter: No, I've always known it would be rejected.
Stolen something: Yup
Cried yourself to sleep: A lot when I was a kid, then for 5 years after my suicide attempt I didnt cry at all. And now I cry myself to sleep again.
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? Vanity
Are you right or left handed? right
What is your bedtime? Night
Name three things you can't live without: Internet, The awesome people on FA (<3s to you), and music
What is the color of your room? black
Do you have any siblings?a brother thats 15 years older than me, and a sister whos 10 years older
Do you have any pets? a doggie, i love her
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? ... maybe
What is you middle name? oh god... Bramwell Joseph (apparantly Bramwell is another way of saying William)
What are you nicknames? see above
Are you for or against gay marriage? Totally FOR
What are your thoughts on abortion? Let women do what the fuck they want
Do you have a crush on anyone? Lots of people... But I doubt any of them will be returned
Are you afraid of the dark? No, I love it
How do you want to die? saving someone who has potential to be great
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? 6
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? as with Bob, I need somebody to love first
What is the last law you’ve broken? ... Can't remember...
bobbuffalohe's awesome
Name: Arrrg... I hate my name... Tyler, such a lame name, although my middle names are worse (oh, I have two)
Nickname: Sylas, Sven, Banjo, "That Weird Guy That Dresses in Weird clothes and listens to weird music and we're not sure but we think hes a homosexual"
Fursona: Panda, or at times i go back to the kangaroo
Date of Birth: June 12th
Birthplace: Alberta, Canada
Current Location: same small city I was born in. I hate it here
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown, at times blueish-black, and soon to get a purple streak in it
Height: 5 10 i think :/ i still think im short
Heritage: Born in alberta with newfie parents (although you probably dont know what a newie is), heritage is Norweigan and Welsh/Cornish
Piercings: none, want them
Tattoos: none, want them
Favourite:
Animal: Kangaroos, Doggies, Bears, Raccoons, Ferrets, I love animals
Band/Singer: Emilie Autumn, The Cruxshadows, Skinny Puppy, Bauhaus, Mozart, Garbage, Gorillaz, Misfits, so many so so so many
Song: right now its #1 Crush by Garbage, It feels like it explains actually TWO of my crushes
Movie: Tank Girl, The House on Haunted Hill (original), Donnie Darko, The Cell, A Clockwork Orange
Disney Movie: The Fox and The Hound. Makes me cry every time... and Tim Burton worked on it
Disney Show: The new ones all sucked, by the time I started watching tele the good ones were all gone... unless Recess was disney, that show is the bomb
Disney Character: Pete (<3)... and for non porno reasons... Beast o.O
TV show: Um... South Park, Colbert Report, I Love Lucy, Original TMNT, Original X-MEN
Color: Purple... or black... but blacks not a colour
Food: Waffles
Pizza topping: Cheese. although I can stand pepperoni
Ice-Cream Flavor: Bubblegum
Drink (alcoholic): Sourpuss and Sprite
Soda: Pepsi
Cookie: Chocolate Chip, preferably chewy. I hate nuts.
Store: Sanctuary, The goth clothing and curio store off-Whyte Ave. in Edmonton
Shoe Brand: TUK i guess :/
Month: July, Although thats probably going to change
Convention/Holiday/Festival: Halloween, cheap stockings and fishnet galore!
Flower: Those... ... White ones that they give dead people
Board game: STRIP PICTIONARY!!! ... or ZOMBIES!!!
This or That:
Sunny or rainy: Sunny
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Fruit or veggie: Fruit
Night or day: Night
Sour or sweet: Sweet
Love or money: love, I've accepted the poor lifestyle
Phone or in person: I'm awkward on the phone... but then again I'm also awkward in person
Looks or personality: Personality,
Coffee or tea: tea
Hot or cold: Hot.
Your:
Goal for this year: GET INTO COLLEGE (and its looking really good :3)
Most missed memory: When I was a kid, I didn't have any friends, people made fun of me, and I barely remember my dad even being there until I was about 7.
Best physical feature: I'm an ugly fuck. My best feature is my penis... and its nothing special
First thought waking up: I wish that guy in my band class was gay and liked me (I dream about sex with him... a lot)
Hypothetical personality disorder: Hypothetical? I'm Clinically Depressed, suffer from extreme paranoia, and I have an extremely addictive personality.
Preferred type of surgery: The Goriest one possible
Sesame street alter ego: .... I dunno... Big Birds invisible friend? didnt watch it that much
Fairytale alter ego: ummm.... .. ... ... I honestly dont know
Most stupid remark: "I'm playing without my bow because I'm lazy... and writing on the blackboard sir.
Worst crime: Graffiti, Drugs, Under aged Drinking, Software Pirating, I'm a bad person
Greatest ambition: get out of here, find someone who loves me for who i am, find out what sex is like, become a comicbook artist, and play punk-rock and goth music on my spare time
Greatest fear: being alone forever (I sometimes think I'm meant to be), be forced into a job I hate, Get any STD
Darkest secret: I was kinda molested by my best friend when I was 8, I tried to kill myself with a homemade explosive when I was ten, I considered bringing a gun to school when i was 14 (that last one I've never told anyone)
Favorite subject: Comic Books, Horror Movies
Worst habit: I put on a fake personality every day. Not many people know the Sylas you guys know
Do You:
Smoke: no, I want amazing lung capacity, although I find it sexy
Drink: a little
Curse: a lot
Shower daily: Usually
Like thunderstorms: They're nice as long as they dont knock down my trees like the last time
Dance in the rain: I want to
Sing: I wish I could... Thinking of trying even though everyone says I have a horrible voice
Play an instrument: Guitar, Bass, Double Bass, A little keyboards, Drums, I'm good with most music tech, turntables, was learning the didgeridoo, and I'm thinking of taking up the violin
Get along with your parents: I'm afraid of them, but I love them
Wish on stars: no, I just stare at Orion
Believe in fate: Not really
Believe in love at first sight: I wish
Can You:
Drive: Yeah
Sew: Yeah
Cook: Nope
Speak another language: not really, but I want to learn Spanish, Russian, and French
Dance: lol not really
Sing: not really, I wish I could
Touch your nose with your tongue: yes, it scares people
Whistle: yup
Curl your tongue: yeah
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: A little
Been Stoned/High: A lot
Eaten Sushi: Yeah, but I dont like seafood
Been in Love: No. What's it like?
