Ever since I picked up drawing again 5 months ago, its been such a positive change for me.

⭐My art is getting better slowly, which is such a feeling of accomplishment. I'm aware that I'm
no where near to what I want to be but I'm proud I'm not where I use to be.

⭐It helped me reconnect with friends that I haven't spoken to in a while. Like my social anxiety
has dropped considerably and I got to meet so many new furs and I honestly love it.
( Plus a lot of Spanish furs been following me and I just think its fantastic)

⭐Its brought it a little more happiness to my life. Covid and working retail has been taking a
huge toll on me, with stress with leading a team and anxiety that one day I might get sick.
but with drawing its like a reset for my mind, creating something feels more like a reward than
hindrance which is what is use to feel like.

Im going to keep on going and keep doing my best! I've got a good Rhythm going and I don't plan to stop! I got so many more ideas! So Seriously thank you! I hope most of you stick with me for more unfolding of my growth!

Hey Guys! So im doing a raffle thingy over on my Twitter page, if your interested here's the link down below!

Its kinda my first raffle and I'm really trying to get notice and put myself out there!

LINK

I hope yall join!

"Art-Follower-Friday"

Basically it means what it says, every friday I'm MAYBE doing a raffle for all my followers here and on twitter. I dont want to overwhelm myself because I already have a few projects to work on,

Though its mostly like basic strategy to gain more views and target a bigger audience.

Im probably gonna have to set some rules though, i really dont need everyone coming at me at once with REF right out the back.

So you guys think I should do it? Do you think you guys would be interested?

I'm really active there and I really need to reach a bigger audience! I promise that it'll be fun and worth it! AND A BUNCH OF HUSKY NONSENSE AND LOTS OF DICK JOKES.

Oh and I might be doing some free art raffles too using my twitter page, if that strikes your interest.

Heres the link!

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> Rhythms

Like I wasn't expecting it to do great because you know My low self-esteem and my own doubt about my own capability as an artist are my to favorite traits of my personality that I really hate lol (If you get what I'm getting at)

BUT DAMN! Favs out of no where! Like I'm so excited that so many of you loved it.

Its almost kind of embarrassing but it really makes me happy. I MEAN I'm still drawing for myself and my own health.

But each Fav I get is like a booster, even if its just one. I feel like I can keep going at a steady pace.

So I'll keep at it! Thank you guys!

Oh should Btw, should I do another Bowser pic or maybe draw another character from a different series?? Let me know!

So Im gonna finish up some scrap artwork I never got the chance to finish from my hiatus, since I'm starting to get the groove of drawing more consistently,

What I'll finish up first is the rest of my OC's.. I think I got like four left lol, I really want you guys to see them, since if everything works in my favor they will appear in a few comic Ideas that I had in mind, especially one of my comics that suppose to be a big project. But Im trying not to overwhelm myself because I don't want to burn out and then suddenly stop.

Afterwords, I might open up some free art raffles, you know to get my name back out there. to start building my audience and show them what I can do. But only 2 or 3 because I do want to focus on drawing what I want to draw. I really don't want to put too much on my plate.

Gotta go at my own pace in my Rhythm after all.

And that's all so far, I mean its not like a got 100% figured out, Im just gonna go with the flow and have some fucking fun with it!

So It's just as the title says I'm back and I'm ready to draw. I know this probably like the fifth time or something I made a journal about me "hey Im gonna come back and draw a lot and everything is gonna be okay!!" Because this time it not, its a lot more than that.

I really am coming back or at least trying to make a comeback to draw again. For the past two years since I been on this site I been really going through a lot of issues. I couldn't get out of my own head and it mentally ruined me. I've been depressed for a long time now and I'm still through it to this day fighting it. It got really bad to the point where I was disconnecting myself from people, keeping my feelings inside me. telling myself that I am not worth anyone's time. And how its better to pretend to be happy. That I am worthless and I don't matter and its just better to support others and let others be great and to forget myself. I don't know why I had that kind of mindset or where it came from but I do know it started developing more and more, whenever I started to feel like im a failure or I made a lot of mistakes and I mind started to manifest negatively inside my head and made things worst. And as time past it started to get worst and really started to hate anything that I do and everything I tried to achieve.

