LIFE has been happening; regular job is screwing me over and being wishy-washy on putting me on the schedule. I’m down to absolute nothing and really needed those hours I worked. I’m really gonna have to let people know I need help and I will return with what you paid for as fast as I can.

COMMISSIONS
Rules: you should know the rules by now. No hate, gore, nothing too insane, no underage characters or “cub”, politics, no controversial topics, artists, characters please

Custom BADGE; fully colored and shaded character, sign or text of your choice! (be sure to dm the details.) … $25

Traditional and Digital Art:

Black/White sketch…$25 + $10 for each extra character

Colored Sketch… $35 + $10 for each extra character

If I owe commissions to you currently; I am cracking down on them HARD. I just need something to last me for a week until I’m finally paid. Technically, I’m ALWAYS OPEN for commissions because I’m going to need this money to save up and finally move away from this toxic environment I’ve been living in. Please, please help a gray fox. If you are interested, please DM me on FurAffinity so we can discuss.

Thanks so much and thanks for following

Hey; this is RockerGrayFox again. :) REMINDER that I am still OPEN for Commissions for those who would be interested! Same rules as always apply and I’m keeping the same prices as of right now:

Just charging for a PICTURE:
Traditional OR Digital
$25…B/W sketch
$35…colored sketch with some blue shading
+$10 per additional character added to the picture
PayPal only. Please, please pay upfront if you can.

PLEASE NO: gore, hate, politics, underage characters or “cub”, controversial characters, themes, artists, etc.
You guys know the kind of shit I’m into. If you’re interested feel free to DM me.

Now. ALSO…I have been thinking about doing YCH Slots and maybe try a YCH Auction?? For the first idea for YCH SLOTS; I was thinking a traditional group poop situation with up to three characters; butts pointed at the viewer. I was thinking for those paying for a slot get to use the exclusive “Executive Lobby Bathroom” I may have written about once or twice upon Space Stations in the Rockerverse. Well, THAT and maybe do one with a really dirty unkempt bathroom ;)
For a YCH Auction; I would imagine just a “situation” involving Garou or Ulysses’ respective butts <3
My only 2 main concerns for doing YCH things would be:
1. Getting h@cked/tr@lled
2. (KNOWING THIS FANDOM) I don’t want like two differnt guys to have their characters next to each other; but one day doesn’t like the other guy by happenstance, etc, etc.

I just may really need some help and words of encouragement.

Yeah, it’s my birthday today. A new decade in my life. I just wanted to make a journal post explaining this and a possible explanation as to why I don’t post as much as I used to.

As part of the medications I have to take regularly, now, I’m taking freaking lithium like the song. It has made me better, made me feel better for the most part; but is utterly just destroying my personality and sex drive. Like, I have no horny feelings for what I used to post and I feel like I’m losing the will to draw. So; that is what’s been happening. I don’t know for sure if it JUST the Lithium or a combination of it and something else. My father and I were going to do research on Reddit or something to see if other people have any tips for living life while taking it. I meet with my psychiatrist later this month and I will be sure to discuss maybe reducing or taking off the Lithium from the list of meds I have to take.

So sorry if the art flow just isn’t what it used to be. I’ve been trying to just draw anything to post on my iPad. I’m celebrating my birthday and intend to have a good year coming into age 30.

Hey, heyyyy! Just wanted to make a journal post reminding everyone I’m still doing commissions for right now. I’m charging the same amount as I always have and there is no fee for kinks; so if you’re interested; please send me a DM. ALSO; I do private commissions as well, there is no need for me to post every single commission I complete (if wanted) Actually living the poor, starving artist lifestyle currently, so I may ask for payment up front.

$25…. Traditional or Digital Black and White
$35…. Tradtional or Digtial Colored
+$10…Per additional character added to the commission

Same rules apply; no underage characters, gore, hate, politics, no real-life people, you know, the same gist. I have a right to refuse a concept.

Feel free to DM me if interested and we can discuss on a different platform.