Skipped school: Lots
Made prank calls: Once
Sent someone a love letter: No, I've always known it would be rejected.
Stolen something: Yup
Cried yourself to sleep: A lot when I was a kid, then for 5 years after my suicide attempt I didnt cry at all. And now I cry myself to sleep again.
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? Vanity
Are you right or left handed? right
What is your bedtime? Night
Name three things you can't live without: Internet, The awesome people on FA (<3s to you), and music
What is the color of your room? black
Do you have any siblings?a brother thats 15 years older than me, and a sister whos 10 years older
Do you have any pets? a doggie, i love her
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? ... maybe
What is you middle name? oh god... Bramwell Joseph (apparantly Bramwell is another way of saying William)
What are you nicknames? see above
Are you for or against gay marriage? Totally FOR
What are your thoughts on abortion? Let women do what the fuck they want
Do you have a crush on anyone? Lots of people... But I doubt any of them will be returned
Are you afraid of the dark? No, I love it
How do you want to die? saving someone who has potential to be great
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? 6
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? as with Bob, I need somebody to love first
What is the last law you’ve broken? ... Can't remember...
fighter meme
Posted 17 years agoYet another meme to take some shit off my mind
My best friend is starting to get into drug dealing
It makes me saaad.
Oh... and I'll try to get some art done tonight
I'm sorry for my lack of art D:
stolen from
michaelthemutt
Before Fight 1- wooloolooloolooloo we should start a kitten factory!
Before fight 2- Maan, we gotta let the peace and the love into our lives. Like... peace... love... cookies
~ Victories~
Perfect Victory- ... You just got your ass kicked by a peace-loving guy whos afraid of bugs and fire
Victory 1- Its like I'm in street fighter... and actually winning :D
Victory 2- *picks nose* If I beat you again you should buy me a caaake
Victory 3- This is starting to get boring. Lets go to a candy store
Victory 4- *stands on defeated person and plays violin*
Time up (more health)- Why are we stopping? I was just forgetting the peace and the love
Time up (lower health)- Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck that hurt
Defeat 1 - Ow-ow-ow-ow-ow you made me stub my toe D:
Defeat 2 - You're muscles are bigger than mine... and talking to me
Defeat 3 - Your muscles are telling me to take over New Jersey...
Defeat 4 - Go suck a dick *im a poor loser :D
Total Defeat (enemy wins at full health) - WHAT THE SHIT WAS THAT?!??! *expletives*
My best friend is starting to get into drug dealing
It makes me saaad.
Oh... and I'll try to get some art done tonight
I'm sorry for my lack of art D:
stolen from
michaelthemuttBefore Fight 1- wooloolooloolooloo we should start a kitten factory!
Before fight 2- Maan, we gotta let the peace and the love into our lives. Like... peace... love... cookies
~ Victories~
Perfect Victory- ... You just got your ass kicked by a peace-loving guy whos afraid of bugs and fire
Victory 1- Its like I'm in street fighter... and actually winning :D
Victory 2- *picks nose* If I beat you again you should buy me a caaake
Victory 3- This is starting to get boring. Lets go to a candy store
Victory 4- *stands on defeated person and plays violin*
Time up (more health)- Why are we stopping? I was just forgetting the peace and the love
Time up (lower health)- Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck that hurt
Defeat 1 - Ow-ow-ow-ow-ow you made me stub my toe D:
Defeat 2 - You're muscles are bigger than mine... and talking to me
Defeat 3 - Your muscles are telling me to take over New Jersey...
Defeat 4 - Go suck a dick *im a poor loser :D
Total Defeat (enemy wins at full health) - WHAT THE SHIT WAS THAT?!??! *expletives*
hmm
Posted 17 years agowell, since nobody has posted up a printscreen of a close to 1000 pageview, i might have to give it to 
okiedogg , even though his was very obviously faked (made me laugh, might still do somethin for him hehe)
I just want it to be fair :3
Right now, I'm watching an old horror movie
Its f'n awesome.
I need to buy this months issues of ImagineFX, Rue Morgue, Fangoria, and see if i can find another copy of videoscope
hehehe im a horror geek
Other than that, nothing is happening in my boring boring life.
Oh, and V-day sucked. People made fun of me like i predicted. And there was some shit that happened, but I dont wanna bore you
okiedogg , even though his was very obviously faked (made me laugh, might still do somethin for him hehe)I just want it to be fair :3
Right now, I'm watching an old horror movie
Its f'n awesome.
I need to buy this months issues of ImagineFX, Rue Morgue, Fangoria, and see if i can find another copy of videoscope
hehehe im a horror geek
Other than that, nothing is happening in my boring boring life.
Oh, and V-day sucked. People made fun of me like i predicted. And there was some shit that happened, but I dont wanna bore you
hooray 1000 pageviews
Posted 17 years agoWewt, just passed the 1000 views mark
Its been an awesome ... 10 months I think
Now, I wonder who got the closest to 1000 views print screened
Tomorrow, I think I'm gonna kick someone
Because I'm a bitter dick ;D
Damn, I'm tired, I guess I should go to sleep
G'Night totally awesome peoples <3
Its been an awesome ... 10 months I think
Now, I wonder who got the closest to 1000 views print screened
Tomorrow, I think I'm gonna kick someone
Because I'm a bitter dick ;D
Damn, I'm tired, I guess I should go to sleep
G'Night totally awesome peoples <3
just an update...
Posted 18 years ago::REMINDER - Whoever gets the closest to my 1000th pageview gets free art <3::
I'm sorry for not posting anything, I haven't really done much other than doodles sorry. Really trying to improve. Lately.. I've been feeling odd, emotionless... It's as if I'm floating in a sea of nothing. Don't know what the hell is wrong with me, I'm also getting more headaches. Been trying to write some stories and draw pictures for them. I'm not excited for V-day, I know that some people are gonna rub it in my face. Been considering getting some facial piercings, but I don't know what I'd look like. I've noticed that I pretend to be something I'm not around people, I miss not having to be fake around people to just get them to talk to me. I'm starting work on a painting, hopefully it will be good, and I'll post a picture after I'm done it.
Anybody want to do an art trade or something?
V-Day meme (fuck v-day D:)
Posted 18 years agostolen from... i forget who, i've seen this around
::REMINDER - Whoever gets the closest to my 1000th pageview gets free art <3::
1. Are you single or taken?
Very Very Very Single
2. Chocolate or flowers?
I dont like chocolate that much, so flowers
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
No.
4.Do you like anyone?
