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Posted 3 weeks agoTime to hit the Borderlands again...! Join in here: twitch.tv/steakkums
Streaming for a bit! Experimenting
Posted 10 months agoGetting re-set up for streaming here, so it's gonna be real casual, shaking the rust off, et cetera!
https://picarto.tv/Steakkums
https://picarto.tv/Steakkums
Mini Micro May Art Dump!
Posted a year agoIt’s just a few little things, mostly unrelated, but it’s some stuff I have never uploaded here! Hope you enjoy.
Been a minute
Posted a year agoHi everyone, hope you're doing well! It's been such a long time since I wrote a proper journal on here, so I thought I'd give that a shot. Trying to be a little less of a hermit. But I guess now that I'm in my 30s, that's to be expected for a furry who isn't a fulltime artist, right? I'm supposed to turn gray and disappear?
I've been really busy playing too many video games, as usual, but I've also gotten really into my job at the yarn shop. I've been knitting and dyeing yarn professionally for about 7 years now (woww) and crocheting for almost as long. Recently, I've really taken to crochet more because I can make amigurumi and cute little guys and such. I love it. It's filling that creative hole in my heart while also being good for work, too.
I often look at my drawing desk and my ipad and think "Man, it'd be great to draw something," but I don't actually draw very often anymore for a lot of reasons-- enough reasons to make a whole journal about it really. Suffice it to say, drawing is like a tertiary hobby for me lately. I'd like that to change, but it's really hard to strike a balance with anything in life, you know? It took this long to get my mental health somewhat in order, and it's still a constant battle, of course.
Speaking of which... Man. Mental health post-pandemic? Sheesh. My ability to hang and be social got fucking wrecked during the pandemic and I'm only recently picking up the pieces. Heck, I'm only recently getting comfortable with not wearing masks when I'm out. Not to mention the idea of going out for any reason in general. I know a guy whose whole personality tanked during the pandemic and has now alienated his whole friend group. Heck, I know two of those! One of whom isn't on speaking terms with MOST of his friends these days.
It's sad, and you know, I can relate. I feel like my mega-depressions have definitely taken a toll over the years. I've gradually gotten quieter and quieter online, and that's nobody's fault but mine. I used to be such an embarrassing and outgoing weirdo! Thankfully even though I continue to be an embarrassing weirdo, I do have a few irl friends who have been kind enough to stick around.
I'm super grateful to have the friends I have, few though they may be. I've really spent a lot more time enriching my irl friendships these last few years. I'm in a consistent DnD group, we play tabletop rpgs almost every week. My roommates and I are pretty close, and we often spend evenings making dinner together and enjoying some silly slice of life animes, "let's eat food in a dungeon with my absurd skill, and also I'm an isekai slime or a vending machine or whatever!" animes, and also "I'm a villian or a polar bear and pandas are pretty great" animes. Couldn't ask for a better time. Yes, it's very weeb of me. Yes, I have been growing my manga collection substantially of late.
In romance department, there are a lot of cobwebs and regrets, and that's really about all I have to say about that! Sorry for being an idiot! I was set up, I swear! Mental health being what it is and whatnot. Yeesh. Thankfully time marches on and I have decent medical coverage and can afford all the happy pills and good boy pills I need.
Anyways, just thought I'd say hello and wish everyone well who cares to read this! If you've gotten this far, well, that's pretty much the update, really! I'm always on the hunt for pals who have videos game in common with me and should the stars align, a multiplayer session! And also friends to talk fiber arts with. So yeah!
TLDR: Life is yarn, fiber arts, video games, and anime. I draw sometimes. I've had ups and downs but I'm doing pretty well. Hope you are doing well, too!
I've been really busy playing too many video games, as usual, but I've also gotten really into my job at the yarn shop. I've been knitting and dyeing yarn professionally for about 7 years now (woww) and crocheting for almost as long. Recently, I've really taken to crochet more because I can make amigurumi and cute little guys and such. I love it. It's filling that creative hole in my heart while also being good for work, too.
I often look at my drawing desk and my ipad and think "Man, it'd be great to draw something," but I don't actually draw very often anymore for a lot of reasons-- enough reasons to make a whole journal about it really. Suffice it to say, drawing is like a tertiary hobby for me lately. I'd like that to change, but it's really hard to strike a balance with anything in life, you know? It took this long to get my mental health somewhat in order, and it's still a constant battle, of course.
