I was always have the worst life or the worse parents but its your choice. No matter what i blame my parents. Adults ruin everything!

Well whoopeee its here..not a big deal just another crappy birthday...as usual

You know that my birthstone peridot is one of the compasssion birthstone. I havebeen seeing this as some kind of opertunity to draw the character from steven universe.

Reason. Im starting to have a fond with her for some reason..

Of course non people read these much just some but anyways; the fact is that i became fond to the character peridot cause well it is my birthstone for some reason.

What do you think?

This stupid updation would not proceed ! Im stuck in it cause of this stupid wifi of mine isnt working properly! So if anyone can see this please know that im sorry to anyone who is wondering where i am please read this!

if anyone would like one if its okay I am making myself a art block and i would like to ask one of you fellas if you would like a sketch commission

Just ask me if you like everyone ^^;

Well this stinks more of my friends are just removing me in skype...what a fantastic day
Well im pretty sure they are all jerks... I just came bu and they all just run away...greesat

We'll folks today seems to be a good birthday I have to say, since things are going so well I am feeling good for a reason :)

Thank you everyone saying happy bday I feel good so much now thank you all <3

yup, after i got my girlfriend i notice not allot of people love nice stuff, only porn...-_- wow.. and ever since i got over from goku-senpais envy, i declared to become a good guy. And for now on, no more porn , cause its ruining me from along time ago, and plus no one comes to say hello to me anymore cause of porn, way to go my GOOD FRIENDS -_-
but i am happy and i am feeling better

so if you want a pic, be nice..

ENJOY

yup, who cares about it anyhow. its the same DAMN thing already. i give up on these security games anyhow i saw it lready and heres to what i say....freddy...im gonna to say this to ya...your lame..stop it..your just going to fuck up again

enjoy

Yeah this game is pretty cool and fun, plus that there isn't much foul up, but at least the place is very trendy, plus the bosses are very challenging. though it can be boring at times but this second person shooter game was worth it ever since my two cousins let me play it!

well reason i don;'t trust much people so in other words i still draw but i put it the down low :)

So i can draw but not allot


so there ya go, thank you and have fun

Bad news everyone I have no time going on the ads or any other technology...my bro on accident broke the compute roof ours and now were not be able to use the computer or any device in the house...

Sadly idk how long it will be getting any of those stuff anyhow

Sadly i have to wait and see, i am happy i can use the mac store but for now

Sorry for everything i hope we don't get apart :(

Yeah i do have about 8,000 pageview, i guess whoohoo. I still don't get it though.. •¬•
so well i am still up and running just trying to buy a FIRE HD tablet, cause i want to talk to my friends and others, but for now i am still running lol.

yeah...its just not a big deal but whats the point when i get nothing but dust :l

its not that im mad just plain wondering.

two things was great.

1: my day shift was very good, i have done some dishwashing, plus helping on the bread heating, also reheating the manara sauce. It was pretty slow for me, so in other word it was slow but amazing -w-

and 2: I talk to  erratic and i was happy to be with her. I just wish to talk to her in notes cause of this skype thing...I just wish to hug her; She makes me very happy, so happy that my heart sank to the bottom -////-. I really want to give her something, but i feel i have to ask her if i can make her. Well i am still happy, so, SO happy, that i want to kiss her u/////u



well that's all i could say, seeya later at the next journal. Thank you and have fun everyone u///u

Today is very good, but my time in fa is SLOW

pretty much i try to do my job, but mothers day is really here ever since the mall is filled so much people

I only have some time to talk, but somehow i felt bit down, cause of  erratic , she seems to feel down if I am not wrong. the only thing i can say is to jus leave her is she needs room.

I really love her allot , so if there was a way to meet her that would be nice.

So for now i can only wait or at least play around.

thanks for looking at my journal

:(

I feel much better ever since my friend( that i love so much)  erratic helped me ever since i got this job. I have almost forgotten about it, but right i did promise her to post this journal all about her helping me in a time of distress. I cared for her and i still love her with all my heart ever since the pass 2 years from now. I also have to thank her friends also for telling to grow up, and some how i feel happy about it too. I want to tell you all that hana  erratic is a wonderful, amazing, awesome, and the best girl i ever met.

thank you all and thank you hana for helping me to get a job :)

the point was that, i got nothing for easter except just my job. The only thing i was abit anxious is only a ham piece, but can't whine over spill milk. The only thing i have done abit was pretty much my job, but it was good enough. Until today i am pretty down, not alot just alittle down. Well its late to say it but happy easter..is anyone is around......

i wish i can talk to him but ever since i got no internet, this stinks!

i have to put this up cause i felt very mad bit

but i have to go soon...

idk when i get my internet back on but i hope so soon!

ugh...seeya next time..

this day is the day of my work, but the bad thing is, my shift is very long, unless i do my work alittle fast. My shift is pretty late or really late. I am hoping nothing will go wrong at that point on, cause if there is something will happen, my night would be a catastrophe 0_0

YES YES YEEEES! its true the old spagetti factory got me into it, so igot to be a dishwasher! yaaaay! XD
thanks for cheering me up!
everyone!

i have to write this down, cause all of my friends departed, my family is sick of me, my time in fa has gone bad to worse. I am now telling this out, i hate my life. i hate it so much, i want to rip my guts off and show it too deadpool for his entertainment. I can't go back being the happy person i was before all because of this friend, this place, and this life i have... im sick of tired of this point on. I got friends who treats me as dirt, some i can't talk to, and some who gives a fuck about me, im tired of this.


Am I THE BIGGEST LOSER ON TNE UNIVERSE!?

goku-senpai..a real jerk to me.... how terrible is that, now he doesn't care anymore..what kind of friend do i have...he is now a bad friend to me.... i got a misreable life...im going to die, my life stinks, my mom hates me, and now my friend doesn't cares.. im suicidemousr now.. thank you..

ok, here is the real truth about whats going on. From this point my parents have the thoerity to punish me without internet, Cause i have done something that i shouldn't have done. It was a pinic party from my volunteer work; I am just doing some trash work over there, but i was getting tired of staying put, so from that point i went out and just walked around in the park. After that my worker got mad, so one day at the hall(or at the meeting) my uncle told us that i was loli gaggin around at the party. So now my aunt and uncle are piss, and they shut down my internet. Now we waited for idk sometime to wait until the internet is back on. Luckly my brother gots his job, in walmart; I was happy that he got one today, but sadly i get lonely...

so you see i am the one who has to be blame at, i did this cause i was ashame and really guilty actually. So now i have to use the 3ds, so yeah...was my fault..