A non-important update journal on getting nostalgic over NEOPETS. Yeah, I was around that age range. It is probably one of the primary things that threw me into furries and maybe inspired a lot of how I think that I NEVER seem to mention compared to a lot of the stuff I cover on this art page. I always see “Neopets” listed in the fictional species tags when uploading, but never really thought back about it until now. Anyway, that’s it. A virtual pet thing maybe still happening. THAT was what made me think back to Neopets.

Anyone else following me even knows what I’m talking about? There’s actually a good, non-biased Down The Rabbit Hole video on it; learned a lot of stuff I didn’t know or because I eventually fell off of it and got more into RuneScape.

I might really need to side hustle my commissions hard, right now; so these are the current prices:

$25 B/W Traditional
$35 Colored Traditional
+$10 for each additional character

Thanks so much. Please send me a DM if you’re interested. Please; nothing too insane and common sense goes for the thing I won’t do and can’t post on FA: no underage characters, gore, hate, politics, etc etc.

Thanks to everyone whom supported me in the last journal and left nice comments. I’ve been meaning to do another new “Thank You” journal, but commissions and work kind of got in the way.

As some of you might know, a significant other has been really important to me for a really long time. So much so that it became an obsession, and it even drove friends away. (Even though I thought wanting to love somebody was a natural human emotion?? IDK) The longer I stay single, the less I start to believe in love. I’m sorry, I really don’t want to become negative…
But…Am I even a catch?? Am I worthy of finding someone to love?? I wish I could just one day have a sign or something or someone can come along and point me in the right direction. But, for now, I guess I just have to continue to be used to being alone. :(
I’m sorry.

Just a random journal in case anybody finds or read this but…What do you guys think of me as a person and artist? Idk, I think I just need a self-esteem booster or a truth bomb. Do you think I’m worthy of love/finding a BF??

and please BE HONEST :)

There’s been a weird part of me that feels like I don’t belong in the fandom enough?? It’s really strange.

Yes, I just hit the capstone of 750 Watchers on FA. :)
THANKS to each and every one of you guys; really! You guys have put up with my bullshit, the randomness of the uploads, the horrific nature of some of my art. REALLY REALLY! I can’t thank you guys enough. I love each and every one of you.

Lately, I’ve been hit with this weird PRIDEFUL energy in my body. It’s not like BOASTFUL, but just this weird inner-flame in my soul that’s VERY PROUD and HAPPY to be a furry! (Or at least identify as a guy whom really likes anthropomorphic animal-people) It’s hard to describe, it’s like that “comfortable-warm-fuzzy-feeling” you get from liking this sort of stuff has, like, shifted into something stronger. The kind of energy that makes me want to become a better artist and hopefully more relevant in the fandom. I would say a lot of the furry comic artists inspired me, as well as friends I have made along the way. It’s just…How about commenting? What the hell is going on with me?? XD

And, to my DEFECTORS…Im not sure if y’all will read this or not…But I truly am sorry for everything and the ways I came at you guys. I’m being honest here when I say I have deep regrets, but I’m picking back up and moving onward (And you should, too).

Once again; thanks guys. I…One day want to become a more popular and respected artist in the community. There may actually be a new opportunity or two on the horizon I have yet to reveal, so stay tuned for that. Also, I did get a new iPad for Christmas primarily to do digital art, so there’s that, too.

Thanks so much and kindest regards…

“GrayFox”

Hey, it is RockerGrayFox here. It’s been a very dry season for my IRL job/ not getting enough hours. Waking up to a stressful day finding out I have to pay a vast some of money from what little I have for car insurance/therapy. I am down to clown again if you guys for looking for any TRADITIONAL commissions. My current set up is not working to do any DIGITAL for right now. I will get your commission done lickety-split as, like I said, not working enough.

TRADITIONAL styled-Commisions:

$25 — pencil and inked monochromatic
$35 - inked twice, colored pencil with some blue shading

Like I’m not getting kicked out in the street in December or anything (hopefully); but I would like to at least afford Christmas for my family this year. Send me at DM if you’re interested and we can hash it out.

