Okay, so there's something that artist do that piss me off really badly x_x

When artist's offer BUSTS
but what they give you is a HEADSHOT...
Okay I'm sorry but people must be lazy as shit or just fucking retarded
because THIS: IS A BUST

DEFINITION OF BUST IS:
noun
1.
a sculptured, painted, drawn, or engraved representation of the upper part of the human figure, especially a portrait sculpture showing only the head and shoulders of the subject.
2.
the chest or breast, especially a woman's bosom.

THE UPPER PARTS OF HUMAN FIGURE...
NOT THE FUCKING NECK UP FOR FUCKS SAKE...
BUST MEANS BOOBS...
SO I EXPECT TITS IN MY FUCKING BUST....

Sorry, Idk why this is under my skin, but when someone offers a bust and I get a headshot, I am angered by it.
Which is why I never get bust sketches, but regardless.

This isn't directed at any one artist. Just a general thing that has annoyed me lately x_x''


/RANT

So you may or may not know, from my last journal. My desktop computer, from which I crank out art, is fucked to shit right now. Until we pay for all the forms for my husband to be granted stay in the US which is turning out to cost an ass load more than we ever anticipated... I will have limited, to no access to it and will not be able to afford to fix it.

SO
I will be doing my best to traditional sketch all commissions and get my tablet set up on the laptop to start getting things done again.
I know you're all tired of hearing excuses from me, but trust me, I hate keeping people waiting as much as you hate waiting.

Things WILL get done. I promise!

Thank you so much for your patience <3

<3
Red

makes my dick hard
and people bawing about it
makes it harder

<3

Okay so my computer is fucked so badly x_x
It has had a blue screen problem for a while I thought it was a virus so I reformatted... that didn't help.. I think it might have actually made it worse?
because now it blue screens so quickly I can barely do anything... x_x

Is this a hardware issue I'm assuming? If so what do I need to replace?

Harddrive? My dad said he doubts it's the CPU

The error is something like.. IRLQ_LESS_OR_EQUAL
x_X something... Idk
I really need this fixed so I can get commissions done x________x

I used to be on it ALLLLLLLL the time xD I'm soooo bored that I installed it on this laptop.
Anyone else have it? xD

I know it's lame, but I'm bored XDDD

So my bby can't make it to MFF ;o; and she is giving her hotel room at the main hotel :<

Soooo I need roomies, it's just me and my hubby right now.
I'm picky about who I room with. I don't like drunks, only my best friends can be drunkards around me :<

No drugs, and no sex plox.

I'm looking to get about 6 people total. I might already have two extra being a couple of furs I know who asked.

Sooo I might only need two more. merf.

Comment here.
you must pay for your share of the room derp.

Commissions will commence shortly, sorry I'm ill x_x and tomorrow I go to St. Louis for a medical exam for my hubby so we can get his citizenship. <3

ugh I feel like cxraaaapppp DB

As of 1:30pm today and I are officially married :)
It was the best way to get him citizenship, which we will be getting done shortly.
We went through the court, so that it wasn't 'planned' anyway.
I WILL be having a ceremony and reception and all that REAL wedding stuff. I am just waiting until we have the funds and he has the citizenship to not have to worry about.

There are more formal ways to where we didn't have to do this but in all honestly, this way is much quicker, not as guaranteed but I'm tired of waiting, four years of being apart is enough.

Anyway, I think I will count our "wedding anniversary" as when we hold our ceremony and what not because even though in all aspects of everything I am in fact married. I want to have a wedding album and family and my best friend here :'c

So again I am legally married to my man, but I'm going to still kinda act like I'm just engaged seeing as we haven't even exchanged rings yet :/ Idk.

Sooooo... YEAH... I'm married :D He can't get away from me now without a divorce >BU <3

Love my hubby<3

I'd understand it you did .n.

I need to get my ass in gear.. seriously ;;

Starting TOMORROW
I will be doing AT LEAST
One piece of art a day. Starting with my oldest commissions ;x;
maybe even mixing it up a bit. idk.

Please don't hate me ;o;
Once I get these commissions done.
I will be A LOT better at commissions from then on~ ;n;
I'm really sorry -whimpers softly-

Computer monitor was fixed. It was kinda an odd fix, but none-the-less I fixed it lol.

Anyway, I will be working on commissions ASAP. I've been really weird lately with being randomly sick, and some other stupid stuff. School work and whatnot that I've been trying to get done.

