So a lot has been going on lately. I have been busy as hell and I start college soon. I also am having trouble deciding what I want as a career. Part of me wants to now focus on art (in which I would be posting more because I would want to show everyone my progress :3) however I also want to continue in my animal science studies. It is pretty stressful but hopefully I will make great new friends and find local furs!

On another note, I recently broke up with my boyfriend of 7 years. Handling friends and family along with his sadness... hurt, but it was something that had to be done. Hopefully soon I will find a job (I just got called for an interview as I was writing this lol) and I'll be able to really start a new chapter in my life. :)

So lately I've been pretty depressed. What do I do when I'm depressed? Complain and tell people what is wrong, so that maybe someone could help me and make me happy again. What do I do when my friends are depressed? Tell them they can come to me! Heck, ANYONE should be able to come to me if they need help. I love people and I love helping people.

However,

I have realized that every damn time I try to help out someone or tell someone I'm here for them, they don't go to me! Which doesn't bug me too much, people can talk to whoever they want. What REALLY gets on my nerves is when people ask for my advice but don't bother to take it. What. I gave you WISDOM! I feel like people should really take my advice seriously.... I dunno. I just feel like what I say is important.

I just... no. I don't know anymore. I had to drop out of my chemistry class because people are stupid, and now I'm fighting to get a better grade in my AP Biology class. I need a break before I go insane.

At least there was beautiful weather today.

So today I decided that I would accept a challenge my friend offered me...

A six pack challenge. What am I doing to myself.

So starting today, I'll be working out and eating...healthier? I don't eat a lot of crap to begin with, so that part shouldn't be too hard. I'm debating on weather or not I should have a before and after pic. I'm not gonna get a crazy six pack either...more like a more flat belly with some muscle. My "belly" isn't all that much of a belly anyways...already kinda flat. SO, it shouldn't take me long. :D

I have been taking a chemistry class online, and it's a college course. Well, something got messed up, and I was "kicked out" of the class. Four weeks later, I have been accepted back into the class. This is the bad part.... I have four weeks of a college course of chemistry to catch up on within a week. On top of that I have my senior year of high school to focus on. I NEED TO GRADUATE. I am getting A's and B's....well I'm failing AP Biology (not my fault) but I hope that will get fixed soon... I dunno. There is just so much to work on in so little time... I need to vent. D:


I SUCK AT CHEMISTRY.

I have been taking a chemistry class online, and it's a college course. Well, something got messed up, and I was "kicked out" of the class. Four weeks later, I have been accepted back into the class. This is the bad part.... I have four weeks of a college course of chemistry to catch up on within a week. On top of that I have my senior year of high school to focus on. I NEED TO GRADUATE. I am getting A's and B's....well I'm failing AP Biology (not my fault) but I hope that will get fixed soon... I dunno. There is just so much to work on in so little time... I need to vent. D:


I SUCK AT CHEMISTRY.

So...I never got to make my fursuit :(

I got a car instead. So I guess it's not all bad...I guess.

Tomorrow is my birthday!

I've been so busy. Ugh. I finally get supplies and all that and I should be able to get on FA regularly now that its summer.

I am super excited for my fursuit though! YAY!

Grrr I haven't posted ANYTHING lately! (duh). School is killing me but I had prom yesterday. It was pretty legit. I felt like I was pretty :3

My birthday is coming up soon. I can't wait! I'll get my fursuit supplies then. Like I always say :P

Too bad I can't post pics from my phone.....

Well. It started out where my boyfriend and I were watching tv at my house with my family. Then, my friend came over and for some reason we all went to San Francisco. There, I decided to put my fursuit on (although I don't have one yet) and walk around n stuff. At first I was just going into shops looking at cute clothes, but then I spotted one. Another furry! I waved but my friend wanted to leave and she drug me out of the store -.-. On our way back to our house or whatever I spotted a TON of furries and I started jumping like crazy and it was just awesome :) I can't wait until I have a fursuit <3

Well, Thousand Foot Krutch just came out with a new album and its so aweosome! The lyrics are very touching and it just sounds heavenly :3 whoever reads this should look up the song "The End Is Where We Begin". Great song. Also "War Of Change." :)

SO! I am going to draw somethinggggg.....or at least try haha! Yep yep yep. I needz moar artz.

Being sick is the worst thing ever. Yes, you get to stay home, but you get to feel like you're dying >.<. I hate it. Also I'm lonely as hell because everyone's "enjoying" themselves at school :<. My tummy is all "burgle furlgle glurp" and my nose things it's a faucet. Awesome. -.-

So I just made this awesome opossum account :D yep. I did that. All me.

Art will come soon!