Hello and yes its been a while, i have been mmostly quiet due to medical physical and other reasons, but i have been thinking maybe I will just use this to post art and just no longer talk here on FA, xD im just bothering and annoying folks at this point with my bad depression and such anyway so just best to just post art and say nothing~. so next year going to talk less and try to upload art more.

Hey to whoever read this, honestly I just needed to put this out there, been struggling to maintain my happy go lucky self, my Anxiety and depression has been harder and harder, especially when i found myself today while drawing crying and then losing all creativity in one swoop, I feel like a bother to friends and loved ones, its been a struggle but im at the least trying my best to keep happy, or at the least not be a bother towards others who put up with myself. so art will seem either slow or less creative for the time being till i get myself feeling better then I am. thanks for taking the time to read this and if not I do hope you have a great day / life.

AAAAA I am so happy, Someone has given me a kofi of 51 dollars!!! And I know who that someone is cause when i asked them they said i deserve it TwT meeep thank you so much!!! ;w;

So I been lacking on the artwork of my own character lately which sucks cause they are very important to me, so from here on out I'm going to included/ contribute to making gift arts with them in it alongside with some very good friends and other folk that want to be in them if they want though its mostly going to be people I've either talk to a lot or I'm in a group with to show my appreciation to them :3 so after like a few more expect to see more of my character popping up every now and then in pictures :3 thank you to those who even read this and or to past me reading this if no one else haha ^^

So I know i been going through a rough month but I have to hold my chin up and keep on drawing and moving forward, I am going to draw more gift arts of a certain kitty named  thatGroggyKitty he has been a great pal talking to me and keeping my spirits up even when I lost my mother recently so I am going to give them a few coming gift arts to show my appreciation to there kindness when I was at my lowest.

Hi all, well i have bad news, there was a death in my family today, my mom, she past away in her sleep and Had to keep my oldest brother and dad together , keep a strong mind and calm everyone down, things are looking a little...bland today but im glad she is no longer in distress with her conditions, honestly i wasnt going to make a journal but I think with the few gift arts i owe this would rather help explain my slow drawing and lack of usual mood, Thing will get better slowly but my body so fair is just tense that it happened, I thank all those who i can call my friend and help me through the tough times but also keep the good vibes going. Thank you for reading and hope to post some more art soon.

THis month has been full of ups and downs and very lows for me but i was able to get use to drawing and making pixel artwork. Near the end of this month i will show some i have done for folks and hopefully start making animated icons for some ( maybe even of some people you seen or known) as time progresses

To... Whoever apparently reads theses cause i wouldn't know. Just an update for February. Started working on Pixel artwork again and realized how fun and amazing it is to do these. So far I'm making some Icons and pixel artwork for some people and its been amazing so far. Also I been having Bad Depression and anxiety which makes communication somewhat hard and difficult for me whether around strangers or Friends so trying to force myself to get better though its a struggle I will admit that. Anyway hopefully I will be posting more and more artwork as coming days pass by whether Pixel or Digital. Thanks for reading.

Well soon 2017 will be in the past and we say hello to 2018, I plan on being more creative hopefully when the new year starts. I decided to delete lots of folks from my discord that I Presume that I am bothering and need to give them space and not pity them to have me on there friendlist when I am clearly not doing my fair share of being a good friend. I plan to get better mentally and physical with my Depression, Anxiety, and Diabetes and if not I will just take it one day at a time. I plan on doing more gift arts in the future for people I select every now and again along with more art of my own characters. I hope everyone has a good new year and that it starts on the right step. To those who read this, have a wonder day and a Happy new year. Thanks for reading

Anxiety and Depression has really been messing with me, in Production of art, keep friends around, or just feeling bad that people have to be around me and it hurts, So to any of those who are no longer in my discord know that its just me thinking im a horrid friend and person to you, and I dont want to feel like im bothering you all that much, I do hope I get better but it just seems to make it hard for me in terms of doing many things... Please forgive my attitude and dumbness and hope that at least everyone out there is having a good day.

I ask this because when i think about it or ask myself should i do it, i get nervous, second guess myself or just really don't know, so I decided to make a post or journal to see what the community or just some of my friends think of me trying this since I really don't talk all that much on art sites... so respond and be honest, whether rude, mean, caring, or sweet response, I will take them all seriously to determine if I should try it. I will do different varieties of commissions and YCH for the rest of this month (including free ones, starting this week for the first 7 who ask) to see if I can be more productive and to see if I have what it takes to put up or shut up. Thank you

Hi all to those who read these on my page, Just wanted people to know im open to talking >w< Just send me a note or whatever, I don't bite and I like to talk, Heck we may even become good friends, who knows. that was it .w. sorry if you was expecting something more im not good with announcements as of yet X3 Gomenasai.

