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Where them MALE UNICORNS at 🦄🌟
General | Posted 4 years agoAs the title says
BUFF, BULKY, THICC, FEMME, BEAUTIFUL, SLEEK OR SLENDER I WANT TO SEE THEM ALL
Not too NSFW pls 🙈 I just wanna appreciate some beautiful horned bbys
BUFF, BULKY, THICC, FEMME, BEAUTIFUL, SLEEK OR SLENDER I WANT TO SEE THEM ALL
Not too NSFW pls 🙈 I just wanna appreciate some beautiful horned bbys
Any good CSP brushsets for painting?
General | Posted 4 years agoIm trying to paint backgrounds a bit more but Im not sure how to start regarding brushes. I'd like them to have some texture/noise to give backgrounds a painterly feel.
I totally welcome any suggestions 🌸
I totally welcome any suggestions 🌸
PATREON IS LIVE <3
General | Posted 4 years ago https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41704811/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41704811/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41704811/
https://www.patreon.com/reika_fox I've finally reactivated my Patreon!!
I'm so happy to be able to do business again! This also means I will be opening COMMISSIONS again soon!
Commissions now can be bought using Patreon or Etsy (still working on making an account). I will be making a specific Tier for Commissions (which is open to all but Orchid Patrons and above will get priority) whenever I'm open for them.
I'm so thankful to my new patrons who pledged for May! Patreon and art is my main source of income so it means the world whenever someone pledges <3
Can't accept payments, paused Patreon
General | Posted 5 years agoWhat the title said.
My Payoneer account, the platform I use to receive money since my PayPal went bust, has an expired card and it. Takes. Forever. To. Order. A. New. One.
As such, I cannot receive money. I need said card to safely earn le muns. That means I can't open for commissions until *gestures wildly around* God knows when, AND I've had to pause billing on my Patreon until once again, God knows when!
Ive had a few people inquire abt commissions and Im so sorry that this is the news I have to present ;_; I cant earn jack NUTHIN, and am not earning enough from studio work.
Am I upset? Im so tired my heartbreak is merely ironic comedy to me now lol.
Onwards to find ways to receive money so I can make a living again.....
[And nope, I cannot use CashApp, GoogleWallet, Square, Stripe etc cos I live in an asscrack country that doesn't have these options available]
Im thankful for the support of my husband and family, but it makes me sick to not earn my own keep. At the moment, to ward off existential dread and crippling self loathing, I am writing a new short novel and focusing on Under Eden related comics, like Sanctuary. I will also be working on my current queue that I have before Le Payoneer Cataclysm happened.
Hi 2021 I just want a decent living wage from my work please its not too much I hope
My Payoneer account, the platform I use to receive money since my PayPal went bust, has an expired card and it. Takes. Forever. To. Order. A. New. One.
As such, I cannot receive money. I need said card to safely earn le muns. That means I can't open for commissions until *gestures wildly around* God knows when, AND I've had to pause billing on my Patreon until once again, God knows when!
Ive had a few people inquire abt commissions and Im so sorry that this is the news I have to present ;_; I cant earn jack NUTHIN, and am not earning enough from studio work.
Am I upset? Im so tired my heartbreak is merely ironic comedy to me now lol.
Onwards to find ways to receive money so I can make a living again.....
[And nope, I cannot use CashApp, GoogleWallet, Square, Stripe etc cos I live in an asscrack country that doesn't have these options available]
Im thankful for the support of my husband and family, but it makes me sick to not earn my own keep. At the moment, to ward off existential dread and crippling self loathing, I am writing a new short novel and focusing on Under Eden related comics, like Sanctuary. I will also be working on my current queue that I have before Le Payoneer Cataclysm happened.
Hi 2021 I just want a decent living wage from my work please its not too much I hope
Won't be opening commissions for a bit
General | Posted 5 years agoAs the title says ;_;
While I found a way to get paid for commissions (Im using Fiverr as a platform to sell now, so peeps can pay using PayPal or card), it takes a bit of work on my side. My workload and duties with the studio Im working with now, Parabelle Studios, is increasing now that I'm illustrating for the book they're aiming to publish. There are plans for future books as well.
