New species?
Posted 11 years agoOkay so I've been playing around in SAI attempting to make a cool looking new species and I came up with this!
http://sta.sh/228b83qta889
For now I'm calling them Uchui, though I may change that if I come up with something better. Its only a small silhouette shape thing, one with the wings hooded/folded and the other with the wings open. I decided that their 'unofficial' name would be hooded reds as the closed wings give them this look of red riding hood which I love.
Now the question is should I turn these into Adoptables or not? Would you guys actually want them as a species or not? Is there anything you think I should change? Does it look better with or without the 'ribbons'?
I really would appreciate some feedback on them! Thank you!
set a day
Posted 11 years agoFinally set a day to go see the doctor to sort out me getting therapy. Thats pretty good I guess. Its this thursday! Wish me luck.
Money for MTF Packer
Posted 11 years agoCommissions for a Penis
Please Signal boost this journal or my Tumblr Post http://cherrybearypanda.tumblr.com/.....for-ftm-packer
Okay, so as many of you know I am Trans/Genderfluid. I’ve slowly been working on making myself more masculine when I am male instead of simply looking androgynous or a-girl-in-guys-clothes. I recently bought myself a packer (if you don’t know what that is, its a fake flaccid penis you wear in your trousers to give the appearance of having male genitalia) however not long after I had bought it it started falling apart and becoming seriously sticky after only a few moments being worn even after powdering. A few days ago I found a wonderful site called StylishFlesh where I found the most perfect and good quality STP (stand to pee) Packer I have ever seen and for roughly £100 ($165) it has really good reviews from other trans men too. Sadly I do not have £100.
SO I'm trying to get commissions once again!
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14390289/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14206427/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14281398/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13005041/
Drawing types & Prices:
Painted Bust shot: $10
Sketch: $20 (+$5 for fullbody)
Full coloured Chibi: $20
Full-Body Digital Painting: $30
+ $10 for extra character
£0.00/£100 reached
- I require payment IN FULL before I will start work on your image.
- PAYPAL ONLY.
- Changes to the drawing WILL be allowed up to a
point, I will try to keep you informed through the
drawing process to avoid mistakes. You can request I
do it via Streaming.
- Please do not use my work for prints or
advertising or in any way where you will be earning
money off of my work.
- Please make sure you fill out the form properly!
- Yes you may take as many slots as you want.
Things I WILL do:
Furries
Humans
Girls
Boys
"Gift" Fanart
Feral
Tasteful Pin-ups
Nudity
Cute Things
My Characters
Character Design
Things I WON'T do:
Copy Someone's Style
Extreme Fetishes
Scat, Watersports
Vomit
Vore
Sexualized Minors
Inflation
To claim a spot please fill this out:
Reference sheet:(Can be a example of your character but if they have
a tail please make sure its visible.)
Drawing Type:
Number of Characters:
Theme/Situation?
Adult content/Nudity? Y/N
Personality of the character?(A few words to describe/Link to Bio)
Paypal email?
I really need to get this packer guys and I appreciate everything!
I look forward to seeing some people commission, thank you for reading this!