A lot of my friends don't know about this, or even knew what was going on with me because I kept this hidden and put on a brave happy face. Like I don't blame my friends for not helping me, because I know they would help from a drop of a hat if I spoke up which I didn't. I just didn't want to trouble them. I thought I wasn't worth the time. Even with my boyfriend I kept alot hidden from because I didn't want him to worry. And also we head a lot on our plate to deal with and I choose my problems shouldn't be one of them.

But it wasn't like that always there were sometimes I did try reaching out to some people, but it never really felt like it was the right advice. Sometimes I feel like when I express myself my words don't really convey my emotions, so even the advice that I receive never really resonate. Like Communication is such a tricky thing for me for being bilingual and it can get really frustrating. There was even times where I'm explaining myself but instead of listening, the person just makes them about themselves and completely ignore my feelings. And I few times attempts of that situations, I kind of just gave up and decided keep it all in.

But It didn't help and got really bad, I was over eating to deal with stress, working back to back hours of work took up my time where I was too tired to do anything. And everything became routine and I started to spiral.

I know some might think this is stupid, but it got to a critical point after Steven Universe Ended. Steven Universe was a show keep close to my heart, I was so immersed with that fandom and I used it to cope with a lot of things that I was going through and it legit help me understand my thoughts. So when it ended I really felt lost at that point, I've never cried so hard in my life, My boyfriend was there thank god, and helped me pick up the pieces , but I think mostly was crying because I didn't know what else to do... So he suggested that I seek therapy and got professional help.

I went to multiple appointments and I shouldn't go in detail about everything we talked about, but I will say that it helped me and put me in the right direction where I needed to work on myself. That I need to learn to real me and not to cut my self-worth short and to rediscovers the things that make me happy. Which includes drawing because I always had mind of peace when I draw. it was a passion that I don't want to let go and I want to continue those dreams.

So in short I am better, and I'm only going to allow myself to get better from this point on. I know I didn't really need to tell you all this but...I felt like its right for me to explain myself.

So I am back to draw and I'll try my best to stay consistent again.

I'll do my best to draw a little everyday, and not to lock up my feelings again.

I'll do my best to draw fun things even though my audience isn't as big or don't expect much from me.

I'll do my best to have fun with it and not worry about favs, likes and watches to draw for me.

I'll do my best. to get better to achieve a new level of style that you all can enjoy.

I'll do my best to find myself and my voice again.

I kinda want to know if there is a specific list for this.

Like you know how there's a holiday and artists draws something in corresponds to that day?

That's what I want to do but I feel there so many that I cant seem to remember them all.

And I'm not talking about the generic holidays like Valentines day, 4th of july, Halloween etc... I already know those,

I talking about the fun ones like for example Bowser day, Pocky day things in that sense! But google isn't much help to me.

So I was hoping to ask you guys if you know any more holidays like that or maybe a list that I can find and use.

I feel like doing this will be the step in the right direction into drawing a lot more and if you guys can help me out and figure

out other fun holidays that would be awesome!

Hi everybody, it been literally 5 months since I been active on this site, I feel like I owe you guys an

explanation. I'll keep it short and simple since I know most of you have long journals (I know I do!)

And focus only on the key points.

So 5 months ago, I posted a journal saying I was back from a convention and that I was ready

to tackle all challenges. No I wasn't. I got promoted to a new department in my store. I only took it

because it was higher pay, and who doesn't want more money??? Anyway, getting a new position

meant learning everything over again, so I was stressed out for a while, since a management portion

required slot of maintenance. The learning curve was difficult but I manage to pull through. I thought it

was gonna get easier by next year and that I could get back to drawing. Nope. I can't get that luxury.

SO my boss tells me, that department is getting a reset, meaning I'm getting a whole new remodel in

my department. Which this required me to work overnight hours for two months. TWO months.

I hate retail. But it gets me money.

SO I been overnight until now, and honestly it made it difficult to keep in contact with my buds,

because when I was sleeping, they were at work, and when I was at work, they were sleeping.

I was exhausted like all the time, and. I just didn't want to deal with anything. Shout out who those who

checked on me, thanks guys, I'm happy to know that I come across your minds sometimes, it means

I'm not as lame as I thought. But I'm running on too long about this, long story short, I was super busy,

And mentally drain but not anymore, everything worked out for me and now everything is gonna be

easier! Thanks to those who read this, I'm back! and ready to draw again!

