I've been sitting on my computer since like 4pm it's not 6:50pm
and I've sketched out things so many times and it's all RUBBISH!!
UGH I'm so pissed off at myself. Why the fuck can't I draw?! ARGHHHH ;^;

Artists -- Any tips on how you break through this? ;;
Like I can't even finish a sketch because it looks so horrid D:

I want to express my apologies and gratitude to my commissioners for being so patient.
Life is at a rough point where I'm finishing up school and trying to find the motivation to draw.
Even though everything I draw, I completely hate XD I'm still trying for you guys. I know it's been annoying to see journals from me about the hold up. But all I can say is, if I had the money to pay everyone back, I would because at this point I feel so shitty in life. ugh.

But I promise to start working more actively once more, starting hopefully tonight I'll get some sketches up. If not tonight, than definitely tomorrow.

I can't say thank you enough for everyone's patience.

<3

Yeah I'm gay lul

Happy Christmas to you all c: I love all my watchers tons <3
you guys keep me going ^^

<3

Hope you all have a fantastic Holiday! And a joyous new year :D

Well me and will be offering collabs, but we need to get more examples first, so we are going to be taking some freebies!

As a reminder.
She sketches > I Ink > She colours > I shade

We will be taking;
An Icon
A Bust
Fullbody

so only three.
Please post the following:

Ref:
Pose:
Expression:

And we will pick based on what we feel like doing C:

EDIT:
Issue resolved xD
I suggest calling them if you ever have any issue.
At least for me, they quickly straightened everything out xD
My stuff will be here tomorrow and it's all good~!

Because it's the holidays and I'm trying to finish up school, but the main reason is because I've fucked my wrist up to the point where it hurts to sit down and do a picture from sketch to finish ._. it honestly hurts just to sketch it but I try to push through and do as much as I can do before it becomes unbearable. It's not broken ._. just probably have some beginnings of carpal tunnel or some shit.

I need to make an appointment for the doctor soon for some other stuff, so when I do I'll ask him about it, but I'm assuming it's just from drawing A LOT. -shrugs-

But yeah, that's why I'm slow. ._. Sorry.

Neopets is what I play when I'm letting my hand rest in while working on commissions :P
I'm saving for a draik, and I'm so bad at saving ._. I'm letting my habi run pretty much 24/7 to try to get to level 50 so I can start making bank off it... but it's only level 24... and It's been up for like a week. -___- slowest process ever.......

Anyway..
I'm at 1.7mil/5mil + :c
I would really appreciate donations or whatever Dx Might offer some sort of NP sketches or something in my "free time" .___. not that I have any...

Ugh. I want my Draik ;^;
Not to mention a Royal paint job which would be another 1.75mil...

So I'm aiming to save around 7mil :C

I know I'm a fag.. :C But ugh, I suck at this damn game lmao..
-big eyes-

Also if anyone has any "Unconverted" pets... -puppy eyes- I'd be happy to take them off your paws.. :C
If you don't know what UC pets are, google xD

Anyway, I'mma shut up and get colouring xD

my Neopets account is i_love_poogles123 (I made it when I was 14 stfu XDDD )

<333
~Red

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2964659/

GO NOW :D

So my wifey took a paycut from her job to be relocated because she hated what she was doing :C
And she has two jobs but one never has her work, so she's falling behind for bill & food money D':

I offered to help her out by collabing with her on some things.
She sketches > I Ink > She Colours > I shade and add final touches

We have some examples we will upload tomorrow once we talk some more about prices and what is fair. But we plan on offering these for very cheap! She needs as much help as she can get.

I can imagine my current commission queue won't like hearing this, but you will not take a back seat for this, I will still be doing my queue whilst helping her out.

I'm trying my best to do what I can to make everyone happy .________.

Anyway.. brbgonnagobeemo
.________.

Please note me if you have any questions regarding the collabs. :P

Twice! XD

In the next few weeks I will be moving with my family to a new house due to some issues with our current house :c So that is going to be going on before Christmas is my dad's goal to get packed up and moved out by or before xmas.