Speaking of which... Man. Mental health post-pandemic? Sheesh. My ability to hang and be social got fucking wrecked during the pandemic and I'm only recently picking up the pieces. Heck, I'm only recently getting comfortable with not wearing masks when I'm out. Not to mention the idea of going out for any reason in general. I know a guy whose whole personality tanked during the pandemic and has now alienated his whole friend group. Heck, I know two of those! One of whom isn't on speaking terms with MOST of his friends these days.
It's sad, and you know, I can relate. I feel like my mega-depressions have definitely taken a toll over the years. I've gradually gotten quieter and quieter online, and that's nobody's fault but mine. I used to be such an embarrassing and outgoing weirdo! Thankfully even though I continue to be an embarrassing weirdo, I do have a few irl friends who have been kind enough to stick around.
I'm super grateful to have the friends I have, few though they may be. I've really spent a lot more time enriching my irl friendships these last few years. I'm in a consistent DnD group, we play tabletop rpgs almost every week. My roommates and I are pretty close, and we often spend evenings making dinner together and enjoying some silly slice of life animes, "let's eat food in a dungeon with my absurd skill, and also I'm an isekai slime or a vending machine or whatever!" animes, and also "I'm a villian or a polar bear and pandas are pretty great" animes. Couldn't ask for a better time. Yes, it's very weeb of me. Yes, I have been growing my manga collection substantially of late.
In romance department, there are a lot of cobwebs and regrets, and that's really about all I have to say about that! Sorry for being an idiot! I was set up, I swear! Mental health being what it is and whatnot. Yeesh. Thankfully time marches on and I have decent medical coverage and can afford all the happy pills and good boy pills I need.
Anyways, just thought I'd say hello and wish everyone well who cares to read this! If you've gotten this far, well, that's pretty much the update, really! I'm always on the hunt for pals who have videos game in common with me and should the stars align, a multiplayer session! And also friends to talk fiber arts with. So yeah!
TLDR: Life is yarn, fiber arts, video games, and anime. I draw sometimes. I've had ups and downs but I'm doing pretty well. Hope you are doing well, too!
Wanna change handles again AGAIN
Posted 2 years agoI know, I know, some of you have only just gotten used to me being Steakkums/Steaky rather than by the old moniker. But I really REALLY wanna come up with something better that not only fits me well, but has a good ring to it. Quite frankly, I’m stumped.
This is probably me just being generally eager to move on with life, say goodbye to the old me, and artificially make a “new era” for myself, ya know? It’s just so frustrating.
While yes, I’m a different person and artist from who I’ve been over the years, I am still… the same …person. Does that make sense? :P So in that regard, it doesn’t matter at all whether I make a new username to “reinvent” myself. I’ve tried it once already! Nothing big changed, sadly.
I dunno. Pardon my rambling, I guess, mostly, I just wanted to say, “hi! I’m still here!” In whatever shape or form that takes. Wink.
Hey, if you come up with a real banger though, do send me a note! ;P
This is probably me just being generally eager to move on with life, say goodbye to the old me, and artificially make a “new era” for myself, ya know? It’s just so frustrating.
While yes, I’m a different person and artist from who I’ve been over the years, I am still… the same …person. Does that make sense? :P So in that regard, it doesn’t matter at all whether I make a new username to “reinvent” myself. I’ve tried it once already! Nothing big changed, sadly.
I dunno. Pardon my rambling, I guess, mostly, I just wanted to say, “hi! I’m still here!” In whatever shape or form that takes. Wink.
Hey, if you come up with a real banger though, do send me a note! ;P
Sweet and Salty Nut
Posted 2 years agoThat’s it, that’s the journal ;3c
Letting the days go by
Posted 2 years agoWater flowing underground.
Lately it seems like everything is the same as it ever was, and I keep asking myself, how did I get here? How do I work this? My god what have I done??
But seriously. My life of late has been a lot of the same-- sitting around keeping myself busy in one way or another. I'm often knitting and crocheting at work, and when I get home, I play a lot of video games. I often find myself wanting to do something other than my default mode, and I often get ideas for a story or comic or drawing. Once in a while I work on a project like that, be it an animation or just a pinup. Pinups are easy, doing something with a story usually gets me stuck in a loop of decision paralysis. Rather than developing the ideas I have, I fight an internal struggle that always ends up in a stalemate.