I know what your all thinking, "When did you even leave??". To Answer that I been on vacation since last week Thursday.

I forgot to post a journal about it before I left so my bad if I seem quiet unexpectedly, I promise I'm not dead!

Where did I go? To an Anime Convention! Anime Weekend Atlanta or AWA for short. It was really fun! I even saw some furs

there too. I BOUGHT SO MUCH STUFF. Japanese food, wall scrolls, etc..... Even some bara yaoi~ Don't judge. lol

But that's all I really wanted to say, I just wanted to keep you guys updated!

And as Always thanks for reading!

SO LET ME EXPLAIN:

At the beginning of the year I Moved to a bigger apartment (Thank goodness job promotion)
And Wile packing I misplaced my notebook that contained all my notes that I needed for the comic that I was working on (Which when I say working on, I mean progressing so slooooooowly)
So After moving to my new apartment And unpacking everything, I still couldn't find it, so I kinda put the project on Hiatus.
THEN TODAY OF ALL PLACES. I FOUND IT IN A BOX I NEVER UNPACKED (OOOOOOOR too lazy to unpack)
But long story short, I found it. I'm excited to start working on it as soon as I can. And Ill make sure I never lose it again!

But I will get started on the second page of my comic around later this week, after I knock out some artwork that HAS to be completed.

Alright well I'm signing and Ill hope you'll enjoy more of my work in the future. Thanks for reading!

Hey Everybody its been a bit since the last journal update. So that is soooo long overdue! So heres an Update on what I'm planning on Art.

Right Now I got a lot of MY OC ready and pre drawn, I just got do it digital version of each one.
I really want to get my OC out there, and have people to look at them and see what I created. I worked really hard On these guys and I really want you guys to see what I made. And I hope that you guys would enjoy it.

There some Other sketch Artwork of a few things I was working on but Ill Debate if Ill finish some of those.

Theres Also a Comic I been pushing back for waaay to long I really gotta put that out too, just sit tight guys Ill figure out somethings.

I just got so much Ideas and so much to do to make this work, its like I have a list and I don't know where to start!

But I just gotta take it slow and go at my own pace in my own rhythm.

ANTHROCON THIS YEAR WAS THE BEST YEAR EVER. Why? Because I was so determine to make the best of it!

Before On my ramble about my experience at Anthrocon, I wanted to give a shout out to my buds who couldn't make it this year. Anthrocon was fun, but it wasn't the same without you guys (you all know who you are) I really wished you guys were there, it would of made Anthrocon 200% better.

Wednesday:

I hate flying. Always hated flying. Will never get use to flying. BUT It was worth it when I arrived. Well Kinda, I got to my hotel, to find that I had to make a full payment on the rooms (Which Obviously I didn't have, because it was already paid for and I couldn't check in. I called  Erikku-Kun about the situation, and he was pissed lol I was Shocked, After he got off the phone with me, he called the hotel company and Threaten them, and after that I got in with noooo problem.
After Settling my things I went to hangout with  Zura_Rozier  Xwuffy and  Karmakat. Karma told me if I Dye My Beard Purple, then he would forgive me for last year (THATS A DIFFERENT STORY FOR NEXT TIME) So, With the help of Zura And Wuffy, I obtain the purple Beard! And to be honest I really liked it! And so did a lot of other furs too. Got a lot of compliments XD. So Afterwards we all went out to eat and just relax for the next few hours, by that time I had to head back to my room because I had to get there for  M.Mcallister88 to get into the room. He arrived, And then later that Night So Did Erick. After Waiting so late for them I passed that hell out.

Thursaday:

Now here is some CRAP. I had to wake up Early to get my con badge, because I never got the chance to preorder, So I was thinking if I showed up early enough I can get in line and out as quickly as I could. BUT I was WROOOOOOONG. I got there and other furs had the same idea, I literally was in line from 10:00 Am to 5:00 pm I was Dying, luckily I had my 3ds so I wasn't bored. BUT STILL. IT SUCKED. From now on, ALWAYS GOING TO PREORDER MY SHIZ. It aint worth the wait
SO, after getting my badge, Erick and Matt, asked if I wanted to go for a swim? HELL YEAH I DO. So met up with them and even  tiptoe and  Syn joined us as well! Swimming was really great, besides everyone reaching for my ass for grabs DX .Oh!There were others but I don't remember their names. BUT ANYWHOOO, After swimming Erick and Matt suggested we stay in the hotel and eat pizza and watch a movie. Which was great till I told them I NEVER seen Zootopia, and OMG the looks they gave for it XD Saying I'm not true furry trash until I watch it. So we did and omg my heart that movie everything I wished for it to be XD

