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Posted 9 years agoI can't...feel...anything. For as long as I can remember, I've never been able to feel emotions. I pretend to be normal when I'm around other people, but on the inside, I feel nothing. Its not as bad as it may sound, I know that I am broken, but I don't care. This is normal for me but everything changed when I met him.
MY SENPAI
For the first time, I felt something. A strong desire, a longing, a yearning, a craving. Now I finally understand what it means to be human, to be alive! I'm addicted to the way he makes me feel. I don't care about anything else. He is everything to me, and now...someone is trying...to take him from me.
She wants him, but not in the same way that I want him. She could never appreciate him the way I do. She doesn't deserve him, he belongs to me ALONE. She has taught me a new emotion:
RAGE!
I want to stop her.
I want to hurt her.
I want to KILL her.
There is nothing I won't do for Senpai. I won't let anyone come between us. I don't care what I have to do. I don't care who I have to hurt. I don't care who's blood I have to spill. I won't let anyone take him from me. Nothing else matters. NO ONE else matters.
Senpai. Will. Be. Mine.
HE DOESN'T HAVE A CHOICE...
Words by Yandere Dev
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WoIUNjOqnvANUFFA' ART RAFFILE!!!!
Posted 9 years agoArt Raffle!
Posted 9 years agoTrades and Commissions
Posted 9 years agoHey everyone I just wanted to say that I've begun art trades and if you'd like one or know someone who'd like a story (sorry, that's the best I can do, my art sucks), just send me a note. Though soon I will start doing commissions, I just need to finish making a PayPal and I'll be set. Hopefully I make a lot of money from you guys and some others. I can make stories just for fun or for any picture you'd like some dialogue to one of your favorite commissions.
Just be nice and let me get something back, please? I also know that there are liars who lie about giving back so here are some punishments:
What I'm accepting:
✏Art from the asker or one of my favorite artists
📕Story from asker or one of my favorite writers
💲Any furry merchandise you find online that you may wanna send to me
1st Lie: Warning
2nd Lie: Blocked for a day
3rd Lie: Blocked for a week
4th Lie: Blocked for a month
5th Lie: Blocked for life (or until I feel like I can trust you again)
Just be nice and let me get something back, please? I also know that there are liars who lie about giving back so here are some punishments:
What I'm accepting:
✏Art from the asker or one of my favorite artists
📕Story from asker or one of my favorite writers
💲Any furry merchandise you find online that you may wanna send to me
1st Lie: Warning
2nd Lie: Blocked for a day
3rd Lie: Blocked for a week
4th Lie: Blocked for a month
5th Lie: Blocked for life (or until I feel like I can trust you again)
Art Raffle!
Posted 9 years ago
turtlepaws is hosting an art raffle for all new watchers!http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7516804/
A raffle!
Posted 9 years ago
wolfymewmew is having a 1000 watcher raffle! You guys should watch them and enter if you want.They have rules on there but I have some additional rules:
1.) Once you watch them, YOU CAN NOT UNWATCH!
that is all.
*crawls in bed and covers myself up in darkness*
Posted 9 years agoThe darkness is my friend now...I'm a screw up...I've already made things bad enough in a group chat on Skype, I don't wanna ruin it for everyone else...
Art YCH's by my Best Friend!!!
Posted 9 years agoATTENTION EVERYONE ATTENTION EVERYONE!!!
My best friend
Riceball.P is having 2 small YCH's right now! If you'd like to join, I will post the link!
*It will also be helpful if you offer her something along with your entry!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/19634291/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/19641967/
My best friend
Riceball.P is having 2 small YCH's right now! If you'd like to join, I will post the link!*It will also be helpful if you offer her something along with your entry!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/19634291/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/19641967/
Need Help for Story Uploading!
Posted 9 years agoAnyone know how to upload a story onto FA? I'm using Google Docs but they don't take that! SOMEONE PLEASE HELPIES!!! >n<Thank you everyone!
Posted 9 years agoHey everyfur! I just wanted to post this journal to give everyone I know and love a big thank you for being there for and with me thorugh out these 2 years. If it weren't for you, I'd still be a lonely loser just wandering this website endlessly looking for someone. But since people began talking to me and watching me, I've been feeling more and more welcome to FurAffinity. For being such awesome friends, I just wish I could hug all of you at the same time!!! So many furs of different shapes and sizes have been there for me. From my huge horse bro 
stagemanager6 to my tiny human friend 
damonthehuman to some of my favorite friends like 
theswaggah , 
wolfylicious , 
steelfire305 , riceball.p , 
salrie , 
JCFox , 
Nitroft and a bunch of other friends on my profile! And to be honest, even The Silencers and those who have blocked me or I don't talk to much.
So to end this journal, I just want to leave all of you with my heart in your hands...er hooves...or paws...or whatever you guys have depending on who you are. But still:
THANK YOU EVERYONE, FOR NOTICING ME
stagemanager6
damonthehuman
theswaggah
wolfylicious
steelfire305
salrie
JCFox
Nitroft10 Complaints Journal
Posted 9 years agoI hate my life sometimes cause of a few things I can't do. Things like:
1.) Draw
2.) Pay for Commissions
3.) Make good stories
4.) Speak up to people I wanna be friends with
5.) NOT annoy other furs
6.) Ask someone if I can be in a pic with them without making them mad.
7.) Tell someone when they annoy me.
8.) Tell someone that I don't wanna be in a pic with them
9.) Ask for a request
10.) NOT try to be an attention whore.