Yeah, I wanna make a comic, yeah I wanna participate in and contribute to the furry community. I just can't get myself to settle on how I do that.
The main issue is, I'm having trouble settling on a concept, but deeper than that, I'm having trouble pulling the trigger on any number of concepts I have because I worry about how they will be received. Long story short, I'm worried folks'll hate what I come up with, argue about my characters at me, hate on the story I try and make, or generally find something in my comic to pull the threads apart and label me a bad person because of some unnoticed theme or narrative I didn't intend. You know, the whole thing where an author's intent doesn't matter when it comes to the whole of the work they made. What people see is what matters, and so on...
Of course, I'm aware that what I'm dealing with here is mostly social anxiety, general anxiety, and my attention disorder fighting off commitment to a big project that I know will take a lot of time. That and you know. I've done a comic before, and it took years to just finish a few pages (largely due to the above anxiety and fear of judgement being that much more severe because of the fetishy content lmao)....
So yeah. I'm scared of making stuff, and I'm scared of it not being good enough, basically.
For now I'm gonna go back to my video games today, but it feels good to get that off my chest. ALSO! If you play video games and would like to game with me sometime, I might like that! Especially if we already know each other! Just putting that out there. I'm not the most social guy but there are a lot of games that are better with friends.
Lately it seems like everything is the same as it ever was, and I keep asking myself, how did I get here? How do I work this? My god what have I done??
But seriously. My life of late has been a lot of the same-- sitting around keeping myself busy in one way or another. I'm often knitting and crocheting at work, and when I get home, I play a lot of video games. I often find myself wanting to do something other than my default mode, and I often get ideas for a story or comic or drawing. Once in a while I work on a project like that, be it an animation or just a pinup. Pinups are easy, doing something with a story usually gets me stuck in a loop of decision paralysis. Rather than developing the ideas I have, I fight an internal struggle that always ends up in a stalemate.
Yeah, I wanna make a comic, yeah I wanna participate in and contribute to the furry community. I just can't get myself to settle on how I do that.
The main issue is, I'm having trouble settling on a concept, but deeper than that, I'm having trouble pulling the trigger on any number of concepts I have because I worry about how they will be received. Long story short, I'm worried folks'll hate what I come up with, argue about my characters at me, hate on the story I try and make, or generally find something in my comic to pull the threads apart and label me a bad person because of some unnoticed theme or narrative I didn't intend. You know, the whole thing where an author's intent doesn't matter when it comes to the whole of the work they made. What people see is what matters, and so on...
Of course, I'm aware that what I'm dealing with here is mostly social anxiety, general anxiety, and my attention disorder fighting off commitment to a big project that I know will take a lot of time. That and you know. I've done a comic before, and it took years to just finish a few pages (largely due to the above anxiety and fear of judgement being that much more severe because of the fetishy content lmao)....
So yeah. I'm scared of making stuff, and I'm scared of it not being good enough, basically.
For now I'm gonna go back to my video games today, but it feels good to get that off my chest. ALSO! If you play video games and would like to game with me sometime, I might like that! Especially if we already know each other! Just putting that out there. I'm not the most social guy but there are a lot of games that are better with friends.
One Year Later... >_> Rambly Update!
Posted 2 years agoHi everyone! Hope the holiday season is treating you well. Thought I'd write a quick journal cause I've got some free time, and it's been forever (and also, I deleted a huge chunk of my journals a while back for some silly reason, which I now regret).
Where to begin! Let's make this a proper journal and get a bit personal, huh? Things have been pretty good for me recently. I've been on new medication for depression in addition to my usual non-stimulant ADHD meds and it's been helping tremendously. Feeling much better in general, I figure I've been struggling with pretty severe depression in waves off and on for many years now heh... Other than that, in terms of health, I've been going to a very good Physical Therapist after having gone to a very bad one for a couple months. I'm already feeling a lot better with the exercises I'm doing. Having pain is pretty annoying, I don't recommend it (and condolences and best wishes to any friends who might deal with chronic pain. That shit sucks, I'm sorry)! I've also been working on watching what I eat so I can lose some weight. Health reasons. I don't want to go into my 40s with chronic back pain, arthritic or otherwise! >_<;;
It's been feeling good to slim down a bit, and I can tell my back pain has been getting better as a result- already lost about 20 pounds, I think, or thereabouts. Oh! Also, I have a CPAP machine now, and sleeping has been much nicer and also much more quiet because no more snoring! Fuck I was a loud snorer.