FRIDAY:

Was Full on Con mode, I rushed my husky ass straight to the dealers room the minute they opened to buy my Porn and yes I said porn XD and shop for other things. After that Erick and I went to the Inside the head of Rocket Raccoon event, starring the voice actor for Rocket Raccoon, well not the movie but more the animations that took place after the movie. He was a really cool guys really great, and REALLY WEIRD. but in a good way. After that, I thought it would be nice to meet some other furs I never gotten the chance to meet in Real life, that when I met  HYPERFALCON
Which he was cool guy and great to hang with for a bit. After that I went over to the table top gaming area for a Yugioh Tornament but there wasn't enough people so it ddint happen which was a bum but hey I got to eat dinner with Karma, Zura and Wuffy which hanging with them brought my spirits back up XD which Is cool.

Saturday:

I Went to the Dealers Den again and looked around for more stuff to buy before going to any other events. So then Erick and I went to Try out the Oculus rift Demo. There was a charity group that brought one as a fundsraiser event to help bring up money which ever cost. I played a game which was Scuba diving...something but basically I was under water looking at sea life I mean it was fascinating, but the graphics were kinda.......ehhhh sucky. But I know its a demo I shouldn't expect much. After that I spilt away and met some yugioh Furs playing cards, That's were I met  Geowolf17 Though we met last year so it was cool seeing him again. THEN I FOUND OUT SENPAI  Crocdragon89 WAS HERE. SO I RUSHED TO THE ZOO AND TACKLED THE HELL OUT OF HIM. :D NOT SURE HE LOVED BUT HEY! Who knows. I also met His Peeps  Yunin,  literary_wolf, and , and even Geo and Erick Was there. We just hanged, talked, joked around a lot and even had an art throwdown session. I was AWESOME. Though I had to leave a little early for the smash brothers 4 Tornament, which I didn't do too well and died like 3 round DX, so literally in an hour I just went back to the zoo and hanged for the rest of the night.

Sunday:

UGH I was trying my hardest not to think about the last day of the convention, but I did well and just lived it up as much as I did Went to the Dealer with Erick and Matt and shopping around one more time. Then I entered the pokken tornament, and I GOT 3RD place, which is awesome for making up mu ultimate fail at smash bros. After that I went to the zoo and Hunged out with the bros again! Which is great because I thought Bryce( Crocdragon89) Left early, but he missed his bus and eneded up staying longer at the con! So I actyually got to say goodbye to him and everyone else who had to separate. After that I met Up With My small circle of buds for one final big ol get together dinner. Which was greaaaaat I got sooooo drunk but I was a fun drunk XD. After that we headed back to our rooms, but I wasn't satisfied, so I dragged Matt and Errick to the pool and partied one last time. I even wore a speedo that time, Met other furs there and played beach volley ball till it was time to leave.

Literally this was the best convention I ever gone to, why? Because I lived it and there was like NO DRAMA. WHICH IS RARE AS HELL. BUT NONTHELESS!. I am back and here to draw with a new groove and thanks for reading my hot mess of a post but hey! it means you care lol!

hey Everyone just giving a small update that I made it back safety home and I'm mentally exhausted and physically

Ill write a full journal once I recuperate and get myself together. if you contacted me last night and I didn't respond its

I literally passed out. LIKE I MISSED MY BED OMG I NEVER SLEPT SO HARD EVER.

But Ill update you guys later.

Hey mornng everyone, I know it's been a while since the last journal. But right now I'm sitting at the Atlanta Airport waiting on my flight to Anthrocon!!

I'll be rooming with  M.McAllister88 and  Erikku-Kun this year at the double tree hotel. We might kicked out if we game too hard XD ( yes I said game XD) It's gonna be a lot of fun this year!

It's a well needed break for myself, since my life is nothing but a hazard rollocoaster of adulting. So I'm gonna make this vacation the best of it and do as much as I can.

