Only 7 bucks short, but yeah.

I know you guys never read these journals, since I'm only a writer. I guess it helps me or something.

I was thinking of putting my books on Gumroad for selling as well. Anyone think this is a good idea?

My talent

The voices in my head are finally gone.


Anyone who's known me for awhile knows that I've had depression, voices in my head, and a whole heap of issues for sometime.

But just 20 minutes ago, I finally told myself that I needed help.

Then they stopped. The voices just stopped. I'm still crying from this. It's such overwhelming silence.

Thank you to everyone who's ever stuck by me. I probably would not be around if it wasn't for the support of everyone I talk to online.

Just, thank you all. So much

A configured view windows speech recognition and now going to see if I can use it to write better. It's going to take a little bit of work, but I think I can really use it for writing. The idea that all I have to do is talk to put my ideas and into words might actually help me be a better writer.

I actually wrote this whole journal with the speech to text tool.

My life really has meant nothing

All this time wasted.

My only solace being the few friends I made. No contribution to my future whatsoever. Honestly I just want to curl up into a ball and do nothing. It's all I'm good for anyways.

I don't blame people for being talented, I blame myself for never pushing myself as hard as they did.

Tagged by  silversketch so he will be punished later

A- Age:
20

B- Biggest fear:
Bees

C- Cold weather or Warm weather?:
Warm

D- Drink you last had:
Warwe

E- Extraterrestrials (Aliens), are they real?:
Yes

F- First thing you do when you wake up:
Remind myself not everything I see is real

G- Ghosts, are they real?:
Yeah. Used to live with 2

H- How tall are you?:
5 Feet 8 Inches

I- In love with someone (Just answer Yes or No):
Yes

J- Jealous of someone (Just answer Yes or No):
No

K- Killed Someone?:
We already know the answer to that

L- Last time you cried?:
Few years ago

M- Music genre you hate the most:
Gospel

N- Newest acquisition:
Meh

O- One Wish:
Power to control the size of anything

P- Pie, wich flavor you like the most?:
Apple

Q- Question you usually ask:
How are you?

R- Reason to smile:
I ain't dead

S- Song you like the most:
Hello by OMFG

T- Time you woke up:
5 am

U- Underwear Color:
Not wearing any

V- VideoGame you like the most:
Super Smash Bros Crusade

W- Worst Habit:
Not caring about anything

X- X-Rays you've had:
Brain

Y- Your favorite food:
Burritos

Z- Zodiac Sign:
Don't know, Don't care

I'll tag My boyfriend

Experimenting with something that might be awesome.

http://piratepad.net/mcBt4BZTJn

If you have an idea, type it at that link. NOT ALL IDEAS WILL BE USED!

Ideas that are used, will have credit given to those who submitted the idea.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17501019/

It's Ziude

HE really good

Let's say I made a text adventure game with a lot of goodies in it, made a basic version for free, then sold a version with more stuff for a decent price(maybe $5 at most).

Would you be interested in such a thing?

_______

Also, will be working on a website for all my stuff soon. Possibly implementing my own stream service on it as well

It's easier and less of the paywall type to do this, plus the numbers on my AdFly are showing you guys like it this way.

Not much of an important announcement, but something that was worth saying.

I was thinking of doing more streaming beyond just when I have commissions(which is usually the case). If I did, there would probably be more on the spot commissions(like requesting something in stream). There would also be art practice, as I've wanted to learn drawing more. Also work on projects I've wanted to do(MUGEN character, make a game, make a visual novel).

So if you think I should stream more, please let me know in the comments.

Oh, and here's my site
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....?watch=Reedman

Words can't describe how I feel. With only just getting a job, and the prospects of college disappearing, this YCH was the last thing I expected to work in my favor. I actually had thought I would have to go without a nasal spray that makes breathing through the nose possible. I only had $1 in my bank account before the YCH, now I have just enough to buy the meds. A GIGANTIC thanks to all my recent commissioners. You kept my hopes up long enough to pursue a career that I can now support myself with.

Now for the your help part.

I want to start a new commission type. Making MUGEN characters. THey would most likely have a base cost of $50, and I would work out more details if i felt it had potential.

If I start doing MUGEN character comissions, do I have people here who would pay for them? I need complete honesty here

Winners will be pm'd tomorrow as I am tired

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17169813/

Hurry!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17169813/

Check it out if you still want to be in my next interactive story

I'm hosting my very first YCH for my upcoming interactive. Whether or not it works is beyond me.

All the details are on there
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17169813/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17169813/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17169813/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17169813/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17169813/

Something I had in the back of my head.

Now the slots would be aplenty, and they would start at $5 a piece when the auction starts. I would probs have a poll to see what the story idea would be.

If the demand for this is large enough,I'll start planning

Plan to try either CashMe or Stripe

If I make the move away from PayPal, I want to use a nice service.

I am learning me some flash. Using Vectorian Giotto.

no. wont be posting things until i learn how these buttons work

If you've been around, you know why

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16987577/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16987577/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16987577/

Here's a plan for things

- Once I post this current commission, I will close on them for awhile
- I will begin work on my webcomic
- Webcomic will have ads (for now) and a patreon IF the comic gains some ground



These are my plans

I was humpin a small trashcan for 30 minutes

I was very bored

or people have weird tastes

either way, thanks