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General | Posted 15 years agoDon't know why this is called a journal. There are things I will never write here ... not like a true journal.
I am comfortable enough to be alone with myself. I do not fear the internal or the external anymore. The lengths that people go to in order to be safe... Safety is an illusion anyways.
Life is so much brighter now.
I am comfortable enough to be alone with myself. I do not fear the internal or the external anymore. The lengths that people go to in order to be safe... Safety is an illusion anyways.
Life is so much brighter now.
I'm BAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK
General | Posted 16 years agoKay, really long absence. Sorry about that to anyone who noticed and/or cared. Been busy with school and all that shat. I didn't draw anything for a while, so, therefore, no submissions.
But my chum and I bought a laptop and I should be more motivated to do some digital stuff at least. So yeaaaaaaaaah.
If I owe anybody art, be sure to remind me.
Lovin's <3
But my chum and I bought a laptop and I should be more motivated to do some digital stuff at least. So yeaaaaaaaaah.
If I owe anybody art, be sure to remind me.
Lovin's <3
Dreams - Night of May 27, 2009
General | Posted 16 years agoI had the craziest dreams last night ... There are big gaps between them, so forgive me if they make no sense.
Well, what I remember of the first part ...
It was night, the stars were clear and bright. I strongly recall a baseball diamond, that may have been empty or full of people, but no one was playing baseball. Now that I think about it, it actually looked like the baseball diamond next to the waterpark near where I grew up.
There was some sort of celebration going on, something like Canada Day or the 4th of July. I vaguely remember fireworks. I was wearing the dress I wore to my graduation last year, a long green, blue and white tie-dye number with a double criss-cross back.
I don't remember how I came to find it, but there was a kind of ... pillar of rock coming out of the ground, a few feet taller than me, with an entrance to a stone staircase that led into the ground. The rock was a lovely grey, carved with strange runes and symbols I didn't understand, slightly luminescent blue.
I walked down the staircase, which spiralled far down into the ground. It ended in a large stone cavern where the walls were lit by the same glowing carved symbols, which shone much brighter here. The entire floor was covered with still water, like an underground pool, but the water was somehow ... more ... dense ... than regular water. It reflected the glow of the symbols on the walls beautifully. All throughout the water were platforms and pillars made of the same carved stone. It all had some sort of intricate pattern to it.
On the other side of the cavern, my lover was crouching on one of the platform stones, with his fingers in the water. His head was lowered, watching the ripples that radiated out from his fingers. I couldn't see his face. The ripples never seemed to get weaker or more faint. They just pulsed out from his fingertips with unending energy, until they reached the platform where I stood, and they broke.
I stayed where I was, and he looked up at me. His eyes were clear, and he looked surprised at first. And then his expression changed to one of deepest longing. His fingers never left the water.
The dream changed here, and I remember even less of this one ...
It took place in a fancy hotel. I know my friends Shelley (
xxpeekabooxx), Nikki (her sister), and their mother Lorraine were there, among other people I can't recall. The entire colour scheme of the hotel seemed to revolve around beige and navy blue.
Me and Shelley ended up walking along the outer edges of the windows (which were, for some reason, in a scary wooden corridor) looking for our room. We went into the wrong room, one with bunkbeds and a television playing, and quickly backed out.
The last section of the dream ...
I was at a school, probably a high school, but I was hated, and no one wanted to be near me. A condescending girl with long curly brown hair and too much make-up came up to me and told me "You can stay in another room, since you're not welcome here." She led me to a large room with red and black panneling, surrounded by a black chain link fence from ceiling to floor. She said, "You notice the panelling? That is ideal for most torture chambers."
The door was open, and when I stuck my head in the room to look, I noticed a plethora of black iron torture devices in the back corner which I hadn't noticed before. I specifically remember an Iron Maiden.
I withdrew my head quickly, looked at the girl, panicky, and told her to fuck off. That I was not staying in that room. She tried to push me in, so I choked her out with the choke hold that I recently learned in jiu jitsu ...
So yeah ... that's it. Just had to put this somewhere. Haven't had dreams that vivid in a while.
Well, what I remember of the first part ...
It was night, the stars were clear and bright. I strongly recall a baseball diamond, that may have been empty or full of people, but no one was playing baseball. Now that I think about it, it actually looked like the baseball diamond next to the waterpark near where I grew up.
There was some sort of celebration going on, something like Canada Day or the 4th of July. I vaguely remember fireworks. I was wearing the dress I wore to my graduation last year, a long green, blue and white tie-dye number with a double criss-cross back.
I don't remember how I came to find it, but there was a kind of ... pillar of rock coming out of the ground, a few feet taller than me, with an entrance to a stone staircase that led into the ground. The rock was a lovely grey, carved with strange runes and symbols I didn't understand, slightly luminescent blue.
I walked down the staircase, which spiralled far down into the ground. It ended in a large stone cavern where the walls were lit by the same glowing carved symbols, which shone much brighter here. The entire floor was covered with still water, like an underground pool, but the water was somehow ... more ... dense ... than regular water. It reflected the glow of the symbols on the walls beautifully. All throughout the water were platforms and pillars made of the same carved stone. It all had some sort of intricate pattern to it.