I also care for my daughter at home and my sitter isnt always around. I can take commissions...but they'll be slow coming ;_; If peeps are allright with a wait, I can still do commissions.
I will take commissions when I can (cos I still need the additional help financially) but it wont be as frequent as it used to be, and when I do, I open on Patreon for Patrons first.
This has been one heck of a year. Thank you for your patience guys ;_;
While I found a way to get paid for commissions (Im using Fiverr as a platform to sell now, so peeps can pay using PayPal or card), it takes a bit of work on my side. My workload and duties with the studio Im working with now, Parabelle Studios, is increasing now that I'm illustrating for the book they're aiming to publish. There are plans for future books as well.
I also care for my daughter at home and my sitter isnt always around. I can take commissions...but they'll be slow coming ;_; If peeps are allright with a wait, I can still do commissions.
I will take commissions when I can (cos I still need the additional help financially) but it wont be as frequent as it used to be, and when I do, I open on Patreon for Patrons first.
This has been one heck of a year. Thank you for your patience guys ;_;
No longer using PayPal
General | Posted 5 years agoIn short, I can no longer use PayPal to receive money for commissions. Its complicated cos PayPal cannot be used to receive money in my country (we can send money but not receive). I had to use an overseas bank account which my relatives there help keep, but thanks to covid I cant go there to see them & settle things.
Other payment options like Square, Google Pay etc also need an overseas bank account.
Which leaves me with two options- Payoneer or a program with the local bank. Ive had bad experiences with Payoneer Id rather not repeat, so Im inclined towards the local banks. They have an online payment option which allows payment through cards, so it sounds good. It just comes with quite a fee.
Im really broken by all this cos honestly working is one of the few ways I feel happy, and to have it made difficult for me (and potentially expensive) is making me physically ill. I'll manage somehow, but right now? Im broken.
Other payment options like Square, Google Pay etc also need an overseas bank account.
Which leaves me with two options- Payoneer or a program with the local bank. Ive had bad experiences with Payoneer Id rather not repeat, so Im inclined towards the local banks. They have an online payment option which allows payment through cards, so it sounds good. It just comes with quite a fee.
Im really broken by all this cos honestly working is one of the few ways I feel happy, and to have it made difficult for me (and potentially expensive) is making me physically ill. I'll manage somehow, but right now? Im broken.
Apologies for the delays! (TW: Abuse)
General | Posted 5 years agoAs the journal said, apologies for the delays on commissions and Patreon rewards ;_;
While Im glad I have more opportunities and am working in a team now.....it's not been all good. I now have babysitter issues and I can't rely on my family as much anymore because they are abusive (especially towards me) and have proven unrealiable in caring for my child in a fully healthy way.
It's hard. Its reached breaking point recently and now Im not sure if I can rely on them for support. Im caring for my kid alone at home and because of that I don't have the time to draw as much.
Balancing a new job, babycare, a home and a freelance work....without a support system
..is really daunting. I won't lie. Im really stressed. Im thankful for my new job, but Im so sad that my family has turned out to be the awful, abusive, terrorizing and non-validating people that they are. I was called stupid and was told repeatedly to fuck off. They dont respect my boundaries. They don't respect my child's boundaries. And its just too much.
Im gonna finish my queue and probably wont open commissions for a bit, unless I have to ;;
While Im glad I have more opportunities and am working in a team now.....it's not been all good. I now have babysitter issues and I can't rely on my family as much anymore because they are abusive (especially towards me) and have proven unrealiable in caring for my child in a fully healthy way.
It's hard. Its reached breaking point recently and now Im not sure if I can rely on them for support. Im caring for my kid alone at home and because of that I don't have the time to draw as much.
Balancing a new job, babycare, a home and a freelance work....without a support system
..is really daunting. I won't lie. Im really stressed. Im thankful for my new job, but Im so sad that my family has turned out to be the awful, abusive, terrorizing and non-validating people that they are. I was called stupid and was told repeatedly to fuck off. They dont respect my boundaries. They don't respect my child's boundaries. And its just too much.
Im gonna finish my queue and probably wont open commissions for a bit, unless I have to ;;
Comic, Commissions and...I got hired!
General | Posted 5 years agoHeii peeps!
