Hello, to those of you that have watched over many years.

Thank you for expressing interest in what I create.
However, I am no longer on FurAffinity, and have moved to Twitter, Instagram and ArtStation.

I operate under the name Omniack now.
This is what I've been going by in public spaces for over a year now.

This account has been inactive for a long time. I hope you understand.
I will be posting the same notice on my previous account.

Once again, thank you for expressing an interest in what I create.
I hope to see you there.

Links:
https://twitter.com/omniack
https://www.instagram.com/omniack/
https://www.artstation.com/omniack

Hi! I haven't seen you in a while.

I'm moving my base of operations to http://www.furaffinity.net/user/offcerbivore/ !

My main art tag isn't synonymous with my username any more. I made this tag years ago when I was still learning how to be a person. It is time to move on.

Thank you for sticking around to see me develop as an artist, but please follow the new account if you want to see more new stuff from me!

You can also follow my Twitter or join my Patreon if you want to stay most up-to-date on my art that is not high effort!

See you there!! 👋

Moving the stuff I bought to scraps. Just wanted you to know.

I have a bit of a personal quirk with how I handle my art. I like to upload my polished stuff, and I like my sketchy works but they never feel good enough to upload. So I'm going to compensate by using scraps to upload everything else, so my account isn't barren. I hope you understand, see you there 👋

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2 months ago, I was more or less having consistent nightmares, panic attacks, etc. and I didn't really trust anybody around me. I felt like it was my end of the line. I really didn't think I mattered to anybody and had I not been surrounded by other people I don't know what I would have done to myself.

Tonight, I went out for taco bell at 3:00 in the morning, I've been blasting anime music and Smash Mouth for the past hour and a half, and I'm going in for a job interview tomorrow. Or the day after that. It's in that timeframe somewhere.

I didn't realize how drastic this change was until just tonight and I'm very happy with how things are looking up right now. Like genuinely, I didn't believe anything would get better. And it took a good while, but I just feel like a completely new person. I feel confident in myself and I feel healthier. I'm not kept up at night by my own thoughts (most of the time), and on a good day I feel like I can take the world.

I am stunned.

Thank you to everyone who helped me get to this point and was there for me when I needed it the most, you're the best ❤️

i can't focus solely on making art anymore.

it was a good run, having the time and energy to pour into the hobby, the study, etc. but i can't do it anymore. not right now.

i recently got caught in a rut that threw me through such a violent emotional loop that now i'm often wondering if i'm even sane anymore. maybe i've drowned myself for so long that i haven't breathed real oxygen in what feels like forever.

i haven't felt like that for a long, long time. it's not like me at all. i felt like not a single night went by without having some form of panic attack, or questioning whether i could trust the people i was putting around me, or losing my grip on what was real or just in my head. my overall emotional state has suffered a blow that probably won't completely go away for my whole life. i wish it could be different, but i can't pretend any more.

art has helped me more than i can describe. it provided me with an escape. a way to cope. a way to come to terms with myself, without the future being a certainty, even if the present wasn't that great. but i engrossed myself so deep in my own pit that i lost sight of what the current situation was. i lost sight of myself.

i feel like i'd found a semblance of happiness in the wrong places.

i need to focus on my personal life, moving forward. i flunked high school. it wasn't academic, it was health-related, and i realize now that if i ever want to get a footing i need to pour effort into seeking education and self improvement. i can't sit on it any more. i need to move.

thank you to everybody who has followed me and stuck with me even through the various rough patches.

thank you to everybody who enjoys my art. i'm not putting art down for good, in fact i'm heavily anticipating picking it back up. i may upload in spurts like i have been once in a blue moon, but i can't rely on it like i have been any more.

i feel lucky to be surrounded with the support that i have been from so many different angles, it's nothing short of a blessing. and i look forward to being of service to a bright future for myself. if nothing else, i will take control of my life, that much is certain.

until next time.

Thank you for your time.

Last night I saw a midnight screening of The Room and I made a Twitter thread about it. Read it please it was really funny. I got a migraine from how much I was just, laughing.

I also condensed it into a moment if you don't want to manually scroll through like 45 tweets straight of my screaming. This is too important NOT to post about though.

So, funny story. I was supposed to write this journal last week, before I left for vacation, but it never crossed my mind after the initial idea.

I've been completely out for a week. I was in Florida, I spent the half of the week locked in my room

I designed a new character that I'm going to post eventually. Did drawing from life. Went outside for the first time EVER. Absolutely incredible experience. That's what air feels like?

I'm only making this journal because I feel bad about forgetting. I have to do it, or it will haunt me for weeks. Months. Years. Decades. Millenia. Who knows. Idk. First journal lol