Life has been pretty good otherwise, working consistently at a job with lovely people, really enjoying myself. I get to knit and crochet a lot at work, even game a bit here and there when we don't have customers. At home I spend a lot of time hanging out in my room with gaming and watching our dog who is getting up in years. I tend to gravitate to the easy reliable source of dopamine, which means video games and lots of em-- when I was unmedicated for depression it was just about all I COULD do... But hey, like I say, I'm doing a lot better. Over the pandemic, I've even gotten into soulslike games, which was something I never anticipated. Got Nioh 2 and got obsessed, then dove into Fromsoft titles too. Elden Ring is really good. Hard games can be fun! Of course, relaxed chill easy games can be sooooo nice too. ANYWAYS.
We'll see how much art stuff and drawing stuff I do going forward. Hopefully I will find a way to make a routine that includes an hour or two of drawing a day. I do want to keep at it! In October I did a really fun daily drawing challenge that really stretched my drawing muscles and made me feel good-- but most of it isn't really of interest to the furs, so that's on my personal "person" instagram. And you know the way those social media sites work. They LOVE to show your friends your secret account you're trying to hide, so I don't have a naughty funtime finsta account just now.
With Twitter on the decline, or rather, my interest in continuing to use Twitter on decline, I've been feeling much more relaxed and chill. Worrying about likes and numbers of favorites and watchers can really put a damper on one's spirits, and they design it to be that way too, right? So it's been good to get away from all that, and take some time to just be me and exist, you know? I might try some of the other sites like Mastodon or Itaku or whatever at some point, but for now, this is the main place you'll be able to find and contact me, unless I've shared my private telegram or discord info with you. I prefer to keep that between me and folks I know for the time being, thanks.
In terms of usernames and keeping this page, I think I'll keep this FA as my main, I have a Steakkums account, which has been my newest moniker. I kinda like it, made me feel fresh and different for a while, but I know to most folks, especially on here, I'm always Red Rodent and that's that ;P Maybe someday if FA implements name changing, I'll give that a go. I don't feel like dumping this page and starting new. That's a lot of work! I don't need that. I hardly upload as it is. And speaking of. What's that site, postybirb? I need to check that out, huh? Is it pretty easy to use?
Thanks for reading my ramble! Hopefully my high spirits showed through, and I wish you a warm and cozy holiday season. Thanks all! I will be around.
Where to begin! Let's make this a proper journal and get a bit personal, huh? Things have been pretty good for me recently. I've been on new medication for depression in addition to my usual non-stimulant ADHD meds and it's been helping tremendously. Feeling much better in general, I figure I've been struggling with pretty severe depression in waves off and on for many years now heh... Other than that, in terms of health, I've been going to a very good Physical Therapist after having gone to a very bad one for a couple months. I'm already feeling a lot better with the exercises I'm doing. Having pain is pretty annoying, I don't recommend it (and condolences and best wishes to any friends who might deal with chronic pain. That shit sucks, I'm sorry)! I've also been working on watching what I eat so I can lose some weight. Health reasons. I don't want to go into my 40s with chronic back pain, arthritic or otherwise! >_<;;
It's been feeling good to slim down a bit, and I can tell my back pain has been getting better as a result- already lost about 20 pounds, I think, or thereabouts. Oh! Also, I have a CPAP machine now, and sleeping has been much nicer and also much more quiet because no more snoring! Fuck I was a loud snorer.
Life has been pretty good otherwise, working consistently at a job with lovely people, really enjoying myself. I get to knit and crochet a lot at work, even game a bit here and there when we don't have customers. At home I spend a lot of time hanging out in my room with gaming and watching our dog who is getting up in years. I tend to gravitate to the easy reliable source of dopamine, which means video games and lots of em-- when I was unmedicated for depression it was just about all I COULD do... But hey, like I say, I'm doing a lot better. Over the pandemic, I've even gotten into soulslike games, which was something I never anticipated. Got Nioh 2 and got obsessed, then dove into Fromsoft titles too. Elden Ring is really good. Hard games can be fun! Of course, relaxed chill easy games can be sooooo nice too. ANYWAYS.
