Here's to better and brighter days to come.

1. Last beverage: Dr. Pepper
2. Last phone call: Mother, checking up with her at the hospital
3. Last text message: My master, if I remember correctly~
4. Last song you listened to: Voltaire's Cathouse Tragedy
5. Last time you cried: Visiting my grandparent's graves for the first time several weeks ago.
6. Dated someone twice: If this means broke up then hooked up again, yes, technically. (long story)
7. Been cheated on: Yes, first boyfriend.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yes
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Several times, although just shy of requiring psychiatric aid and medications
11. Been drunk and threw up: Not as far as I can remember

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Blue
13. Black
14. Purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2015)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: No, thankfully
17. Laughed until you cried: Yep, good joke from a distant relative of mine.
18. Met someone who changed you: In a small way, yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: I'd say I figured out who some of my less sincere friends were at least.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes, behind my back.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: 2 of them, actually
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 3
23. How many kids do you want: 0 at this moment, I feel I'd make an awful father.
24. Do you have any pets: Milo, my bearded dragon.
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope! Although I wish I could change people mispronouncing it all the bloody time.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Went out to a nice dinner.
27. What time did you wake up today: around 7:45
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Gaming, chatting and drinking
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Fallout 4, the wait is making me crazy
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Earlier today
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Making a respectable paycheck and moving in with my master and fellow pet.
32. What are you listening to right now: Miracle of Sound's "Wake the White Wolf"
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: My drunken cousin, trying to get into Rehab
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: The US Senate
35. Most visited webpage: FA, Youtube, or Nationstates, all equally
36. Whats your real name: Sean (Not Shaun or Shawn).
37. Nicknames: Puppy, Spanky, Paintchips and 'bitch', although the last is reserved only for my master and fellow pet. You've been warned.
38. Relationship Status: In a long-distance; semi-open relationship
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio if I remember correctly, although it varies depending on the chart Chinese Zodiac is Dragon
40. Male or female: Male
41. Primary School: Passed
42. Secondary School: Passed!
43. High school/college: GED, dropped out in 11th grade.
44. Hair Color: Dark brown,
45. Long or short hair: Short, although if I could get away with it I'd shave it all off
46. Height: 5'7"
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Too many to list, although I'm committed to my master
48: What do you like about yourself: My warped sense of humor, generally optimistic attitude
49. Piercings: Used to wear an Earring...til it tore out in my sleep after getting caught up in pillow threads
50. Tattoos: None, although i've always wanted one
51. Righty or lefty: Left handed

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Kidney stone procedures (Stint and Lithotripsy) although I was in highschool when I had it done, forget what year
53. First piercing: See 49.
54. First best friend: My master, met online about 14 years ago. I moved around far too much before that to really make friends.
55. First sport you joined: Never been a sports person, although I did box a little in service with my squadmates
56. First vacation: Disneyworld with sister, brother in law and nieces when I was kid, to give my parents some peace
58. First pair of trainers: Eh?

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Nothing, dinner an hour ago, Porkchops in Carribean Jerk sauce, Greenbeans, pasta salad.
60. Drinking: Dr. Pepper
61. I'm about to: Probably get back to gaming after this
62. Listening to: Tengger Cavalry's "War Horse"
63. Waiting for: Fallout 4

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: Not until I have a steady income and maybe mature a bit more.
65. Get married: Not certain, not unless they allow multiple partners to marry
66. Career: Getting ready to go to college to try and work towards become a History Teacher

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: The eyes can tell you so much about a person's thoughts and emotions
68. Hugs or kisses: Someone I'm intimate with? Kisses, a relative or associates, a hug.
69. Shorter or taller: No preference,
70. Older or Younger: I prefer my own age, by if I had to choose? a bit younger perhaps.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both...both is good.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: See 71
73. Sensitive or loud: in a intimate partner? Sensitive, in a friend/associate? Loud; rowdy and crude!
74. Hook-up or relationship: I favor relationships now.
(there's no 75)

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope!
77. Drank hard liquor: I don't do mixed drinks, although I have gone through a 1/5th in one night by myself on some of my darkest days.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Don't wear them, so no
79. Sex on first date: Yes
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes, however most of said individuals were bug-fuck crazy, so not too discomforted by this.
(there's no 81 either)
82. Been arrested: was picked up once for breaking curfew, but let off with a warning
83. Turned someone down: A few times, yes
84. Cried when someone died: Inconsolably on more than one occaision
85. Fallen for a friend: My master was my closest friend for quite a long time before we became intimate

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: I try to every day
87. Miracles: In the spiritual sense? No, I do appreciate good luck however.
88. Love at first sight: Not personally, but too many friends have claimed they did so there must be some merit to it
89. Heaven: As an Atheist, no
90. Santa Claus: Well Saint Nicholas [i]was[/i a real guy...but the big fat red suit dude today? no.
91. Kiss on the first date: Far from mandatory, although if we click I wouldn't mind
92. Angels: See 89
(there's no 93 either. 100 questions my ass.)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Current situation, although I don't consider them 'boyfriends'
95. Did you sing today: Yes, I often do when I have a song stuck in my head or recently heard a new favorite
96. Ever cheated on somebody: No
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: Just far enough to give myself winning numbers in a high-value lottery.
98. The moment you would choose to relive: Too hard to decide to be honest.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: I am in love, so I embrace it
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: Wouldn't have filled it out if I was afraid someone might see it now would I?

I just realized I got a LOAD of new watchers, I must've missed something somewhere, where'd you all come from!?!

Kim Jong Il has deceased, more on this here:

http://www.voanews.com/english/news.....135842193.html

I just wanted to let everyone know before all the Christians get their salvation and the rest of us get our boot in the arse that its been a wonderful time on this giant ball of dirt....


Oh who am I kidding, the end of days is tommorrow and i'm the Messiah who will lead those left behind out of damnation...I also invented the lightbulb, water based lube, the telephone and the automobile

I'm FINALLY back from Afghanistan (well been back a few weeks but been too busy relaxing to throw this up). Never thought I'd be so happy to see so many trees and houses that arent made of mud 'n rock!

Haven't really done one of these yet, if your reading this odds are you've discovered, surprise surprise, I dont have much in the way of content on this profile! ah well though, Just felt like Slinging a journal out there

WOOHOO! one month left in Afghanistan! first order of business will be to help a couple of old friends  stargod and  xeno get together and finally have some alone time for the first time in their 5-6+ year relationship so round of applause to them everyone!