On the other side of the cavern, my lover was crouching on one of the platform stones, with his fingers in the water. His head was lowered, watching the ripples that radiated out from his fingers. I couldn't see his face. The ripples never seemed to get weaker or more faint. They just pulsed out from his fingertips with unending energy, until they reached the platform where I stood, and they broke.
I stayed where I was, and he looked up at me. His eyes were clear, and he looked surprised at first. And then his expression changed to one of deepest longing. His fingers never left the water.
The dream changed here, and I remember even less of this one ...
It took place in a fancy hotel. I know my friends Shelley (
xxpeekabooxx), Nikki (her sister), and their mother Lorraine were there, among other people I can't recall. The entire colour scheme of the hotel seemed to revolve around beige and navy blue.Me and Shelley ended up walking along the outer edges of the windows (which were, for some reason, in a scary wooden corridor) looking for our room. We went into the wrong room, one with bunkbeds and a television playing, and quickly backed out.
The last section of the dream ...
I was at a school, probably a high school, but I was hated, and no one wanted to be near me. A condescending girl with long curly brown hair and too much make-up came up to me and told me "You can stay in another room, since you're not welcome here." She led me to a large room with red and black panneling, surrounded by a black chain link fence from ceiling to floor. She said, "You notice the panelling? That is ideal for most torture chambers."
The door was open, and when I stuck my head in the room to look, I noticed a plethora of black iron torture devices in the back corner which I hadn't noticed before. I specifically remember an Iron Maiden.
I withdrew my head quickly, looked at the girl, panicky, and told her to fuck off. That I was not staying in that room. She tried to push me in, so I choked her out with the choke hold that I recently learned in jiu jitsu ...
So yeah ... that's it. Just had to put this somewhere. Haven't had dreams that vivid in a while.
Art I owe in return for Pokemon.
General | Posted 16 years agoKay, I owe these people art. This list will grow.
redheron - Darkrai, Totodile, Cyndaquil, Chikorita, Ho-Oh, Lugia, Mew, Regigigas, Shaymin, Spiritomb. (And a trade I'm not done yet. God I suck)
redheron - Darkrai, Totodile, Cyndaquil, Chikorita, Ho-Oh, Lugia, Mew, Regigigas, Shaymin, Spiritomb. (And a trade I'm not done yet. God I suck) Will trade arts for pokemans!
General | Posted 16 years agoKay, by order of 
styxandstoned, I am now pimping my art skills out for pokemon.
Only a few at a time, since i have trades to do and such.
Dese Pokemans first:
Chikorita(or bayleef or meganium) - Called by RedHeron
Cyndaquil(or quilava or typhlosion) - Called by RedHeron
Totodile(or croconaw or feraligatr) - Called by RedHeron
Darkrai - Called by tenshikoneko
OKAY. I AM NOW SUFFICIENTLY A WHORE. Note me with what you want in a picture in returns for POKEMANS.
Uhhh ... I feel the need to state that wifi is required for trades like this.
styxandstoned, I am now pimping my art skills out for pokemon.Only a few at a time, since i have trades to do and such.
Dese Pokemans first:
Chikorita(or bayleef or meganium) - Called by RedHeron
Cyndaquil(or quilava or typhlosion) - Called by RedHeron
Totodile(or croconaw or feraligatr) - Called by RedHeron
Darkrai - Called by tenshikoneko
OKAY. I AM NOW SUFFICIENTLY A WHORE. Note me with what you want in a picture in returns for POKEMANS.
Uhhh ... I feel the need to state that wifi is required for trades like this.
SO YAH I'M BACK
General | Posted 16 years agoI doubt anyone even noticed, but I've been gone for the last four days.
I have a ton of drawing ideas that are UNDRAWERED.
I have a ton of drawing ideas that are UNDRAWERED.
Buuuured ... so let's talk about SMOKES
General | Posted 17 years agoStupid Sobey's .... and their not having of pouches of loose Number Seven tobacco ... I had to get fuckin' CANADIAN CLASSIC. EW.
And now, I know that absolutely EVERYONE wants to know why Number Seven is my brand ... *ignores the shouts of "SHUT UP YOU STUPID SCUNT"* So ... when I started college in September, I didn't realize how stupidly difficult college was. I was outside with my friend D-ka while he had a smoke. D-ka smokes Number Sevens. I don't know what possessed me then, but I asked him if I could have the last few puffs off his smoke. And, of course, he let me.
The first real smoke I ever smoked was a Number Seven. That, and my lover smokes them, because that's what the 22 year old woman he lost his virginity to at 15, smoked, and it just stuck with him to this day ... And, of course, they're cheap. Can't forget that. I guess CCs are cheap too ... but they're so .... gross ....
I think it's weird that I'm emotionally attached to my cigarette brand... There has to be something wrong about that.
And now ... the benefits of rolling your own.
In Canada, a pouch of tobacco and three packs of rolling papers costs about $16. A pouch rolls over 100 cigarettes. A pack of 25 king size cigarettes is about $11.