Operation update
Posted 11 years agoHi there I'm back from hospital, they made me stay in overnight sadly. The operation failed, I was stuck in there for 4 hours straight feeling absolutely terrified and it hurt a lot (The stuff they used essentially induces a feeling of running a marathon at full speed without stopping and feeling like your hearts going to explode). They used adrenalin and some other similar things over and over and over to try and induce an arrhythmia but it didn't stay long enough for them to perfectly locate it so it would have been a risk to zap it. Worst of all the worst case scenario happened - Its also on the left side of the heart. The operation for the left side of the heart is a lot more risky and can cause clots that get into the brain. They didn't have the equipment and meds to do that operation at the time so I couldn't get it done although I fear if I had stayed in much longer for the operation I would lose my shit and start crying and panicking. During the op they gave me this horrible sedative which made me keep passing out and feeling generally sick. I was shaking really badly before and after the operation I was that scared. When the op was over they put me in a room (and then moved me to one with a lady in it which was really uncomfortable) and kept me in overnight... without giving me new things to change my completely bloodstained underwear and bedsheets so I slept covered in blood. I lost a bit of blood too which wasn't fun, I kept bleeding for quite a while after the operation and wasnt allowed to sit up at all as that would lead to more bleeding (which I ignored and consequently bled all over myself, but honestly how did they expect me to eat if I'm laying flat on my back?). They kept coming over to do observation things during the night and the next day. It was kind of awkward as one man came over to do a scan of my heart (like a pregnancy scan with the jelly stuff but for my heart) so basically I had to show my breasts to some random man which was really uncomfortable. So not only did I have to show my crotch to two male doctors but I had to show my breasts to one too. I got sent home earlier today and passed out in bed, my crotch-leg area where they shoved all the things in really hurts and is bruising up and my heart feels slightly bruised too. So generally I feel pretty crap. So not only did I have the most traumatic experience of my life being awake during the operation it was also unsuccessful and I might have to do it again only with a higher risk rate of me having a stroke and dying... Much fun. I'm currently just stuck at my parents house with them looking after me and I should be alright, just a bit hard to walk. I missed the Gay Pride Parade though which really sucks.
Off for my Heart Operation
Posted 11 years agoGoing in for my heart operation today. Freaking the fuck out about it thats for sure. I've been taken off my meds so my hearts been messing up all day, I cant even walk down the stairs without feeling like I've ran down the street and back. Plus the HORRIBLE smelling soap and stuff I've been given to use :p I have this really oily feeling goop I have to put up my nose that destroys all germs and bacteria up there. I have to use it three times a day which is just really icky!
I WAS gonna be going to a gay parade in town the day after but it looks like that dreams down the toilet. Hopefully my operation goes well as I am really stating to lose my mind over this, stress levels to maximum. Its only a couple hours away and I have to be awake for the whole thing. -insert panic face here-
Will update later today when its over.
I WAS gonna be going to a gay parade in town the day after but it looks like that dreams down the toilet. Hopefully my operation goes well as I am really stating to lose my mind over this, stress levels to maximum. Its only a couple hours away and I have to be awake for the whole thing. -insert panic face here-
Will update later today when its over.
Life Update
Posted 11 years agoTo those of you genuinely interested, I asked my parents for help a few days ago. I asked them to help me get a therapist. I've not been doing so great lately and finally decided I need help.
Last night I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night with an anxiety attack. I laid in bed for hours trying to calm down, scratching at my skin. Its never happened before. I wish I knew how to come down from an attack like that. It was really stressful.
WOOP
Posted 11 years agoHi I'm back! Sorry about the break I took there, I was trying to figure a bunch of things out. Been a rough few weeks.
Life update:
Well... A spider the size of my hand moved into my bedroom yesterday. Slept on the sofa last night because I cant go into my room, I had such a severe panic attack yesterday when I found the thing - or more accurately when it started to crawl towards me and I saw its huge pincers. I was hyperventilating so bad and called my dad at 4am to come kill the thing... We couldn't find it. So now my room is sealed off with tape and I'm sleeping on the sofa again until tomorrow where we will deep clean my room to find this spider and be rid of him once and for all! God I hope we find him or I'm gonna have to get comfortable on this sofa...
birthday
Posted 11 years agoBIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
JEES I'm 20 years old now... I'm not even a teenager anymore.. I just... old..
JOIN.ME - ended
Posted 11 years agoDoing a join.me stream using a new program to draw with, this could be awful xD
ENDED Gonna come back to drawing tomorrow sometime or monday.
Stream Sketch Requests -Free-
Posted 11 years ago
Monday at around 4pm (uk time) I plan to start streaming and do some drawing so I figured why not do some quick request sketch to go with it. This may or may not become a regular thing.
Anyway, the rules:
* Post references of one character. Do not post multiple characters for me to choose from. You can change your character if you want to though!
* Image quality may vary.
* The requests are free.
* I will probably do only one or two sketches if I have the time, therefore there will be /NO/ order to who I choose to draw. I will choose them when I do the stream.
* Donations to my Paypal account or anything will not make me do your sketch sooner, faster or at all. They are appreciated a hell of a lot though.