I have my crushes, but nothing that will be returned
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Yes, a girl, shes a good friend now. I've never really even kissed a guy and meant it (first time i was partying, and the other time i did it for money)
6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
A night just to be with one of the people I have a crush on, let them get to know me and get to know them better
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I hate it
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
No, back when I was younger I didnt know how to dress myself, I looked like a douchebag back then, nobody liked me
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
I would, If i was sure they would appreciate it
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
... people do?
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
I owe my parents money, hell no
12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
Who would I send them to?
13. Do you like candy hearts?
Nope
15. Is Valentines depressing?
VERY!!! Every valentines day ive been alone, except for the last year where i was just in heavy gay denial and beating myself up everyday
16. How do you feel about PDA?
I love them. Hugs and nuzzles for EVERYONE!!!
17. How is your love life?
Horrid. That girlfriend I had last year was my FIRST relationship. Kinda sad when you're first relationship is when you're like 17 and most people lose their virginity here way earlier than that
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
No. I broke up with her
19. How many roses would you want?
Just one... seems more romantic to me for some reason
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
I fuckin wish
... LOVE FROM YOU FRIENDLY NEIGHBOURHOOD MOODY LONELY BASTARD SYLAS <3
::REMINDER - Whoever gets the closest to my 1000th pageview gets free art <3::
1. Are you single or taken?
Very Very Very Single
2. Chocolate or flowers?
I dont like chocolate that much, so flowers
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
No.
4.Do you like anyone?
I have my crushes, but nothing that will be returned
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Yes, a girl, shes a good friend now. I've never really even kissed a guy and meant it (first time i was partying, and the other time i did it for money)
6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
A night just to be with one of the people I have a crush on, let them get to know me and get to know them better
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I hate it
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
No, back when I was younger I didnt know how to dress myself, I looked like a douchebag back then, nobody liked me
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
I would, If i was sure they would appreciate it
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
... people do?
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
I owe my parents money, hell no
12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
Who would I send them to?
13. Do you like candy hearts?
Nope
15. Is Valentines depressing?
VERY!!! Every valentines day ive been alone, except for the last year where i was just in heavy gay denial and beating myself up everyday
16. How do you feel about PDA?
I love them. Hugs and nuzzles for EVERYONE!!!
17. How is your love life?
Horrid. That girlfriend I had last year was my FIRST relationship. Kinda sad when you're first relationship is when you're like 17 and most people lose their virginity here way earlier than that
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
No. I broke up with her
19. How many roses would you want?
Just one... seems more romantic to me for some reason
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
I fuckin wish
... LOVE FROM YOU FRIENDLY NEIGHBOURHOOD MOODY LONELY BASTARD SYLAS <3
memes
Posted 18 years agojust getting the last entry outta the way
::REMINDER - Whoever gets the closest to my 1000th pageview gets free art <3::
Your 5 favorite videogames:
1. Tetris (yes, I'm serious)
2. Dance Dance Revolution (Hey, just because I'm a little bit chubby doesn't mean I'm not fast)
3. The Sims 2
4. Rock Band (it helped me find out I can drum drunk)
5. Dead Rising
Your 5 favorite books:
1. Mister B. Gone - Clive Barker
2. Tank Girl Series - Alan Martin and Jamie Hewlitt
3. The Sandman Series - Neil Gaiman
4. Night - Elie Wiezel
5. Any kind of art book
Your 5 favorites movies:
1. Tank Girl
2. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
3. Fight Club
4. Shaun of The Dead (Nick Frost <3)
5. Dirty First-Timers 34 XD (my fifth fav movie is The Fox and The Hound)
Your 5 least favorite movies:
1. Hostel
2. High School Musical
3. The matrix's after the first one
4. Spiderman 2 + most likely three (still havent seen it)
5. Superbad (I saw it too many times and I think people were overreacting about it)
Your 5 favorites TV shows:
1. South Park
2. Old Scooby Doo
3. The Looney Toons
4. Corner Gas (I'd have sex with Brent Butt XD)
5. Mad TV
Your 5 favorites drinks (alcoholic and non-alcoholic):
1. Pepsi
2. Monster
3. Sourpuss and Sprite
4. Jaggermeister (sp?)
5. Strawberry Smoothies
Your 5 favorites foods:
1. WAFFLES
2. Steak (hey, I'm albertan)
3. sammiches
4. Nachos
5. pizza
The 5 things that scare you the most:
1. I will die alone and nobody will remember me
2. Not being able to find someone who can look past my exterior and be able to love me for who I am
3. That I wont be able to be an artist, either nobody will think I'm good enough or I'll lose my hands in a freak accident
4. Going deaf
5. That I might kill myself
::REMINDER - Whoever gets the closest to my 1000th pageview gets free art <3::
Your 5 favorite videogames:
1. Tetris (yes, I'm serious)
2. Dance Dance Revolution (Hey, just because I'm a little bit chubby doesn't mean I'm not fast)
3. The Sims 2
4. Rock Band (it helped me find out I can drum drunk)
5. Dead Rising
Your 5 favorite books:
1. Mister B. Gone - Clive Barker
2. Tank Girl Series - Alan Martin and Jamie Hewlitt
3. The Sandman Series - Neil Gaiman
4. Night - Elie Wiezel
5. Any kind of art book
Your 5 favorites movies:
1. Tank Girl
2. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
3. Fight Club
4. Shaun of The Dead (Nick Frost <3)
5. Dirty First-Timers 34 XD (my fifth fav movie is The Fox and The Hound)
Your 5 least favorite movies:
1. Hostel
2. High School Musical
3. The matrix's after the first one
4. Spiderman 2 + most likely three (still havent seen it)
5. Superbad (I saw it too many times and I think people were overreacting about it)
Your 5 favorites TV shows:
1. South Park
2. Old Scooby Doo
3. The Looney Toons
4. Corner Gas (I'd have sex with Brent Butt XD)
5. Mad TV
Your 5 favorites drinks (alcoholic and non-alcoholic):
1. Pepsi
2. Monster
3. Sourpuss and Sprite
4. Jaggermeister (sp?)
5. Strawberry Smoothies
Your 5 favorites foods:
1. WAFFLES
2. Steak (hey, I'm albertan)
3. sammiches
4. Nachos
5. pizza
The 5 things that scare you the most:
1. I will die alone and nobody will remember me
2. Not being able to find someone who can look past my exterior and be able to love me for who I am
3. That I wont be able to be an artist, either nobody will think I'm good enough or I'll lose my hands in a freak accident
4. Going deaf
5. That I might kill myself
Im sorry for this
Posted 18 years agoI tried to go to sleep
I ended up crying in the fetal position
Holding a pillow, attempting to comfort myself
I feel sick
I feel alone
I hate this
I hate myself, I want out, I don't know what to do
I still feel alienated from everywhere,
Even here.
