No comments, no more posts!

Sorry I'm so dull.

Doubtlessly the sexiest anthro in the history of animation!
Panthy Panther, the seductress.
From the Argentine/Italian co-production, "Noah's Ark", 2007.
This is NOT the biblical version of the story by any means!
Many of you have probably seen it, but for those of you who haven't, have a ball!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eky1W6FWJYE

It's so dull and lonely here, most pf my friends live so far away, logistically it's difficult to deal with.
I'm in Orange County California. Any furs wanna connect?

Am I expecting too much by hoping for comments on my images?
Yes, apparently I am.

As usual, I have nothing worth saying.

Hey, anyone want to say something?
I'm open to anything...

I finally am coming out of the closet into the light!
I admit it, I AM A BRONY!
There, I said it!
I wish I could still draw, as I created my own pony that'd knock your socks off.
His adventures and images are all stored in my head.

This hotshot "PRO" came back into my world recently, rubbing my nose in his greatness.
I read him the riot act and he didn't get it...
Like "I can draw and have thousands of fans and you don't."
At least he stopped watching my page and blocked me.

I'm very lonely, will someone please chat?
I'm on face book and yahoo instant messenger under Robert Hill and Robert under the latter.
Thank you.

I want to leave that stuff behind me - if you will too.
I want some friends to chat with,,, please!

To say I was literally awestruck by the vast majority of positive comments and the outpouring of kindness and sympathy would be an understatement! You really are good people and I'd be proud to call each one of you a "friend"

I expected nothing but hate and only received two such comments! I'm overwhelmed to say the least least!
I'm easy to find on facebook and would love to chat with any of you!

Having been out of the "family" for so long I knew I'd been totally forgotten, and yes, I very nearly did die twice this year! Once from an infection that had permeated my entire body, then a mysterious loss of blood that led to a near (HOURS!) fatal case of anemia. It was then I thought rightly to myself, that if I died, no one would ever know, much less care. That's why I did what I did and for no other reason.
Please understand.

I'll keep this post short and say that I had better luck this time cleaning out the old Vawlkee page, it's dead. I will not make the same errors here.
Here's my FB page if anyone wants to ever chat with this humbled user.
https://www.facebook.com/robert.hill.1088

Again, bless you all!
GOODBYE
Robert

Well, here goes...
Now that you people know that I'm not dead, I apologize from the bottom of my heart for the hurt, anguish and pain I've caused.
At the urging of my long time (35 years) associate, Jim Groat, I'm bearing it all here. I'm leaving this journal up for the sole purpose of giving you all an opportunity to vent your anger, frustration, and if need be hate. I ask no forgiveness for what I did and expect none.
I lost my ability to draw in '08 and I felt that my heart had been torn out. Drawing had become ingrained in my soul. Since my association with the furry community was tenuous at best, I felt even more alienated then before. I opened a FA page but my ego got in my way and I posted way too much. I received few comments on my work, which made it even worse.
In '12 I lost my home, that some of you had even visited. I was exiled to the hell hole where I currently reside and it's lonely and depressing.
Last year I became very ill with a severe infection that I couldn't figure out. It turns the poison permeated my entire body. Had I not had my big toe amputated I would have died in a few days, The docs then discovered I was anemic and only hours to live.
Finally cured of that I had learn to walk again.
Upon coming home I was even more sad and lonely. It was then that I decided to "die", because I figured none of you cared...I was wrong, very wrong. I had no idea that anyone even cared and I apologize to all of you from the bottom of my heart! I posted this to give all of you an opportunity to vent your anger towards me. Feel free to let it all out. I ask for and expect no forgiveness.
Again, my heartfelt apologies to everyone here. Goodbye to all of you, because it's likely that you will hate me, and I guess I can't blame any of you. Goodby I'll leave this post up long enough for all of you to vent your anger. I will eventually remove it and just disappear. Again, I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart for the trouble I've caused
Goodby everyone and I want everyone that none of this was done to hurt anyone but to give me a dignified way out. Well I was wrong, dead wrong!
I'm sorry, very sorry.
Goodbye, Robert/Vawlkee.