We'll see how much art stuff and drawing stuff I do going forward. Hopefully I will find a way to make a routine that includes an hour or two of drawing a day. I do want to keep at it! In October I did a really fun daily drawing challenge that really stretched my drawing muscles and made me feel good-- but most of it isn't really of interest to the furs, so that's on my personal "person" instagram. And you know the way those social media sites work. They LOVE to show your friends your secret account you're trying to hide, so I don't have a naughty funtime finsta account just now.
With Twitter on the decline, or rather, my interest in continuing to use Twitter on decline, I've been feeling much more relaxed and chill. Worrying about likes and numbers of favorites and watchers can really put a damper on one's spirits, and they design it to be that way too, right? So it's been good to get away from all that, and take some time to just be me and exist, you know? I might try some of the other sites like Mastodon or Itaku or whatever at some point, but for now, this is the main place you'll be able to find and contact me, unless I've shared my private telegram or discord info with you. I prefer to keep that between me and folks I know for the time being, thanks.
In terms of usernames and keeping this page, I think I'll keep this FA as my main, I have a Steakkums account, which has been my newest moniker. I kinda like it, made me feel fresh and different for a while, but I know to most folks, especially on here, I'm always Red Rodent and that's that ;P Maybe someday if FA implements name changing, I'll give that a go. I don't feel like dumping this page and starting new. That's a lot of work! I don't need that. I hardly upload as it is. And speaking of. What's that site, postybirb? I need to check that out, huh? Is it pretty easy to use?
Thanks for reading my ramble! Hopefully my high spirits showed through, and I wish you a warm and cozy holiday season. Thanks all! I will be around.
ArtStreaming
Posted 4 years agoGonna stream for a bit here:
https://picarto.tv/Steakkums
Oh yeah if you haven't been keeping up on twitter I'm doing a name change. Still haven't decided what to do on FA but I have it reserved :P
https://picarto.tv/Steakkums
Oh yeah if you haven't been keeping up on twitter I'm doing a name change. Still haven't decided what to do on FA but I have it reserved :P
*brushes off the dust*
Posted 4 years agoHi! Remember journals? Wild.
I’ll try and upload some of my more recent stuff here cause having it in a gallery setting makes it so much easier to see. So, expect an art dump soon!
But first, I sleep. Hope everyone is well!
I’ll try and upload some of my more recent stuff here cause having it in a gallery setting makes it so much easier to see. So, expect an art dump soon!
But first, I sleep. Hope everyone is well!
Ermagerd Wildstar Beta get!
Posted 11 years agoI got into the Wildstar Beta. My boyfriend got a key from Curse Client. He was like "Hey, what's this?" And I was like.
OMFG EHIUOPWHUIOpHUIGHUIOGwupghiqawvbhuawp fhIOPHIOPHAUIVB:AHIPO
So.... When I finish downloading.... What server do I get on? Anyone playing?
OMFG EHIUOPWHUIOpHUIGHUIOGwupghiqawvbhuawp fhIOPHIOPHAUIVB:AHIPO
So.... When I finish downloading.... What server do I get on? Anyone playing?
To say that I'm having the time of life
Posted 11 years agoIs not inaccurate. San Diego is wonderful. I haven't seen the scene in San Fran, and I'm sure it's awesome, but yeah. Best day evarrrrr. Read that in your best pinkie pie voice.
Ffffffffffffffffffffffff
Posted 11 years agoSo we've arrived at our vacation destination, already had a great time with our friend, catching up. Then I get on my laptop and check my emails.
Email from the 19th, a reminder of the last mandatory meeting for my senior project class. Mandatory. I was on campus. I had taken my art history final, this was basically right after it. Annnnd I didn't go. I don't know what happened. I wasn't even aware of this date or anything, at least not actively in my brain. I might have been exposed to the information but not actually taken note.
Ughhhhh please be nice, teachers, please let me make up for this somehow. I need to graduate. I need to get through this....
Email from the 19th, a reminder of the last mandatory meeting for my senior project class. Mandatory. I was on campus. I had taken my art history final, this was basically right after it. Annnnd I didn't go. I don't know what happened. I wasn't even aware of this date or anything, at least not actively in my brain. I might have been exposed to the information but not actually taken note.