I got the urges again
I'm sick of it
Why do I have to feel this way
... Im sorry. I feel like a drama causing attention whore
But I dont want attention... i want help, i dont want to feel like this anymore. Fuck I wish I could look forward to something.
I ended up crying in the fetal position
Holding a pillow, attempting to comfort myself
I feel sick
I feel alone
I hate this
I hate myself, I want out, I don't know what to do
I still feel alienated from everywhere,
Even here.
I got the urges again
I'm sick of it
Why do I have to feel this way
... Im sorry. I feel like a drama causing attention whore
But I dont want attention... i want help, i dont want to feel like this anymore. Fuck I wish I could look forward to something.
My life (is lame) and Free Art Giveaway
Posted 18 years agoWell, kinda feeling down. Didn't take my meds for about five days. But whatever. Just trying to get better at art again before I go to college and a bunch of people laugh at me wondering how the hell I got in the course. Sorry for not posting anything, I haven't done anything worth posting (Lol at my last journal, that was sad XD). I'm kinda pissed at my band, our guitarist/ego-maniac wants us to go in an indie-rock direction while me and the bassist (who the guitarist is trying to get kicked out) want to go in a horrorpunk direction. I'm trying to get some shit together to start a victoriandustrial project (if you're wondering what that is, check 'dis shit out yo http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8r9lTR3NAA) because I'm gonna try to learn violin. I wish I had some serious bandmates, I'm the only skilled person in anything I've ever done. Arg I'm pissed at my art. I wish that guy that I have a big crush on was gay... I got bored and made my own armwarmers... I'm bored and posting the first things that come to my head.
Well this turned out much longer than I was expecting.
OH!! And if anyone gets my 1000th pageview, I'll draw them a free picture drawn for them. Hell, anyone who gets the closest to my 1000th pageview gets the free picture. Now lets hope I can actually draw at the time the person gets it.
Well this turned out much longer than I was expecting.
OH!! And if anyone gets my 1000th pageview, I'll draw them a free picture drawn for them. Hell, anyone who gets the closest to my 1000th pageview gets the free picture. Now lets hope I can actually draw at the time the person gets it.
got me worked up so sexual
Posted 18 years agoyeah... wanted to get that last journal out of my mind
anyone else listen to the faint?
got it from none other than the amazing bobbuffalo
he helps me with my meme addiction
IF WE HAD SEX
1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you pull my hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would yo let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?
16. Would you want fast or slow?
17. Where would you wanna "do it"?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?
20. Would you mind if i liked you?
21. Do you like me?
22. Would you call me the next day?
23. Would you scratch me?
24. Would you let me scratch you?
25. Would you have to be drunk?
26. Would you date me?
27. Would you do it today?
28. Would you do it tomorrow?
29. Do you think that we would go any further then just sex?
30. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?
31. would you make love to me or fuck me?
be honest plz ~<3
anyone else listen to the faint?
got it from none other than the amazing
bobbuffalohe helps me with my meme addiction
IF WE HAD SEX
1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you pull my hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would yo let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?
16. Would you want fast or slow?
17. Where would you wanna "do it"?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?
20. Would you mind if i liked you?
21. Do you like me?
22. Would you call me the next day?
23. Would you scratch me?
24. Would you let me scratch you?
25. Would you have to be drunk?
26. Would you date me?
27. Would you do it today?
28. Would you do it tomorrow?
29. Do you think that we would go any further then just sex?
30. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?
31. would you make love to me or fuck me?
be honest plz ~<3
isnt it wonderful?
Posted 18 years agowhen you have to consciously tell yourself "NO!" when holding a bottle of pills so you dont down every single one of them?
yeah.. im really depressed... i dont feel right, i feel like i dont belong anywhere
well, i just finished my biology diploma... i think i have a good chance of getting into college...
sorry about that...
yeah.. im really depressed... i dont feel right, i feel like i dont belong anywhere
well, i just finished my biology diploma... i think i have a good chance of getting into college...
sorry about that...
oooh a music meme :3
Posted 18 years agogot this from 
danthebear
looked like fun
Okay here are the rules, you have to post 3 songs,
1. A song that you can call official theme of your fursona
2. A song that you would like to dance with somebody
3. A song that actually make you cry
and the tag 3 friends so you know their dark musical secrets
in your marks... get set... go!
1. Offical theme of Sylas Aesop
Boys Don't Cry - The Cure
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iQhh4Xs8RcM
2. A song to dance with somebody
Pedafly - Skinny Puppy (i cant dance.... x.x)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEV7vi4I8tk
[[EDIT: really, id love to dance with somebody to a nice swing tune. i love a lot of music from the early 20th century...hell, im gonna do this
ANYONE WANNA DO THE TIME WARP WITH ME???!?!?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iunx2MnvN6o
yes... i do like the rocky horror picture show >.>]]
3. A song that makes you cry
Boats and Birds - Gregory and the Hawk (listened to while considering suicide and coming out for the first time to two friends)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pz5H3iVjAlw
aaand i feel like posting another
Illusion - VNV Nation (song just kinda... touched me i guess)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pu-8wGbWMro
Aaaand im not gonna tag anyone :3
danthebearlooked like fun
Okay here are the rules, you have to post 3 songs,
1. A song that you can call official theme of your fursona
2. A song that you would like to dance with somebody
3. A song that actually make you cry
and the tag 3 friends so you know their dark musical secrets
in your marks... get set... go!
1. Offical theme of Sylas Aesop
Boys Don't Cry - The Cure
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iQhh4Xs8RcM
2. A song to dance with somebody
Pedafly - Skinny Puppy (i cant dance.... x.x)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEV7vi4I8tk
[[EDIT: really, id love to dance with somebody to a nice swing tune. i love a lot of music from the early 20th century...hell, im gonna do this
ANYONE WANNA DO THE TIME WARP WITH ME???!?!?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iunx2MnvN6o
yes... i do like the rocky horror picture show >.>]]
3. A song that makes you cry
Boats and Birds - Gregory and the Hawk (listened to while considering suicide and coming out for the first time to two friends)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pz5H3iVjAlw
aaand i feel like posting another
Illusion - VNV Nation (song just kinda... touched me i guess)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pu-8wGbWMro
Aaaand im not gonna tag anyone :3
garf someone help me with these memes!!
