Holy crap, how time fly by but so slowly, I feel so old lol. But I'm not, I'm still a young man. Thought I'd never make to this point really, after all the trouble that happen throughout the year. I'd wonder if Dooma would be proud of me. Making this far in life! Still miss the days when we talked and joked around, oh where did the good days go. Anyways! Hope yall have a wonderful day/night!

It's crazy how this year has been. I never excepted that this is way it would go. Its beyond crazy. 2022 may or may not be the year where things get better, nor get worse.

For myself this fact hits harder than anything, knowing that going into a new year without  SweetWolf_Sirena. I still struggle to keep my emotions under control when I mention her. I can, and cant get the fact shes gone, forever.. New year without her... I continue to struggle with her death. Out of everything that's happened in the past year, it's only her I can think of

This is a rp request, yes in the same post hopefully you get to this point. Looking for someone who can do a droning/latex/bondage thing. I cant find the right people to do because I get really sub and they cant handle it and yes ~.~ if your interested, please add me on discord. I really want to try this

I know it's a bit early to be saying it but Happy Thanksgivings yall! I Hope for the best day for you and myself
My lil list of what I'm thankful for; My friends, my family, to have a roof over my head and these devices that I'm able to make new friends with. I'm thankful

For Sirena, I'm truly thankful for you, meeting you and becoming amazing friends. For bringing back happiness into my life. Ive accepted that you'll no longer be here, but I'll always still be thinking of you. Thank you for being a part of my life, May you Rest well and Peacefully

Life is so far is going, alright. The death of Sirena still hurts me, and i still get touchy and emotional about it, I wish that she was still here. Hear my feelings that I have towards her, I still hold these feelings for her. She'll never get to hear/see them anymore, but in the afterlife she will. Thank you so much for everything

I was an idiot and updated my discord friends setting so if you were trying to friend me in the past and couldn't. It's been fixed, and be accepting friends requests. I hope y'alls Halloween went wonderful ^^

I dont know what to say rly. I just, severely lack any will to live and movitation to do anything. Anything during the weekends, school days. My mind is empty, I'm burnt out for any creativity ideas all other than just "Hey do you wanna rp?" Everywhrrr inside my head, but that's not what I want to do all the time... and all I wanna do is meet more, famous and higher status people with amazing fury characters but my shyness prevents this and also due to the person just might not caring about meeting lower status people.. That's how I see it in my world.. But hey uh, Care to Rp? Heavens I hate myself for just saying that out with no care =-=

August the 31th 2021 is when I was told the tragic death of a close friend. I was heart broken. This was my first death loss, and two days right after my Birthday when she passed away... I wish I knew she was in the hospital, give her my birthday wish to have a miracle happen upon her.. Its so hard believing the other person on other side messaging you about this death but, you just gotta have trust in them.. I'm going to miss you, I greatly appreciate the things you've done for me. I just wished there was something I could do in return

What happens to the characters of those that unexpectedly passed away. Do they sit on a shelf, collecting dust? Never to be used again for an eternity? Unless they are passed on. These are the questions that I asked myself the most.. I can never quite find the right answer.. Do they die off? And follow their creator to the afterlife? I dont know.. but it questions me.. and saddens me. If you're reading think about it. You may come up with an answer but is it really the correct answer?

I finally got myself around to talking to someone about the relationship between my character Red and her mate and.. pulled the plug.. Its such a special topic that it brings tears to my eyes especially since that it's canon it hurts.. I feel the weight on my chest slowly get lifted off once I finally did it.. The eggs they had, are gonna be adopted by one of my characters. Leaving Red to being single. God I hope I made the right choice. I've been wanting this wish to happen. But I guess this wish didnt work out. I thank you and appreciate the things you've done Emerald. I couldn't be anymore happier that your the first one to make this wish come true. May Life Praise and Pay you well friend ^^

I dont even know how to begin to explain this. This morning, change of plans happened. I asked  EmeraldFury when is Reds due date because canonlly shes pregnant with his character, Emerald. I over stressed him and things, started falling apart. I cant blame him nor myself for the condition that he has, it's just how we people are. Emerald, I %100 respect your decision for changing the relationship and making Red and Emerald friends again and having a replacement fury. I wont force anything upon him because that's what good friends do. As long as this wished I wanted to continue to happen, im okay with whatever the world brings, and I'm chill with it

I regret, everything. I regret that I ever pressed that server link invite and made myself a discord. Discord is my only place where I can socialize. I've lost so many friends over the years and only a few of my og friends are still around. I regret not talking to them often and just had them, in my friends list with not a single word said to them. Who I don't regret meeting  SweetWolf_Sirena they are the ones who brought that feeling of joy back into my life, they are the ones who've made a wish come true. They are by far the closest and respected friend that I can ever ask for and have. I regret the mistakes that I've made in my past and wish I can undo them, because now they left a history of who and what i did, and a mark in me... i just cant bare them... A stupid and foolish idiot i was... i regret the confidence that need to talk to new people, make friends with them.. and every friend that I have as some sort of meaning that's important to me... I cant handle when an OG friend just, disconnects me off like that... your actions have consequences

This is just how I feel currently, this state is just ware off in a matter of time. I just need to speak out right now

My first journal entry for the account. First time being and starting to be active here on the website because I've only used this to browse etc. I've lost and made a lot of friends and I wish for those lost friends, that it's going splendid for them. But for the new friends, Hello, welcome. I hope amazing things happen between us ^^. Unfortunately for me I'm mobile and don't have a laptop yet. But in the future I shall get one!