Ughhhhh please be nice, teachers, please let me make up for this somehow. I need to graduate. I need to get through this....
Finals week/impending vaycay
Posted 11 years agoSo my finals fall at the end of the week, and then me and the bf are gonna go away for a little while to enjoy a brief spring break. I won't likely be online much (except in world of Warcraft) in the weeks to come. Thanks everyone!
The hardest part is over
Posted 11 years agoI presented my senior show art I've been working on all quarter in front of the art board at college. Despite some criticism here and there, it was well received. It went really well, and wasn't hard at all.
Now all that has to happen is completing the art, and putting it up in the gallery show next quarter!
Exciting.
Now all that has to happen is completing the art, and putting it up in the gallery show next quarter!
Exciting.
Oooog. So tired...
Posted 11 years agoSorry I have been super inactive lately. Rest assured I am busting my ass at work and school, and will have stuff to show for it before too long.
Mr. Peabody omfg my feeeeeels!!!
Posted 11 years agoIt was so good. Almost made me a crybaby.
To the butt on ESO beta who named his cat Baghira
Posted 11 years agoWell done! Now I have to think of something else. T_T
Do you like inflation? Tell me about it! Link me to stuff!
Posted 11 years agoHey again all! So I guess I'm doing a journal series by now :P
I like inflation when the result is macros, as ya'll might expect! XD
I'd love to hear what everyone likes about inflation, maybe see some images or comics I haven't yet! :3
Please share!
I like inflation when the result is macros, as ya'll might expect! XD
I'd love to hear what everyone likes about inflation, maybe see some images or comics I haven't yet! :3
Please share!
What are your favorite TFs?
Posted 11 years agoI've always found TF to be super cool, even if it doesn't get me feeling all tingly.... It's just... Cool! And awesome as a part of turning into macro!
But what are you guys's favorite TF sequences? Share, share! :D I'm sure I've missed some awesome ones.
But what are you guys's favorite TF sequences? Share, share! :D I'm sure I've missed some awesome ones.
Where is that dragon/ fireball whisky advert?
Posted 11 years agoMy bf was ranting about this cute muscled chance dragon that does a dance in an ad for fireball whisky or something... Anyone know where I can find it? Lol...
Pretend I'm new. What macro art would you show me?
Posted 11 years agoWhat are your favorite things? Your favorite images and sub-kinks involving macro? Let's say I was new to macro and was interested in it but had never seen macro art. What would you show me?
(No snuff/death. I hate that, mmkay?)
(No snuff/death. I hate that, mmkay?)
Yeah, birthday.
Posted 11 years agoSo older, very age. Much experiences. Wow!
26
Kudos to Let and Rj-pilot for shouting first lol.
26
Kudos to Let and Rj-pilot for shouting first lol.
Get to know me(me).
Posted 11 years agoWhat's your real name?
Tim
How tall are you?
6'2".
What's your natural hair colour?
Light brown
What's your eye colour?
Gray
What's your orientation?
Rurrrrl gay.
Are you single, taken or undecided?
Taken
What do you do in your spare time?
Procrastinate, play games, eat too much food, browse internets aimlessly.
What's your job or occupation?
College student.
What do you like about yourself?
I'm a happy person. I'm a sensitive person. I'm able to express myself well [most of the time]. I stand by my beliefs, but I'm open-minded to new ideas. When going gets tough, I somehow muddle through -- I tend to do fairly well under pressure.
What do you dislike about yourself?
I get anxious pretty easily, and fall into funks of worry about my future. I'm too sensitive at times.
What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
I'm kinda tall, have a cool beard and glasses, friendly, easily pleased, humble... Eventually people hear my sad dramatic life-stories, and are very intrigued, asking me a lot of questions. Once all that's over, they find out that I'm totally boring. :P Unless you like the same things I do, that is.
What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
I'm a humanist athiest. I definitely don't believe in any god, or spiritual world, but I know there's stuff out there people don't know about. I firmly believe that humans are capable of great good, but I'm realistic and know that people aren't as good as they should be as much as they should be.
Do you drink?
Yeah, with friends. I'm usually the designated driver, though. So I only drink when I know I'm not driving. Sometimes I forget I'm not driving and don't drink anyways! Dx
Do you smoke?
