Hey guys so today a really good friend of mine from rl joined today and he is new and I would like to help him get started with some friends. His account is  HeartofBo and so I ask if you could say hi, leave a comment, or even a watch! He may not have posted anything yet but he will soon! He is a writer, but his stories are amazing!

Also PLEASE! I am not a very good artist and I need someone that could possibly draw his sona! He is a bovine and fat so if you could find it in the kindness of your heart could you spare him a single piece that could just be flat? Please? And if need be I will draw for it or write for it. Please? I know it's rude to ask for free but I'm willing to trade

This is a boost for my friend  50_Shades_of_Red who really wants to do some trades! He is a writer but his stories are phenomenal! He does have a few interesting tastes but he won't force anyone to draw anything they don't like! Help this guy out with a trade! It keeps him going!

Interesting movie but just wow.... what a way to end the wolverine saga. I do say it is strange and lots of gaps in story... but maybe more movies will cover that ;)

 Theflamingbear gave me his number which had his address so... jokes on him I didn't hack him. Btw he threatened me so I was going to call police and needed an address and he called me to yell at me so the number had his address

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Idk what caused it, but I'm depressed again. I have been for a solid 2 days. Usually it lasts until I sleep or someone calms me, but not this time. I wonder if it has something to do with coming out recently? I mean all went well in that, but I've been feeling strange since I did. Sort of empty? Idk. Maybe I just liked the big secret or maybe I found it thrilling to hide from my parents. Idk, but when I came out it was relieving... but made me feel weird. Idk

What is my purpose in living? Everyday I do the same stuff and if I do something different it becomes negative. I also help all my friends but what do I get? Nothing. I don't expect presents or any shit like that. What I want is the same treatment that if I'm sad they will listen and help me. But When I need something or want some support they ignore me. So what is my purpose in living like this?

So today I came out to my parents I was gay and had a boyfriend... well they were perfectly fine with it! I was very relieved. I was worried since they are also Christian but they were fine!

WTF?!?!!?! WHY DO I HAVE THIS MANY? I dont care about how many I have but I feel great knowing this many like my art.
Big thanks to  digileo for being my 200th

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Pssst guys it's  Pandao3o 's birthday today. So go wish him a happy birthday. Panda I wuv you so much and I wish there was a way I could express the full capacity of my love for you but I don't think anything can X3 love you and happy birthday

 Digbiy I alive!

Which of my characters do you feel represents me and my feeling and emotions the most?

Hey guys so Im tweaking Akai a bit and it'd be awesome if there was an artist willing to help possibly?
PS I cant pay for commission rn so i need someone willing for free

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http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8060547/ Don't let this guy be homeless! And spr as the word!

If I owe you art please comment below! Don't comment if you haven't asked me for art.

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Ill do one trade its first come first serves.
Let the hunger games commence... (Jk since no one is going to scramble to get a trade from me XD)

I'm really only doing these journals to keep some sort of activity on here while I try to draw.

Everyday is the same. I wake up to an empty house that is always too hot or cold and always damp. It's a good house and I'm not complaining but it's just not MY house. My house is everywhere but nowhere. I get ready for my day that I just want to sleep but in our world sleep isn't an option. I leave my home and I make sure to say goodbye and to stay safe because I know life always likes to slap you in the face. When I get to where I need to my mind dazed and all I can think about is going home. Everyday I'm met with faces that seem distant and unknown to me. I feel like an orange amongst apples. I was never popular in school and even now I'm not to popular with people. But I don't want to be. However what would be nice is friends to travel with me on this road of mine. It's long and hard with twists and turns. The longest I've held a friendship is less than a year. Many reasons I have yet to build a full relationship with someone. My heart has been through so much breaking it feels numb now. I have friends, I know that. But I feel as if those will be my only friends.
My life as an artist is short. Only a year. Before then I had never been interested in art. I wanted to be a scientist. I went to school thinking I'm going to be a scientist. Then art came along. It came with this fandom that I fell in love with. I started with drive and carefreeness so that every piece I drew was amazing to me. Then entered that feeling. You know that feeling. The one where you start thinking on things that you shouldnt but you do. Now I'm sad about my art. Art is like poison. What's bad for your heart is good for your art. (Not my quote).
I know only two or maybe three people will read this and I will thank them. But yeah. Writing out my thoughts and shit so I can get on with my life.

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Last call for anyone wanting a trade! I'm taking one more! Comment on the original journal to claim it!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8023621/

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