If you know me, stop me and say hi, I love meeting new furs, because each fur comes with an experience and I new bond to a possibly friendship! Hell I might even draw ga something as a token of a new bond! Maybe though afterall I am at a convention, so I'm here to socialize not work lol OH And if you REALLY know me give me a hug! I big ol husky love given hugs!

You'll probably see me hanging with  karmakat  xwuffy and  zura_rozier
As well by their table, come by and check their stuff out! They sell really cool merchandise from fantasy books, everyday use leather assessories, like books marks, name tags, bracelets, sketchbooks and much more!
Ha I sound like a commercial guy XD

But snywho thanks for reading and see ya later!

Yep today is the day I turn 25!

I swear these birthday just keep coming faster and faster.

I don't have really much planned today since I work so much, but I'm gonna at least go out to eat with some buds

After that its gonna be nothing but video games YEEEEEAAAAAH.

I don't really expect much from my birthday since only a handful of people know about it or I told them about it. Which is

fine, I'm not really an attention kind of guy. But Just getting birthday wishes is more than enough for me.

Now to start the day right! Play Video games in my underwear lol


Thanks for reading!!!

Hey guys giving you guys an update on progression in drawing recently. So last time I talked about how I got a notebook

to use in order to draw in public right? WELL LET ME TELL YOU ITS ALOR HARDER THAN I THOUGHT. LET.ME.EXPLAIN.

So I was working and it was my lunch break so I decided to go out to Starbucks and do my drawing there Because I thought

it was gonna be a peaceful environment. No. I was wrong. Literally the minute I sat down after I got my coffee and popped

open my tablet, people started to become nosey! Like At first it wasn't so bad, a few looks here and there. But then the

store got s little more busy and then people were PURPOSELY were walking behind me just to see what I was doing. I mean

I kinda hate people standing over me to begin with, but what made it worse was is that's well....the drawing I was working

gestured "Nude" drawing. YES I KNOW, I SHOULDNT BE DRAWING THAT STUFF IN PUBLIC BUT DAMN I DIDNT KNOW

PEOPPLE WERE GONNA BE THAT NOSEY. SO EVENTUALLY I Stop and left omg its funny but at the same time wish I had

more time to draw. But I more thankful that I did had some time to draw. So please expect some art tomorrow. And Sorry

in advance if it looks rusty or anything. But that's why practice makes perfect! Thanks for reading!

So ever since my post 2 days ago, I was thinking long and hard what I can do, to draw more with the spare time I have

whenever im outside yet I have nothing to do. Then it hit me. Why cant I draw on the go??

I mean im able to sketch outside of my home but when ever it came to digital work, I can only do that at home.

Until Now! I bought a small cheap Asus T100 transformer Tablet/laptop which was on sale and totally in my budget.

I downloaded sai, my sketch prints and all the other programs I need. Now I can seriously draw on the go, I even tested

it out and I turns well and I drew a lot more than I usually do and its compatible with my drawing tablet so im super

excited :D I even Downloaded Skype, for those days I got to play catch up with my buds!

SO please expect some art really soon, I promise that's not an empty promise!

Thanks for reading as always !

I’m not sure where I should start, I been gone for a long time, barely drew anything and I feel like I’m slipping away from the fandom because how busy my life gets.

Juggling from work to school, there not much time for drawing or other things like going out with friends. I usually tired by the end of the day and pretty much just want to keep to myself after a long day.

And yet I still want to have the freedom to do all that stuff. I work to pay my bills, and buy things for my own personal needs. I go to school so I could art and become a graphic/ Sketch designer, for popular companies that requires an artist to promote themselves in the marketing business.

I’m sorry I got myself side track a bit from the point of this journal, but I guess I thought by explaining where I’m coming from it would make it easier to apologize for my long inactivity not just with my art but as well with my friends.
I feel like I keep repeating the same actions; it’s not the first time I written a journal like this. Where I get too busy and then apologizing because of it.

Then I get better with keeping in contact and drawing more often, until my life hit a terrible bump and I got to put my entire focus on it, like I put my guard down to have some fun, and then BAM! Responsibilities stabs me out of nowhere in the back.

All I want to do is draw out my ideas, put them on paper and share it with people who actually like my art and inspire them. It’s the main reason why I draw. To have enjoy it as much as I do and fuel them with new ideas for their own.

