No college, no army, they said.
It will be fun, they said.
*chooses wrong college and probs ends up joining the military anyway*
fml

I walked in on him watching How To Train Your Dragon... X'D

Today I realised that this degree in Automotive engineering might not be for me... *facedesks*
welp, off to the next awkward moment XD

Welp... off to another 4 years XD already found out two peeps in my class are from the same province I am so that's actually pretty damn nice XD

Also on a small sidenote: does anyone have some experience with HAM radio's and HT's? XD

You're trying to re-make a song from Clams Casino...
Samples... samples everywhere...

That moment when it's so warm in your room so you can't sleep in and just lay around being bored...
Also, I think I'll be uploading a few things (to my scraps) soon, you know, keeping you folks a little happy too XD

That moment when you're buying lube at the local grocery store,
about to check out on the self-service (to prevent people looking at me weirdly),
when some employee, who most likely still remembered me from when I was working there, runs over with a hand-held terminal saying she needs to check a few things and starts scanning everything...
My face was about as red as the Coka-Cola cans I bought along with the lube.. *facepaws*

It seems like whenever its about 4pm over here, there's nothing fun to do and all internets activity seems to like drop to utterly nothing... -.-'
All I've been doing is just eat n listen to cocktail piano compilations on YTB...
Hell, even on YTB there's nothing going on but the same old same old... (yes I said it twice)
Even now at 10pm nothing is going on... 'cept for the fact that my laptop smells like it's re-soldering it's motherboard?

Le me:
eagerly waits 'till he's 18, gets a nice rifle, decent mid-cap mags, BDU's in various camo's, helmet n plate-carrier, BB's,
headset n comms and virtually everything else u needs to plays airsoft!
(also NO tacticool in this biatch, unlike certain peeps >.>)

Forgets to get a speedloader... *facepaws*

Loading BB's... one at the time... 6 75-round mid-caps... urgh...

Ok so this Christmas like really sucked... (so did the last one) >.>
I think it's safe to say that I'm one of the few guys who's divorced parents broke up with their husband and wife at the same day...
Mum's sad, close to crying most of the time, dad just doesn't know what to do any more, and of course I'm stuck in the middle, stressing out cuz I don't know what to do with this or myself... *sighs*
of course because all of this I can't really focus on school either...
Time for me to retreat back to music and FA XD

Just the mandatory Christmas journal XD no snow here yet unfortunately...
Anyways merry Christmas and a happy New Year *paws out cookies*

... I remembered having a Neopets account... My Kougra is very hungry for some reason... (1367 days old) >.> *coughs*
let's see what has changed in all those years?

It has been about 2 years now since I first learnt to know about the fandom. Despite of all the downtime I had during those years, I can look back at them with a smile, and now that I think of it, they might even belong to the few better ones in my short life so far.
I'm grateful for the people who, unknowingly, let me come in contact with myself and the things I really like in life.
I'd like to thank cerberus, who put up a very awesome submission which sparked my interest for cartoons and eventually the Anthropomorphic art and also for faving a few things made by x-volt, which boosted my interests in electronic music, which also helped me through the winter in 2011.
Continuing on the music, I'd like to thank SpiritWolf14 and Ranzor for making such awesome and ridiculously happy tunes and felongo for the mellow but still uplifting music. (Also thanks going out to every non-furry artists, but they wouldn't read this anyways >.>)
I want to thank all the artists I watched or saved art from for making such beautiful and awesome or sexy pics.
Thanks going out to everybody who watched me on here (and on Soundcloud, if you're on there).
I'd like to thank KuroYang and jspr2k5 for giving me a few very good laughs in the short time we've known each other.
And I'd like to thank theyouknowwho in particular for being more than "just" a friend, for being there for me and listening to me when I needed it. *hugs tightly, muzzles*
Thanks again to everybody! looking forward to the next few years here!

Just realised something
Today was the last day my older brother would be staying here at mum's place, since he has to move up to the north of the country for his college. And I found, suddenly he was very mature, completely unlike him? I guess since he's 20 now, moving out and going somewhere, he realised that the premature behaviour he used to is kinda out of the question now? *shrugs*
It's just funny to see... Me, 2 years younger but almost 2" taller than my bro, always being the quiet one and kinda above him all my life, and suddenly my loud, annoying and impulsive brother moving out, acting just as calm and mature as me.
*sits back* life goes fast, lemme tell you that... (if anyone is actually reading this XD)

I've noticed that one week I'm like "Boah! *flaps paws, derps* I need to write stories and all sorts of shit!" *indeed writes 9 pages of a new story within that week*
but the next week I just stares at my laptop, listen to tunes, drooling a bit occasionally, doing nothing else what-so-ever...
*sighs, facepaws* way to go...

Probably everyone knows this...
Weather outside: fan-fucking-tastic, couldn't be any better!
What do you have to do: school and work...

Weather outside: worst shit weather ever!! Raining all day...
What do you have to do: nothing... Just sit in front of the window...
way to go... *facepaws*

I've noticed that I havent been on the netzz or FA lately... which kinda sucks... *derps*

Funny thing I noticed lately... Every time I come home from school, I'm just bored to shit... Even detention seems to be less boring... And of course I can't do anything at home, without my mom constantly being on my ass (yes I know, some peeps actually have it a bit worse *nudges furson who has just that*) or her searching my room whenever I'm out... And of course I read all of my furry books several times, and since I can't order m myself -and mom just being a dumb twat, saying I can get fiction in the downtown library- I'm kinda screwed on that as well...
Oh well...

...wanted to get the schoollife journal off my front page XD

Looking around in our fandom, there have been a few things what got my attention.
Not only the gay yiffy stuff on e621 and U-18chan (XD), but also the fursuiting haz caught my interest.
And now I've done some 'research' on the fursuiting in general, but I'm wondering what to look out for, like good tips 'n tricks or is making a dummy a manditory thing? Or who makes proper quality suits?
So I you're reading this journal and happen to have a fursuit, or know a (girl)friend who has one, plz comment!

My first journal on here (yay) and its about a subject most of us don't really like...(darn)

Well for some it might've started, some are still enjoying their (well deserved) holiday, but for me, school is starting next Monday... And that has its disadvantages, like the fact I'll be missing Eurofurence and getting homework again (mopin' and cryin' bout homework again XD). BUT, going to school has advantages as well (and I'm not talking about having a better future, 'cuz over here, it doesn't matter much how high your education is, you will be fired and finding a job is a pain in the ass. Damn recessions), like getting to write some stories again (I get inspired by the shit happening at school) and picking up drawing again (my writing, drawing and guitar play has become very rusty...), and because my school schedule has more holes in it than Swiss cheese, I'll be having plenty of time doing it XD. So far, its looking like a nice time ahead! (Hopefully my worries about my orientation wont get in the way again, like last year...)
Good luck to any furs going to highschool again!