I'm slowly chipping away at my queue, as well as putting in a bit of self-care with my personal comic "Sanctuary". Sanctuary started out as a drawing exercise, but of COURSE I never half-ass anything so it's now seven pages long and going :'D It's been super good for my mental health so Im gonna keep making Under Eden related comics ❤
Commissions are coming along well, but I dont post WIPs publically much. If you want to see my WIPs or get priority in commissions, I invite you to join my Patreon patreon >> https://www.patreon.com/reika_fox
On another positive note, I've been....hired! Im part of an artist team working on a project, where Im a creature designer ❤ I cant show much until I have the okay from the team lead, but it is really exciting work and Im glad to just finally be part of something, ya know?
I'll still be doing commissions, just it'll be a different work process for me now and Im just gonna take it one step at a time.
Thank you for your continous support guys ;; I got as far as I did because of you all...and I am forever thankful ❤❤❤
I'm slowly chipping away at my queue, as well as putting in a bit of self-care with my personal comic "Sanctuary". Sanctuary started out as a drawing exercise, but of COURSE I never half-ass anything so it's now seven pages long and going :'D It's been super good for my mental health so Im gonna keep making Under Eden related comics ❤
Commissions are coming along well, but I dont post WIPs publically much. If you want to see my WIPs or get priority in commissions, I invite you to join my Patreon
patreon >> https://www.patreon.com/reika_fox On another positive note, I've been....hired! Im part of an artist team working on a project, where Im a creature designer ❤ I cant show much until I have the okay from the team lead, but it is really exciting work and Im glad to just finally be part of something, ya know?
I'll still be doing commissions, just it'll be a different work process for me now and Im just gonna take it one step at a time.
Thank you for your continous support guys ;; I got as far as I did because of you all...and I am forever thankful ❤❤❤
Colored bust & chibi commissions CLOSED
General | Posted 5 years agoClosed! Thanks sooo much everyone ❤❤❤ Im going through selection now and Im really sorry if I can't take on everyone ;; I wish I could; Im only taking what I can manage at the moment. I hope to open again soon 🌸
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https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37706845
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37706845/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37706845/
Heii guys! Sitter is finally here and I can open a few comms!
Opening for 3 flat color bust portraits at $45 each and 2 slots for detailed, full color chibis for $70 🌸
Comment on the submission to claim!!
These are open public slots, Patrons on my Patreon get first dibs. All public slots will be going by selection basis, but Patrons will be first come first serve.
Slots
Flat color busts
1. Databank [PATREON]
2. NobodyCares [PATREON]
3. TBA
Chibis
1. TBA
2. TBA
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https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37706845
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37706845/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37706845/
Heii guys! Sitter is finally here and I can open a few comms!
Opening for 3 flat color bust portraits at $45 each and 2 slots for detailed, full color chibis for $70 🌸
Comment on the submission to claim!!
These are open public slots, Patrons on my Patreon get first dibs. All public slots will be going by selection basis, but Patrons will be first come first serve.
Slots
Flat color busts
1. Databank [PATREON]
2. NobodyCares [PATREON]
3. TBA
Chibis
1. TBA
2. TBA
🌸Patreon Commissions OPEN🌸
General | Posted 5 years agohttps://www.patreon.com/posts/40300243
https://www.patreon.com/posts/40300243
https://www.patreon.com/posts/40300243
My commissions are open on Patreon! Patrons even at $1 tier will get first dibs on commissions. I will open commissions to public atleast 24 hours (or more) if not all slots are taken, BUT public slots will be on selection basis and not first come first serve like on Patreon .
I'm really busy these days with childcare so slots will be limited, even on Patreon ;; If you want art from me or would like to support me and my little family, you are welcome to be my Patron ❤
I post all my WIPs there as well as first views on new art. I'm planning to make a Discord server too (I have a bit of trauma involving Discord groups, that's why I held off making it for a while) but I want to make my Patreon and work more accessible for people, so that's for the future!
Thanks for reading guys <3
https://www.patreon.com/posts/40300243
https://www.patreon.com/posts/40300243
My commissions are open on Patreon! Patrons even at $1 tier will get first dibs on commissions. I will open commissions to public atleast 24 hours (or more) if not all slots are taken, BUT public slots will be on selection basis and not first come first serve like on Patreon .
