NEW ACCOUNT
Posted a year agoHey!
I made this account way back when I was just a twink with daddy issues who was discovering how to use source filmmaker to make sonic porn. A lot has changed since then, including my gender, name, sona, web handle, and so much more. I've been holding out for a few years for FA to allow username changes, but that's not happening and I'm not able to hold out any longer. Having my current account linked to my deadname is preventing me from finding comfort on this account, so I'm moving to a new account.
You can follow my art at
unmakeyourself, meaning the same username as literally every other site on the web. All new artwork will be uploaded there, and this account will no longer be posting content to it. I will not be logging in, but will leave this account up as an archive of my art before the change. Thank you to all 699 watchers on this account (holy shit that's so much), and I hope y'all will follow me to the new account.
Thanks for the time,
Blair!
I made this account way back when I was just a twink with daddy issues who was discovering how to use source filmmaker to make sonic porn. A lot has changed since then, including my gender, name, sona, web handle, and so much more. I've been holding out for a few years for FA to allow username changes, but that's not happening and I'm not able to hold out any longer. Having my current account linked to my deadname is preventing me from finding comfort on this account, so I'm moving to a new account.
You can follow my art at
unmakeyourself, meaning the same username as literally every other site on the web. All new artwork will be uploaded there, and this account will no longer be posting content to it. I will not be logging in, but will leave this account up as an archive of my art before the change. Thank you to all 699 watchers on this account (holy shit that's so much), and I hope y'all will follow me to the new account.Thanks for the time,
Blair!
Reminder About Comms!
Posted 2 years agoHi there!
I do have commissions open, not just for 3D renders, but also graphic design and video production! I can do stream themes and elements if you're going live, an animation of two characters doing things, and a lot more! I'm trying to get a push of commissions so I can get a vape cartridge for 420 so reach out and see what we can do!
I do have commissions open, not just for 3D renders, but also graphic design and video production! I can do stream themes and elements if you're going live, an animation of two characters doing things, and a lot more! I'm trying to get a push of commissions so I can get a vape cartridge for 420 so reach out and see what we can do!
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Posted 3 years agoRegarding the rabbit
Posted 3 years agoI've been doing a lot of thinking about my previous sona lately.
For a little bit of background, the bunny was made before I realized I was nonbinary, and was designed to fit who I was at the time. I made them back in 11th grade, and got my first piece of commissioned art back in 2014 on tumblr. Although, throughout the years, I tried to change parts about them to reflect who I'd become, there are parts that didn't fit right with me anymore as time went on. So, I changed my sona to a goat this year!
The thing is, I don't want both the goat and the rabbit to be Blair. It would be confusing, and also unfair to the bunny because then he's not living up to expectations. So, I think I'm gonna refer to him as his original name, Richie. As much as I hate that name when referring to myself, at this point, that sona is far enough removed from me that I think it would be a good distinction between my old sona and my new one.
He was never meant to be a nonbinary bunny who reflected my experience in the world after coming out, but rather a cute twink of a rabbit who liked to wear panties and get fucked by dicks bigger than his arm. He was meant to be a little bit of a hipster, relishing in the indie vibe of a two door cinema club record. By taking that away from that character, I'd removed what really made him special.
So, he'll remain as a snapshot of what was. I'm gonna go back and fix the changes made to fics and submissions so that he's referred to by his proper name and pronouns. I've had people ask for While Mom's Away Chapter 3, and I'd love to make a new installment as a swan song for him, give him a final moment of happiness and peace as a send off, just kinda wrap up his stories, so maybe we'll see that coming up.
Fun fact about him: the two piercings in his ear were actually supposed to be an industrial piercing. When the original picture was commissioned, there was some miscommunication between myself and the artist, and when they asked what an industrial piercing was, instead of sending a picture, I described it as that piercing that has two holes in the upper part of the ear. I just went with it once I saw the final picture because I loved what I saw, I mean it was my first commissioned piece of this character, and I was so giddy that I put it everywhere, so of course I went "no, that actually fits him" and kept it!
So, that's what's going on with the bunny boy. Maybe he'll appear in the background of pictures or something, just being a background character from here on out, but other than that, he's just gonna do his own thing, and that's not my story to tell anymore. I'll start the edits in the next few days when I'm not working on commissions or personal projects.
For a little bit of background, the bunny was made before I realized I was nonbinary, and was designed to fit who I was at the time. I made them back in 11th grade, and got my first piece of commissioned art back in 2014 on tumblr. Although, throughout the years, I tried to change parts about them to reflect who I'd become, there are parts that didn't fit right with me anymore as time went on. So, I changed my sona to a goat this year!
The thing is, I don't want both the goat and the rabbit to be Blair. It would be confusing, and also unfair to the bunny because then he's not living up to expectations. So, I think I'm gonna refer to him as his original name, Richie. As much as I hate that name when referring to myself, at this point, that sona is far enough removed from me that I think it would be a good distinction between my old sona and my new one.
He was never meant to be a nonbinary bunny who reflected my experience in the world after coming out, but rather a cute twink of a rabbit who liked to wear panties and get fucked by dicks bigger than his arm. He was meant to be a little bit of a hipster, relishing in the indie vibe of a two door cinema club record. By taking that away from that character, I'd removed what really made him special.
So, he'll remain as a snapshot of what was. I'm gonna go back and fix the changes made to fics and submissions so that he's referred to by his proper name and pronouns. I've had people ask for While Mom's Away Chapter 3, and I'd love to make a new installment as a swan song for him, give him a final moment of happiness and peace as a send off, just kinda wrap up his stories, so maybe we'll see that coming up.