Enough said.
In other news, I'm gonna do a million ref sheets of my characters. Solace first.
I love how this journal turned into me rambling about smokes.
PEACE.
TRADES
redheron - inking
And now, I know that absolutely EVERYONE wants to know why Number Seven is my brand ... *ignores the shouts of "SHUT UP YOU STUPID SCUNT"* So ... when I started college in September, I didn't realize how stupidly difficult college was. I was outside with my friend D-ka while he had a smoke. D-ka smokes Number Sevens. I don't know what possessed me then, but I asked him if I could have the last few puffs off his smoke. And, of course, he let me.
The first real smoke I ever smoked was a Number Seven. That, and my lover smokes them, because that's what the 22 year old woman he lost his virginity to at 15, smoked, and it just stuck with him to this day ... And, of course, they're cheap. Can't forget that. I guess CCs are cheap too ... but they're so .... gross ....
I think it's weird that I'm emotionally attached to my cigarette brand... There has to be something wrong about that.
And now ... the benefits of rolling your own.
In Canada, a pouch of tobacco and three packs of rolling papers costs about $16. A pouch rolls over 100 cigarettes. A pack of 25 king size cigarettes is about $11.
Enough said.
In other news, I'm gonna do a million ref sheets of my characters. Solace first.
I love how this journal turned into me rambling about smokes.
PEACE.
TRADES
redheron - inkingBIRSDAY IN T - 12 DAYS 8D
General | Posted 17 years agoDRAW ME PEEKTURES!!! <333
Anyways .... Umm .... Dammit, I didn`t think about what else to put in this journal, I just wanted to shamelessly beg for peektures.... Ummm ... well, school is killing me. Thank god Suicide Prevention week is coming up, also known as reading week.
Still open for comissions and art trades!
Umm ..... doodie?
Well .... mind's a blank as usual.
PEACE.
TRADES
redheron
Anyways .... Umm .... Dammit, I didn`t think about what else to put in this journal, I just wanted to shamelessly beg for peektures.... Ummm ... well, school is killing me. Thank god Suicide Prevention week is coming up, also known as reading week.
Still open for comissions and art trades!
Umm ..... doodie?
Well .... mind's a blank as usual.
PEACE.
TRADES
redheronSpeshul
General | Posted 17 years agoTwo hours to kill until I'm done work, so journal tiem.
Kay so ... maybe I should address the lack of art of late. 1) Everything I draw seems to suck, and 2) the only time I have to colour anything digitally is at school. I'm working on some stuff though that will hopefully be posted soon, if I get my way. I'll still take art trades and commissions, but they may take a while to complete. XD
Also, BIRSDAY IN 19 DAYS. BOOZINGS AND CIGARETTES HERE I COME 8D.
In other news, I got the bitchenest nosebleed a few days ago.
.....
Um yeah, anyways ......... Looks like I'm not gonna see my chum again till the end of MARCH. FACK. WHY DO YOU MOCK ME, JEEBUS? Seriously ...
Kay so .. I'm so damn poor. I love my job but it pays SHIT money.
Smoke tiem, brb.
Okay, where was I? Uhhhh ...... Yeah. I did a sweet ass drawing of my boobala in conte that I may post. I need to clean the living room too. I rearranged the ENTIRE science fiction/fantasy section at my work. I took me three hours, honestly. My mom's been begging me to take my little sister bra and panty shopping ... which is strange ... but I'll probably do it anyways.
Aaaaannnndddd .... I guess that's all.
Love you all.
peace.
TRADES
redheron
Kay so ... maybe I should address the lack of art of late. 1) Everything I draw seems to suck, and 2) the only time I have to colour anything digitally is at school. I'm working on some stuff though that will hopefully be posted soon, if I get my way. I'll still take art trades and commissions, but they may take a while to complete. XD
Also, BIRSDAY IN 19 DAYS. BOOZINGS AND CIGARETTES HERE I COME 8D.
In other news, I got the bitchenest nosebleed a few days ago.
.....
Um yeah, anyways ......... Looks like I'm not gonna see my chum again till the end of MARCH. FACK. WHY DO YOU MOCK ME, JEEBUS? Seriously ...
Kay so .. I'm so damn poor. I love my job but it pays SHIT money.
Smoke tiem, brb.
Okay, where was I? Uhhhh ...... Yeah. I did a sweet ass drawing of my boobala in conte that I may post. I need to clean the living room too. I rearranged the ENTIRE science fiction/fantasy section at my work. I took me three hours, honestly. My mom's been begging me to take my little sister bra and panty shopping ... which is strange ... but I'll probably do it anyways.
Aaaaannnndddd .... I guess that's all.
Love you all.
peace.
TRADES
redheronWishy meme
General | Posted 17 years agoTagged by styxandstoned.
Rules
1. Once seeing this journal you can make one of your own if you so wish to.
2. You must put down something you wish for which you could possibly get one day.
3. Tag 3 people or less if you wanna after making this Meme.
I wish ..... I could see my lover more than I do.
