why is everyone so tall!? im like 5'7" .-.

why do i love playing Bit Trip: Saga when it frustrates the hell out of me sometimes, guh, Perception on Flux is so hard but i love it

it also taught me a new word, Catharsis 83

p.s. Perception is the name of the level on the game Flux, Bit Trip has 6 games

so i have these work out shorts that are snug in the crotch and you can see my package in them, i love undies and pants that hug my crotch

ask me questions or something

<lays on stomach like cliché teen sleep over girl> or we could talk about our feelings or our crushes....maybe play spin the bottle or truth or dare 83

the first thing i want to do with him is make tons of pickles then make dinner for him (or order chinese take out) then snuggle him on the couch all night

everyone always says theyll kiss first but im not sure when our first mutual kiss will be since im awkward and clueless and shit, what the hell do kisses feel like anyway?

<3  zeekblack1

i was out shopping and i wandered into Lucky Brand Jeans and i found this wonderful, colorful, perfect Hawaiian shirt. it was so nice, the colors were perfect, it was a beach bungalow scene with all these pretty blues and greens and pinks, all with a yellow tint to it, it looked like a vintage Hawaiian shirt. the fabric was nice too.

anyway, i look at the size and its a XXL, i wear an XL but it looked too small so i slip on the XXL.....its too small.....i hate when stores size everything down cuz then i cant shop at those stores cuz the biggest size they have is a XXL when in actuality its just a large. i wish there were nice stores that cater to normal sized people (im a little pudgey but im not obese, im 5'7" and 200 lbs) instead of people the same size as the models marketing them

i really loved that shirt and im bummed that i couldnt get it

I quilted today, it was relaxing

im gonna bake a turkey with rosemary, thyme, allspice, cloves, celery, carrots, and apples

i already play violin and a little piano and im learning ukulele now, but some other instruments i want to learn to play are:

mandolin
ruan
dulcimer
cello
chapman stick

me when i see other artists my age like  frindle and  camcartoonfanatic being super popular while im over here: guh <flops>

also the both kinda gave me the cold shoulder (frindle more-so) when i tried getting to know them, i still enjoy their art and stuff and i do love my watchers

im agnostic, i live by my own morals and standards, i dont need a book to guide me and tell me how to live MY life

Ain't it the Life by Foo Fighters.....so pretty

i called my hubby today for the first time, we were nervous and didnt know what to say, so we went derpy and went "uh, ummmm, uh".......it was cute and wonderful <3

love you  zeekblack1 <3

<rumages through cupboardand finds a forgotten can of cashews> CASHEWS!!!! <shoves all of them into my maw>

As you sit there, waiting
fidgeting with itchy hands
gazing off with that faraway look
have you ever stopped to think,
is what you've found worthwhile?

this goes with something I'm drawing

im also drafting my first ever short story

So I'm an avid collector of coins (I have 160+ in my collection including a Roman Colonial and a 500 year old Chinese) recently I got a London Olympics 50 pence piece, apparently there are 50 different ones, each one with a different event, I have tennis, but I don't think I
I'll ever be able to get all 50. State Quarters are one thing because I actually use those, I got the 50 pence coin from my grandma when she went to Scotland a couple months ago

Also, they were given away for free the year leading up to the Olympics, wtf US, all you do is sell us coins and it isn't even a public affair its like "oh ya, we made an awesome collector coin a few months back but theyre all gone now......did you want one?"

Also look at this shiz http://www.creativereview.co.uk/ima....._designs_1.jpg foreign money is so cool

Also, I collect for the art value of coins, even though a few are worth something, I do it for the enjoyment of the art on them

Today is me and my hunny's monthiversary of actively dating, it feels like its been longer since we waited so long to get together, I have never been happier than now

So I dedicate this song to him because its exactly how I feel http://m.youtube.com/index?&des.....?v=ECL1h133Dps

Blue Skies by Wilie Nelson

I love you hun

♥  zeekblack1 ♥

Anchovy, garlic, and tomato pizza………………my fave <3 <floats in bliss>

im building myself a planter box (probably a 1'x6') to put in my empty patch of grass that is my back yard. im putting it along my back fence, im gonna grow some Birdhouse Gourds and Skyscraper Sunflowers.

i find gourds to be really cool plants and ill make some birdhouses and possibly some lanterns out of them.

and the skyscrapers should get about 12 feet tall, which i think is awesome

ill take some pics of the process and perhaps give diy instructions

 zeekblack1 and i were making stupid rape faces and "i came" faces at eachother......healthy part of a relationship right?

im his chubby hubby <3

~ <3

hes mine, paws off <sigh> hes so great <3

Of Life

Nature speaks of subtle beauty,
of life and death and sings
of golden days of spring
poised to melt away winter's
cold, steely hands, and kiss
the earth with warmth and life.