Posted 18 years agoits like pot but not illegal, they take my mind off my problems
and im addicted to them X3
guess who i stole this from
1. Can you cook?
hell no... i can make burgers though... but i hate burgers... fuuck
2. What was your dream growing up?
big list. first a biologist, then an animator, then i wanted to make videogames, then a rockstar, and now i want to become a comic book artist
3. What talent do you wish you had?
I wish i could draw from my mind. i can draw most things i see (today i drew my friend while he was unawares reading a book)
or i wish i could sing
4. Favorite place?
The forest... anywhere thats not Fort Mcmurray
5. Favorite vegetable/s?
Rice and potatoes
6. What was the last book you read?
recent reads: Night by Elie Wiezel (good book), Othello, Nightmares and Dreamscapes by Stephen King, Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman
7. What zodiac sign are you?
Gemini... but i dont really act like one o.o
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
I want them... and i want your opinions... should i get a master splinter tattoo XD?
9. Worst Habit?
prescription drug abuse and being all sad n shyt... theyre tied together
10. What was the last thing you touched besides the keyboard?
My penor
11. What is your favorite sport?
Swimming... basketballs fun and so is tennis...
12. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
Horribly Negative
13. Can you eat 50 hot wings?
I cant even eat one
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
umm probably trying to kill myself... having no friends, being extremely confused sexually, being trapped here... really got me down
15. Tell me one weird fact about you:
I wish i could rap
16. Do you have any pets?
a doggie that i loves so so so so much
17. What’s the weirdest pet you’ve owned?
actually, i think I'M the wierdest pet anyones owned XD
18. Where are you?
In my bedroom
19. What is the dumbest thing you’ve done while intoxicated?
I thought zombie were-sheep were whales whle stoned... i was convinced that unicorns were real, that i saw a small white wallaby in the baseball park (i live in canada) and that we teleported to my friends house.. all while stoned...
but drunk.... i considered getting a perm to look like Claudio Sanchez XD ive never been really drunk
20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
More weight, nicer hair, better complexion, smaller nose... either of those
21. Weapon of choice?
anything thrown, with thrown weapons i have good aim... or my hands.. with surgical gloves on :p
22. What color eyes do you have in real life?
Brown
23. Ever been arrested?
Very very close... was tagging a store and someone walked out on me XD
24. Bottle or Draft?
ill have a vodka cooler plzkthnxbai
25. If you found a $100 bill on the ground, what would you do?
CD's or books
26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?
Original XD
27. Where’s your favorite place to hang out?
West Edmonton Mall, Whyte Avenue, the forest, playgrounds
28. Do you like your room cold or hot?
warm
29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
mastu- i mean practice my instruments and draw
30. Do you swear a lot?
a bit too much
31. Biggest pet peeve?
How all the ones i like are straight that live around me... people that dont finish sentences
32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
wierd
33. What’s your shoe size?
11 1/2
34. Do you have the same features (eye color, body size) as your furry character?
no, i dont have my dreadlocks, hes about as skinny as i once was due to annorexia, and he has piercings
35. What is your favorite outfit?
black Bondage Pants, strapped shirt, pin hat, curved spike collar, gay pride bracelet, stud bracelet, eternity necklaces, blast goggles, and my creepers
36. Favorite image in all of the internet?
cant think lol XD
37. How many windows/tabs do you have open?
6 on the start bad, 3 on firefox
38. What's your desktop image?
trippy
39. What shampoo do you use?
whats in the shower
40. What cologne do you use?
Axe XD
and im addicted to them X3
guess who i stole this from
1. Can you cook?
hell no... i can make burgers though... but i hate burgers... fuuck
2. What was your dream growing up?
big list. first a biologist, then an animator, then i wanted to make videogames, then a rockstar, and now i want to become a comic book artist
3. What talent do you wish you had?
I wish i could draw from my mind. i can draw most things i see (today i drew my friend while he was unawares reading a book)
or i wish i could sing
4. Favorite place?
The forest... anywhere thats not Fort Mcmurray
5. Favorite vegetable/s?
Rice and potatoes
6. What was the last book you read?
recent reads: Night by Elie Wiezel (good book), Othello, Nightmares and Dreamscapes by Stephen King, Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman
7. What zodiac sign are you?
Gemini... but i dont really act like one o.o
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
I want them... and i want your opinions... should i get a master splinter tattoo XD?
9. Worst Habit?
prescription drug abuse and being all sad n shyt... theyre tied together
10. What was the last thing you touched besides the keyboard?
My penor
11. What is your favorite sport?
Swimming... basketballs fun and so is tennis...
12. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
Horribly Negative
13. Can you eat 50 hot wings?
I cant even eat one
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
umm probably trying to kill myself... having no friends, being extremely confused sexually, being trapped here... really got me down
15. Tell me one weird fact about you:
I wish i could rap
16. Do you have any pets?
a doggie that i loves so so so so much
17. What’s the weirdest pet you’ve owned?
actually, i think I'M the wierdest pet anyones owned XD
18. Where are you?
In my bedroom
19. What is the dumbest thing you’ve done while intoxicated?
I thought zombie were-sheep were whales whle stoned... i was convinced that unicorns were real, that i saw a small white wallaby in the baseball park (i live in canada) and that we teleported to my friends house.. all while stoned...
but drunk.... i considered getting a perm to look like Claudio Sanchez XD ive never been really drunk
20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
More weight, nicer hair, better complexion, smaller nose... either of those
21. Weapon of choice?
anything thrown, with thrown weapons i have good aim... or my hands.. with surgical gloves on :p
22. What color eyes do you have in real life?
Brown
23. Ever been arrested?
Very very close... was tagging a store and someone walked out on me XD
24. Bottle or Draft?
ill have a vodka cooler plzkthnxbai
25. If you found a $100 bill on the ground, what would you do?
CD's or books
26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?