Yes. I had relatives who meant a lot to me who smoked, and I feel like that's a big part of it. It's comforting, and reminds me of better times in my young life. Innocent times when my family didn't judge me, deeming me hell-bound. Hail Satan! I want my own demon man-toy now, please?
What are your major fears?
Extreme heights, stinging insects, being completely alone, not having a career.
Do you have any dreams or goals?
I want to be... Under the sea... Not really. I just want to be happy and successful enough to not worry about money.
Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
Yes and yes.
Who's your best buddy?
I have so many friends. People online, people offline in real life, a support network that helped me feel out some really trying times. Many of whom I still know.
What's your favourite dish?
UGHHHHH Gimme an indian buffet on spicy day... Samosas, matter paneer, butter chicken... NAAN! UGHHHH I'm dying I want it now.
What's your favourite drink?
Mr. Pibb. T_T But I've had to cut way back, because diet. I've lost 40 lbs! 8D
What's your favourite colour?
Jungle green, warm yellow, bright blue. I know! Not Red! Surprise! It's not my least favorite color, though. I don't think I have a least favorite color...
If you had a super power, what would it be?
Ability to change size, and or ability to transform into anything I please.
What's your favourite movie?
...The Fifth Element. Or maybe Wingcommander? Or maybe....
What's your least favourite food?
I don't care for asparagus very much. But I still eat it. Hmm. Maybe... ah yeah. Durians. They make me sick. They smell like bubble gum. I hate bubble gum.
What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
I love my Dodge Ram! I had a little car before, which was great, had decent gas mileage... but I couldn't haul stuff! So inconvenient.
What is your most disliked bug?
Wasps. Sorry wasp-sona people! xD They're just... so mean and awful and scary to me. I'm not afraid of spiders, amazingly, though when I see one that I think is dangerous I freak out. Or when I get into a spider web when I'm not expecting it. I dunno what made that! D8
What pet peeves do you dislike the most?
Ignorant, judging assholes who will never open their mind to the possibility that they might be wrong-minded hateful bigot assholes. I'm also pretty easily frustrated with people who try and befriend you too quickly, and get pissed off when you don't warm up to them right away. People who ask for watches. I'll watch you when I'm good and ready! Asking makes me want to not watch you on purpose! D8
What do you dislike in life?
Overloading on work, lack of sleep, not getting enough sleep, did I mention not getting enough sleep? The job market, bad and inconsiderate drivers, people with no patience, sensationalists in the media and elsewhere. The majority of my life before nineteen. The fact that everyone in the exclusive, racist institution I was put through for school doesn't care to know me because of who I am, and who they are. My dad for not having the balls to stand up to my closed-minded bigot mother, because he's a bit of a closed-minded bigot, too. My mother for being a raging, hateful, racist, bigoted, manipulative bitch, and professional emotional vampire. The fact that my sister was manipulated into judging and hating me and my boyfriend by my mother, and is stuck in a workplace with closed-minded bigots and is unable to develop into her own person outside that environment. The fact that my parents are raising my younger brothers to be super closed-minded bigots.
What do you love in life?
My boyfriend and his family, good food, good friends, geeking out with fellow geeks, animated films, naughty naughties, hot dudes, tall dudes, cuddling and sleeping. So many things. I think I got too mad writing the dislikes to think about what I like just now. More on this later, maybe? If people are interested, of course.
Tim
How tall are you?
6'2".
What's your natural hair colour?
Light brown
What's your eye colour?
Gray
What's your orientation?
Rurrrrl gay.
Are you single, taken or undecided?
Taken
What do you do in your spare time?
Procrastinate, play games, eat too much food, browse internets aimlessly.
What's your job or occupation?
College student.
What do you like about yourself?
I'm a happy person. I'm a sensitive person. I'm able to express myself well [most of the time]. I stand by my beliefs, but I'm open-minded to new ideas. When going gets tough, I somehow muddle through -- I tend to do fairly well under pressure.
What do you dislike about yourself?
I get anxious pretty easily, and fall into funks of worry about my future. I'm too sensitive at times.
What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
I'm kinda tall, have a cool beard and glasses, friendly, easily pleased, humble... Eventually people hear my sad dramatic life-stories, and are very intrigued, asking me a lot of questions. Once all that's over, they find out that I'm totally boring. :P Unless you like the same things I do, that is.