I know I denounced it earlier; but I’m taking advantage of opportunities and thus started a BlueSky!
rockergrayfox.bsky.social

I also said I was gonna make my user slightly different; but couldn’t think of a name and just wanted to make it easier to find me. If you want just another social media to see artwork besides this one; go ahead. I’m there now as well.

Hey, this is RockerGrayFox "actual" here! I am back on FA and will be uploading art again.

Sorry for the delay and worry if some of you have seen my disabled account. I have been going through a darkness the past couple months and simply had to walk away from all of this. Didn't really have a creative bone in my body. Didn't have a synapse or spark in my brain that wanted to participate in any of this. Recently, things are going a little bit better and have been drawing again.

Apologies, again, for going AWOL, I just needed a break. Will try to update my user-page soon. This was always going to be a hiatus, furries/liking anthropomorphic characters is like ingrained in my DNA and it is probably never going to go away. I needed to re-enable this account before I lost all of it, anyway. Also, thinking of actually getting a BlueSky soon, maybe under a slightly different name. Look forward to that! Drawing again, more things will be on the way within...*checks watch* a couple minutes.

Hi. I’ve decided that very soon I will be disabling this FA art account. I’m not in any trouble. I’m not in any danger. I just need to walk away from the fandom for a great, long while. Heck, I was pondering of just deleting it, ALL of it, had I not found this option. I’m just not motivated to participate in any of this any more. I will come back when I feel like it. I’m very sorry about this. I love you all, for real, and I’m sorry again. I wish I could have followed through with Monstober, but October’s already here and I’m just very uncertain I’m going to finish that whole thing; even if it were numbered not following any dates. Like I said; I will come back probably inevitably, but not for a long time. Please don’t reach out on any other accounts or socials if you’re concerned. I’m going to be fine.If we were discussing commissions currently, however, feel free to DM me (that’s a grand total of like one or two people I think lol) and I can still get that to you privately. I’m just done for awhile, and I think that’s the best choice.

OKAY; just something random, positive, and silly to cleanse our palettes.

But seriously tho, yes or no?…X3 I don’t think it’s necessarily copyright or trademark to have a doctor’s or med-school degree and have the last name “Pepper”. XD

Just caught a Zorua during an Ultra Sun run and I tend to catch multiples of the ones I like most and one male was named “Dr. Pepper” for his “spicy” cherry cola color!

i looked into ordering a Hisuian Zoroark plush even though I’m not even caught up with those games yet! (That being Legends: Arceus and Violet [yes; I want Violet; motorcycle neon rainbow serpent-thingy looks DOPE AS FUCK!! But anyway, recently read the Pokédex entries for Hisuian Zorua/Zoroark that it is the “manifestation of resentment” and even “tends to be so bitter, it hurts itself when they lash out”…who does that sound like?? Apologies for the slower trickle of artwork; I’ve been trying to take a positive spin in creating these “demons” representing various aspects of my life. Lately, finishing all the content in Sword, started an Ultra Sun run, and even brought back Pokémon GO onto my phone. I, obviously will be posting more again, but taking my time to just…try and be happy and enjoy things again :)