I also wish for a wang of my own.
TAGGED:
1. xxpeekabooxx
2.
kentam
3.
reddeath909
styxandstoned.Rules
1. Once seeing this journal you can make one of your own if you so wish to.
2. You must put down something you wish for which you could possibly get one day.
3. Tag 3 people or less if you wanna after making this Meme.
I wish ..... I could see my lover more than I do.
I also wish for a wang of my own.
TAGGED:
1.
xxpeekabooxx2.
kentam3.
reddeath909I don't care what you think as long as it's about me.
General | Posted 17 years agoI finished reading the second Twilight book last night, New Moon. It actually made me start bawling. I won't give away spoilers in case any Twilight fans out there haven't read it yet, but it made me think of my lover, who lives really far away. I've never felt like such a pussy in my life. I'm all inspired to draw some Edward Cullen/Jacob Black slash now. LOL. And there's a way I can do that while sppeasing the furry populace also ;). Again, I won't give away the details. But there's something for you Twilight fans to look forward to anyways. DOn't get me wrong, I'm not one of those insane, diehard Twilight fans who, like, fantasize about having raunchy sex with Edward Cullen day and night. But I do enjoy the books, and they entertain me. Entertainment is vital to my survival. They're so simply written, and such a prefect example of escape literature that your brain can just turn to mush while reading them. This kind of state of consciousness is necessary for me to not lose my mind, due to this awful routine that I'm stuck in, ineptly attempting to get a decent GPA in college, working every possible hour that I can until my boyfriend graduates and comes to live with me. Then I'll actually have a reason to keep on surviving.
The phone at my house is so BROKEN. We don't know what's wrong with it, but I haven't been able to call my chum in four days. I'm kinda going mad because of it. Well, worse than usual anyways. There has to be a way to fix it, without having to use the telephone which is the problem in the first place. I asked styxandstoned why she doesn't just call Shaw about it, and she was like "WITH WHAT, MY PHONE?" and I was like "... Oh yeah". LOL. Well, I guess things like this is the reason why Skype was created.
At work right now, it's been busier than usual ... Doesn't help my state of mind much. You'd think being busier would help in some way. This job is just really .... unengaging. Which, don't get me wrong, I enjoy. It's much better than anywhere else I've worked. But when I have to sit here alone and do nothing, thinking inevitably comes. I try to avoid thinking as much as possible. But I do love this store ... I've found some lovely books here. A bunch of Anne Rice for my lovely, a helpful little book on yoga, a tiny spellbook which is just adorable, and best of all, my Tarot deck. Customers are almost always polite, interesting people (of course, still the occasional asshole. Even assholes read). My manager is one of my mom's best friends, she's known me since I was a child. She's one of my favourite people, a really lovely woman. And even the owner is super nice. The only thing that sucks about it is the pay, but a low wage is inevitable, since technically I'm getting paid to read, drink tea, sell books, and sit on my arse. I couldn't really ask for more.
A new term started at my college ... Pretty much all the same courses as last semster, only a level higher ... Media in Photoshop, Beginner Sculpture, English, Drawing, and Art History. And they're all at the exact same times as last semester. Which means a whole lot of night classes and twelve hour Mondays TT_TT. Ugh. I'm so glad I can be going to college. I never thought I'd be able to. Thought I'd fail too bad for that. But I guess things weren't meant to play out that way. Which I'm happy about.
Drawing is still hard, but getting easier. Just gotta get them gay juices flowing again. I feel like drawing gay pron is the only thing I can do, so be prepared for lots of that. Oh gay men, my only solace ...
Well, nothing else I can say comes to mind, so...
Peace.
The phone at my house is so BROKEN. We don't know what's wrong with it, but I haven't been able to call my chum in four days. I'm kinda going mad because of it. Well, worse than usual anyways. There has to be a way to fix it, without having to use the telephone which is the problem in the first place. I asked
styxandstoned why she doesn't just call Shaw about it, and she was like "WITH WHAT, MY PHONE?" and I was like "... Oh yeah". LOL. Well, I guess things like this is the reason why Skype was created.At work right now, it's been busier than usual ... Doesn't help my state of mind much. You'd think being busier would help in some way. This job is just really .... unengaging. Which, don't get me wrong, I enjoy. It's much better than anywhere else I've worked. But when I have to sit here alone and do nothing, thinking inevitably comes. I try to avoid thinking as much as possible. But I do love this store ... I've found some lovely books here. A bunch of Anne Rice for my lovely, a helpful little book on yoga, a tiny spellbook which is just adorable, and best of all, my Tarot deck. Customers are almost always polite, interesting people (of course, still the occasional asshole. Even assholes read). My manager is one of my mom's best friends, she's known me since I was a child. She's one of my favourite people, a really lovely woman. And even the owner is super nice. The only thing that sucks about it is the pay, but a low wage is inevitable, since technically I'm getting paid to read, drink tea, sell books, and sit on my arse. I couldn't really ask for more.
