The guy who played as Willy Wonka from Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory has just passed away. We're surely going to miss this guy. The guy who made part of our childhoods.

R.I.P. Gene Wilder, AKA, Willy Wonka. :(

Still can't get over the fact that somebody in this site hurt me very badly four years ago as well as a year and a half ago. I'm probably going to feel this way for life.

I'm going to be doing this to get people to buy drawings from me! :D

Does anybody remember that show? Lol, that show really cracks me up. XD

Any characters on that show that are your favorites? Mine's Hadassah and Junkyard Willie. :D

What disaster are we going to be having tomorrow? :O

I'm in a panic attack, because my Cintiq pen just disappeared. I don't know what's going to happen now. The only two things I'm hoping is that if I found it or if I can just buy a new one. If my Cintiq only work with the pen that came with it, I'm doomed, because Cintiq's are really expensive.

So far, I haven't been faving or leaving comments on any drawings and journals. I even felt a little guilty of the way that I have been behaving in streams a couple of years ago. Truthfully, I was kinda behaving like a Kardashian trying to grub for attention wherever I go, and I really felt guilty about it. I was just out of space.

I'll still do whatever it takes to fit in. I'll try to make some new friends in this site so that I won't feel like a bad guy anymore.

I have received so many problems in the past couple of years, and it keeps growing worse whenever I think about them. I tried to move on, but they keep coming back to my mind to haunt me, and now, I think I have reached the point where I'm just dropping tears, because I really want to do something about them. I just want them to disappear from me. I just can't take it anymore.

So what would you guys want to ask me about?

If anybody could, I would feel a bit better if you guys can try to cheer me up by leaving a comment, because there's a lot of things on my mind right now and all the things I went through that is making me feel very sad.

Has anybody played this online game before? I did. Somehow, it's very possessed. It's the the game where you try to get away from, but months later, it comes back to get you.

Still a fun game though. :D

I'm preventing myself from buying stuff and saving up my money. The reason why I'm doing this is because I'm planning on buying a commission of my character being paired up with all five members of the Spice Girls. Pretty expensive, but it's worth it for me, because I really love that pop band. :D

All I want to do is to draw my panda character sitting down, but it's talking me over 30 tries to do so, and to top it all off, I have 3 years of drawing experience, and I just feel like I'm still in beginners mode.

Gah! This is so frustrating!

As the title says, I'm afraid I may be going of fetishes and deleting all of my babyfur and other fetish pictures that I did, as well as maybe the one that I commissioned from others. Reason being is that I'm actually on my way of becoming a cartoonist and I'll be having my own cartoon website online, and although my friends and family are very proud of my work and for what I do, I don't want them to realize that I have a fetish that I'm sure they're going to be creeped out by. I have never told them about my secret.

I haven't made my decision yet, but if I may go off on fetishes, then I'm so sorry to anybody that did fetish commissions for me, and I hope you will understand. But like I said, I haven't made my decision, so it's a 50/50.

My state won't even stop going crazy about football every time their team wins. I don't even care about football myself; infact, I hate football, and I clearly don't see what the big deal is about a sports game. I mean, it's just a game! So what if they win or lose. And for some reason, America is just going CRAZY about it, but why are they going crazy over a SINGLE sport?! That question will always be beyond me for the rest of my life.

And since my team made the superbowl, I'm going to be seeing and hearing a lot of football stuff for even I don't know how long it'll be. Oh, help me...

Because I know I am. I'm just so afraid that if I die, I'm done forever, and I'll just be trapped forever in the darkness.

I'm living in fear every day thinking about what's going to happen to me if I die and go to heaven. What if I will never play video games in heaven? What if I will never listen to any 90's/early 2000's music in heaven? What if I will never be drawing cartoons in heaven? I can't live without those things. And I fear that if I go to heaven, I may never have any of those stuff ever again.

I'm really scared of dying. I really am.

And all I have to say is...it was the most epic ending I have ever seen! :D

Do you ever have a song that reminds you of your childhood? Do you remember listening to a song that you loved/remembered as a kid and it has suddenly reminded you of your childhood? I'm pretty sure it happens to everybody. In fact, it happened to me. I remembered listening to a song as a kid, and I really loved it a lot. Then when I got older and listened to it again, that's when it hit me. It was one of the things that created my childhood.

This was the song that reminded me of my childhood:



So why does it remind me of my childhood? Well I remembered loving that song as a kid and listened to it a lot on the radio, especially with my mother. I was 4 or 5 when I listened to it. It's the song saying that it wants to create a lot of memories for people, and boy, did it succeed. I mean, it's really nostalgic to me. It reminded me of all the computer games I played as a kid (yeah, I know it's a silly reason, but hey, it did remind me of my childhood, so why not?)

Is there a song that reminded you of your childhood? If so, what is it and why does it remind you of it?

What was your most favorite Halloween costume that you dressed up as a kid when you went trick-or-treating? My most favorite costume that I dressed up as a kid was Link from The Legend of Zelda series. :D

My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic?

or

Five Night's at Freddy's?

Yeah, like the title says, I think I have to create a babyfur account. I mean, sure, I did post a lot of babyfur stuff in this account, but truthfully, I don't find this to be my actual babyfur account, and to top it all of, I'd think it's a great idea to start a babyfur account so that I can post any baby/diaper related stuff in it...that, and I also have a good idea on what my babyfur account will be.

As for the babyfur pics that features my character, I might transfer those to my babyfur account and give him a name change. Thankfully, some of the pictures of Reikus quite not match my regular fursona, but that's a good thing, because I'd want both versions of Reikus to be identical.

I'll create a babyfur account soon and transfer some babyfur pics from this account to my babyfur account. It'll take about a while for me to set it up due to creating a new email address and all that, so by the time I get the account activated, feel free to give me a watch in there. :)

Title says it all. I haven't even commissioned anything in this website for like...over 6 months. I tried commissioning my favorite artists, but they're not even available. If I don't even post up a drawing, chances are, I might be forgotten. O.o

I've realized that nobody in this website even cares about me. Nobody has ever commented on my journals or my drawings. Heck, nobody in this website even said "Happy Birthday" to me on my Birthday except for one person.

I guess maybe you guys don't want me here. Maybe I should just leave this website. I guess that'll make you guys happy if I never returned here since you think that I'm an untalented loser who is the disease of FurAffinity. Just tell the truth. Am I not wanted here?...

Am I the only one asking this question? I mean, who is she and how is she famous? O.o