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Posted 15 years agoI just found out that I can get on FA with my phone, and after being without internet for going on 6 months I'm quite happy with this discovery. It is really ironic because I probably will have real internet by the end of next month but oh well, no I can get on from anywhere. I can't post any of the things I have been writing or drawing, but I can still make blog posts and send and recive messages, so that's cool. I'll post more up here when I have some extra time, a lot seems to happen considering I have no life. =P
BLAW!!!
Posted 16 years agoWell I am alive, or as alive I as I can be. My feance(sp?) left to go see family in florida, and I told her it was only right that she do that, that she make sure that her grandma that had a heart attack and her mother that was not doing well either got to see her, and I told her to take our son with her, you know, to see the same people. Not this would not be that bad if it was only a state away, and only for like 2 weeks tops, right. Try I live in California, and she left on the 15th...of july. Yeah, I have been on my own for a bit now, but I found a job that pays alittle, and have had some help from friends. Food is little, mostly eating Ramen, but its something, and others have seen it fit that I eat if I help them out with somethings. Those are the cool things that have been happening. The bad, well...
One of the other furs in town thinks I'm cheating on my girlfriend and sees fit to tell her that I am without proof. I miss my son, badly, most people who really know me, know that I should never have spawned in the first place, bad for the planet, but my little boy grew on me like you wouldn't believe. And now for the worst thing that could have ever happened, ready, Drum roll please...
MY GIRLFRIEND LEFT ME!!! But thats not all folks, not by a long shot, because when something bad happens, my life goes all out. You see, she is still married, but sepirated, from this guy in florida, I kind of rescued her from the jerk. he had stolen all her money, beat her, sold MaryJane even, and she was done with him, and there I was to save her from that hell. That was 3 1/2 years ago. Now she calls me up last week and says the one line that I have never thought I was going to hear,"I've been talking to my husband, and we want to try to find out what went wrong, I still love you, and I know I have been with you for 3 years, and we have children, but he is my Husband."
Now, I hate Drama, its like kriptonite to me, I get near someone complaining, and I get sick. But what I can't understand is for someone that avoids the stuff like the plague, WHEN DID MY LIFE BECOME AN EPISODE OF JERRY SPRINGER?!
Well it wouldn't be so bad, but then I made a mistake. I was tired of complaining to my friends, I don't mind when they complain to me, they are probably the only ones I don't mind...Or 2, because he tends to be right. But for me to do it to them, I hate it. Plus I had done it often in the past to my best friend, that I didn't see it as right. So I stopped talking to him.
Yeah, I know, Stupid move birdbrain. And for 2 months I just fell off the face of the earth to him. He and I are talking again, and I am thankful, but I can never say it enough, I'm sorry Rath, you should have been the first to know anything was wrong, and it should have been from me.
Good news though, after all this BS, and my aformentioned brainfart with Rath, things are going up, I'm eating food again, world domination is in my grasp, and I got Icecream today. ^.^
I think I may stay away from women for a bit, I mean unless someone comes to me and it looks like a really good relationship, I may just avoid the subject. Women can be a scary creature that if not treated right can rip your heart out with its teeth and destroy your soul in seconds. Then again they can make you feel the happiest you could ever be with just a smile. I guess I want to be with someone, but I am going to take it slow, and I'm going to be careful. Being lower on the food chain then others teachs you this after time. =P
One of the other furs in town thinks I'm cheating on my girlfriend and sees fit to tell her that I am without proof. I miss my son, badly, most people who really know me, know that I should never have spawned in the first place, bad for the planet, but my little boy grew on me like you wouldn't believe. And now for the worst thing that could have ever happened, ready, Drum roll please...
MY GIRLFRIEND LEFT ME!!! But thats not all folks, not by a long shot, because when something bad happens, my life goes all out. You see, she is still married, but sepirated, from this guy in florida, I kind of rescued her from the jerk. he had stolen all her money, beat her, sold MaryJane even, and she was done with him, and there I was to save her from that hell. That was 3 1/2 years ago. Now she calls me up last week and says the one line that I have never thought I was going to hear,"I've been talking to my husband, and we want to try to find out what went wrong, I still love you, and I know I have been with you for 3 years, and we have children, but he is my Husband."
Now, I hate Drama, its like kriptonite to me, I get near someone complaining, and I get sick. But what I can't understand is for someone that avoids the stuff like the plague, WHEN DID MY LIFE BECOME AN EPISODE OF JERRY SPRINGER?!
Well it wouldn't be so bad, but then I made a mistake. I was tired of complaining to my friends, I don't mind when they complain to me, they are probably the only ones I don't mind...Or 2, because he tends to be right. But for me to do it to them, I hate it. Plus I had done it often in the past to my best friend, that I didn't see it as right. So I stopped talking to him.
Yeah, I know, Stupid move birdbrain. And for 2 months I just fell off the face of the earth to him. He and I are talking again, and I am thankful, but I can never say it enough, I'm sorry Rath, you should have been the first to know anything was wrong, and it should have been from me.
Good news though, after all this BS, and my aformentioned brainfart with Rath, things are going up, I'm eating food again, world domination is in my grasp, and I got Icecream today. ^.^
I think I may stay away from women for a bit, I mean unless someone comes to me and it looks like a really good relationship, I may just avoid the subject. Women can be a scary creature that if not treated right can rip your heart out with its teeth and destroy your soul in seconds. Then again they can make you feel the happiest you could ever be with just a smile. I guess I want to be with someone, but I am going to take it slow, and I'm going to be careful. Being lower on the food chain then others teachs you this after time. =P
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