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Don't know if/when I'll be back
Posted 5 years agoMostly just show up on here to browse furry art.
I don't know when I'll be active, or if I'll be active.
Thank you all for the watches and comments, Sorry if I never respond.
Honestly, there's so many I get overwhelmed and stressed out just being on here.
I will probably upload art here in the future still.
I do miss others on here and have many fond memories that I cherish to this day.
I'm doing okay, and I'm working on a graphic design book.
I hope everyone on here has a nice day, and God bless you.
I don't know when I'll be active, or if I'll be active.
Thank you all for the watches and comments, Sorry if I never respond.
Honestly, there's so many I get overwhelmed and stressed out just being on here.
I will probably upload art here in the future still.
I do miss others on here and have many fond memories that I cherish to this day.
I'm doing okay, and I'm working on a graphic design book.
I hope everyone on here has a nice day, and God bless you.
Finally working on my mlp fanfiction again.
Posted 8 years agoLast time I worked on it was February 22, 2015. I'm going to have to go over all that I have so far to make it look okay, it seems super cringy right now to me. If you do want me to post what I had before, leave a comment and I'll do so.
My non-furry girlfriend
Posted 8 years ago"I don't want to draw hands! Can I draw tenticles? Or wings?" ~my gf
I'M BACK!!!
Posted 8 years agoThat is all...
Posting from my cousin's computer
Posted 8 years agoAs the title suggests, I still don't have my laptop back... *cries from mmo deprivation* I feel like I've been severed from the community (except youtube #Majira #FijordFrost) And can't wait to hang out on here! I miss y'all, and am sorry if there's a notification involving you that I've yet to respond to.
On a brighter note, there's a chance I can go to MidWest FurFest! I'm excited at the possibility of going, and if I can hopefully I can see y'all there! (P.S. I know the odds are low, but it's an annual possibility. And maybe I'll get lucky enough to meet Skye or Niic!)
On a brighter note, there's a chance I can go to MidWest FurFest! I'm excited at the possibility of going, and if I can hopefully I can see y'all there! (P.S. I know the odds are low, but it's an annual possibility. And maybe I'll get lucky enough to meet Skye or Niic!)
I'm sorry!
Posted 8 years agoMy laptop is in the shop right now, and I'm a little inactive on here till I get it back. I'm also out of school so I can't sneak on in between classes. My access is purely cellular until my laptop is fixed. Please forgive me. Especially the RP(s) and chats I'm partaking in!
GET OFF OF MY PAGE YOU DRUNK!!!
Posted 8 years agoI'm a little typsey and want to interact with ppl on here, but ave high chance of doing things I will regret like this journal. So I think i'm just going to try to avoid talking to others while browsing are on here...
Also, I'm working on Crystal Gem version(s) of my fursona, so hopefully we'll see that in the future!
Also, I'm working on Crystal Gem version(s) of my fursona, so hopefully we'll see that in the future!
Put down
Posted 8 years agoMy dog was put down friday, and we had the funeral. The house is too empty without her.
HELP! My dog is dying.
Posted 8 years agoMy doggy is dying, and we don't have enough money to pay for trying to make her better. Please help.
If you don't havemoney to help, then please spread the word.
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If you don't havemoney to help, then please spread the word.
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Replying
Posted 8 years agoI may be slow to reply to posts and messages. I'm putting this out there because if I miss a reply for a couple days, I'll end up not replying for months. This I want to make come to an end. This post is a public announcement that I will reply regularly to comments despite delays.
Mandala Commission Open
Posted 9 years agoI'm starting Mandala commissions for anyone who wants them. It's going to be 3$ each, traditional, can be in prismacolor or just graphite, and you'll tell me what you want them for and/or any symbols you wish me to incorporate. Will not do anything satanic. 3 slots open for now.
Slowly but surly
Posted 9 years agoI'm slowly but surely coming back. Once I get into the swing of things, I have tons of art to post (compared to what I would of normally posted in a day)! I'm also thinking of doing Mandala Commissions, would anyone be interested?