I'm really busy these days with childcare so slots will be limited, even on Patreon ;; If you want art from me or would like to support me and my little family, you are welcome to be my Patron ❤
patreon https://www.patreon.com/reika_fox I post all my WIPs there as well as first views on new art. I'm planning to make a Discord server too (I have a bit of trauma involving Discord groups, that's why I held off making it for a while) but I want to make my Patreon and work more accessible for people, so that's for the future!
Thanks for reading guys <3
REEEE why is it so hard to draw my own OTPPPP
General | Posted 5 years agoHumans are hard. COUPLE ART IS HARD. And my OTP is both these things so that makes it DOUBLE HARD.
I just needed to vent -_-
I just needed to vent -_-
How do I fitness
General | Posted 5 years agoFitness. What even is that.
So they say exercise will help with the deeepreeshun so it's back to trying to work out for me.
Yoga is great so far, but Im terrified of spinning. WHAT EVEN IS THAT
So they say exercise will help with the deeepreeshun so it's back to trying to work out for me.
Yoga is great so far, but Im terrified of spinning. WHAT EVEN IS THAT
Freelancing while parenting is lonely stuff
General | Posted 5 years agoI love my job, I love making ppl happy when they're glad with the art I make for them. I give commission work my 150%.
But man is it a lonely line of work...
Especially while being the stay at home parent, and during quarantine. Inbetween an endless round of chores (which slowly does kill your inner spark), I try to wrestle as much time as I can to do work...and it leaves little room, time and energy for personal stuff too.
But the hardest thing is the loneliness. Im naturally quite social, so it's been really hard. I don't have many RL friends who I feel like I can be my genuine self, so I feel really lonely in that aspect. I wish I could hang out with my online peeps in RL. It would be pretty cool ;_;
But man is it a lonely line of work...
Especially while being the stay at home parent, and during quarantine. Inbetween an endless round of chores (which slowly does kill your inner spark), I try to wrestle as much time as I can to do work...and it leaves little room, time and energy for personal stuff too.
But the hardest thing is the loneliness. Im naturally quite social, so it's been really hard. I don't have many RL friends who I feel like I can be my genuine self, so I feel really lonely in that aspect. I wish I could hang out with my online peeps in RL. It would be pretty cool ;_;
🌸 Thank you, everyone 🌸
General | Posted 5 years agoThanks so much guys. I was overwhelmed by all the kind, thoughtful and understanding responses to my last journal. It's incredibly touching and humbling to know how much people care ;_;
Thank you from the bottom of my heart. May you all be returned with triple the goodness and positivity you've done me ❤
Thank you from the bottom of my heart. May you all be returned with triple the goodness and positivity you've done me ❤
Deeply unhappy ;_;
General | Posted 5 years agoHei peeps! Hope everyone is doing okay.
I don't really know how to say this, but I haven't been happy for a while. I'm just unhappy and unsatisfied with myself. I feel I am less. I have not achieved anything of importance and so many others race ahead of me and I can barely keep up.
I think this is due in part to the relentless nature of social media, namely Twitter. I care a lot abt some of the friends I have there, but that place is indeed a hellsite. I feel like it's mangled my mental health and self-esteem to absolute shreds, so much that I struggle to find worth in myself. My family sees me distraught & tell me it will be okay...but does it truly ever do? Why then do I wake up hating myself so much, that I feel so little, so incapable?
I've never felt this low about myself. I can't muster much energy to even tell myself everything will be okay.
Im taking time away from Twitter (which is hard lol, cos social media...) and being more active in my other platforms, like here and on Instagram. If I could just obliterate that damned cesspit of a site from my life I would, but I feel like it's too useful for work.
If you read it til the end, I thank you for your patience ;_; Im struggling. Maybe with time away from Twitter, I'll be okay. I dont want to give up freelancing just cos my mind wants to destroy any feelings of worth that I have.
I don't really know how to say this, but I haven't been happy for a while. I'm just unhappy and unsatisfied with myself. I feel I am less. I have not achieved anything of importance and so many others race ahead of me and I can barely keep up.
