could use some snugs xd

Shit has happened and I got scared as hell, but I found out that this isn't working.
I would be so much happier with so much... less.
I wanna get rid of my stuff and just do the stuff I like and being with people.
Guess I found it what life should be for me, it will always change I'm not looking to stick somewhere.
Who doesn't question life right?

It has been a shitty time but its all getting better!
I don't feel like writing a long journal I'm just fine now so yeah i let u guys know at least hehe
I just turned 20 btw, rawr

Seriously its the only think I ask for o.o

If you do so, Add my skype (DemaxDragon) or steam (RaymundoMazz) x3

I might have told some people that I moved house, true story.
But now I'm living here I got 2 unused rooms for rent.
Cheap, no prob we fix it.
Its nice to have someone to drink a beer with sometimes anyway.

The city is Apeldoorn

For real, moved to Vaasen (Apeldoorn) netherlands, everyone near or who just likes to meet me just leave a comment x3

I guess its a good idea to share whats on my mind.
Well I'm a Lil bit stressed cos of some crap in my head, and I heard that I'm gonna move house next week. The last one is stressing me out mostly, I can't stop thinking about "what if" -_-.
I'm kinda stupid with those things, gotta learn to worry some less without the need of smoke and alcohol. Oh and also you guys don't worry I'm not doing such every day xD,
Bye the way, I'm not unhappy cos my YT channel is getting more views and good rates to. Never expected the stupid crap I make is stuff people actually like hihi. Well erm.. there's just a single thing that could be better. I still wanna have someone to cuddle cos I feel a lil bit lonely at night ^^. Well thats all, erm... Bye x3

I did some kind of erm... major update of my profile.
Not much to tell or share, im sorry I'm just here cos I hope to meet new people you know ^^;

Hey guys... yeah its me again :/

Lots of shit is happening, I got my own place now but meh.
I really miss something, I need someone, I want someone.
Seriously who can help me find some interesting people I have to meet?
I'm like, lonely and I just really want someone to love t.t.
I don't have any preferences, no need for it when things get real I found out.
So if you are or know anyone, try to contact me anyhow!

Please, please, let there be someone who likes me T_T

Hey guys... yeah its me again :/

Lots of shit is happening, I got my own place now for a while but meh.
I really miss something, I need someone, I want someone.
Seriously who can help me find some interesting people I have to meet?
Im like, lonely and I just rlly want someone to love t.t.
I dont have any references, we dont need em when things get real I found it.
So if you are or know anyone, try to contact me anyhow!

Please, please, let there be someone who likes me T_T

Should I put the icons from the peeps I met in real in mah userpage? :P

seriously,
Some random guy popped up on my skype contact list and was talking about me being a piece of shit.
Stuff like that I go to bed with fucking anybody who comes on my way.
That I didn't make anything myself, which should mean I stole it.
And just more talk like that.
I really dont fucking take all that crap anymore so go to fucking hell.
I dont give a fucking shit about what you think, I've been tru alot of fucking shit and I dont want a random fucking jerk to make me mentaly down.
This shit made me feel really sad, why dont you just... get a life and talk about facts instead.
And also please stop acting and talking like you are better, you know better and you live better.
Is there anything else I need to say...?
Just.. just give up I'm going to ignore everything you said for so far and I hope that you fucking wiseass understand that I feel sad.
I hope, and also dont that you read this.... blerg Im gonna leave for today.
And when im out of the shit that matters, Im gonna end my fa to.
Dont think I dont have problems at home, and that I havent had any in my past.
And if I was so fucking lucky as you I would have done a fucking study if I got the chance.
I wanna start living, and stop giving a shit...
Really fucking fuck everybody, everything, and anything that DOESNT listen to me.
I've a damn brain to, Im just not always a star in social contact.
But that doesnt mean im dumb, and that's the fucking mistake (if not) all you fucking people make.
oh uhm....I hope this doesnt offend the few people who give a shit about me
After all....
I just hope I might keep a few friends, in real life :/
So anyone who gives a shit about me, you may contact me... please dont be afraid S:
Sorry guys...

Gonna blow some steam of I guess, bye

Sometimes you just feel like, complaining

muurr

Thanks for the comments on mah last journal, AND im gonna twitter for real now.
Follow me at Raymundomazz if ya like, I also made an soundcloud and gonna post new stuff later this month, so if ya have one follow raymundomazz on there to! :D

oh and, thanks again for the friendly comments on my last journal ^^
I just had a bad night, I feel much better now actualy x3

Right now :/

Its just not going the way I want, and I feel shitty bout it.
Would love some peeps to hang out wiv now,