So that is the one happening the soonest.
After that, HOPEFULLY~! November 2012 Me and will have gathered up the money & a car to be able to move in with and c:
Our goal is to be moved in by MFF next year~

But that is still to be seen due to Tig's citizenship status. Once he gets his greencard he will get a job asap, and then once I finish the last two units of my Vet assistant class I will have a job as well c: I plan to have this done in the next two weeks.

So hopefully we can be in sunny Florida with my wifey ;w;
I miss that yenadawg, :c

So hopefully by this time next year I'll be a FL fur :B
Lulz

Idk, My biggest worry is finding a job & being away from my family xD I'm a big baby, I love my parents. But anyway, I would probably end up having my real wedding down in FL in April 2013 if we could work it out :P Then again that's a while away :C So I'd like to look at sooner since we are married.. So maybe Blah, Idek xD

ANYWAY I'M RAMBLING! XD
Just wanted to say what's up :P!

Anyway, commissions are being done as quickly as I can xD My wrist hurts really bad, I'm thinking I have some sort of issue with it, might go see a doctor about it, but in the mean time, I'm working on them at the quickest pace possible.

So everyone knows they ARE IN FACT being done, and I'm not scamming anyone z___________z

I had an amazing time at MFF aside from some start-of-con and end-of-con frustrations XD
But it was amazing~!
loved it! C: I'm so happy! I think he's a full-fledged fur now! He even wants a suit! Haha!
We had a great time at our first con TOGETHER c: and his first con everrr~! c:

I loved seeing everyone, I had a great time.
I won't be eating pizza or chinese for a long while though LMAO XD TOO MUCH!!!

are hoes

<3

I love you all. So happy to be home though omg. I missed my weasel ;w; and my doggehs
I am going to get a good nights sleep and start busting my ass on commissions...

I think once I clear my commission queue, it will be a while before I take more, if ever. The stress with trying to handle life and commissions, ugh. It's just fucking more stress than I need lol. I don't want to draw when I'm stressed. I want to enjoy my arting x)

Anyways.
<3 See y'alls next year~

;o; I miss my like fuck though -sobs-
I need my yenadawg...

After getting a motherboard that was too big z___z My dad got another one for me that fit perfectly :D
So my computer is all up and running again -squee-

I'm leaving for MFF at 5:45 AM soo... xD;
No much going to be done until I get back Monday night, which I will probably start working Tuesday

Sorry about all the delays and much appreciation for all the patience given by most of my commissioners c:
I love you guys to bits!

xxx
Red

So extremely relieved XD

AND EXCITED FOR MFF C:

Thanks~

I am poor, jobless and living with my parents while trying to settle my husband's citizenship costing us well over $3000 which his mother is supplying.

I JUST Ordered a new motherboard for my computer, (THE ONLY COMPUTER I AM ABLE TO DRAW ON -.- )

I REALIZE YOU WANT YOUR COMMISSIONS DONE
PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT!

I am NEVER going to take money and leave you. I am not that person. I have over $300 in commissions to be done.

My computer will be up SHORTLY
As soon as it's back up I will be doing a commission or two DAILY

If I had the money to refund I would, but life fucking sucks for me right now and I'm working my ASS off to change it.

Thanks
Red

Okay so I was really off with my room cost. x_x

Apprently:
What is the hotel tax rate in Rosemont?
The hotel tax rate in Rosemont is 13%, so with tax a standard sleeping room costs approximately $140 per night.

So $140/night for four nights is 560/5 = $112/person x_x
I'd really like to get another one or two people to lower the cost, it may be a bit cramped, but I really need to lower this cost XD

And I need everyone rooming to verify they can still be okay with the change ^^''
or else we'd be screwed x_X

x_x Yeah.. I've been gone for a while it seems :C
I've been really busy ;_;

Spending over $3000 on all of 's citizenship stuff ;^;
And my desktop computer turns out it's motherboard is dead ;____;
So I need to buy a new one of those... ugh...