So little by little, I’ll draw not as fast as others but I will, just take my time and put out what I can, I just got to figure out this balance between fun and work. I’m not sad or anything, I’m just embarrassed that after all this time, I’m only getting better slowly.

So I’m writing this to you all, even though I know some of your guys might skip over this; it feel like a good outlet for me to post this. So I am alive, I’m doing well, and I’ll do my best to keep up as the usual. Thank you for your patience. And I’ll go at my own pace. In My Rhythm.

Hope everyone is enjoying their presents and friends and families!

Hey guys, I want to start off but I'm not sure where I should, so I guess I'll just say how I feel and let it roll out as I type.

I'm sorry I disappear for such a long time, I meant to pop in every once in a while but it seemed after the convention new issues popped up out of no where. Of course I have to tend to life matters first because that's just what counts first on my list. But I know now that putting myself only to focus on work was not the correct solution. So in end,putting so much stress and pressure on myself just made matters worse and my mental health had suffer because of it.

For the first time ever I fell into depression. I know right? Me? Fallen into depression? That's impossible, right?. At first it just seemed like one of those obstacles. I was shooting for a job position to be a manager at my department of electronics. All I had to do was bust my ass for 3 weeks to prove I can get the job position. But in the end the higher ups pulled the rug right under me and told me I didn't get it and gave to some back stabbing crooked-face bitch who I thought was a a friend who also out her way to make sure that I didn't get it. I have trust issues as it was, I didn't really need that added to why I have trust issues to begin with.

I tried to get over it but then something else hit me, I lost a friend. Well not really but kinda, let me explain. He was a fellow co-worker that started working with me and from the first time we met we instantly became bros. But even though through all the laughs he would have the toughest time. He broke up with his boyfriend, he came out to his parents, and the job was treating obviously unfairly and all I could do was to get he through it and smile. And same with me, he always had my back too. But he found an opportunity that would resulted to him to move away. Of course I was all happy that he gets a chance to be free and happy and get a fresh new start. So I had to support him, even though I didn't want him to leave. But the day came where he left. And honestly I was conflicted but all I could do was smile.

My mood started to change, I started not to care or put anymore effort into anything I did. Everything became routine. Work, school, home. Over and over. I couldn't hang out with friends, because either I was too busy or they were too busy. I couldn't draw either, every time I picked up the pencil, I just put it down and say "I'm not feeling it today, I'll draw later". I felt like I was going crazy in my own life. Never changing always repeating.
There were time I wants to reach out to my buds here or online but I'm own anxiety for reaching out to people held me back.

" I shouldn't bother them, they are probably busy, or doing something amazing and they probably don't want to waste their time on me"

Those words kept repeating in my head even though I knew it wasn't true but hey that's what anxiety does. I even consider maybe taking anti-depressing but I didn't wanted to think I needed such a thing. I didn't want to step so low. So I want apologies if any of felt ignored or felt that I was avoiding you. I wasn't doing on purpose it was just me fighting my own inner demons. And I'm sorry If I worried any on you. I'll try not to do it again.

If anything I'll try to post more, and I have a telegram now so hit me up there as well. I'll try to snap out of it and try to feel better, one step at a time and thank you all for your patience with me as well.

I'll keep it short and simple! It was an Amazing time!!! I got to meet a few new furs and talked to some old ones too, this was definitely a much needed vacation!
The Pool Party With  M.McAllister88 , XWuffy , Albus777,  Erikku-Kun ,  tiptoe. and iconsyn: Was tons of fun!, we had a ton of laughs and everybody looked great in a speedo >///>. Well I wore on too but I wore shorts over mine, because I wasn't as confident but a certain bear kept sneaking behind me to take them off DX.
I didn't really buy too much except Comics from my favorite, and I did get to play some yugioh and furoticon card game which was pretty awesome.

Then eventually I met up with  Jake_Lioner83 and  HornetV2 and it was always wonderful to see them again!!! We hanged out and took selfies together XD

I also bumped into  Prisma_Lin and  Sledmetodeath from last year, Sled mostly remember me, with prisma didn't at first , so I had to yell at her with SCEINCE for her to get a clue, it was funny XD yet a lot fun off talking to them again!