Original XD
27. Where’s your favorite place to hang out?
West Edmonton Mall, Whyte Avenue, the forest, playgrounds
28. Do you like your room cold or hot?
warm
29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
mastu- i mean practice my instruments and draw
30. Do you swear a lot?
a bit too much
31. Biggest pet peeve?
How all the ones i like are straight that live around me... people that dont finish sentences
32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
wierd
33. What’s your shoe size?
11 1/2
34. Do you have the same features (eye color, body size) as your furry character?
no, i dont have my dreadlocks, hes about as skinny as i once was due to annorexia, and he has piercings
35. What is your favorite outfit?
black Bondage Pants, strapped shirt, pin hat, curved spike collar, gay pride bracelet, stud bracelet, eternity necklaces, blast goggles, and my creepers
36. Favorite image in all of the internet?
cant think lol XD
37. How many windows/tabs do you have open?
6 on the start bad, 3 on firefox
38. What's your desktop image?
trippy
39. What shampoo do you use?
whats in the shower
40. What cologne do you use?
Axe XD
another meme :P
Posted 18 years agoAgain from bobbuffalo ... i bet most of these i steal from him or 
gator3k XD
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Yup... yup and yup again >.> i cant help it im a horny individual and i think its gonna get worse once i have less time to play with myself
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Night preferebly, possibly very early movie.. the afternoon is when i sleep :D
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Usually the right, but ill sleep anywhere
4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
... either beef or chicken
5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
once
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Actually yes... i felt dirty
7. Shower or bath?
Shower
8. Do you pee in the shower?
yes, and then thoroughly wash my feet
9. Mexican or Chinese?
dunno
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
i dont know, being all lonesome and stuff, preferably both so i can get a taste of both worlds
11. Do you love someone on your friend list?
I dont know what love is like... as friends yes, but nothing more, i cant see them loving me back so i dont let it go to far (that applies in real life too me as well)
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
lol hell no. i know like... 5?
13. Love or money?
Love, ive already kinda accepted that im gonna live the "starving artist" lifestyle
14. Credit cards or cash?
Cash
15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't?
meeeee i wish i didnt exist sometimes
NO WAIT! MY SISTERS DAMN FIRSTBORN. me and him dont get along
16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
A 5 star hotel im a high class hooker you gotta take me somewheres niice
17. What is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Nowhere... but in a dream... in space... no space suits... meteors flew everywhere and there was a supernova when we climaxed
18. Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money?
it would have to be a lot of money, i like my long hair, especially the lock of Shirley Temple-ish curl
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
No, they only got straight ones here
20. Ever been to a bar?
to pay for a check X3, and soon to play in
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
nope
22. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?
the most ive ever had to drink at one time was two vodka coolers, and no
drinkin and drugs aint my scene
23. Kissed someone of the same sex?
yes, although ive only kissed one guy that i actually like, and ive kissed a lot more girls... never felt as amazing as i thought it would be like
24. Favorite drink?
Monster (an energy drink)
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
never had sex before
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
see above ^^;
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
yes
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
thats where they sell Fangoria... no good porn though... walls of dildos though...
29. Bought something from an adult store?
wanted to buy Fangoria and a pair of rainbow stockings, but not enough cash
30. Have you been caught having sex?
No
31. Does anyone have naughty pics of you?
probably not
32. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
everyone!!! (dont do it im being told to say that or theyll kill my kids)
bobbuffalo ... i bet most of these i steal from him or 
gator3k XD1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Yup... yup and yup again >.> i cant help it im a horny individual and i think its gonna get worse once i have less time to play with myself
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Night preferebly, possibly very early movie.. the afternoon is when i sleep :D
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Usually the right, but ill sleep anywhere
4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
... either beef or chicken
5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
once
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Actually yes... i felt dirty
7. Shower or bath?
Shower
8. Do you pee in the shower?
yes, and then thoroughly wash my feet
9. Mexican or Chinese?
dunno
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
i dont know, being all lonesome and stuff, preferably both so i can get a taste of both worlds
11. Do you love someone on your friend list?
I dont know what love is like... as friends yes, but nothing more, i cant see them loving me back so i dont let it go to far (that applies in real life too me as well)
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
lol hell no. i know like... 5?
13. Love or money?
Love, ive already kinda accepted that im gonna live the "starving artist" lifestyle
14. Credit cards or cash?
Cash
15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't?
meeeee i wish i didnt exist sometimes
NO WAIT! MY SISTERS DAMN FIRSTBORN. me and him dont get along
16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
A 5 star hotel im a high class hooker you gotta take me somewheres niice
17. What is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Nowhere... but in a dream... in space... no space suits... meteors flew everywhere and there was a supernova when we climaxed
18. Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money?
it would have to be a lot of money, i like my long hair, especially the lock of Shirley Temple-ish curl
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
No, they only got straight ones here
20. Ever been to a bar?
to pay for a check X3, and soon to play in
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
nope
22. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?
the most ive ever had to drink at one time was two vodka coolers, and no
drinkin and drugs aint my scene
23. Kissed someone of the same sex?
yes, although ive only kissed one guy that i actually like, and ive kissed a lot more girls... never felt as amazing as i thought it would be like
24. Favorite drink?
Monster (an energy drink)
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
never had sex before
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
see above ^^;
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
yes
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
thats where they sell Fangoria... no good porn though... walls of dildos though...
29. Bought something from an adult store?
wanted to buy Fangoria and a pair of rainbow stockings, but not enough cash
30. Have you been caught having sex?
No
31. Does anyone have naughty pics of you?
probably not
32. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
everyone!!! (dont do it im being told to say that or theyll kill my kids)
lol memes again (oh... im not dead if ur wonderin)
Posted 18 years agosooorry, my internet was all like "FUCK YOU TYLER" so i havent been on the computer much lately.... tryin to make some more art but i dont really know what to do (any suggestions?)
well this was stolen from bobbuffalo
hes cools
1.) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"The powers in this book don't come from a com-" lol its a WoD book, i love tabletop rpgs
2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
My doggie :3
3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Frisky Dingo
4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
9 sumthin
5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
9:45 pm
6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The Dresden Dolls
7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
a little while ago, drove a friend home
8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
my synthesizer
9.) What are you wearing?
striped long-sleeved shirt, some-what tight pants, green studded belt, broken glasses, and the remnants of the make-up from the photo-shoot i did last night
10.) Did you dream last night?
i havent slept. i cant remember the dream i had the night before,. but it was silly
11.) When did you last laugh?
A little while ago, me and said friend are plotting against his girlfriend
12.) What are on the walls you are in?
art by
vollita, lesbian porn, art by my ex girlfriend, guitar chords
13.) Seen anything weird lately?
a machine in the sky... some sort of... electric snake
5 people sleeping on 2 couches put together
14.) What do you think of this quiz?
candy
15.) What was the last film you saw?