I think this is due in part to the relentless nature of social media, namely Twitter. I care a lot abt some of the friends I have there, but that place is indeed a hellsite. I feel like it's mangled my mental health and self-esteem to absolute shreds, so much that I struggle to find worth in myself. My family sees me distraught & tell me it will be okay...but does it truly ever do? Why then do I wake up hating myself so much, that I feel so little, so incapable?
I've never felt this low about myself. I can't muster much energy to even tell myself everything will be okay.
Im taking time away from Twitter (which is hard lol, cos social media...) and being more active in my other platforms, like here and on Instagram. If I could just obliterate that damned cesspit of a site from my life I would, but I feel like it's too useful for work.
If you read it til the end, I thank you for your patience ;_; Im struggling. Maybe with time away from Twitter, I'll be okay. I dont want to give up freelancing just cos my mind wants to destroy any feelings of worth that I have.
💜Shimmering Dancer Adopt-OPEN 💜
General | Posted 5 years ago I have a lovely adopt up for bidding 💜🦄🌟https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37237958/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37237958/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37237958/
Thanks guys <333
Under Eden, Unicorns and Life in General
General | Posted 5 years agoHeii peeps <33
Just popping in to let peeps here on FA know what's going on in my life. I mostly update on Twitter on the daily, but I have not forgotten abt FA 🌸
I've been battling some art self-esteem issues I dont know why I keep having. I just keep feeling Im not really good enough. I miss therapy, but we dont have online calls or sessions for them here.
Drawing the Little Prince, my unicorn/deer Mahktob is helping tho <3 He helps me stave off my art insecurities because I feel safe exploring art with him as my subject. It's because of him I found a new joy in drawing different outfits and jewelry. For the first time in a long time, I actually enjoy personal art. I hope to build my art self esteem with him enough to tackle what Id dearly love to draw....sci-fi!
And speaking of sci-fi...
I have *not* forgotten Under Eden (previously titled This War of Ours). Far from it. I may not show much, but I am actively writing it. It's underwent some SERIOUS restructuring, as I want it the best it can be for publishing. The outline is almost 100% done, Im writing Chapter 2 already. The story starts at a point very different from the original I posted here on FA, but it will give more insight into Aelinore as a character...and her connection to the mystery that is Under Eden.
Work comes slow cos I'm a work-at-home mom and taking care of a toddler while trying to write/draw is.....tough :'D Im hoping to get some more help in childcare so I can give a bit more focus to work, cos damn I miss earning money 😭😭😭
Just popping in to let peeps here on FA know what's going on in my life. I mostly update on Twitter on the daily, but I have not forgotten abt FA 🌸
I've been battling some art self-esteem issues I dont know why I keep having. I just keep feeling Im not really good enough. I miss therapy, but we dont have online calls or sessions for them here.
Drawing the Little Prince, my unicorn/deer Mahktob is helping tho <3 He helps me stave off my art insecurities because I feel safe exploring art with him as my subject. It's because of him I found a new joy in drawing different outfits and jewelry. For the first time in a long time, I actually enjoy personal art. I hope to build my art self esteem with him enough to tackle what Id dearly love to draw....sci-fi!
And speaking of sci-fi...
I have *not* forgotten Under Eden (previously titled This War of Ours). Far from it. I may not show much, but I am actively writing it. It's underwent some SERIOUS restructuring, as I want it the best it can be for publishing. The outline is almost 100% done, Im writing Chapter 2 already. The story starts at a point very different from the original I posted here on FA, but it will give more insight into Aelinore as a character...and her connection to the mystery that is Under Eden.
Work comes slow cos I'm a work-at-home mom and taking care of a toddler while trying to write/draw is.....tough :'D Im hoping to get some more help in childcare so I can give a bit more focus to work, cos damn I miss earning money 😭😭😭
Does in Dresses Coloring Book
General | Posted 5 years agoIs that a yay or nay from you guys
....cos I need answers :'D
....cos I need answers :'D
Shopping around for art huhu
General | Posted 5 years agoI'm still in the process of saving, but I'd love to find artists who might wanna draw my unicorn Little Prince (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36365177) or my opposum girl sona, Meridia (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/34263509).
