Cover
~(7/2/2014): Have not started drawing this, but have some ideas. This is going to be a mandala that will amplify scrying and psychic awareness.
~(4/6/2016): #1 Prototype in progress.

Trumps:
Magician

Priestess

Empress

Emperor

Pope

Lovers
~(7/2/2014):I have some ideas for this, but nothing is drawn.
~(7/3/2014):I started this yesterday, and I'm liking how it's turning out.
~(7/9/2014): Prototype #1: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13944180/

Chariot

Justice

Hermit

Wheel of Fortune
~(7/2/2014): Have started to try a prototype for this, but I already hate the way it looks. Still going to try and finish the Prototype though, and their are a few things I like about it's format.
~(7/3/2014):Have finished the first prototype yesterday, but I absolutely hate it. I plan to post it today.
~(7/3/2014): Prototype #1: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13887789/
~(4/6/2016): Prototype #2 Done, yet to be posted.

Strength

Hanged Man

Death
~(7/9/2014): Was having an art-block, so This was done before I finished The Lovers. Prototype #1: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13944143/

Temperance
~(7/2/2014): The Temperance originally, but I'm reinterpreting this in my own way. Already know two symbols that have to be in here, but haven't drawn anything yet.
~(7/23/2014): Had inspiration for this, going to make the star of David the center, with crosses and the symbol for angel surrounding.
~(8/6/2014): Finished the prototype #1 today! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/14196541/ I absolutely love this! I will probably use the same design in the final one, just mostly different colors.
~(4/6/2016): Changed to Temperance.
~(4/6/2016): 2nd Prototype in progress.

Devil
~(7/2/2014): Really scared to do this one, due to Christian reasons.
~(4/6/2016): Actually have started, but am unhappy...

Tower

Star

Sun
~(7/15/2014): Had some inspiration for this yesterday. I plan on the prototype 1 for this being by 8, and having yellow spikes coming from the center with swirls in between.
~(7/16/2014): Started on the prototype for this, but was having an art block.
~(10-1-2014): Prototype #1: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/14673616/

Moon
~(7/2/2014): Finished the 1st prototype last Wednesday.
~(7/3/2014): Plan to post the first prototype today.
~(7/3/2014): Prototype #1: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13887818/

Judgement

World

Fool
~(7/2/2014): Tempted to put my best friend's symbol as the centerpiece for this, but I probably won't.


Court & Pip's:

King of Cups

Queen of Cups

Knight of Cups

Jack of Cups

Ten Cups

Nine Cups

Eight Cups

Seven Cups
~(7/2/2014): Mandalas reflected by sevens are hard to draw, so I'm worried about this due to difficulty.

Six Cups

Five Cups

Four Cups

Three Cups

Two Cups

Ace of Cups

King of Wands

Queen of Wands

Knight of Wands

Jack of Wands

Ten Wands

Nine Wands

Eight Wands

Seven Wands
~(7/2/2014): Mandalas reflected by sevens are hard to draw, so I'm worried about this due to difficulty.

Six Wands

Five Wands

Four Wands

Three Wands

Two Wands

Ace of Wands

King of Pentacles

Queen of Pentacles

Knight of Pentacles

Jack of Pentacles

Ten Pentacles
~(7/2/2014): Worried about this due to the probability of one being upside down, also a Christian reason.

Nine Pentacles
~(7/2/2014): Worried about this due to the probability of one being upside down, also a Christian reason.

Eight Pentacles
~(7/2/2014): Worried about this due to the probability of one being upside down, also a Christian reason.

Seven Pentacles
~(7/2/2014): Mandalas reflected by sevens are hard to draw, so I'm worried about this due to difficulty. Worried about this due to the probability of one being upside down, also a Christian reason.
~(10/1/2014): Prototype #1: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/14673652/

Six Pentacles
~(7/2/2014): Worried about this due to the probability of one being upside down, also a Christian reason.

Five Pentacles
~(7/2/2014): Worried about this due to the probability of one being upside down, also a Christian reason.

Four Pentacles
~(7/2/2014): Worried about this due to the probability of one being upside down, also a Christian reason.

Three Pentacles

Two Pentacles
~(7/2/2014): Worried about this due to the probability of one being upside down, also a Christian reason.

Ace of Pentacles

King of Swords

Queen of Swords

Knight of Swords

Jack of Swords

Ten Swords

Nine Swords

Eight Swords

Seven Swords
~(7/2/2014): Mandalas reflected by sevens are hard to draw, so I'm worried about this due to difficulty.

Six Swords

Five Swords

Four Swords

Three Swords

Two Swords

Ace of Swords

I told myself that I wouldn't start this project until I finished my commission, which I just did. So I'm going st make a Mandala tarot deck!!! I've been thinking about this for awhile; as in getting a new tarot deck, seeing people on here making their own, and what magicks I can do with my new ritual style. A week or two ago, it hit me. Use my mandalas to make a tarot deck. And that's what I'm going to do. (as in: as soon as I get to the art room after posting this commish)

Listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xyHvO4xoEh4 while working on chemistry.

I literally just want to keep pressing like on this video, I already posted it to Facebook, added it to my favorites, and everything!