Night at the Roxbury *dances*
16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
id pay for my education, pay back my debts, and invest
17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know
i love phil colins' "in the air tonight"
18.) If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt and politics, what would it be?
religion would have waaay less sway over people.
19.) Do you like to dance?
i suck but yes
20.) George Bush:
looks like a monkey lol
21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I dont like kids... but ive always like the name Francesca
22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Vladimir
23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
i dunno, wherever i could get an awesome job as a comic book artist
24.) What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly gates?
Get off the drugs man
25.) Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
how about i tag NEGATIVE SIX PEEPS?!?!???!?!
do it if you want :p
well this was stolen from
bobbuffalohes cools
1.) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"The powers in this book don't come from a com-" lol its a WoD book, i love tabletop rpgs
2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
My doggie :3
3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Frisky Dingo
4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
9 sumthin
5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
9:45 pm
6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The Dresden Dolls
7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
a little while ago, drove a friend home
8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
my synthesizer
9.) What are you wearing?
striped long-sleeved shirt, some-what tight pants, green studded belt, broken glasses, and the remnants of the make-up from the photo-shoot i did last night
10.) Did you dream last night?
i havent slept. i cant remember the dream i had the night before,. but it was silly
11.) When did you last laugh?
A little while ago, me and said friend are plotting against his girlfriend
12.) What are on the walls you are in?
art by
vollita, lesbian porn, art by my ex girlfriend, guitar chords13.) Seen anything weird lately?
a machine in the sky... some sort of... electric snake
5 people sleeping on 2 couches put together
14.) What do you think of this quiz?
candy
15.) What was the last film you saw?
Night at the Roxbury *dances*
16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
id pay for my education, pay back my debts, and invest
17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know
i love phil colins' "in the air tonight"
18.) If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt and politics, what would it be?
religion would have waaay less sway over people.
19.) Do you like to dance?
i suck but yes
20.) George Bush:
looks like a monkey lol
21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I dont like kids... but ive always like the name Francesca
22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Vladimir
23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
i dunno, wherever i could get an awesome job as a comic book artist
24.) What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly gates?
Get off the drugs man
25.) Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
how about i tag NEGATIVE SIX PEEPS?!?!???!?!
do it if you want :p
ive been wondering
Posted 18 years agoI've been wondering why the fuck anybody even gives me the time of day. I'm no good at anything, never have been. I'm horrible at art, so i wonder why people watch me, im guessing its just polite watch-backs. I'm just a plain fuck-up, I don't have anything to look forward to, I don't even stand out enough for my own fucking parents to know my fucking name. All day at work today I was thinking about suicide. Part of me wants to do it, but then theres another part that says "this is only temporary, it'll get better soon." For 3 years of counseling they have been telling me its going to get better, I just have to wait a little while, and each time I visited them, I was getting worse. I'm so fucking confused, part of me wants to reach out for help, the other wants everyone to just leave me to die. I feel so out of place in the real world, I cant talk to anyone, people stare at me, I cant stand it. And pretty much the only place where I feel I can be tolerated is here, where I feel like I'm just a burden, whining and posting shitty art that should be deleted. No matter what I do, and I'm always trying my hardest, I always end up disappointing someone. Right now I just want to crawl under my bed and cry until I cant cry anymore, and stay there until everyone including me forgets I exist
...I'm sorry about posting that. Ive been having a hard time lately. I had to get something off my chest. I was hoping it would make me feel better, but its just making me worry.
...I'm sorry about posting that. Ive been having a hard time lately. I had to get something off my chest. I was hoping it would make me feel better, but its just making me worry.
psst... wanna hear me rock?
Posted 18 years agoSo me and my bandmate Kevlar decided to fool around, and we improvised a song, and recorded it. unfortunately we forgot that my videocamera that we recorded it on doesnt have a cable to hook to computer.. so we ended using his camera and its of bad quality.
Heres the song, called nebula... THIS IS A VERY BAD QUALITY RECORDING and we fucked up a lot... not to mention Kevin doesnt play bass, hes the guitarist, and hes not very good... only been playing for a few months
but here it is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlIr.....p;feature=user
And heres me playing what we're gonna use as the opening track to an album, Aquarius Falls
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n2BMZuALkws
that is all... not many updates to talk about other than emotional indifference and my sociophobia acting up again
Heres the song, called nebula... THIS IS A VERY BAD QUALITY RECORDING and we fucked up a lot... not to mention Kevin doesnt play bass, hes the guitarist, and hes not very good... only been playing for a few months
but here it is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlIr.....p;feature=user
And heres me playing what we're gonna use as the opening track to an album, Aquarius Falls
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n2BMZuALkws
that is all... not many updates to talk about other than emotional indifference and my sociophobia acting up again
i am a bad little boy and i deserve to be locked away for de
Posted 18 years agoi got tagged by kinkycoyote hes awesome <3
THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS
~Anger~
1. With whom did you last get angry? My friend Kevin for wanting to drop out of school and throw his life away, my guess is for his girlfriend
2. What is your weapon of choice? Silence... or in actual violence my legs, i actually have muscle there
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? Only if i had a logical reason to
4. How about of the same sex? no different, i dont really hit people that much im really weak and kinda a softie
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? My parents for being a good-for-nothing lazy emo-ish person who doesnt talk and is "throwing his life away" by wanting to be a comic book artist and they think im a meth-head and my mom probably resents me due to my homosexyness
6. What is your pet peeve? Drug abusers (this includes people that do recreational drugs at inappropriate times)
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? Theres one person that i can never forgive, because that fucker lit me on fire. but normally, yeah, i can let go
~Sloth~
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? ... Comb my hair
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? I slept for 2 days when i had mono
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't.
ridethespiral
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? I didnt go because i wasn't there
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)? 3 hours of awesome knives and caffeine pills. the coolest thing ive ever seen
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? XD ive never had a good workout other than spending $40 at an arcade playing DDR and totally being awesome
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? none, but i got up at like 8:30 am
~GLUTTONY~
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? what the hell is a yuppie beverage...
2. White meat or dark meat? White meat.
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? XD a few swigs of sourpuss, some firewater, and a bit of a mikes hard lemonade X3 ive never been drunk
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? XD no, im still trying to get rid of my semi-annorexia
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? i had the bout of annorexia
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? Salty, dont let me near a salt tamp
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, LUNCH? ... um no... vore kinda scares me... but i think "oh god why cant i just give that thing some sleeping pills"
~LUST~
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? 3.