Both these characters have significant meaning to me so it'll be nice to get a little treat for myself of one or both of them ;; If you guys know any artists who's okay with drawing femme unicorn princes and thicc but anxious possum witches let me know x'D <3
Life is already tough as it is, and as always I turn to my stories and characters to express the anxieties but also the hopes I feel inside. I have more hopeful characters than I do vent characters, simply cos I feel better ranting rather than drawing my negative feelings out (my rants are long and epic, my journal is testament to it)
I should be opening commissions too but this month is full with baby and uncertain babysitter times so....we'll see how it goes ;; Hope you all are good and safe, guys! <3
Both these characters have significant meaning to me so it'll be nice to get a little treat for myself of one or both of them ;; If you guys know any artists who's okay with drawing femme unicorn princes and thicc but anxious possum witches let me know x'D <3
Life is already tough as it is, and as always I turn to my stories and characters to express the anxieties but also the hopes I feel inside. I have more hopeful characters than I do vent characters, simply cos I feel better ranting rather than drawing my negative feelings out (my rants are long and epic, my journal is testament to it)
I should be opening commissions too but this month is full with baby and uncertain babysitter times so....we'll see how it goes ;; Hope you all are good and safe, guys! <3
STORY: Rewriting 'This War of Ours' to 'Under Eden'
General | Posted 6 years agoHeii everyone!!
As some of my followers on Twitter know, I've recently decided to sit down and REALLY take writing seriously.
Some of you may have read my story "This War of Ours" (you can check out its folder of art and writing here- https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....-War-of-Ours). It is a story of survivors in a conflict-ridden world, focusing on the two main characters Aelinore and Cross, a collie girl and human male. This War of Ours started as an exercise, just for fun, but since I created Aelinore and Cross I have become completely besotted with them, so much that I only ever seem to commission art of them and rarely any other characters of mine.
Now, I feel like it's time to be more serious and commit to telling their story, not just that but to formally publish it. As such, I have renamed the story Under Eden , and added more to the plot than just those two watching out for each other. Under Eden is still a war and survivor story, only this time I will be going more indepth into the world-- what are ATROS guns for example, and where did Cross come from? What was the horrific attack that Aelinore survived, and could it mean something more? It will be a story of war machines, fallen heroes, earth-deep secrets and the power of kinship, resilience and love.
I have already finished the Prologue and will be posting it here soon, both as a submission on FA and as a PDF available for download <3
Thank you for reading guys. I know writing and finishing a story will be a monumental task for me. It comes with a load of anxieties, fierce self-doubt and crippling feelings of vulnerability. But I've been writing and making stories longer than I have been drawing, so it truly means a lot to me. I hope you guys will enjoy it too <33
As some of my followers on Twitter know, I've recently decided to sit down and REALLY take writing seriously.
Some of you may have read my story "This War of Ours" (you can check out its folder of art and writing here- https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....-War-of-Ours). It is a story of survivors in a conflict-ridden world, focusing on the two main characters Aelinore and Cross, a collie girl and human male. This War of Ours started as an exercise, just for fun, but since I created Aelinore and Cross I have become completely besotted with them, so much that I only ever seem to commission art of them and rarely any other characters of mine.
Now, I feel like it's time to be more serious and commit to telling their story, not just that but to formally publish it. As such, I have renamed the story Under Eden , and added more to the plot than just those two watching out for each other. Under Eden is still a war and survivor story, only this time I will be going more indepth into the world-- what are ATROS guns for example, and where did Cross come from? What was the horrific attack that Aelinore survived, and could it mean something more? It will be a story of war machines, fallen heroes, earth-deep secrets and the power of kinship, resilience and love.
I have already finished the Prologue and will be posting it here soon, both as a submission on FA and as a PDF available for download <3
Thank you for reading guys. I know writing and finishing a story will be a monumental task for me. It comes with a load of anxieties, fierce self-doubt and crippling feelings of vulnerability. But I've been writing and making stories longer than I have been drawing, so it truly means a lot to me. I hope you guys will enjoy it too <33
Possible diagnosis
General | Posted 6 years agoI dont know why Im writing this here, I usually am more active on Twitter but there are followers there (from local events/family) that Id rather not know what Im tryna write about.
Some of you may know Im going to therapy to help manage my post-partum depression. But for a while now, Im suspecting I might have something else. The post-partum might have aggravated it, but the traits have always been there since I was a teen.
