Should I do monetization on youtube and twitch?

Rules: 1. In request or commission I don't not ghost you another a request or commission you pay for commission or get a free request on here
2. I don't not scam for money or free art request also don't not report me for that
3. You have to wait for commission or request that you make
4. There are no and I mean no scamer on here I hate scamer and hacker

I don't not ever scam on my x/Twitter why do people think I'm scams? And to my page all of sudden? Wtf is going on?

*sigh* you guys know that I can't just go around making a new friends or get in a relationship right away because......it will hurt when you do something wrong or they just....up and leave you and blocked you because your life is hard? It's worther then you think.....I wish I can just die and make it go away for good but.....I think I'm not cool and not. A good dragon.....I'm sorry for everything again and I know that my life is bad.....however if I die right now .....will you guys miss me when I dead today? Or just don't care if I dead today? ......I'm not artist doing people like that ...that's why I can't draw my artwork because that stuff allows come up in my mind all days...plus I'm not taking my med again all day I just ....feel so lonely..... :'(

I'm bad at making friends....

To be honest.......I am afraid to draw for some reason and it getting bad that to the point that I maybe not going to an artist soon if i don't draw something in the morning.....

I'm still going as well.....

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry........I'm sorry.....

Because it's been over a year since I haven't drawn anything......I am sorry for the delay again

To my relationship.....if anyone Interested notes me.....I guess

I'm hungry.....

............I'm....... not cool......maybe I should quit being a polymer or whatever......

I'm alright now just notes be me if what to talk....

https://x.com/RedfireGuardian/statu.....487644107?s=19 I hate to do this but.... .my notes dm and pm from other websites will be......close soon.....

I'm tired of getting blocked by people who think is your friend or lover........I'm about to quit making friends and lover.....

How adoption ocs work?

.....soon as the censorship hit us then I won't be able to do anything on here it seems I can't do anything right now I'm sorry that I can't be able to draw again.....

I apologize for not drawing again you see I really busy with my games and watching anime I apologize for not doing drawing again

So some you guys think I'm fucking guilt-trip and drama? When some of you guys are doing it too? Then how the fuck can I feel when I depressed? You guys are saying stop fucking being depressed? Is that what you guys fucking want now?

Man I thought I never retired from that game but it was fun

I'm going to draw tomorrow.....asap...man I can't believe this world ended with no porn soon....I'm sorry for everything again.....

Just a reminder that I can date a 18 and 19 year old by law I don't date under 17 and below unless I can't a 18 or 19 year old

I remember him ( which I don't know that she was a guy) keep calling me a slut I keep telling him/she to stop calling me that so we broke up another that.....

So I'm staying here too