Fun fact about him: the two piercings in his ear were actually supposed to be an industrial piercing. When the original picture was commissioned, there was some miscommunication between myself and the artist, and when they asked what an industrial piercing was, instead of sending a picture, I described it as that piercing that has two holes in the upper part of the ear. I just went with it once I saw the final picture because I loved what I saw, I mean it was my first commissioned piece of this character, and I was so giddy that I put it everywhere, so of course I went "no, that actually fits him" and kept it!
So, that's what's going on with the bunny boy. Maybe he'll appear in the background of pictures or something, just being a background character from here on out, but other than that, he's just gonna do his own thing, and that's not my story to tell anymore. I'll start the edits in the next few days when I'm not working on commissions or personal projects.
Sorry for the Spam!
Posted 4 years agoHey everyone, sorry for the spam in your watched feeds, just finished up a batch of commissions and figured I'd upload what I could while I remember it! Unfortunately, things will probably come in bursts from here on out~
Regarding Commissions
Posted 4 years agoHello All.
At this time, I am closing my commissions, as I am going through situations that are causing more trouble than I care to admit. I thought that I was going to be able to use that as a way to make some spare money with something I enjoy, but unfortunately I was incorrect.
I apologize to the people who were waiting for commissions for me, and will notify you first if I do open for commissions again.
-Blair
At this time, I am closing my commissions, as I am going through situations that are causing more trouble than I care to admit. I thought that I was going to be able to use that as a way to make some spare money with something I enjoy, but unfortunately I was incorrect.
I apologize to the people who were waiting for commissions for me, and will notify you first if I do open for commissions again.
-Blair
Slight Update
Posted 5 years agoI've deleted the story "Local Legends" from both FA and AO3. It was supposed to be the first story of 3 that would create the first arc of a 5 arc narrative. Each arc was going to be named after one of the five senses and had stylized cultist runes that created a larger summoning-circle design. None of the other stories came to fruition however.
However, the symbol I used for touch resembled a minimalist talon of a bird, or a chicken foot, or that general shape. 3 lines on top, one on the bottom. A capital Y with an extra line. Turns out, that shape is the life rune, a symbol used by nazis during WWII and then adopted by neo-nazis.
I want to make it clear that I stand with my Jewish friends and every Jewish person, and also stand with POC, especially BIPOC as well. White nationalists and neo-nazis aren't welcome anywhere near myself or my friends, and frankly aren't welcome anywhere that anyone can see them.
The use of that symbol was not intentional, and had no ill will behind it, however I am still choosing to remove that story to avoid the confusion down the line.
TLDR; made a symbol, turns out symbol exists and is used by neo-nazis. story removed that used said symbol. no nazis or white supremacists are welcome here.
However, the symbol I used for touch resembled a minimalist talon of a bird, or a chicken foot, or that general shape. 3 lines on top, one on the bottom. A capital Y with an extra line. Turns out, that shape is the life rune, a symbol used by nazis during WWII and then adopted by neo-nazis.
I want to make it clear that I stand with my Jewish friends and every Jewish person, and also stand with POC, especially BIPOC as well. White nationalists and neo-nazis aren't welcome anywhere near myself or my friends, and frankly aren't welcome anywhere that anyone can see them.
The use of that symbol was not intentional, and had no ill will behind it, however I am still choosing to remove that story to avoid the confusion down the line.
TLDR; made a symbol, turns out symbol exists and is used by neo-nazis. story removed that used said symbol. no nazis or white supremacists are welcome here.
Stay Strong
Posted 5 years agoPlease, if you're in a dark spot, please reach out to someone.
If you're uncomfortable doing that, please know that there's a text based suicide hotline available 24/7. Just text hello to 741741, and someone will talk to you.
Suicide is never the answer. Stay strong, everyone.
If you're uncomfortable doing that, please know that there's a text based suicide hotline available 24/7. Just text hello to 741741, and someone will talk to you.
Suicide is never the answer. Stay strong, everyone.
Ideas
Posted 6 years agoOh, hi! I don't usually talk much on here, but I figured I'd reach out for a brief update!
Ive actually been improving and updating my SFM art catalogue without really uploading it here yet, but I'm starting to build up a back catalogue of images to upload here! My works are branching out, and I'm definitely covering some new ground; I've got a scene with some watersports, I've gotten anthro mlp models, and I'm working on improving lighting and shading in my scenes!
I've also started using the nexgen models for head hacks, which will make things run a little smoother and give me flexibility with the models im using! So if you have any ideas or suggestions for characters or scenarios, let me know! It's always good to get some ideas and feedback from others!
Along with that, I've got the outline of one story planned out, and another story in the first stages of becoming an actual story, so keep an eye out for those too!
As always, thanks for the support! Keep in touch on my AD Twitter (@unmakead) and I'll be uploading a bunch of content here in the coming weeks!
Ive actually been improving and updating my SFM art catalogue without really uploading it here yet, but I'm starting to build up a back catalogue of images to upload here! My works are branching out, and I'm definitely covering some new ground; I've got a scene with some watersports, I've gotten anthro mlp models, and I'm working on improving lighting and shading in my scenes!
I've also started using the nexgen models for head hacks, which will make things run a little smoother and give me flexibility with the models im using! So if you have any ideas or suggestions for characters or scenarios, let me know! It's always good to get some ideas and feedback from others!
Along with that, I've got the outline of one story planned out, and another story in the first stages of becoming an actual story, so keep an eye out for those too!
As always, thanks for the support! Keep in touch on my AD Twitter (@unmakead) and I'll be uploading a bunch of content here in the coming weeks!
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