I really hate how I act around artists. While they're making random pieces, I just automatically think:
1.) "I hope (s)he draws me!"
2.) "I hope there's a raffle!"
And when there's a raffle:
1.) "I hope I win!"
2.) "I hope they draw what I want!"
I really need to learn to get over this. Like I said: I'm such an attention whore. I'll do anything for everyfur's eyes to be on me for a good reason. *sigh*
1.) Draw
2.) Pay for Commissions
3.) Make good stories
4.) Speak up to people I wanna be friends with
5.) NOT annoy other furs
6.) Ask someone if I can be in a pic with them without making them mad.
7.) Tell someone when they annoy me.
8.) Tell someone that I don't wanna be in a pic with them
9.) Ask for a request
10.) NOT try to be an attention whore.
I really hate how I act around artists. While they're making random pieces, I just automatically think:
1.) "I hope (s)he draws me!"
2.) "I hope there's a raffle!"
And when there's a raffle:
1.) "I hope I win!"
2.) "I hope they draw what I want!"
I really need to learn to get over this. Like I said: I'm such an attention whore. I'll do anything for everyfur's eyes to be on me for a good reason. *sigh*
Art Raffle!!!1
Posted 9 years agoThis pain is unbearable...
Posted 9 years agoDo you guys ever have that one person you used to be great friends with, then all of a sudden its just WHISKED away from you?
That's how I'm feeling now... and always... everyday ...
I used to be friends with
smounged1989 , 
flamehead215 , and 
thorsoneyja but they all just deleted me and left me there to rot...
If you want, go watch them... when you do, tell them I sent you.
If you already watch them, tell them that I miss them and I'm sorry for my mistakes... or even just link them this journal...
And Shade, Apparit, Thorson... if any of you are reading this...I know you might still hate me, but I still wanna be friends...I see commissions of you guys almost all the time and when I do I just get infuriated with myself like I wanna just jump off a bridge and die... I'm sorry for my mistakes in the past, but I've changed and I wanna be friends again... just give me another chance...I don't wanna screw up our friendships ...
That's how I'm feeling now... and always... everyday ...
I used to be friends with
smounged1989 , 
flamehead215 , and 
thorsoneyja but they all just deleted me and left me there to rot...If you want, go watch them... when you do, tell them I sent you.
If you already watch them, tell them that I miss them and I'm sorry for my mistakes... or even just link them this journal...
And Shade, Apparit, Thorson... if any of you are reading this...I know you might still hate me, but I still wanna be friends...I see commissions of you guys almost all the time and when I do I just get infuriated with myself like I wanna just jump off a bridge and die... I'm sorry for my mistakes in the past, but I've changed and I wanna be friends again... just give me another chance...I don't wanna screw up our friendships ...
Song Feeling of the Day...
Posted 9 years agohttps://soundcloud.com/thelivingtom.....ombstone-fnaf4
How I'm feeling on this...depressing Friday...sometimes I just don't like my life...
(Hint: No where close to being my usual upbeat self...)
How I'm feeling on this...depressing Friday...sometimes I just don't like my life...
(Hint: No where close to being my usual upbeat self...)
Character For Sale!
Posted 9 years agoHey guys, my friend 
is selling a character he made a while ago If you want it, here's the link:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19338008/
is selling a character he made a while ago If you want it, here's the link:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19338008/
New Tumblr Ask Blog!
Posted 9 years agoHey guys, ever wanna ask me something and or leave a quick comment? I just opened a new ask blog on Tumblr! Accepting Anonymous, SFW, and NSFW questions and comments!
http://askraytech.tumblr.com/
http://askraytech.tumblr.com/
Discord
Posted 9 years agoFurry Network
Posted 9 years agoARTISTS WANTED AND NEEDED!!!
Posted 9 years agoATTENTION!!! ATTENTION!!! THIS IS AN IMPORTANT(ISH) MESSAGE!!!
IF ANYONE KNOWS AN ARTIST WHO CAN:
• DRAW SFW PICTURES
• DO MLP AND OTHER FURRY SONAS (HORSE, BEAR, CANINE, ETC.)
• TAKE REQUESTS
• TAKE STORY TRADES
• ALL OF THE ABOVE
PLEASE TELL ME! I WOULD LIKE TO GET A PICTURE DONE OF ONE OR BOTH OF MY SONAS ALONG WITH Riceball.P 'S SONA.
THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HAS READ THIS AND I DEEPLY APPRECIATE YOUR TIME.
(If you know an artist who does these things, put their name and/or a link to their profile in the comments.)My Dads!
Posted 9 years ago
sebek_5
lordsteeleHappy Yandere Valentine's Day
Posted 9 years agoHere's a video from Yandere Dev to those who have lost their Senpais. This may also be a part of SNAP mode.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7DcXGsLWog
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7DcXGsLWog
100 WATCHERS?!
Posted 9 years agoI just hit 100 watchers?! NO FREAKING WAY!!! THANKS SO MUCH GUYS! YOU'RE AMAZING!!!!! Let's try and go for 200!!!!!
DeviantArt Profile Moving!
Posted 9 years agoGonna be moving my DA profile, so if your watching me, I'll post the new one soon
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!
Posted 9 years agoTODAY"S MY BIG DAY GUYS!!!! THIS UNICORN'S LEVELING UP! I'M SO EXCITED!!!!
What's Going On?
Posted 9 years agoFor some reason some of the people I'm watching or know personally are either disappearing or blocking me. I guess some people were right. I don't like 2016. I kinda wanna go back to 2015 and figure out what's going on with me and the furry world.