Last night; I’ve reached my boiling point. Instead doing anything drastic; I just decided to write it all out in this college-level-essay to turn in this morning to the mental health place I’m registered at. I just was obsessed with moving some ball in motion because I simply wasn’t getting the help that I needed. The sadder part about it is I wasn’t even finished when I drove over and handed it in; I planned on writing more and even that doesn’t scratch the surface of the shit I’ve been through. But at the same time, I was writing that shit literally since midnight until 6 or 7 AM.
I just want to share ONE of the things I wrote down; a horrible thing that happened to me in my youth. I’m not trying to drum up any sympathy or empathy; hell, nobody is civil any more and I’m over that shit. But my heart of hearts wants to tell this story and maybe it will paint a picture on how I’ve become such a miserable bastard:
Once upon a time in the 5th grade, my little sister and I were walking the very short distance from the elementary school to the high school where my grandfather worked. Two fellow classmates, two girls in my class, trailed very close behind. I truly don’t know what caused or instigated this whole thing; one of them accused me of teaching my little sister “dirty things” when I think we were talking about RuneScape or Neopets or whatever was cool at the time. I think, primarily, they just saw me as the “class-clown”; the jester to be naturally picked out and fucked with. But, they just started…gleefully kicking the shit out of me. Like, literally, getting me to the ground and kicking my head and torso. They kicked snow in my face in the middle of winter. The ass-kicking then traveled to this parking area in front of the high school. I think it “traveled” because I kept getting back up and ignoring them just to get tripped to the ground and wailed on again. I have no clue where my sister was at the time, I think she just entered the high school without me. Whether or not she got my grandpa or any help I don’t know or care anymore. The next thing I see the fucking bully at my school get out of one of these parked cars and walk toward me. I can see his stupid, arrogant, heavy-tongued sneer to this day. Then, just a pure wave of snow and ice on my face and he joins in. Three classmates my age, just kicking the crap out me in front of this high school, God, and the dickless adults that were parked there and watched it all happen. Three kids my age physically hurting me and nobody cared. And I just took it. Like a little bitch. I did nothing. Do you wanna know why I did nothing?? BECAUSE DUHHHHH, YOU CAN’T HIT A GIRL! I took that unspoken “gentleman” route and let these cunts kick the shit out of me. I did the “right thing” by letting someone physically assault me. If it hadn’t been for the bully’s stepmom or whatever-guardian-the-fuck coming out of the car; shouting at HIM to get back in the car (even though she just let that shit happen for a few more seconds) and then to the girls: “IF HE CATCHES PNEUMONIA, IT’LL BE YOUR MOTHERS WHO’LL BE SORRY!!” That got them to stop. All was said and done and I don’t really remember what else happened. They tore up my coat in the process. I told my mom. It got reported to the school office. The girls wrote apology letters and bully tried to lie his way out of the story. But it’s all okay, cause it’s just FUN-AND-GAMES-THEY-ARE-JUST-KIDS, right? Sometimes I think my mom was more concerned about the fucking ripped coat…

Just a moment in my life that bothers/affects me more than I think it does. I just want to lay it out right now.

PLEASE, for those concerned: I’m trying my best. Im taking actions to find things to find happiness again and heal. I am tired of hurting the people I love. I truly don’t want to be this way.

Just another place I wanted to jot this down for the future: Lt. Habenero (wrestler Incineroar OC) MAY have his friendly rival friends on the way! Can ya guess what they’re gonna be themed after as well?? XD

LOL I am betting you guys are burnt out on ORCS (as am I, now my brain has moved to Goblins heh heh so...); I'm gonna save all these new Orc characters and Goblins for October, or MONSTOBER!!
NEW ORCS, NEWLY INTRODUCED ORCS, OLDLY INTROUDCED ORCS lol, big butt Goblins new and old!! Monsters and new Spooky anthro and Pokemon OC's, also both new and old! AND...Let's also make it a "Stinktober" as well!! I will try to go for one new submission each day of October, filling in the early slots with ideas already on the backburner. FEEL FREE to suggest anything SPOOKY, GROSS, or whatever if you would like to comment. LIke I keep saying, I have so many ideas and not enough time, so I may already have all 31 days filled out. BUT, YEAH! "MONSTOBER"!! It's only quite fitting 'cause I LOVE all butts and buttholes of anything anthro that's not purely human!! You're a hunky "frankenstein's monster" with some other dead guys massive fuzzy ass stitched to ya?? GET THAT BUTT OVER HERE!! (lmao, maybe not going there but I have always wanted a bara and punk Frankenstein dude...) Plus, always have LOVED spooky things, October, Halloween, Autumn when the sun chills the fuck out, and my birthday!!

PLEASE, when REQUESTING: PLEASE, nothing INSANE beyond the boundries of the horrific shit I've done before; no gore, violence, cub, hate-stuff, etc...You know, the rules you gotta follow on this site!!
ALSO, PLEASE PLEASE NO RULE 34 CHARACTERS or TOONS FROM OTHER FRANCHISES. I will not post anything R34 PLUS gross this October, apologies, its a personal thing.