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? ... 0.75?
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? Loooots!
4. Have you done it? nooope
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? Eyes or hands
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? Honey i am a prostitute technically.... but yes, i have, all the female crackwhores sell themselves by the movie theater and i love my movies
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? well so far i dont need to
~GREED~
1. How many credit cards do you own? thankfully none
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? Sanctuary, the gothic boutique on Whyte Ave. ... or any bookstore, im a bibliophile
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? buy a few things for myself to help me with my art, invest a bit, and give the rest away to people that actually need it
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? Famous, money isnt that important to me
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? no, i need variety
6. Have you ever stolen anything? Yuup... lots of software, some makeup, food, novelties, but i stopped when i was about 15
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? like 10 XD my hard drive had to be wiped
~PRIDE~
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? I can touch my nose with my tongue! ... (in reality not being dead)
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? Grades 1-5 i was on the honour roll :3
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? I want to inspire someone
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? I dont like to compete
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? XD ive never been in one of those
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? not that i can remember
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? I ... ... did some nice text stuff
~ENVY~
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
tenshisirius 's wacom tablet, its HUGE
2. Who would you want to go on Trading Spaces with? MC Hammer, i've been wondering where the hell hes been all these years
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? Rouge from the Cruxshadows or ... someone with artist talent
4. Have you ever been cheated on? Nope, but three days after i broke up with my ex-girlfriend she screwed her ex and they got back together XD
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? Everything except my ears and teeth
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? Talent, flexibility, good looks, charisma
7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? I dig Sloth, I am Envy, I hate Pride.
I now bug: NOBODY i dont want to bother anyone :3
kinkycoyote hes awesome <3THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS
~Anger~
1. With whom did you last get angry? My friend Kevin for wanting to drop out of school and throw his life away, my guess is for his girlfriend
2. What is your weapon of choice? Silence... or in actual violence my legs, i actually have muscle there
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? Only if i had a logical reason to
4. How about of the same sex? no different, i dont really hit people that much im really weak and kinda a softie
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? My parents for being a good-for-nothing lazy emo-ish person who doesnt talk and is "throwing his life away" by wanting to be a comic book artist and they think im a meth-head and my mom probably resents me due to my homosexyness
6. What is your pet peeve? Drug abusers (this includes people that do recreational drugs at inappropriate times)
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? Theres one person that i can never forgive, because that fucker lit me on fire. but normally, yeah, i can let go
~Sloth~
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? ... Comb my hair
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? I slept for 2 days when i had mono
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't.
ridethespiral4. What is the last lame excuse you made? I didnt go because i wasn't there
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)? 3 hours of awesome knives and caffeine pills. the coolest thing ive ever seen
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? XD ive never had a good workout other than spending $40 at an arcade playing DDR and totally being awesome
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? none, but i got up at like 8:30 am
~GLUTTONY~
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? what the hell is a yuppie beverage...
2. White meat or dark meat? White meat.
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? XD a few swigs of sourpuss, some firewater, and a bit of a mikes hard lemonade X3 ive never been drunk
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? XD no, im still trying to get rid of my semi-annorexia
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? i had the bout of annorexia
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? Salty, dont let me near a salt tamp
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, LUNCH? ... um no... vore kinda scares me... but i think "oh god why cant i just give that thing some sleeping pills"
~LUST~
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? 3.
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? ... 0.75?
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? Loooots!
4. Have you done it? nooope
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? Eyes or hands
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? Honey i am a prostitute technically.... but yes, i have, all the female crackwhores sell themselves by the movie theater and i love my movies
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? well so far i dont need to
~GREED~
1. How many credit cards do you own? thankfully none
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? Sanctuary, the gothic boutique on Whyte Ave. ... or any bookstore, im a bibliophile
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? buy a few things for myself to help me with my art, invest a bit, and give the rest away to people that actually need it
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? Famous, money isnt that important to me
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? no, i need variety
6. Have you ever stolen anything? Yuup... lots of software, some makeup, food, novelties, but i stopped when i was about 15
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? like 10 XD my hard drive had to be wiped
~PRIDE~
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? I can touch my nose with my tongue! ... (in reality not being dead)
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? Grades 1-5 i was on the honour roll :3
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? I want to inspire someone
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? I dont like to compete
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? XD ive never been in one of those
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? not that i can remember
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? I ... ... did some nice text stuff
~ENVY~
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
tenshisirius 's wacom tablet, its HUGE2. Who would you want to go on Trading Spaces with? MC Hammer, i've been wondering where the hell hes been all these years
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? Rouge from the Cruxshadows or ... someone with artist talent
4. Have you ever been cheated on? Nope, but three days after i broke up with my ex-girlfriend she screwed her ex and they got back together XD
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? Everything except my ears and teeth
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? Talent, flexibility, good looks, charisma
7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? I dig Sloth, I am Envy, I hate Pride.
I now bug: NOBODY i dont want to bother anyone :3
yeah, i think its proven that i'm a furry faggot
Posted 18 years agoGARR
FUCK
i went to see my skuulz production of Cats... which i was really thinking of trying out for, but i didnt because my vocal range is much like a bass in an opera, but a bit lower meaning i cant hit the high notes that Andrew Lloyd Webber makes for his baritones (i dont know any musical by him that he wrote a bass part for)... and there was this really CUTE guy in it. i really regret not trying out... he was reallly cute...
and now i doubt that ill ever get a chance to even talk to him...
fuck being timid and shy, its brought me nothing but trouble
... sorry about all the music jargon,
but.. art updates, started work on a quick little sketchy thing... started brainstorming ideas for a comic im doing with a friend... not much...
i just felt like posting my super lameness *bows in appy-polly-loggies*
FUCK
i went to see my skuulz production of Cats... which i was really thinking of trying out for, but i didnt because my vocal range is much like a bass in an opera, but a bit lower meaning i cant hit the high notes that Andrew Lloyd Webber makes for his baritones (i dont know any musical by him that he wrote a bass part for)... and there was this really CUTE guy in it. i really regret not trying out... he was reallly cute...
and now i doubt that ill ever get a chance to even talk to him...
fuck being timid and shy, its brought me nothing but trouble
... sorry about all the music jargon,
but.. art updates, started work on a quick little sketchy thing... started brainstorming ideas for a comic im doing with a friend... not much...
i just felt like posting my super lameness *bows in appy-polly-loggies*
