You know what makes me feel real good? Aside from napping when tired. It's got to be the feeling when almost everyone around you wants something, but doesn't really even otherwise care you're alive.

I'm so very ready for Shadows of Mordor and Farcry 4.

I'm watching Doomsday preppers. This one woman asks her little son to spell volcano, that's the family paranoia of choice. He says 'yes sir' and picks his nose as he does. Good to know these kinds of idiots will survive

I'm getting tempted to have a cigarette. They have canceled school for.. almost a week now. My boss is making me inch closer and closer to strangling her, I'm bored and kinda lonely at night *do have Xbox Live, willing to play most any game out there once or twice, hint hint* and closing in on another mark on the calendar.

tl;dr anyone quit smoking by using gum or the patch? Did it work obviously, did you have to like lick the patch and stuff chewed gum in your ears or arse.

I'm think I'm getting to where I'll be completely intolerant of dickheads within the next few months.



Anyone on XBL playing GTA online perchance?

'You gotta know, I'd never hurt her!'
'Oh yeah, well what about her husband?'
...
'I wasn't fucking her husband.'

So I picked up my copy of GTA V last night and I've been having a blast since.

Only thing that sucks right now is the customization options through their Ifruit app are only for well, Iphone or Ipad users. I don't own such a device, nor a smart phone so I can't get my MALE DOG FROM HUMPING OTHER MALE DOGS.

Well, the subject of it.... I walked past the probation department to pay my property tax this morning and all I smelled was Axe body spray.

Wuzzdat tell you.

Has anyone heard of this? Tried it? Bought it?

Saw it when I turned the box on tonight and I thought 'hm.'

Anyone from Chicago have a line on whats enjoyable there in the Spring? I have a feeling like I want to take a several days vacation away from home and I know Chicago has a lot but I don't know what all exactly.

So I live pretty close to Notre Dame University, its like a 40 minute drive. But given the culture that surrounds it, I'm not a big fan. I appreciate the hard work they do, but I wont celebrate it. Anyway during the BCS game last night, when the local news station would give score updates I would lend support for Alabama by saying 'Roll Tide' which is their slogan. Before the night was done, 5 people messaged me and said they would find me and kick my ass, beat me up and one threatened to stab me. 2 mentioned I would go to hell for supporting a team that is so favorably held by the Devil of all things.

Then not 20 minutes ago, a friend texts me and says I should watch it because one of the psycho's discovered that we had a mutual friend (a hairdresser) And so he had said person ask my friend what my address was.

Glad we could all be mature about this.

SOG tomahawks are on sale at Walmart for 20 bucks. Online from SOG they are like 64 bucks. Tempted to get something to cut myself with.

Also, you ask someone not to do something. Several times in fact. They abide by this for a while. Then decide to start doing it again. Any suggestions of what I should do? This involves something I have complete and utter control over however, so its beholden to no one but myself.

Its a curious thing, really. You tell someone about something and they brush it off as if it was a foolish idea. Or rather, they are too consumed for it, or give it no heed or thought.

And then later same person is actively pursuing this something.

I know there's a word for it but I can't think of it right now...

What the hell is it with the flares. You cannot beat any of them. OH sure they have an 11 second reset but you can't reload your stinger and get a new lock fast enough.

A helicopter can hover and cap a flag. What's that do for people.. not in a helicopter. You could maybe try to shoot it down, or down the pilot but good luck.

Oh yeah... and lets make it so a tank has only one counter class of weapons AND it can cap a flag. So if your an assault, support or scout you may as well cram your gun into your ear because there's nothing you can do.

I know, why am I complaining? Well, someone said it would be fun if I played with them.

So I got a lot of candy and made ready to give it to kids that showed up. Maybe... 20 cdame by over the course of 2 and a half hours. About half were neighborhood kids.

Then I go to cook and nothing turns out well in the cooking process.

Nothing to do and I'm by myself to do it. This shit gets old fast.

Is crazy. 50 miles per hour. They've closed the toll road to double and triple runners. The lake is swelling over the dock and light house.

Yeah and then New York's underwater. The subways and tunnels are fucked. My cousins on the 5'th floor of an apartment and he said everything on the first floor in his area of the city is fubar. All the efforts done by people have been wasted. Granted he's only 2 blocks from the Hudson River Greenway park in Manhattan, but he said everything down there is a total loss.

I told him he needed to make friends with the people on the 8'th floor.

Then his mom scolded me. lol

SO apparently no one wants to run a text only game of Pathfinder or 3.5 so I'm stuck with ... doing nothing really. Back to Mien Kampf. I mean Minecraft.

That feeling when you don't have much to do and no one to talk to because people are being busy with other things.

So I haven't even used it for more than 3 hours in the last 30 days. And all of a sudden it decides to develop a hardware issue.

Oh yeah and Xbox is down so I can't even ask them what the error code is. So, like I've always said. Fuck customers as soon as you can.

Another one of those nights. Fucking irritating shit.

The whole thing where people post a journal and say 'I'm leaving the fandom, too much drama, etc' isn't that counter intuitive? Its almost like they are trying to be subtly asking people to beg them to stay.

My response is take a walk tossers, there's no need for wishy washy personalities.

I also woke entirely too early. Fuck this is going to be a long 13 hour shift.

Why is it that when I really want a sandwich I am out of bread, and when I have abundance of bread I don't really want a sandwich?

I didn't know Adam Yauch personally, but the Beastie Boys helped me through some rough parts in my pre-teen and teen years.

Last month the world lost Levon Helm. Men like this leave us but grant us a pure look at their souls. I don't know what else to say really, I don't even want to think of it.

"I don't want no crying, only tears of joy."

Thank you Mr. Helm, MCA.

I wonder sometimes why I watch certain people. Like, there must have been a reason for it, but then I can't think of what it would be.

Don't you love it when people say 'I'm sorry, but we're just too different..." and then they just trail off as if that's a good enough explanation?

No, let me tell you what you should be sorry for. Now I'm emotionally crippled and I'll probably kill myself and haunt you forever, like I saw in a movie.. or a comic.. maybe it was a god damn video game. Something like that.

But only if you're really sorry, lol.

I don't have a sex drive, really. Its more like my sex is a passenger on a bus and just really hopes someone will sit down next to him.