A new term started at my college ... Pretty much all the same courses as last semster, only a level higher ... Media in Photoshop, Beginner Sculpture, English, Drawing, and Art History. And they're all at the exact same times as last semester. Which means a whole lot of night classes and twelve hour Mondays TT_TT. Ugh. I'm so glad I can be going to college. I never thought I'd be able to. Thought I'd fail too bad for that. But I guess things weren't meant to play out that way. Which I'm happy about.
Drawing is still hard, but getting easier. Just gotta get them gay juices flowing again. I feel like drawing gay pron is the only thing I can do, so be prepared for lots of that. Oh gay men, my only solace ...
Well, nothing else I can say comes to mind, so...
Peace.
POOP
General | Posted 17 years agoSooooo ... uhh ... I'm at work and super bored. I work at a used bookstore... so, yeah, not much to do except mop the floor, and sell a book to the odd customer. So ... JOURNAL TIEM.
fuck, you know what I did today? I gave myself this horrendous paper cut on my finger a few days ago, and today i slammed that EXACT SAME FINGER in a door, and it opened up again. And then I smacked my knee on the underside of the counter. It's gonna be one of those days, I can tell.
On Monday, my boyfriend is coming to visit, to spend Christmas and New Year's with me, styxandstoned, and 
fireseed23. That's gonna be SWEAT (insider lol). I can't wait. I couldn't get to sleep last night for so long because I was thinking about it. God ... I'm so gay.
ANYWAYS. Um ...
Tripped out with styxandstoned a few days ago and drew this WICKED (albeit a tad horrifying) picture. I'll upload it as soon as a scanner becomes available. I'll probably have to bring it to the college with me. D8
So, yeah. I miss my mom. I feel so bad for her. She has nobody with her this Christmas ... I had to stay here to work ... I feel so awful about it.
Anyways, running out of things to say so ...
PEACE.
fuck, you know what I did today? I gave myself this horrendous paper cut on my finger a few days ago, and today i slammed that EXACT SAME FINGER in a door, and it opened up again. And then I smacked my knee on the underside of the counter. It's gonna be one of those days, I can tell.
On Monday, my boyfriend is coming to visit, to spend Christmas and New Year's with me,
styxandstoned, and 
fireseed23. That's gonna be SWEAT (insider lol). I can't wait. I couldn't get to sleep last night for so long because I was thinking about it. God ... I'm so gay.ANYWAYS. Um ...
Tripped out with
styxandstoned a few days ago and drew this WICKED (albeit a tad horrifying) picture. I'll upload it as soon as a scanner becomes available. I'll probably have to bring it to the college with me. D8So, yeah. I miss my mom. I feel so bad for her. She has nobody with her this Christmas ... I had to stay here to work ... I feel so awful about it.
Anyways, running out of things to say so ...
PEACE.
Comic artists
General | Posted 17 years agoThis is going out to all comic artists.
I'm drawing a comic in my media class, and I'm very ignorant in how to go about it. If anyone has any tips on drawing comics, anything at all, shout 'em out. They'll all be much appreciated!
Sank yooo!
I'm drawing a comic in my media class, and I'm very ignorant in how to go about it. If anyone has any tips on drawing comics, anything at all, shout 'em out. They'll all be much appreciated!
Sank yooo!
Thunder blowing up your horizon.
General | Posted 17 years agoOh hurrah my lovelies. Things are getting back on track. The guilt is still eating away at me, but is receding slowly.
And to you know who, I'm so very glad to hear you're feeling better. I'll try harder from now on. Promise =3.
I working on a project in my Media class, a comic actually, that's turning out to be quite fun, despite the work that has to be put into it. I'll post it here when it reaches completion.
I find myself missing all of the people I had once who have moved away more and more ... Tyler, Lost, Durvin, Shelley, my mommy ... Hopefully I will get to see them all again soon.
Somebody give me something to draw. I'm dying for some inspiration. XD
And to you know who, I'm so very glad to hear you're feeling better. I'll try harder from now on. Promise =3.
I working on a project in my Media class, a comic actually, that's turning out to be quite fun, despite the work that has to be put into it. I'll post it here when it reaches completion.
I find myself missing all of the people I had once who have moved away more and more ... Tyler, Lost, Durvin, Shelley, my mommy ... Hopefully I will get to see them all again soon.
Somebody give me something to draw. I'm dying for some inspiration. XD
LOL SKOOL
General | Posted 17 years agoI are at my college right now, and I have nothing to do. i'm SUPPOSED to be reading short stories for english, but it would seem that i forgot the list at home, so i don't know which to read. XD Go me!
Umm .... I actually got through work alright this weekend, after tripping on mushrooms AND getting drunk the day after that. What can I say, I'm a trooper.
We did perspective study in my drawing class today. OMG SO DIFFICULT ... So much math and measuring involved .... Grah .... SO FRUSTRATING. And my teacher was all "This has to be done by the end of class lol". I wanted to kill myself. My drawing teacher also asked my best friend if I was a lesbian XD. I thought that was pretty interesting. I was debating asking her about it today in class, but couldn't work up the nerve.