Hello everyone reading this or not, first of all happy new year! I am starting to feel way better then I did last month being sick nearly that whole month sucked... I'm not 100% Better But hey least I'm well enough that I can start drawing pictures again so Yaaay. I hope to put out some great pictures whether it be cute and adorable to sexy and good looking pictures, Maybe heh I'm still ways off from being decent. I'd like to thank those of you who watch me, fave me or even just enjoy my art style and my work. Thank you. >w<

Hi to anyone reading, I decided to put pause from doing commissions at the moment, This red panda been feeling Pain in my stomach area along with all over my body which has made me feel bad and even gotten Ill multiple times. Yeah =w=;; My body obviously is definitely having a lot going on and its messing up my art progress with stinks, but hopefully with enough time and rest ( and a few visits to my doctor... ) I can get back to making art for myself and many others!

Hello to all looking at this Journal or as I call it "Data Log Entry" ( -w- oh boy a Robot Jones joke lol ) I Feel happy that I was actual able to make and draw some commissions for a few people, It was really fun drawing other peoples characters and seeing how well I am improving in my artwork. Just makes me feel bubbly inside. So to those I drew art commissions for and just being there to chat with. Thank you and to all you watchers and people who Favorite my art and people I fave there art as well >w<!

Woohoo! SI far Two completed Commissions with Happy Commissioners >w< I Feel both proud and happy for doing a good job so far, but I can always make room for Improvement!

Current commissions in progress,

#1  gamerxboy COMPLETED!

#2  Isis-thefat-Kitsune COMPLETED!

#3 Vacant

#4 Vacant

#5 Vacant

#6 Vacant

I will get to each of your commissions as soon as possible and keep you updated on the progress of your commission through notes every 2-3 days to keep you updated, while the journal list will updated when new commissions are added, Thank you and Have a good day >w<


Yeeeaaaa, I got hit by Hurricane matthew, lucky for me he didn't damage us too bad however 5 days of a blackout though, Finally the lights are back home. and i can start my artwork once more.

So this morning i suddenly just randomly blurted something out and next thing I know im actually setting up a scene and story from me looking at one of my artwork i was working three days ago .w. so far i got an entire page of words! Hopefully I can keep coming up qith ideas and scenes! owo gotta start carrying a pen, pencil, mechanical pencil and a sketch book .... im gonna need a back pack...

It's been much too long, =w= and no im not singing a crescendolls/daft punk song, It literally has been a while since i posted any artwork or music. I had soo many things going wrong from technical to having lack of medical stuff for my medical problem, while also having little to no motivation... But luckily that all changed, I got a new job that allows me to buy my medicine over the counter, I got a new program called Pro Motion, allowing my artistic side to grow even larger by having the option to make 8 bit like artwork and animations. Not to mention I bought a laptop and drawing tablet to replace my old one that keeps restarting whenever i tried to draw on it. So yeah >w< this year actually been going good for me. So Hopefully i can get back to making tons of artwork and songs! Its really good to be back~

Well I been away for faaaaaar too long....again..... =w=;; i really gotta stop that lol, BUT I am working on re-models of my characters and even myself cause why not? trying a whole new drawing style, also gonna draw/ make an animated icon symbol =w= hopefully

got my tablet to at the least pull up my music and art program so i can draw and make music once more... but ;w; still it shuts down now and again so i just gotta deal with it for now until i have the funds to upgrade my work station

Well, =w= my tablet is damaged , it keeps shutting down on its on every now and again, making it hard to save my progress when it freezes or shut down, so until i buy myself a new one ;w; im just gonna work on my music for now ..... this sucks XD

Well hi everyone or no one, its me again i guess.... getting stressed by parents and trying to help my girlfriend only to fail her cause of some mistake,.... stress, messing up more and more, and even failing to help others have really put a tole on my body.... rapid weight lost, not eating as much and etc, yeah this journal not helping.... anyway going to tryto put out songs for now cause i cant draw at the moment,

uuughh, so many near finish to unfinished art and music projects..... ;w; well since im better Im going to continue from where i left off and draw my butt off!

Hi everyone and anyone reading this, Lately I've been losing my artistic side lately..... I been drawing and making music but.... whenever i try to finish up or make progress in my work, let's just say even if its a hobby, my mom kinda find ways to make me feel so crappy that I literally lose my creative side, she even made me feel so insecure i deleted an artwork i been working on for a while when i was suppose to click save.... yaaaay, well anyway long story short, Lost my creativity, might be a little while before i submit some decent or rather ok artwork and music.