But ANYWAY. I'll be working on stuff I promise :>

you guys are awesome for being so damn patient with me ;o; I know I suck ;O;

Also if anyone knows any artists that will do Subeta point commissions, let me know :>

Sooo... Randomly my computer screen decided to stretch and look all nasty.. I tried changing the resolution and updating my video card drivers, but nothing has made it look better.. I'm worried about doing art because it would end up being distorted because of my screen being stretched.. So if anyone can help me.. let me know :<

Screenshot: http://img546.imageshack.us/img546/.....reenshotyp.png

I REALLY REALLY Want something that only has 3 available I need $15
Two character pics are usually $20+
So I'm taking off $5 PLUS you will have it done TONIGHT! I will even stream it :'c
Please! ;A;

I know I need to stop taking commissions and finish what I have, but I really want this badly :c

Example of what you get: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6121420/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6177927/ (Diaper warning)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5709647/

Comment or note.
This is the last time for a while I will be taking commissions until I finish my queue :'3

CLOSED :> Thanks

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2619862/

Check it out! :)

Thanks ! :D

are doing free icons for anyone who promotes this offer.
Everyone gets one and if you tip them, they will give the icon a slightly steampunk theme!

Just check out this journal;
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2617808/

And here are the examples;
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/6301190/


Go go go!

Commissions will resume tomorrow after I get used to them more :)

But I feel A LOT better with them <3

Thanks for everyone's patience ;w; You guys rock<33

Because I've had glasses since I was 18months old and has corrective surgery for a lazy eye and have been seeing the eye doctor regularly since then, up till 2006.. When my doctor decided I didn't need glasses anymore >o>

Well he lied because I've been having extreme headaches, when I read/look at the computer screen/tv screen/my phone etc.

I went to a new eye doctor today, and had an exam done, and was told I DO in fact, need glasses again >o>

Which explains the headaches.

So on the 4th I get my glasses <3
Unless anyone is in any major rush, I might just hold off and move my commissions until then?
My head is so horrible just typing this x______x'' I will do more than one commission daily, I promise, I just can't bear these damn headaches...

-whimpers and hides in a corner-

So I finally decided after my fiance told me I need to get my tail in gear <3 To make a schedule!
So from now on if you commission me, I will add you to a schedule and you will know when I will be working on your commission :)

I'm going to start with my oldest commissions and move forward! :<

Friday; 22/7
-Werefoxjason WAY over due 3 char flat colour
-A Gift for Kkitty23 for her B-day<3

Saturday: 23/7
-Ethan86 - two character full colour shaded

Sunday: 24/7
-Michi - two character sketch

Monday: 25/7
-Fluffdance - Gluttony (Full colour shaded)

Tuesday: 26/7
-moongara - Pin-up

Wednesday: 27/7
-veloxfox - Pin-up

Thursday: 28/7
-aschhuskeh - Pin-up #1

Friday: 29/7
-aschhuskeh - Pin-up #2

Saturday: 30/7
-Butt Sniff Icons

Sunday: 31/7
-Poisonousvixen - Ref sheet

Monday: 1/8
-Divashi

(This is my current schedule for the rest of this month. Not all commissions I owe are listed, BUT if you have a commission from me that is VERY old that I've yet to do, please let me know and I will add you in! I already know I have one for Ilevus that is going to take some time :> I didn't forget<3 and one for my friend Jaime that I've not forgotten about! And some stuffs for Scier. Those are on a different schedule for myself.)

So I finally decided after my fiance told me I need to get my tail in gear <3 To make a schedule!
So from now on if you commission me, I will add you to a schedule and you will know when I will be working on your commission :)

I'm going to start with my oldest commissions and move forward! :<

Friday; 22/7
Werefoxjason WAY over due 3 char flat colour & a Gift for Kkitty23 for her B-day<3

Saturday: 23/7
Ethan86 - two character full colour shaded

Sunday: 24/7
Michi - two character sketch

Monday: 25/7
Fluffdance - Gluttony (Full colour shaded)

Tuesday: 26/7
moongara - Pin-up

Wednesday: 27/7
veloxfox - Pin-up

Thursday: 28/7
aschhuskeh - Pin-up #1

Friday: 29/7
aschhuskeh - Pin-up #2

Saturday: 30/7
Butt Sniff Icons

Sunday: 31/7
Poisonousvixen - Ref sheet

Monday: 1/8
Divashi

(This is my current schedule for the rest of this month. Not all commissions I owe are listed, BUT if you have a commission from me that is VERY old that I've yet to do, please let me know and I will add you in! I already know I have one for Ilevus that is going to take some time :> I didn't forget<3 and one for my friend Jaime that I've not forgotten about! And some stuffs for Scier. Those are on a different schedule for myself.)