Oh yeah! Yesterday I told styxandstoned that she had to work, when she DIDN'T. I felt like a retard 8D. Still do actually, but anyways ...
Didn't see D-ka today ... which sucked ... I hate it when I know he's here, and then I don't see him....
I'd also like to apologize to anyone who I owe art to, who has had to wait this long for it. My life is ridiculously hectic. No time for anything. I'll try and get these done as soon as possible, i promise.
LIST
Commissions:
raven_kitsune - Her chara (Sketching, payment not received)
Trades:
slex - her chara Chua (Plotting)
Gifts:
xxpeekabooxx - Sulfur wallpaper (Inking)
- Lighter cover (DONE!)
Umm .... I actually got through work alright this weekend, after tripping on mushrooms AND getting drunk the day after that. What can I say, I'm a trooper.
We did perspective study in my drawing class today. OMG SO DIFFICULT ... So much math and measuring involved .... Grah .... SO FRUSTRATING. And my teacher was all "This has to be done by the end of class lol". I wanted to kill myself. My drawing teacher also asked my best friend if I was a lesbian XD. I thought that was pretty interesting. I was debating asking her about it today in class, but couldn't work up the nerve.
Oh yeah! Yesterday I told
styxandstoned that she had to work, when she DIDN'T. I felt like a retard 8D. Still do actually, but anyways ...Didn't see D-ka today ... which sucked ... I hate it when I know he's here, and then I don't see him....
I'd also like to apologize to anyone who I owe art to, who has had to wait this long for it. My life is ridiculously hectic. No time for anything. I'll try and get these done as soon as possible, i promise.
LIST
Commissions:
raven_kitsune - Her chara (Sketching, payment not received)Trades:
slex - her chara Chua (Plotting)Gifts:
xxpeekabooxx - Sulfur wallpaper (Inking)- Lighter cover (DONE!)
OMG WTF GTFO N00B
General | Posted 17 years agoOMG First day of college today!! I'm so apprehensive ... but excited also... The only real reason I'm writing this journal is to kill time before I have to go XD. I wish I could drive ... I have to take the bus with all the stupid high school childs ... EW.
Anyways, wish me luck.
Anyways, wish me luck.
grah ....
General | Posted 17 years agoI'm going to apply for college at nine o'clock this morning ... Keep me in your thoughts.
WOO ANIMETHON TOMORROW!!!
General | Posted 17 years agoSo, tomorrow, me and styxandstoned are heading to Edmonton for Animethon 15 ... We'll both be in Artist's Alley, both be cosplaying, her as Reno, and myself as L. The car isn't in working order right now as far as we know .... But we kind of sort of have a plan B.
My wrist still isn't better, and something tells me after 12 straight hours of drawing it'll be more than a little sore. Oh well, monies are worth it. Anyways, anyone in the area, come see us, and buy our gay arts!
PEACE.
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slex - Plotting
Gifts:
shenro - Plotting
styxandstoned are heading to Edmonton for Animethon 15 ... We'll both be in Artist's Alley, both be cosplaying, her as Reno, and myself as L. The car isn't in working order right now as far as we know .... But we kind of sort of have a plan B.My wrist still isn't better, and something tells me after 12 straight hours of drawing it'll be more than a little sore. Oh well, monies are worth it. Anyways, anyone in the area, come see us, and buy our gay arts!
PEACE.
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slex - PlottingGifts:
shenro - PlottingKay guys, I need opinions.
General | Posted 17 years agoOkay, so I've had my splint on my wrist for three days, which is how long the doctor said for me to leave it on. My wrist's still really bruised, but the swelling is pretty much gone. Mr. Doctor said that I should have my mobility back now, but I still can't move my wrist backwards past a certain point, and it still hurts like a bitch. I don't know if it's normal or not, but, uh, I can definitely use it better.
I dunno, do you think I'm done with the splint now? I've never sprained a body part before, so I'm not sure.
PEACE
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slex - plotting
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shenro - plotting
I dunno, do you think I'm done with the splint now? I've never sprained a body part before, so I'm not sure.
PEACE
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slex - plottingGifts:
shenro - plottingOMGWHATTHEHELL
General | Posted 17 years agoHay guys ...
so i punched my friend at his going away party two days ago, and i guess his body is made of solid stone, because i bent my wrist inwards and sprained it real good. I'm really relieved, i thought it was broken for sure.
So no drawings from me for a little while.
Just wanted to give you a heads up!
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Oh yes, i also graduated today.
PEACE
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slex - plotting
Gifts:
shenro - plotting
so i punched my friend at his going away party two days ago, and i guess his body is made of solid stone, because i bent my wrist inwards and sprained it real good. I'm really relieved, i thought it was broken for sure.
So no drawings from me for a little while.
Just wanted to give you a heads up!
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.
.
Oh yes, i also graduated today.
PEACE
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slex - plottingGifts:
shenro - plottingDON'T READ ME I'M GHEY
General | Posted 17 years agoKay, s'been a long time since I posted a new journal, so I thought it was about time for a new one ...