* You do not have to be in the stream for me to draw it!
* You can suggest a pose or situation for your request if you like!
* Examples here http://sta.sh/2i9k86h5zni
Forum for Request:
Reference/s:
Theme/Situation? (leave blank for random theme)
Adult content/Nudity? Y/N
Personality of the character?(A few descriptive words)
If you REALLY like your sketch I would very much appreciate it if you donated anything to me at tabby-good-girl[at]hotmail.com (Paypal)! <3
New Tumblr
Posted 11 years agoHEY! I now have a 'new' Art & Personal tumblr. The themes still in the works but its not bad.
http://sulphuricrainbow.tumblr.com/
Might edit the username.
All my un-posted sketches will go here.
Sketch commissions - 6 slots Open!
Posted 11 years agoSketch Commissions
Base price for these pieces are $15
+$8 for Extra characters.
I will try to stream most drawings unless something comes up.
ALL money will be used on RENT as my boyfriend just left me.
Now I have to pay his half too till I get a new roommate.
The drawings will be Sketches, some may be more refined than others
but none will be below the quality as seen in the examples.
Examples:
http://sta.sh/2i9k86h5zni
http://sta.sh/2i9k86h5zni
http://sta.sh/2i9k86h5zni
http://sta.sh/2i9k86h5zni
http://sta.sh/2i9k86h5zni
PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS FORM IS FOR COMISSIONS OF PRE-EXISTING CHARACTERS.
- I require payment IN FULL before I will start work on your image.
- PAYPAL ONLY.
- Changes to the drawing WILL be allowed up to a
point, I will try to keep you informed through the
drawing process to avoid mistakes. You can request I
don't do it via Streaming.
- Please do not use my work for prints or
advertising or in any way where you will be earning
money off of my work.
- Please make sure you fill out the form properly!
- Yes you may take as many slots as you want.
Things I WILL do:
Furries
Humans
Girls
Boys
"Gift" Fanart
Feral
Tasteful Pin-ups
Nudity
Cute Things
My Characters
Character Design
Things I WON'T do:
Explicit sex scenes
Copy Someone's Style
Extreme Fetishes
Scat, Watersports (Or similar fetishes)
Vomit
Vore (Or similar fetishes)
Sexualized Minors
Inflation (Or similar fetishes)
To claim a spot please fill this out:
Reference sheet:(Can be a example of your character but if they have
a tail please make sure its visible.)
Number of Characters:
Theme/Situation?
Adult content/Nudity? Y/N
Personality of the character?(Three words to describe or four/Link to Bio)
Paypal email?
Slots: Open
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2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
Slots will be done in order.
No refunds once completed.
I have a right to refuse a commission.
Work isn't progressed until payment is made.
Thank you and I look forward to seeing people commission!
No Subject
Posted 11 years agoSo just to give an update: My boyfriend has broken up with me and been moving out the past week. Hes going to be fully moved out saturday. Drawing motivation has been at an all time low. I've been trying to get it going again so I can finish off my To-do list. Sorry for any delays.
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Posted 11 years agoSUDDENLY EVERYONE WANTS COMMISSIONS OMG!
Why are they always from Furc though I don't understand.
Why are they always from Furc though I don't understand.
Aw Yis
Posted 11 years agoMade some super cute Adoptables!
I'm gonna be putting up a Custom adopt auction first then following it up with some pre-made cuties for you to buy. Hopefully it goes down well as I'm trying to earn some money to move my friend out of her parents house and down to California with her girlfriend.
If you're interested in that the GoFundMe page is here http://www.gofundme.com/81k094
I'm gonna be putting up a Custom adopt auction first then following it up with some pre-made cuties for you to buy. Hopefully it goes down well as I'm trying to earn some money to move my friend out of her parents house and down to California with her girlfriend.
If you're interested in that the GoFundMe page is here http://www.gofundme.com/81k094
Hi there!
Posted 11 years agoHey everyone. First time really doing anything with my FA. I'm thinking of making a new OC species with my friend Aya (Vexel) when she finally signs up with her new account. I cant wait! This should be fun.
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