THANKS TO ALL OF YOU GUYS FOR FOLLOWING AND ENJOYING!! <3 I promise "Monstober" will have some fun and kinky stuff. Doesn't also necessarily disqualify furries for October either, ya know, Garou is a werewolf. Anyway, will be getting back to furries (actual anthro animal people) and old Diablo-esque sketches for September. Thanks again and stay tuned :3

Not getting a BlueSky. If it’s anything like Twitter I refuse. Keeping stuff here…I’m kinda just angry and frustrated right now tbh.

Thinking of starting a “BlueSky” to maybe just have another outlet to post things. If you like me, follow me there. If you don’t, then don’t bother! I will probably keep it SFW and esoteric for now. What are the rules?? How nasty can I get?? Is it only for professionals???

I have access to Xbox One and Nintendo Switch. Wondering if anyone had any good ideas for lucid dreaming or dreaming in general. One would think it might be the first-person, action or motion-oriented, yes yes? I’m trying to actually sleep between work shifts more and .R.E.M. Sleep or dream more things to maybe illustrate to you guys. So far I’ve been able to remember or record ONE THING. My plan, so far, has been N64 games and maybe Vaporwave Lobby music when I sleep…Plan on building a planet based on an infinite city in my head while I fall asleep.

Any thoughts or ideas? Thanks to whomever shouts out :) thanks everyone.

Just wanted to say thank you and I love you all that subscribe currently. Nothing happened or anything, I just feel the need to say it over the past week and should probably overtake my last journal post. Seriously, thanks for putting up with me and my bullshit. Thanks for loving the artwork and putting up with the kinky stuff. The past few years on this site have been wonderful; and I really hope I don’t (it’s inevitable sadly) have to mass exodus this shit onto another website. Too many nice comments and good memories.

Anyway, thank you all again. Keep following for more :3

Um…Im writing this here only because it would be inappropriate as a description for whatever I might continue to post. I may have just become…more of a broken person. That’s the way my dad puts it. I’m broken, like some defective toy amongst these other perfect, pristine toys. Nobody wants to be around a defective person. One day I sit there and cry; wishing a kind toy-maker will find me, fix me, and make me feel anew again. But I can’t rely on anyone else anymore…So best save some face and go to my varied appointments and continue to post artwork as normal. I just feel…destroyed. I’ve been beaten and screamed at and lied to so much; I’ve just become a husk of a person; slowly deteriorating body and mind. So, might as well dedicate my life to illustrating/ascending characters. They’ve made me happy and been my friends my whole life and in return; I give them a home and various states or being so that they bring the joy to others. That is the debt. The work is never done.

Might be a time to mention I think I’m starting to develop Paranoid Schizophrenia or at least symptoms of it mixed in with whatever-the-fuck is wrong with me. I just hear things now. Thoughts turn into jumbled static or whispers to fill the void. At night, I just hear things that aren’t there: noises become voices or footsteps, I hear gunshots (although that is normal where I am living) all the time. And at night, when I’m standing in the garage really late: I hear a dial-tone even sometimes: that old school “booooooooop” at the end of a phone message. Which is AWESOME SAUCE; BTW, cause that just takes me back to a Winnie the Pooh night terror I had when I was very little. Anyway; I’m becoming crazier now. Let’s do some good and harness it into art. Like I said, continuing to post here as normal. Feel free to comment what you think; or just take a stab at me, I guess, everyone else has.

That’s what’s been happening; been crying and crying and don’t know who really to tell about these issues. My mother and I have been texting, but my RL dad that I live with currently just gets fucking angry with me when I bring up anything mental health; claiming me to just be “playing the victim” and perhaps being ungrateful for where I’m living.

I’m sorry to all those I hurt. Truly I am. I guess I’m just desperately trying to scissor-hold so much emotional baggage my entire life. You can see it (under) in my eyes. You can see it in Fox’s eyes.

Hi, I think tonight while I cant necessarily think of anything I want to draw immediately, I wanted to use the Journal like an actual journal and write some things down...