Trying to come back
Posted 9 years agoFirst thing I would like to say is sorry for disappearing/not responding for the past 6 or so months. I know I have been responding late, and have recently been completely unresponsive in most cases since December. I hope you can forgive me for that, and that y'all still want me back. Literally just noticed that I already have a journal titled Trying to come back from 5 months ago.
A number of personality changes, along with depression and other changes, have caused me to withdraw from a lot of social areas; this also causes increased depression so I've been trying to break out of that downward spiral and post this for over a month now. I may not be active for a while now, but I'm posting this mostly as an "It's okay to come back now" to my subconcious.
Also, practically my entire future has changed due to a change in skillset. I found out my skills changed during Calculus 2 and Calc Based Physics. As you can guess, it's not easy to pass those when all of your math skills are suddenly gone and it caused those classes to be my first and second failed classes ever. I am also turning away form sciences, and turning towards art. I'm going into Graphic Design so that I can make a living until my other arts is good enough. Also, my new life's dream is to have my own studio at the Pendleton Art Center. I hope to be doing Jewelry making, chainmail/scalemail, watercolor (which I just got new paint brushes for & white gouache from Plaza yesterday), drawing (which I just got a custom set of Prismacolor pencils, also from plaza), digital art, details with ink(still need an actual ink pin, instead of the one I made from an ink pin tip & a broken mechanical pencil), wood carving, gem carving, blacksmithing, mandalas, and zentangles (when I'm bored, having an art block, or having free time and I want to make zentangles) at the Pendleton Art Center. I'm also hoping to be able to travel and go on mission trips, to gem shows &b art shows, and to go to conventions(mostly furry) and festivals(mostly renaissance and friendship). I'm so confident in this because this is a learned skill, mathematics and science were a natural talent. While the natural talent may go, learned skills don't (just like I remember most of the math skills I learned, which are about as useful as knowing only how to build the very top of the pyramid and not knowing how to build the base).
Finally, all the art I have on here of my fursona/persona/etc. is outdated, and I'll need to make new art for it. Thanks for listening, and sorry for dissapearing.
A number of personality changes, along with depression and other changes, have caused me to withdraw from a lot of social areas; this also causes increased depression so I've been trying to break out of that downward spiral and post this for over a month now. I may not be active for a while now, but I'm posting this mostly as an "It's okay to come back now" to my subconcious.
Also, practically my entire future has changed due to a change in skillset. I found out my skills changed during Calculus 2 and Calc Based Physics. As you can guess, it's not easy to pass those when all of your math skills are suddenly gone and it caused those classes to be my first and second failed classes ever. I am also turning away form sciences, and turning towards art. I'm going into Graphic Design so that I can make a living until my other arts is good enough. Also, my new life's dream is to have my own studio at the Pendleton Art Center. I hope to be doing Jewelry making, chainmail/scalemail, watercolor (which I just got new paint brushes for & white gouache from Plaza yesterday), drawing (which I just got a custom set of Prismacolor pencils, also from plaza), digital art, details with ink(still need an actual ink pin, instead of the one I made from an ink pin tip & a broken mechanical pencil), wood carving, gem carving, blacksmithing, mandalas, and zentangles (when I'm bored, having an art block, or having free time and I want to make zentangles) at the Pendleton Art Center. I'm also hoping to be able to travel and go on mission trips, to gem shows &b art shows, and to go to conventions(mostly furry) and festivals(mostly renaissance and friendship). I'm so confident in this because this is a learned skill, mathematics and science were a natural talent. While the natural talent may go, learned skills don't (just like I remember most of the math skills I learned, which are about as useful as knowing only how to build the very top of the pyramid and not knowing how to build the base).
Finally, all the art I have on here of my fursona/persona/etc. is outdated, and I'll need to make new art for it. Thanks for listening, and sorry for dissapearing.
IMVU Requests?
Posted 10 years agoDoes anybody know someone, or are someone, who does custom IMVU items?
Furreality!!! XD
Posted 10 years agoGoing to Furreality today, if you are going, I'd live to come say hi to you!
Trying to come back
Posted 10 years agoI'm trying to come back online more, sorry for my absence.