This year I really took the time to hang out with  sibe_lion  astrangelittlechild
and I really got to know them with along  mmacage I even participated in one of there music videos they do, which was really awesome to watch from the sidelines. I felt like I really made some great new friends with them! :D

I even got to meet Senpai! And after fangirling I was able to talk actually talk to him and have a full blow conversation and I even gotten tips from him, though it was amazing just to be sitting next to him, and now I think we became friends too! Which is totally A-classs!!

was always teasing me but always loveable and always having my back, great guy and great fun!! Was just simply sweet and taught me so totally arts and craft and I learned how to make a keychain! I even help them out
in their booth and help them with customers, even though I wasn't much help XD having diner with them felt like a family outing and it was just wonderful since I don't get to do it often.

Overall I feel refreshed and I have no regrets and everything was worth every minute` and no back to work I go with a new attitude, and ready to take on anything!

Hello guys! Just a very quick update with myself! But before I do! I wanted to say thank you new watchers for watching me! I don't really deserve it because I'm already barely online but! I'll try to post more of my work. So thank you for your patience.

In other news, this dog is going to Anthrocon this year!!! I'll be rooming with  karmakat
And the gang this year. I'm really excited because all my bros will be here together and I know it's gonna be great time. I REALLY need this vacation. SERIOUSLY. Like I need this break in my life so I can feel refreshed. I'll be flying out Wednesday on the 8th. So I'll be there a day early. If you know me, say hi, I really love meeting new furs. I mean I get a little awkward and shy at first but eventually I'll be real chill. And hey I might even draw ya something for fun!

I'm really excited. Like you have no idea. I look forward this this convention like every year. It's the only one I get to go to (there are anime conventions I do attend, but anthrocon is the only furry convention I actually like attending). I might consider going to BLFC next year from a recommendation for my bud. Ya know, expand my experience and explore.

Next , after this conventions my work hours should settle down. If you didn't know, since I requested like 6 days off for AC, they been giving me a ton of hours so my paycheck doesn't suck. Which is nice. But exhausting. Since my schedule after AC, won't be so crazy I can get back to drawing. Since its like the main reason you guys watch me, and I haven't been putting out. And I need to fix that.

Lastly, i reactivating my Twitter account. I turned it off because I was barely on and it felt like a waste. But I'm trying to look at it in a new perspective, and let it be a place where people and furs are a fan of my work.
So look me up on Twitter "Choatixhusky" if you want, you can ask me questions or whatever, and all sorts of stuff

Well I gotta two days left of work!! Thanks for reading!!! And see you guys at AC!!

So I finally mange to save and raise enough money to get the car fixed and now it's in

the shop getting its much needed repair. The mechanic said it'll be about 4-5 before it I

can pick it up. I mean I waited this long might as well wait a little longer lol I can

FINALLY STOP STRESSING OMG. Pulling all those hours and working on commission

sucks I been barely sleeping because of the drama! But I know I can sleep soundly

tonight!! I wanna thank all my buds out there and my bros that really and truest

supported me. I probably wouldn't been able to raise it without them.

In other news yes today is my birthday sorry I didn't give any of you guys the heads up

but after all dealing with a lot takes up your time. But anyways I'm just another age at

leveling up. 24 of years old God im getting And my plans today will consist nothing but

relaxing and overdose of late night partying and chocolate Icecream cake!

Thanks for reading!

My car situation is still a dud. But I been getting car rides from my friends but that's only temporary.

So right now I took extra shifts again. And Im started taking commissions. And so far so good.

Here are the Commission's list:

Slots For Full digital Art (Shade, And Colored) [$10.00/ $5.00 additional character]

1)  furrydog008
2) Erikku-Kun
3) ketikoo-kenagiwa ( 2 Commissions)
4)[OPEN]
5)[OPEN]
6)[OPEN]


Reference Sheet Commissions [ $20.00-$50.00 Depending on detail]

1) DemieDuken
2)
3)

Comic Page Commissions [$.15.00-20.00]

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2)
3)

Icon/Badges [Full Colored $5.00]

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Hopefully I can rank up a bunch of money, Im about $1,000 Short from getting my car repairs. but I gotta stay positive. If you wanna help out or is really interested Let my know by commenting below or/ and inboxing me. I don't usually do commissions but when I do, I put 110% good work to it. Thank you for reading and your support!