I'm also down for any shout-outs or comments if you happen to click this Journal entry! I very well know I dont even look at Journals of others anyway XD XD

Something I've always wanted to illustrate are these sort of "Rock Paintings" of what I see in my mind when I listen to certain songs. I might write down a list of what i've thought about with a few examples. I'm waiting until I get a better digital illustration suite on my laptop/tablet thing to draw these. I love Rock n Roll so much (as well as other genres that tend to fall through the crack), I wouldn't have called my own user  RockerGrayFox for nothing!

"Paranoid" Black Sabbath -quite simply the Main Battle Theme of the Rockerverse. A song that resonates with me quite personally, but also, to me, sounds like a classic Final Fantasy monster encounter. In this sense, I tend to think of a random party of 4 toons in a sorta classic Final Fantasy (1-6 or 7) framing battle screen. If I were ever to make my own RPG game one day, I would totally Bobby Prince that shit into my own battle theme.

"Don't Bring Me Down" Electric Light Orchestra - Rocket Raccoon (yes, Rocket Raccoon) fighting a Kaiju monster within a giant robot much similar to Megas XLR. I can even see a taunting moon walk to the beat of this song during one part of the scene.

"Highway Star" Deep Purple - A highway battle! I've always wanted to draw this sort of "highway battle" in which my mercs are on an escort mission; defending the payload outside of the truck against oncoming attackers and vehicles. Yes, just like the intro to the first Rock Band game (only pure violence) and very much so like how awesome Mad Max: Fury Road was.

"Go With The Flow" Queens of the Stone Age - another highway battle instance where Fox realizes he is invincible and starts dodging bullets left and right without even trying, sorta walking slowly across the payload truck while everyone barely misses him and his friends take out oncoming enemies.

"Bitter Sweet Symphony" The Verve - A very Guardians-of-the-Galaxy moment of Fox and friends floating and jumping through a low-gravity moonscape amongst a sea of stars...

"Rapper's Delight" The Sugar Hill Gang - Mercenary's Delight!! A scene of a scantily clad Xenia (my sniper fox chick you may have seen before) besides what looks like a makeshift Wheel of Fortune, every slot being perhaps a good-guy or bad-guy mission, loot, etc. Rappin' Rainbow Lynx might be DJ'ing in the background and there will be a crowd of other OC's in the very front of this scene wanting Xenia to spin the wheel for them. HO-TEL. MO-TEL. WHATCHA GONNA DO TODAY??

That's all I feel like typing out for now. This is only a FRACTION of all the shit that goes on in my head lol. Like i said, feel free to comment, even if it's "fuck you GrayFox go back to drawing porn again" I PROMISE IM TRYING ;__;

Hi, just wanted to make a journal post about how excited I am for the upcoming Super Mario Movie. Obviously, if you guys have followed me for some time, you know I love to not only draw Bowser and the Koopalings, as well as other Mushroom Kingdom denizens, BUT also generally put the Mario aesthetic in a lot of my artwork. Simply put, I was raised on Nintendo and especially Mario. Mario is just a good, positive influence on me, he is just so jocular and the world is so magical and nostalgic... I've been hooked ever since "Santa" gifted me Super Mario Bros. 3: Super Mario Advance 4 for Christmas in second grade. Anyway, taking some time off from work to travel to see it in the tiny cinema of my hometown. HOPEFULLY, some of my family will come with, but fuck it, if need be I will go alone or see if my cool grandpa wants to come.

I AM STOKED!! Making this one featured. Feel free to comment below if you want to have an open forum about the movie, just 2 DAYS LEFT!! What do you think the post-credits scene is gonna be? My prediction is either we will be introduced to some sort of Nintendo Cinematic Universe with Link, or maybe perhaps we will see Bowser Jr. and The Koopalings.

So I’m going to explain it here so I’m not typing out long descriptions; but INCOMING SKETCH DUMP!! This is all stuff back from as early as 2013; almost a decade ago! You can tell it’s my art style, yet it is different. Anyway, some of these were furry-oriented and interesting so I’m going to post as much as I can until I lose interest (or destroy my phone) for the night.

Thanks to everyone who follows and sorry if I spam your Submission tab for the day.