So ... what's new with me ... Well, styxandstoned cut my hair, and it looks so good! I love it!! and she was all "don't let me touch your hair nya nya nya." But yus, you did great Styxie!! I just hope it grows enough by the time Animethon rolls around so that I can make a convincing L...
I got my grad dress this weekend. I don't like dresses at all, by NO reaches of imagination, but this one is alright. It's tye-dye! Now I need shoes .... Shoe shopping is worse than dress shopping.
My boyfriend's dying my hair red tomorrow .. covering the faded blue that it is right now. Should be good ...
I'm on the second disc of FFVII!! BEST GAME EVAR. First time I've played it .... *shame shame*
Ummm ... I'm also reading The Golden Compass ...
But yeah .... I have nothing important to say so .... I'm gonna go play Final Fantasy VII some more.
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slex - plotting
styxandstoned - DONE
Gifts:
shenro - plotting
So ... what's new with me ... Well,
styxandstoned cut my hair, and it looks so good! I love it!! and she was all "don't let me touch your hair nya nya nya." But yus, you did great Styxie!! I just hope it grows enough by the time Animethon rolls around so that I can make a convincing L...I got my grad dress this weekend. I don't like dresses at all, by NO reaches of imagination, but this one is alright. It's tye-dye! Now I need shoes .... Shoe shopping is worse than dress shopping.
My boyfriend's dying my hair red tomorrow .. covering the faded blue that it is right now. Should be good ...
I'm on the second disc of FFVII!! BEST GAME EVAR. First time I've played it .... *shame shame*
Ummm ... I'm also reading The Golden Compass ...
But yeah .... I have nothing important to say so .... I'm gonna go play Final Fantasy VII some more.
Trades:
slex - plotting styxandstoned - DONEGifts:
shenro - plottingADVENTURE TIME
General | Posted 17 years agoKay, time for spammage.
So ... Didn't ever get to go to the Nightwish concert with styxandstoned and fireseed23, but it turns out I wouldn't have gotten in anyways so it doesn't particularly matter. The Thursday before the concert I won a scholarship to my town's assy little college by being in an art show. A $500 chunk of my art study, PAID FOR. W00T!! This is a great weight off of my shoulders, considering that money is relatively the only thing that I was concerned about college-wise. My marks are ... alright. I'm still short two credits to graduate ... Pretty lame ass, I know, but I'll get 'em.
I went on an epic adventure with my luffer today. First, we went to his house to wash his hair, because he got tree sap in it during his automotives class (DON'T ASK HOW XD), so I washed his long, luscious locks for him, he blow dried it, then I straightened it. It was beautiful.
Then, we went downtown, and saw some whack load of people we know, completely out of the blue, such as my
vollita. I gave her big hugs and her boobies squished me.
And then we went to Mickey D's. My boyfriend hadn't been there in four years, apparently, and he forgot how much he hated it XD. I HAD NUGGETS.
As we left McDick's, it started to rain. This made me very happy, since, if you didn't know this already, I love the rain. We got on the bus, and went to the college so I could pick up my aforementioned scholarship, but the damned office wasn't open. So we left, and started walking to Waterways, where my sister's father, the only really decent father-figure I've ever had in my life lives. We walked past the park, a little girl, soaking wet from the rain, was there with her family, but they were leaving of course. She looked at Mic and me, shrugged her shoulders and said, "It's raining! You're going to the PARK?!" and I said "... YES!!" It was adorabibble.
So, we walked to my dad's house, (on the way I had shown him where the first guy to ever punch me in the face lived XD) just to find that he WASN'T HOME. The second pointless journey of the day.
So we wandering through this little place where I used to live. I showed Mic my old bus stop, my spot by the river, the blue bridge where I smoked pot for the first time. All the while it was raining, and I loved it. I got mad deja vu as well, though, since I had discovered most of these places while in the company of someone else ... We saw a fox running along the trail, and a loon in the river ...
And then we rode the bus for a long time to get back to the Provincial Building. And then we went our seperate ways. Or, should I say, we got on our different buses.
So yus, THAT was my epic adventure for today.
Anyways ...
Trades:
slex - plotting
Comissions:
None, 'cause I suck bitches.
So ... Didn't ever get to go to the Nightwish concert with
styxandstoned and fireseed23, but it turns out I wouldn't have gotten in anyways so it doesn't particularly matter. The Thursday before the concert I won a scholarship to my town's assy little college by being in an art show. A $500 chunk of my art study, PAID FOR. W00T!! This is a great weight off of my shoulders, considering that money is relatively the only thing that I was concerned about college-wise. My marks are ... alright. I'm still short two credits to graduate ... Pretty lame ass, I know, but I'll get 'em.I went on an epic adventure with my luffer today. First, we went to his house to wash his hair, because he got tree sap in it during his automotives class (DON'T ASK HOW XD), so I washed his long, luscious locks for him, he blow dried it, then I straightened it. It was beautiful.
Then, we went downtown, and saw some whack load of people we know, completely out of the blue, such as my
vollita. I gave her big hugs and her boobies squished me.And then we went to Mickey D's. My boyfriend hadn't been there in four years, apparently, and he forgot how much he hated it XD. I HAD NUGGETS.