I REALLY WANT THIS ;A;
http://cgi.ebay.com/My-Little-Pony-.....item415ba6a3f9

If anyone is willing to buy it for me I'll trade you for a commission of your choice (Depending on the price of the ending bid... I'm trying to find a buy it now one.. :<

There's this one: http://cgi.ebay.com/MY-LITTLE-PONY-.....item2c5e0efb71

Idk :<

I'm looking to do some quick commissions for Rainbow Dash stuff XD only G4 Rainbow Dash though xDD

Will be working on commissions tonight on stream =3

So like honestly I thought the whole MLP was SOOOOO fucking stupid when I started seeing it swarm FA...

And I was bored at work and decided to watch some of the episodes...
Well I kinda... geekgasmed all over it... the characters are just really well done tbh, and everything is really well put together. Idk maybe it's just me.

But I do have a SLIGHT obsession.. or as would say... a fucking obsession XD with Rainbow Dash.... I blame for pushing it on me <o< >o>

I'm almost 20 and I love MLP:FiM
I won't be one of those annoying people and spam you with MLP fanart :> I promise!
I have a MLP sona in the works, but might not even post that xD

Anyway XD JUST SAYIN' FFFFFFF

HAI MAI NAME IS RED
AND I'M ADDICTED TO WEARING FURSUITS
I LIKE TO HAVE LOTS OF SEX IN DEM
I ONLY WEAR SHITTY SUITS
AND WONDER WHY I GET WIERD LOOKS AND NOT HUGS

MY PARENTS ARE CONCERNED THAT I WILL HAVE TOO MUCH SEX IN DEM
OH I ALSO STEAL ART AND PUT IT ON NATIONAL TV LULZLULZ



UGH LOL I know this episode is old, but I saw it on TV... I watched like 10mins of it and I was done.
Are you fucking kidding me? STOP PUTTING FURRIES ON TV THINKING YOU'RE GOING TO HELP THE CAUSE
YOU'RE NOT... ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU WEAR SOME FUCKED UP SUIT


AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

If you don't know what I'm talking about.... Watch this.. >O<


/Rant

In other news
Thanks for all your comments on my last journal. I love you guys<3
I will be streaming tonight =3

Since fuck knows I won't be able to sleep since my fiance is flying in TOMORROW <3 :3c

~n~ I feel so depressed like to the point where I just want to curl up and cry. Like ugh I'm so tired of making these journals, that have nothing to do with art but ugh I just don't know where else to go where my family won't see my petty bull shit.. I just don't know I feel so worthless, like I can't go about anything right, honestly that's why there's been so little art from me, that and illness.. I just feel so disgusted with myself, and I just don't know why I should get out of bed. I've had my doctor up my depression medication but I've been bad about taking it due to all the other medication I'm on... but ugh.. I just... even with it sometimes I feel like I shouldn't be here. That I don't have a reason for being here.. I just hate this feeling. And I hate how I make my mate feel sometimes.. I don't mean to... I'm just a big pot of fucked up genetics and fuck knows what else... ughh..

/rant

I lost two of my badges at AnthroCon and a lot of you noted/commented telling me they were found ^^
Well I got an email from Kage and gave him my address and just got them both in the mail today =3

Thanks guys!

/HAPPY

My fiance is coming over on Sunday :>
I'm very excited, <3 He's my bby and I loves him :>
I hate waiting, and not to mention the fact that is is coming over on the day when BOTH Glee Project AND True Blood are on LOL He will just have to endure, because I GOTTA WATCH THEM XD

JUST SAYIN'
I love mai bby <: He will probably he passed out by the time it's on XD
That's the thing I hate though is jetlag :< Cause fuck knows I won't be able to sleep when he does :<
But it's okay<33 I can bug him in his sleep idc XD

oh on another note, I went to the doctor and meh, idk he said it was probably acid in my stomach from the drainage from my sinus infection so he gave me more drugs! XD I only take like 500000 pills a day to stay away from depression, allergies, sickness, and everything else under the sun! XD

So yeah I've been feeling better though so art should start coming out a lot more than it has =D!

Love you guys for being so patient with my sickly ass self :< <33

Still sick ;~; Going to the doctor for a third time tomorrow to see if they can tell me why I have horrid stomach and headaches now too ~o~ So I hope to god I will at least be able to sit on my computer by next week to get some commissions out, but I must say my fiance is going to be getting here on the 17th, so ugh I will need to reorginize my time I have not seen him since Christmas so there is going to be a lot of emotions ;w;