Spring's blossoms are short-lived
for summer must have his
turn, the golden shoots
of spring mature anf green
and grow, reaching to the
golden sun and blue sky to breathe.

Summer must give way to autumn
with his Midus touch, turns all to gold
of firey hues and majesty
and grandeur, whispers through
the falling leaves and speaks of grace
and winter's homecoming.

Winter comes with steely hands
to grip the barren limbs and touch,
with frost, the starkness of death
to kiss with beauty the husks of
life, with crystalline splendor
to bring beauty to where it once resided.

<is in skyrim>
what fucking beautiful day, let us do some quests for thy Stormcloak brethren, death to the empire! VIVA LA RESISTANCE!
<captures fort and frees fellow Strormcloaks>
hell yes!
<is in mountains doing quest for Stormcloaks when suddenly, a wild Dragon appears>
oh shit!
<Dragon used Fire Breath of Ballbusting>
Ouch!
<Hero Rex used Dwarven Greatsword, its super effective, the wild Dragon fainted>
FUCKEST YES!!!
<Rex swims down river towards his destination since its the fastest and safest way around the huge ass mountain (not the Throat of the Earth)>
this is fun
<a wild school of slaughter fish appears>
FUCKEST!
<slaughter fish used Fuck Yo Shit Up>
shit
<Hero Rex used get the hell out of the water, its super effective>
Thank Gods
<Rex is walking along the beautiful path in the middle of fucking no where when a wild "soldier" appears>
oh, greetings fellow traveler
<"soldier" tells Rex to pay a fine, can clearly tell hes a bandit poser>
FUCKEST NO!!
<Rex tells him to fuck off>
activate thy known powers and we shall engage in combat, swine!
<Bandit used Rage, its super effective, is killed by bandit>
...........FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF........GAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!


and that is the story of how Rex the Dauntless died from taking an arrow to the knee

This week's song is "I was born for this" by Austin Wintory. This song is from the game Journey. This is probably on of the prettiest and well thought out songs for a video game ever. At first I thought it was a made-up language but it turns out that its different pieces of stories and quotes sung in their original languages. I've put the lyrics in their original language and where them came from along with the translation.

Mobile Link (may not work for non-mobile users): http://m.youtube.com/index?&des.....;v=qizpBpHTzkU



Stat sua cuique dies |-(Latin, The Aenied)
Stat sua cuique dies
Maél is mé tó féran |-(Old English, Beowulf)
Aλετο μέν μοι νόστος |-(Greek, The Illiad)
Aλετο μέν μοι νόστος
C'est pour cela que je suis née |-(French, Joan of Arc)
この道や |-(Japanese, Matsuo Bashô haiku)
行く人なしに
この道や
秋のくれ
C'est pour cela que je suis née |-(French, Joan of Arc)
Ne me plaignez pas
C'est pour cela que je suis née

To each his day is given
To each his day is given
'Tis time that I fare from you
Lost is my homecoming
Lost is my homecoming
I was born for this
Along this road
Goes no one
Along this road
This autumn eve
I was born for this
Do not pity me
I was born for this

now that i have your attention, i would like you to leave a comment about something you want me to improve on, this is also to get a scope of who my active watchers are

So ive decided that every week (probably fridays) I'll be posting one of my face non-mainstream, hipster-free songs, this is so I can share what I think is awesome and also let you hear my arting music

This week the song is Trouble in Paradise (variation on a theme) by UNKLE

I love this song, how it blends orchestra and electronic is awesome, its starts out as frantic sounding as it speeds up and soon explodes into eloctonic harmonies before it settles back down into a sort of atmospheric sound, it sounds adventurey I think

Mobile link: http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=3B_r5rVU5rw

Mobile link may not work on computers, the best version is posted by MF3GT just search the song and it should come up

it was a good year, even though my only goal art wise was to have 100 watchers (im 6 short) im fine with it X3