Fennec ~~~~~ Kitsune
Posted 10 years agoSo I'm making plans and preparations to get a Fennec Fox. I'm planning on mealworms with vitamins being their main food source, with cherries and fruit from our yard. I'm planning on getting a large weasel cage for them to clime around in. I'll be getting it toys and sleeping beds for it. I plan to have active play with it two-four hours a day, and lots of cuddle time after that. I already have plans to Fennec-proof my room, and that will be our main off-leash play area. I plan to get bathroom pads in the cage, and a litter box in my room.
If anyone has any advice or suggestions, I would love to hear them.
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If you don't believe in magic/the metaphysical, or are against it, ignore the rest of this journal post.
The main reason I need a pet that I can closely bond to, is so that I can have a familiar. That's why I had the previous plan of getting a Draco Volans. though those are much harder to come by, and I need to be able to see the animal face-to-face to find if we are compatible.
I've always had an obsession with foxes, but they are to big for my parents to be okay with me having one. The other options that I was aware of would be a any feline, a wolf, a husky, a hyena, a dragon, a panda, or someone/something with the soul and personality of something I can form the same bond with. None of these were available to me, till I was having a recent obsession over Yokai and Kitsune. Though that, i discovered Fennec Foxes as a pet.
A familiar connection is the bonding and linking of the minds and souls a metaphysical manipulator and a animal that matches in personality and spirit. Both party's natural intelligence/wisdom increase significantly, and they have a mental connection that they can directly communicate through. This can be used to transfer knowledge, memories, and abilities between the bond.
Because of my current obsession with Kitsune, I had an idea; It’s a fox wouldn’t it be cool if it were to be able to become a Kitsune. Then it would be able to help me a lot better, and be more cuddly due to it being able to grow in size.
I started researching on how Kitsune are created, and found four ways; a Kitsune can be born from having one or both parents being Kitsune, the fox suffering through extreme abuse and torment, and a fox reaching a very old age with great wisdom, the fox reaching enlightenment.
The first two aren’t going to happen, but (finish reading this paragraph, before you start presuming!!!) I was thinking about the abuse part, and how that would cause negative emotions and energies to go upon or emit from the fox. What if you could do that, but exact opposite! Using love and positive energy to cause the same effect; effectively making an Inari Kitsune based on the arcane instead of the divine.I could use stones that convert negative energy into positive energy, or the orgonite converter that I designed. Being myself, I can easily manipulate positive energy and love in my sleep, which I plan to actually do.
Though the third one is potentially doable. I could use the familiar connection to transfer any knowledge that I get to the Fennec Fox. I planned to use Rosicrucian Soul Alchemy to synthetically age the soul of the fox. This would meet both requirements of this method without having to wait hundreds of years.
The fourth is practically already going to happen. I’m already far on the road to enlightenment, and the transfer of knowledge and abilities would make bringing the fox up to speed relatively quickly.
If anyone has any ideas, suggestions, or experiences to share, I would love to heal all of them except “Don’t do it, it’s wrong” or other meaningless negative comments that supply no useful information.
If anyone has any advice or suggestions, I would love to hear them.
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If you don't believe in magic/the metaphysical, or are against it, ignore the rest of this journal post.
The main reason I need a pet that I can closely bond to, is so that I can have a familiar. That's why I had the previous plan of getting a Draco Volans. though those are much harder to come by, and I need to be able to see the animal face-to-face to find if we are compatible.
I've always had an obsession with foxes, but they are to big for my parents to be okay with me having one. The other options that I was aware of would be a any feline, a wolf, a husky, a hyena, a dragon, a panda, or someone/something with the soul and personality of something I can form the same bond with. None of these were available to me, till I was having a recent obsession over Yokai and Kitsune. Though that, i discovered Fennec Foxes as a pet.
A familiar connection is the bonding and linking of the minds and souls a metaphysical manipulator and a animal that matches in personality and spirit. Both party's natural intelligence/wisdom increase significantly, and they have a mental connection that they can directly communicate through. This can be used to transfer knowledge, memories, and abilities between the bond.
Because of my current obsession with Kitsune, I had an idea; It’s a fox wouldn’t it be cool if it were to be able to become a Kitsune. Then it would be able to help me a lot better, and be more cuddly due to it being able to grow in size.