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So the antidepressants are working. I started getting angry because I didn't know why I was depressed. Their side effect is also working, so I'm having a hard time eating. I shall be in shape eventually at this rate!
Doesn't matter, time for Mabinogi.

So I made my own chocolate, I think I may start selling what I "cook". I was talking to my friend about it whilst we watch breaking bad on sunday, and that's where I got the name. I shared the second batch with my family. My mom after trying it put some back, a few seconds later said "wait" and pulled it back out and went for seconds afterwards. Tomorrow I should try it with an emersin blender, so it won't be grainy. I got the chemistry down, now for the art!

My little sister got one of those dairy protecters, the ones marketed for keeping your brother out. She usually needs my help opening it.

I'm starting a flat rate commission type thing. They will be hand drawn and $3 each. Three slots will be available, so that I don't burn out. Payment will be PayPal, and all will be G-rated.

I need materials to make something, and this seams like the only solution I can come up with. I am scared just by typing this, but I'm going to try to open commissions. $3 each, and I will try my best to draw what you ask, g rated though. Certain fetishes I will not do, and this will be traditional. Stuff that is too complicated/multiple characters are likely to be rejected. I will try to get these uploaded within 3-10 days after payment is received, and these will most likely be uncolored. If I decide to color a piece it will be a case-by-case basis, and colored pencil. So it's best to assume it'll be colorless. I will be a  Breadwinners while this is going on.

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12946271/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12687210/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12685486/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12685337/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/11672591/ (Using  moonstarwolf's markers)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10124337/

I'm sharing this so that the chances oh the horse's survival will increase.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13146417/

Does anybody know where i can BUY gold and silver? I need the materials to make a simphetic electrum sphere to use as a chackera stone. I don't want to buy it as coins, bars, or jewelry; it needs to be pure. I need 4Oz of gold and 6Oz of silver. Can anybody help? It needs to be either online, or local; with a $115 budget at MAX. I am despite and $109 of that is my coledge fund.

So I was trying to get back in shape, and I broke the treadmill. I feel so fat right now, and not in any kind of good way. Well, onto weights...

So I finally started using my tablet yesterday to color in Meo Giet ( https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12929511/ ), and absolutely love how the painting is done with it. It looks like I'm using a paintbrush most of the time. I got the tablet several years before I became a furry, and didn't have much interest in it. About a few months after I obtained SAI I started to look for it, but it wasn't were I thought it was. Little did I know that my mom put it in the closet. About a month ago I found out about it's location. I dug it out after about a week, and about a week ago opened it for the first time. Yesterday I used it for the first time, and again today. It's AWESOME!!!

B.T.W., about how long does it take for your hand to stop hurting every time you use it?

I ask for help freeing our fellow people. There are people that get incarcerated for saying things like “I am a wolf!" Or “I was a bear in my past life," or “My soul is canine," and everyone here ignored my request to free them. Those who are caged for being themselves, not hurting anyone. I honestly thought people were different here, and it appears that I was wrong.

First Act:
Petition versus insanity:
All those unwilling to stay in an asylum that cause no harm to others shall be released. All those unwilling to go to an asylum that are causing no harm to others shall not be committed to an asylum.
If any writers, lawyers, or politicians can comment a better written of this, would be amazing.

https://www.facebook.com/TheCouncilofUtopia

This is me going straight, relationship wise. I have been thinking about this for awhile, and today at church I found where in the bible it says that it's a sin. I would like the support of my friends here, and the understanding that I shall still act bi but will not engage in a homosexual relationships.

I am so exited, probably way to exited, and the free coffee church is giving me isn't helping... But I am exited, joyous, giddy, ADHD, and super happy, about my new dog  officerrinkou He is so cool, and I am soo exited!!!

My computer keeps forcing me into a temporary profile, and says everything saved on the profile gets deleted. I accidentally saved all my SAI, TracX, and saved pictures from my old user on that profile thinking it was mine while combining user accounts. If there is any way I can get those back that'd be amazing, if not I at least want to be able to use my computer without everything being deleted.

Swallowed four parts of garlic to try and get over what I'm going through. My body wanted to stop at the first one, and after the fourth my mouth wouldn't close. Luckily I was able to fix that with a cinnamon raisin mini-bagel. Goodnigh everypony!

Today I reinvented getta, was sure it'll taste bad but was willing to make it anyways.
Ingredients:
Salt
pepper
Too much white pepper
garlic powder
butter
mayo
2/3 cup oatmeal
1/3 cup barley flower
5 walnuts
3 eggs
a lot of (old) oil
I thought this would be too strong but some magical way it only tasted like fried bread with walnuts. HOW THE HELL DOES THAT HAPPEN!?! so through repeated tastings, I realized "It needs more salt". Such a cliche to be true, but it is.
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The tornado sirens are driving me insane, and now it's taking over my radio with alerts. This is driving me insane!

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So today I did a spell so I could talk to one of the ancestors, this is what I remember.
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How can I get the power to stop them? ~me
"It's not about power, it is about wisdom." ~Spotted Leaf
Oh, okay. ~me
"Is that all?" ~Spotted Leaf
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Where is the answer, here or rapid run? ~
"The answer is within you, and you are within both. So... Both." ~Spotted Leaf