Yesterday, I was driving home and the minute I made it home safely, My car completely stop.

Lucky I Parked right there at my house. Who knows what would of happened if I stopped somewhere else.

So I checked under the hood and everything seem okay. So I tried to start it up and it would crank but it

wouldn't start. The tank was full, the car has oil, so I had no idea what the hell was going on. I had to call

a friend of mine who knows a lot about cars. So he swung by my house to check out the car to see whats wrong

with it and hopefully nothing too bad. He told me that the converter belt was busted and the top

part of the engine is messed up badly. Im over here freaking out, because what I don't understand is

That I take great care of my car. I don't let it run on empty or anything. So he old me is because the model

of the car, has a history of bad engines. He told me repairs where going to be about around the thousands just to get it fixed.

And god knows I don't have that money, I JUST got done paying bills. So he told me that I should get completely another car

which I don't have the money for that either. Im screwed either way. To be honest if I could go to a dealership

and get some down payment maybe rent to own a car. Because I need to do something quickly, I already had to call out my job twice.

If I do it again Im going to get coached and lose my jobs. I cant afford that, not right now, when im FINALLY

taking care of business.

So Im thinking maybe doing commissions for some furs. I dunno maybe 15 a full color drawing. Just until I can

make enough money for my car. Its my only option and possibly the quickest way. And my parents pretty much abandon me so I cant really rely on anybody except those who care and myself.

If any of you are interested in a commission, inbox me and Ill explain the details and jazz. Or maybe even spread the word. That would be greatly appreciated.

Thank you for taking the time to read my journal.

Sorry for the hiatus, I been super busy with my life ever since I got a job promotion and it has taken a lot

of my time. Like, I been so busy to the point where it just became mentally and physically exhausting. I

mean the pay is great so it worth it, but sometimes I feel like I'm biting off more than I can chew. it gets

to the point where I come home dead beat tired and got straight to bed. I never have the time to socialize

with my friends and family as much as I want to. I never even had the time to even enjoy my hobbies, for

instance drawing or working out. It started to effect my health a little bit because I just eat to get by the

day without worrying about nutrition. The final straw was when I started to feel depress for no reason;

I well I felt like I shouldn't BE depress even though I was. I'm always the type of guy to always count my

blessings and always say things could be worst. But I was a level of depression where my values and

morals didn't matter. So I had to do something. I asked for some vacation time for a multiple different

events. Like example, I'm going to a Anime Convention at the end of May, One because I Never been to

MoMoCon. Two, gives me a chance to be with my neighborhood buds up here. Though there other

convention and events I planned in the future ( Anthrocon being One of them) But I also talked to my

boss about limited some of work time, yet not to hinder my pay check (hey I gotta make a living and

thankfully my boss rocks and an understanding guy). Now this gives my a bit of getting my life back, and

a lot less pressure and little more enjoyment of my free time. So now I can focus on my hobbies and

social life and yet pay all my bills. Oh! And don't worry, I'm not depress anymore or anything. It doesn't

take long for my to spring back up. Happy looks better on me. Now that I find my balance I can take

better care of myself. Oh and Again I do apologize for suddenly disappearing like right after I made a NEW

account. I wasn't expecting my life to make continuous U-turn. BUT! What matters now, is that I'm better

and I ready to make the most of my spare time. Being happy and healthy. That's how my Rhythm flows.

Thank you for reading! And please look forward to some artwork soon, I gotta make up for the times I

Didn't post!

*Collpases and steam lets out my head* Ugh, that was a hassle, took almost 3 hours! Imagine how long it would of taken if I decieded to upload EVERYTHING from my old account! DX

But Im Done, not more posting guys, thanking you for dealing with it!

I'm gonna get me a piece of chocolate Cake Now. Like Seriosuly NOW.