I started researching on how Kitsune are created, and found four ways; a Kitsune can be born from having one or both parents being Kitsune, the fox suffering through extreme abuse and torment, and a fox reaching a very old age with great wisdom, the fox reaching enlightenment.
The first two aren’t going to happen, but (finish reading this paragraph, before you start presuming!!!) I was thinking about the abuse part, and how that would cause negative emotions and energies to go upon or emit from the fox. What if you could do that, but exact opposite! Using love and positive energy to cause the same effect; effectively making an Inari Kitsune based on the arcane instead of the divine.I could use stones that convert negative energy into positive energy, or the orgonite converter that I designed. Being myself, I can easily manipulate positive energy and love in my sleep, which I plan to actually do.
Though the third one is potentially doable. I could use the familiar connection to transfer any knowledge that I get to the Fennec Fox. I planned to use Rosicrucian Soul Alchemy to synthetically age the soul of the fox. This would meet both requirements of this method without having to wait hundreds of years.
The fourth is practically already going to happen. I’m already far on the road to enlightenment, and the transfer of knowledge and abilities would make bringing the fox up to speed relatively quickly.
If anyone has any ideas, suggestions, or experiences to share, I would love to heal all of them except “Don’t do it, it’s wrong” or other meaningless negative comments that supply no useful information.
Free Dream Interpretations Wednesday
Posted 10 years agoToday I am offering free dream interpretations. Post as much information about your dream, and I'll interpret it to the best of my abilities.
Signal boosting is appreciated but not necessary.
Signal boosting is appreciated but not necessary.
Payday Shopping List
Posted 10 years agoI'm so excited for my first real paycheck! It won't be long before money is no longer an issue! I'm glad to be able to say that I'm ONLY making $12 a hour.
I have my budget planned out, so I'll be limiting my spending cash, but with that spending cash I plan to buy the following in order of priority: $40 commission, 100 leafs of edible silver leaf, CBD oil, all of the CDs from the NIICest artist out there, and a foam fursuit head base and other materials!
I have my budget planned out, so I'll be limiting my spending cash, but with that spending cash I plan to buy the following in order of priority: $40 commission, 100 leafs of edible silver leaf, CBD oil, all of the CDs from the NIICest artist out there, and a foam fursuit head base and other materials!
Internship
Posted 11 years agoI am so exited, I got accepted for the LSAMP paid internship!!! I just made the appointment to get the final steps for tomorrow at 2!
Dog on death row.
Posted 11 years agoSignal Boost; Cheep art
Posted 11 years agoFREE ART- Memorials
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https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6207443/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6207443/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6207443/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6207443/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6207443/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6207443/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6207443/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6207443/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6207443/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6207443/
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Contacting Spirit Animal
Posted 11 years agoOkay, I recently came in contact a few times with my spirit animal, and I'm trying to find a way to make contact on a more tangible level. It is a white tiger, and appeared anthropomorphic, but I could be wrong. There's also the probability that it's an evil spirit trying to trick me, so I need to take full caution while attempting contact. The proof that it's my spirit animal is based on what the spirit said*. So far I have a Synthetic Ouija board written in Hebrew, and a 'Key' for the board carved from a fallen branch of one of the three sacred trees in a certain park/woods I go to, and has a cross burned onto either side of it with a anti-evil aura. I also have a music box I plan to play that also has a strong connection to the spirit/astral realm/plane. If anyone has any ideas or experiences that could help, I would love to hear about it!
* The type of speaking is a mental speak. I heard no voice, only know meaning(psyonic thing). Imagine Telepathy without the words.
* The type of speaking is a mental speak. I heard no voice, only know meaning(psyonic thing). Imagine Telepathy without the words.
birthday :(
Posted 11 years agoTomorrow I turn 20 and will no longer be a teenager...
Good news is I Ger a hotplate, so home chemistry with solidifying solutes will be a lot easier! And, I'll be able to take the bartending classes.
Good news is I Ger a hotplate, so home chemistry with solidifying solutes will be a lot easier! And, I'll be able to take the bartending classes.