As we left McDick's, it started to rain. This made me very happy, since, if you didn't know this already, I love the rain. We got on the bus, and went to the college so I could pick up my aforementioned scholarship, but the damned office wasn't open. So we left, and started walking to Waterways, where my sister's father, the only really decent father-figure I've ever had in my life lives. We walked past the park, a little girl, soaking wet from the rain, was there with her family, but they were leaving of course. She looked at Mic and me, shrugged her shoulders and said, "It's raining! You're going to the PARK?!" and I said "... YES!!" It was adorabibble.
So, we walked to my dad's house, (on the way I had shown him where the first guy to ever punch me in the face lived XD) just to find that he WASN'T HOME. The second pointless journey of the day.
So we wandering through this little place where I used to live. I showed Mic my old bus stop, my spot by the river, the blue bridge where I smoked pot for the first time. All the while it was raining, and I loved it. I got mad deja vu as well, though, since I had discovered most of these places while in the company of someone else ... We saw a fox running along the trail, and a loon in the river ...
And then we rode the bus for a long time to get back to the Provincial Building. And then we went our seperate ways. Or, should I say, we got on our different buses.
So yus, THAT was my epic adventure for today.
Anyways ...
Trades:
slex - plottingComissions:
None, 'cause I suck bitches.
so yeah ... i want those nipples.
General | Posted 17 years agoKay so ... ummmm ....... I think my internet's crapping out again folks, so if I'm not online for a while, that'd be why ....
My hair's blue again!! And my luffah's is green ... Nomnomnom. <3
It was his birthday yesterday... Of course, I was too poor to get him anything ... Haven't even drawn him anything yet .. Fuck, I'm a failure ... ;_; He got a really nice ring from his family. White gold, since he's allergic to all other metal ('cept surgical steel).
Anywho ... Ummm .... I'm having a bit of a block lately artistically. Oddly enough, my story's been coming along nicely on the other hand. It seems I can't be creative in two mediums at the same time. How lame is that?
ALSO, it's that time of the month, and it HUUUUUUUUURTS.
I'd also like to take this opportunity to apologize to
kineki for being so late with his trade ... SORRY!!!
Trades:
kineki - re-sketching, last one sucked
My hair's blue again!! And my luffah's is green ... Nomnomnom. <3
It was his birthday yesterday... Of course, I was too poor to get him anything ... Haven't even drawn him anything yet .. Fuck, I'm a failure ... ;_; He got a really nice ring from his family. White gold, since he's allergic to all other metal ('cept surgical steel).
Anywho ... Ummm .... I'm having a bit of a block lately artistically. Oddly enough, my story's been coming along nicely on the other hand. It seems I can't be creative in two mediums at the same time. How lame is that?
ALSO, it's that time of the month, and it HUUUUUUUUURTS.
I'd also like to take this opportunity to apologize to
kineki for being so late with his trade ... SORRY!!!Trades:
kineki - re-sketching, last one suckedpointless news: THE BEST KIND
General | Posted 17 years agoSo .. I started some character sheets last night while Shelley was playing FFX ... I'm in a bit of a pickle in regards to my story. I don't know if I want my character's world to be old-timey with futuristic elements (like guns, wires, etc.) or futuristic with old timey elements ... Blargh. Stupid FFX, making me want to put them somewhere futuristic, with all your beautifully designed splendor. Like the blitzball stadiums .... *semen* Anyways ...
Taavi has a new fursona. I'll draw it soon and post it on up ... Pretty smexy, I must say. I'm really trying to work on character sheets people ... Funny how i think I have so much free time, and I can't even get ONE done ... O_o
In other news, BITCHES LOVE ME.
Peace.
Trades:
Kineki - colouring
Commisions:
NONE CUZ I SUCK ASS
Taavi has a new fursona. I'll draw it soon and post it on up ... Pretty smexy, I must say. I'm really trying to work on character sheets people ... Funny how i think I have so much free time, and I can't even get ONE done ... O_o
In other news, BITCHES LOVE ME.
Peace.
Trades:
Kineki - colouringCommisions:
NONE CUZ I SUCK ASS
My head ....
General | Posted 17 years agoOkay ... I am drunk ..... i miss someone.... I want everything to be okay. I wish I wouldn't have to deal with people. I really miss you, and i wish things didn't have to be the way they are. I wish i had made a better impression on you .....
Anyways .... i need to work on refrences for my characters .... i wish they had better stories ... but whatever. i can only do so much with the limited mind i have. Nothing is making sense right now.... Help me help you.
I wanted this to happen a certain way. Things were different. You were closer to me than anyone.
make sure you always listen to the other side of the story people. Always.
PEACE.
Anyways .... i need to work on refrences for my characters .... i wish they had better stories ... but whatever. i can only do so much with the limited mind i have. Nothing is making sense right now.... Help me help you.
I wanted this to happen a certain way. Things were different. You were closer to me than anyone.
make sure you always listen to the other side of the story people. Always.
PEACE.