What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
I'm a humanist athiest. I definitely don't believe in any god, or spiritual world, but I know there's stuff out there people don't know about. I firmly believe that humans are capable of great good, but I'm realistic and know that people aren't as good as they should be as much as they should be.
Do you drink?
Yeah, with friends. I'm usually the designated driver, though. So I only drink when I know I'm not driving. Sometimes I forget I'm not driving and don't drink anyways! Dx
Do you smoke?
Yes. I had relatives who meant a lot to me who smoked, and I feel like that's a big part of it. It's comforting, and reminds me of better times in my young life. Innocent times when my family didn't judge me, deeming me hell-bound. Hail Satan! I want my own demon man-toy now, please?
What are your major fears?
Extreme heights, stinging insects, being completely alone, not having a career.
Do you have any dreams or goals?
I want to be... Under the sea... Not really. I just want to be happy and successful enough to not worry about money.
Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
Yes and yes.
Who's your best buddy?
I have so many friends. People online, people offline in real life, a support network that helped me feel out some really trying times. Many of whom I still know.
What's your favourite dish?
UGHHHHH Gimme an indian buffet on spicy day... Samosas, matter paneer, butter chicken... NAAN! UGHHHH I'm dying I want it now.
What's your favourite drink?
Mr. Pibb. T_T But I've had to cut way back, because diet. I've lost 40 lbs! 8D
What's your favourite colour?
Jungle green, warm yellow, bright blue. I know! Not Red! Surprise! It's not my least favorite color, though. I don't think I have a least favorite color...
If you had a super power, what would it be?
Ability to change size, and or ability to transform into anything I please.
What's your favourite movie?
...The Fifth Element. Or maybe Wingcommander? Or maybe....
What's your least favourite food?
I don't care for asparagus very much. But I still eat it. Hmm. Maybe... ah yeah. Durians. They make me sick. They smell like bubble gum. I hate bubble gum.
What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
I love my Dodge Ram! I had a little car before, which was great, had decent gas mileage... but I couldn't haul stuff! So inconvenient.
What is your most disliked bug?
Wasps. Sorry wasp-sona people! xD They're just... so mean and awful and scary to me. I'm not afraid of spiders, amazingly, though when I see one that I think is dangerous I freak out. Or when I get into a spider web when I'm not expecting it. I dunno what made that! D8
What pet peeves do you dislike the most?
Ignorant, judging assholes who will never open their mind to the possibility that they might be wrong-minded hateful bigot assholes. I'm also pretty easily frustrated with people who try and befriend you too quickly, and get pissed off when you don't warm up to them right away. People who ask for watches. I'll watch you when I'm good and ready! Asking makes me want to not watch you on purpose! D8
What do you dislike in life?
Overloading on work, lack of sleep, not getting enough sleep, did I mention not getting enough sleep? The job market, bad and inconsiderate drivers, people with no patience, sensationalists in the media and elsewhere. The majority of my life before nineteen. The fact that everyone in the exclusive, racist institution I was put through for school doesn't care to know me because of who I am, and who they are. My dad for not having the balls to stand up to my closed-minded bigot mother, because he's a bit of a closed-minded bigot, too. My mother for being a raging, hateful, racist, bigoted, manipulative bitch, and professional emotional vampire. The fact that my sister was manipulated into judging and hating me and my boyfriend by my mother, and is stuck in a workplace with closed-minded bigots and is unable to develop into her own person outside that environment. The fact that my parents are raising my younger brothers to be super closed-minded bigots.
What do you love in life?
My boyfriend and his family, good food, good friends, geeking out with fellow geeks, animated films, naughty naughties, hot dudes, tall dudes, cuddling and sleeping. So many things. I think I got too mad writing the dislikes to think about what I like just now. More on this later, maybe? If people are interested, of course.
Here's tumblr, deviantart, sofurry, and weasyl.
Posted 11 years agohttp://redrodent.tumblr.com
http://redrodent.sofurry.com
http://weasyl.com/user/~redrodent
There they are.
More active on tumblr over all.
I also chill out on da, though I haven't uploaded in forever.
http://redrodent.deviantart.com
I love you all.
http://redrodent.sofurry.com
http://weasyl.com/user/~redrodent
There they are.
More active on tumblr over all.
I also chill out on da, though I haven't uploaded in forever.
http://redrodent.deviantart.com
I love you all.