Just a lot of things, preventing me from arting like I need to be x_____x
I really wish I had money to just give refunds but every dime from commissions has gone towards important things ;___;

Then MFF is coming up and I ALWAYS go lD
So I ugh, it's just not exactly easy stuff when I'm jobless and trying to balance
school and whatnot ;^;

I'm really sorry you guys
no idea how much I love y'all ;_____;

Also if you need a room for MFF, I have one more spot because turns out one of the people can't go xD
So trying to find a last minute replacement xD If not it's not that big of a deal, but it would nice if I could find one more person :B

Where are you staying?:
The mane hotel. ;DDDD

What day are you getting there?:
Thursaday :3

How long are you going?:
Monday not sure what time.

Who will you be with?:
(His girlfriend) &

What is your gender?:
Female

How old are you?:
20

How tall are you?:
5'8''

What suits will you have?
None D: I have a partial but Itsu has it, and it's not 100% done. So I'll be suitless this year x3

Can I touch you?:
.....If you want to get smacked? :D

Can I talk to you?:
Sure, as long as you're not a creeper

Can I take pictures with you?
Eeeh... I guess?

Are you nice?:
Yes, if you're nice to me.

Are you cliquey?:
Nooo, but I'm usually in my small group of me, Skippy and Tig :3

Can I stalk you?:
Uhhh... as long as you're nice about it?

Can I buy you lots of drinks?:
Buy me Mountain dew :D

Can I hug or snuggle you?:
Sure, just don't be creepy about it x_X

Do you do trades?:
Sure :3

Do you have an artist table?:
No :B

Do you like parties?:
No, I like art jams xD

What should I not do around you?:
Be creepy..

If I see you, how should I get your attention?:
Say my name or something.. idk XD

I'm now 20yrs old~ Yay :B

Thank you so much <3 ;w;

Streaming for a bit.
https://join.me/671-672-754

My birthday is on Saturday :3c the 15th~

ART = <3
Of Red; http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6232965/ and/or
my husband; http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3447397/

or some of my others characters :3
http://img406.imageshack.us/img406/...../zenismall.png
http://img23.imageshack.us/img23/338/nisam.png
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6275190 (pony Red)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5891839/ & http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5971765/ (Me and 's lezbo pokemon ;o; )
orrrr Hollye ;w;
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4669193/ (NSFW)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4914503/ (Clean)

other than art...
Uhmm.. Plushies = <3
I love Disney plushies.
Pikachu plushies.

I love Pinkie Pie & Rainbow Dash things from FiM

uhmm...I really need a "u" key for my laptop .n.
My laptop is an old POS XD
it's a Dell Latitude D610
in case anyone was wandering

I'd really like a MLP: FiM Skin/Case for my phone
a LG Quantum

And a skin for my laptop (MLP DUH LOL)

Uhm, other than that I really don't know.

If for any reason you wanted to buy me something XDDD
Note me for my addy <3

Love you guys.

Anyone on it?
Have any nice pets you don't want? .w.

bleh idek... just thought I'd ask.

Oh and my birthday is next Saturday ;w;

After I clean out my queue -shakes fist at her wrist-
Would anyone be interested in neopoint commissions?
I've done them in the past, but I've improved A LOT and I've started going on neopets again, and am rubbish at games ;n;
I'm trying to save up for a draik :|
So if anyone would want to, how much would you pay?
hurpdurp.
Going to try to do some commissions tonight :C Hopefully my wrist won't scream at me if I do ;o;

Really wanting to draw and your hand/wrist saying FUCK YOU

UGH my wrist is horrid, like even typing this hurts....ugh idek what to do ;n;

Anyone has it? I need 3 more achievements on it D:
I need hug three friends, I've done 1/3 D:
Don't die on course 4
and go through the calibration course with someone who's never played co-op ;o;


So if anyone has it and wants to help me out add me
xRedRoseofDeath

oh this is on xbox btw lol