I starting to suspect I'm borderline. It would explain a lot. My mother and grandfather also showed the traits. I wouldnt consider this seriously otherwise.
Im seeing my therapist again for it. To be honest Im scared. It really would explain a lot of why I am the way I am.
I know this journal be vague as fuck. I just want to let it out (comments disabled cos I just want to let it out/inform...dont really wanna talk much abt it...) Ive talked to my husband about it, but my family doesnt know of my suspicions.
Still working on comms tho, even if Im slow. I dont have much motivation for personal art either, but Im doing my best!
Peace out peeps
Some of you may know Im going to therapy to help manage my post-partum depression. But for a while now, Im suspecting I might have something else. The post-partum might have aggravated it, but the traits have always been there since I was a teen.
I starting to suspect I'm borderline. It would explain a lot. My mother and grandfather also showed the traits. I wouldnt consider this seriously otherwise.
Im seeing my therapist again for it. To be honest Im scared. It really would explain a lot of why I am the way I am.
I know this journal be vague as fuck. I just want to let it out (comments disabled cos I just want to let it out/inform...dont really wanna talk much abt it...) Ive talked to my husband about it, but my family doesnt know of my suspicions.
Still working on comms tho, even if Im slow. I dont have much motivation for personal art either, but Im doing my best!
Peace out peeps
Please give this journal a look and help my friend!
General | Posted 6 years agohttps://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9319946/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9319946/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9319946/
She's in a spot of real trouble and it would mean a ton to us if you guys could help or spread the word <33
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9319946/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9319946/
She's in a spot of real trouble and it would mean a ton to us if you guys could help or spread the word <33
Commission shopping...kinda??
General | Posted 6 years agoIm feeling like a shitsack of late and feel like *mmmmaaaayyybbbeeeee* I'll buy a commission? Maybe? Cos Im a big, tightfisted sod. But I feel like maybe I should try to treat myself.
Anyone knows who draws furries and humans? X'D I feel like getting art of my OTP babies. They flood my gallery. I love them too much.
Anyone knows who draws furries and humans? X'D I feel like getting art of my OTP babies. They flood my gallery. I love them too much.
Thanks for all the comments <3
General | Posted 6 years agoJust wanted to say thank you to all those who comment and fav, but especially comment on my work. I know I havent been active, Im really trying to be more.
I see those peeps who come and fav and comment on my work and some of you come back again and again, spared a little bit of time in your busy lives, to leave a few kind words. It has more impact than you know, and even if I dont reply sometimes cos I really do have a lot on my hands...I smile reading them, and am thankful.
So thanks guys, especially those who stuck by me and my work despite me being so slow and not as active! I see you, and Im forever grateful ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I see those peeps who come and fav and comment on my work and some of you come back again and again, spared a little bit of time in your busy lives, to leave a few kind words. It has more impact than you know, and even if I dont reply sometimes cos I really do have a lot on my hands...I smile reading them, and am thankful.
So thanks guys, especially those who stuck by me and my work despite me being so slow and not as active! I see you, and Im forever grateful ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Sketch Scenes Commissions CLOSED
General | Posted 6 years agoThese are now closed!! Thanks so much everyone <333
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I'm opening for experimental sketch type commissions with digital shading. It will look something like these two pieces:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33549661/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/32991365/
The final piece will have clean pencil sketch lines but the shading and some background elements will be shaded in digitally.
Starting at $60 for single character. Any species, backgrounds can be nature or man-made, tho I'm still learning how to draw buildings lol!
Please comment your ref and scene idea below! I'm not sure how many slots I'll take, as it depends on the character and scene, but I'll make an official closing journal when I have selected slots and contacted the people eho received slots via note.
Thanks for your time and attention peeps! ❤️
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I'm opening for experimental sketch type commissions with digital shading. It will look something like these two pieces:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33549661/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/32991365/
The final piece will have clean pencil sketch lines but the shading and some background elements will be shaded in digitally.
Starting at $60 for single character. Any species, backgrounds can be nature or man-made, tho I'm still learning how to draw buildings lol!
Please comment your ref and scene idea below! I'm not sure how many slots I'll take, as it depends on the character and scene, but I'll make an official closing journal when I have selected slots and contacted the people eho received slots via note.
Thanks for your time and attention peeps! ❤️
