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Posted 12 years ago
remnessAbandoning this account/rant
Posted 12 years agoI am tired of this. I understand that I am not that great of an artist, and that, I don't fully care. I enjoy doing art for myself. After many attempts to even get $5 dollars a drawing, I am fed up. People out there beg for shit or post some stupid shit, and they get shit ton of comments and people throwing money at them, but when someone needs help for bills or ect, not a single comment or commission is done spare for the notes that I have received stating I should "Stop being a whiny baby"
I am done putting up a front, this has frustrated me to no end and is pathetic when I literally can't even give away art. I ask people honest questions, no answers, post a raffle, no entries, post $5 commissions, one person even contacted me. I understand I am not popular but to feel unwanted is a whole other thing. It would be different if I had no watchers, but I have quite a few and despite posting art, nothing comes of it.
I have even asked for suggestions on what I SHOULD draw in order to gain more watches/views, and guess what? Even a fucking suggestion is too hard for people.
I didn't even want to do this rant but my mate told me I should. It all started with all shit breaking loose. First my tablet pc pen breaks and that's another 40 I don't have, and then I can't find my tablet in order to do art. It was that realization that told me I should do what I have been thinking about doing for a while. Maybe not to the extent I originally was, but to a small extent.
I am quitting FA.
Or to a more extent, I am washing myself clean of this account. I will be letting this one die and making a new one. I will be deleting all journals except for this one (not like anyone has read them anyway) and all the art I have on here.
I will also post my new FA once I make it if anyone feels the compelling urge to watch my new one. I will not, however put up a front any more. If people feel I am being whiny or complaining, I don't give a fuck and don't watch my new page.
I'm sorry but I am tired of this. And I am sure some people think I am being a child about this and that's fine. I don't care.
And I am sure some people will say, "Well, you don't post any art ever so of course no one is going to watch you". I have posted enough art for someone to at least get a $1 commission or a watch or two when I stream but alas, my paypal is dusty and my watch list on livestream is null.
That being said, as of the end of this journal I am done with the emotions of this page, done with giving a fuck, done with this account.
My new page will feature a similar name, same character, but without the BS. None of the issues from this page will carry to the new page. Think of it as a purging that has been in the planning for a while but was only set in motion by a hard hit.
If I owe you art ( I don't think I do other than the new characters) note me on my new page when I make it.
Sorry if I have offended anyone but I will no longer be on this account nor reply to anything on it.
I am done putting up a front, this has frustrated me to no end and is pathetic when I literally can't even give away art. I ask people honest questions, no answers, post a raffle, no entries, post $5 commissions, one person even contacted me. I understand I am not popular but to feel unwanted is a whole other thing. It would be different if I had no watchers, but I have quite a few and despite posting art, nothing comes of it.
I have even asked for suggestions on what I SHOULD draw in order to gain more watches/views, and guess what? Even a fucking suggestion is too hard for people.
I didn't even want to do this rant but my mate told me I should. It all started with all shit breaking loose. First my tablet pc pen breaks and that's another 40 I don't have, and then I can't find my tablet in order to do art. It was that realization that told me I should do what I have been thinking about doing for a while. Maybe not to the extent I originally was, but to a small extent.
I am quitting FA.
Or to a more extent, I am washing myself clean of this account. I will be letting this one die and making a new one. I will be deleting all journals except for this one (not like anyone has read them anyway) and all the art I have on here.
I will also post my new FA once I make it if anyone feels the compelling urge to watch my new one. I will not, however put up a front any more. If people feel I am being whiny or complaining, I don't give a fuck and don't watch my new page.
I'm sorry but I am tired of this. And I am sure some people think I am being a child about this and that's fine. I don't care.
And I am sure some people will say, "Well, you don't post any art ever so of course no one is going to watch you". I have posted enough art for someone to at least get a $1 commission or a watch or two when I stream but alas, my paypal is dusty and my watch list on livestream is null.
That being said, as of the end of this journal I am done with the emotions of this page, done with giving a fuck, done with this account.
My new page will feature a similar name, same character, but without the BS. None of the issues from this page will carry to the new page. Think of it as a purging that has been in the planning for a while but was only set in motion by a hard hit.
If I owe you art ( I don't think I do other than the new characters) note me on my new page when I make it.
Sorry if I have offended anyone but I will no longer be on this account nor reply to anything on it.
