I HAVE SURVIVED BLACK FRIDAY.
I shall return!

Past week or so my aunt and uncle past away.
Then earlier my cousin past away this morning.
So I been feeling very demotivated and depressed.

So I be taking a break or whenever I feel like it.
I be mainly on Discord and DeviantArt though.

I am around. XD
I recently got my cracked drawing tablet replaced.
I am currently getting my room in order for the electrical repairman to check out the damage socket.

Other news found baby 3-4 week old orphan kitties. I am babysitting for now.

I am currently doing BOGO (but one get one free) sell on art commission. I mainly active on DeviantArt and Bluesky.

Last I be heading out for Saboten Con 2025 in Phoenix Arizona for Labor Day weekend~

How's it going?

Sorry for lack of updates. I be heading out soon for Florida. Hopefully the change in environment helps my health.



Long story short my brother sign us up for medical convention and ... We approved. I be spending 4-5 days down there mainly just luggage carrier.



I did scan some art commission that I own on my tablet. Hopefully by then I get some coloring done. Mental health got to me with recent shooting behind my own home last month.



I haven't been sleeping much.

I did brought my Switch, art supplies and tablet to keep me busy while we wait in Houston for our next plane once we leave Albuquerque.

I get back to normal before I know it.

I have been changing my diet to include vitamin D and iron to help with the fatigue problems.

Once the holidays over I be working on my health. Not looking forward to Black Friday...

An user use my deadname and incorrect pronouns behind my back whom I block. This is why I hate these "fat female" only artists. I just ban drawing females. If it means attracting said users.

Was last minute after work and 4 hours sleep. Manage to nab autographs by og Professor Oak and Officer Jenny. I even made last minute gift art during lunch break (Officer Jenny was happy over hers. Lolz)

I even was running around 96 F weather in my Team Rocket cosplay. I need quit doing that. But was totally worth the brief visit! XD

Due to mental health and fatigue, I am no longer hosting Discord servers.


No point posting my art wip only to be ignore for fat female art share by another user. I am sure there plenty of servers that allow that. My preference still femboys.


I am sure the world go on without me. I am very unwell and tired of the gender norm. Good day.

Sorry I draw what I like and not what you like. Unless commission or trades. ( Closed at the moment. Nor I RP.

Sick and tired of people wanting role-playing with me as a female. (I only roleplay as my fluffy Rocket boi~)

Trades and commission for other users I draw for, I prefer you ask the original user. ^^

Things finally getting back together. My job piss me off earlier on sudden day off change.


I originally had Sunday morning to Tuesday night off. Now been switch to Tuesday night to Thursday night off. Thankfully they adjusted for the funeral service.


I be resuming art as soon I get some caffeine going. Tired of this anemia and fatigue problem.


Trying get some trades and commission going before opening again. Last I will be redoing another public server on my other account for Discord. Sorry I need to seperate the NSFW for work reasons. This phone I am using I use to clock in and scan things.

Commission closed / trades closed (close friends only)


Will be back to normal after my father's funeral service on Memorial weekend.

Do not expect to hear much from me.

All DMs be closed and silent.


I only update in my new discord server.

Sorry no fat female art. You can find that stuff somewhere else. Not in the mood for horny users.


Windows update brick my scanner/ printer.

My computer is old so taking awhile getting back to order.


I manage find a solution by down loading an app for my computer.


Then had to redo my Krita program just to function. Kinda wish opt out on updates for I do not care for AI chat and such.

Public server open.

For you NSFW needs

(I'm not the owner.)


Due to poor health condition (heart and cancer) and I suffer from anxiety attacks, new server is strictly private ONLY. Sorry no NSFW. Only good vibes and okay with my fat femboy art~


Bad enough my brother is in ER and can't sleep due to stress and depression.

https://discord.com/invite/hRP25DhD

DeviantArt strikes again. But I go on post the other sites. ;D
The Ash versus Dash Eating Contest was the one banned.

Funny they protect AI artists and their feature have worst stuff than I do. Sexist? Playing favorites?


Also join my Discord where I post stuff without DA dumb involvement! X3


https://discord.com/invite/5TDf7VFJ

P.S
I try resume normal art schedule next month.

If you do not hear from me sooner, I am currently at the hospital at my father's death bed.

I was hoping to get my room in order so I can work on some art. Sure the creep problem kinda halt to things a little, but the thing you can't never escape is death. Just when I gather my bearings and ready to get back, news from the hospital kinda made me lost all motivation.

Don't know. I think need a longer break then needed. We currently going through our options what we will do to him.

New commission offer be closed for the time being. Not accepting orders this time.

P.S
I been having issues with harasser stalker from DeviantArt all week. I had deleted old art of a "female" oc due to argument with ex friend last year.

Only this creep whining over old art trades I done with this character. An user who didn't commission or art trade me before.

Anyway old "female" oc given to firesunking on DeviantArt and now femboy. Old art are fine on this character but as of now no fetish art allow on him.

Main reason made this "female" oc due to homophobes. And no not my persona. (My persona is Desja.)

Sorry you better off making your own "female" oc to do fetish art on her in Undertale. 😂

New glasses came in yesterday.
Finally I can focus. I have this annoying headache trying to stock at work and color art on PC with my glasses crooked.

Wish me luck I try get some work done.

My eyeglasses broke on me on my left side.
I am in a process getting new one soon. Hopefully. Annoying trying duct tape my glasses for can not see well when drawing art. Xwx

Sorry lack of updates here.
Had to drop a very toxic ex-friend last month whom try to force me draw stuff that I am not comfortable with.

Which is dumb he has so many guy friends into fat female fetish art. He could ask them to include his persona with their female oc. Sorry I am not a toy to be play around for your amusement.

By the way I did draw 3 gift art which he did not fave all because I didn't draw fat females and rather include my persona Desja.

I have already have a girlfriend (2nd anniversary next week) and starting anew next year.

Past couple months not the best.
My mother was in a vehicle accident thanks to her friend wanting to grocery shopping but both her friend and boyfriend should looking out for her that week before Thanksgiving.

Then the front of our vehicle radiator busted by a new white car with stickers. They hoping get that person back. Hence why did last minute YCH Wonka art.

If that wasn't bad enough, my old phone broke and had to replace the darn thing. Bad enough lost most of my information, login and photos for reference. All because had to use our truck which is high center. Gah!

Anyway hoping today be fine.
Going celebrate my birthday with friends and family~

I resume art making once the party over.
Ever since working full time, I barely have time for myself except sleeping.

Wishing you all happy Thanksgiving/ holidays! Going eat dinner with my family later and be temporary opening the Discord servers for a day.


When joining let me know to give you a role. Under need role to view server. XD,


SFW

https://discord.com/invite/Ae2XNdrq


NSFW/ SFW


https://discord.com/invite/dP87v7T7

I been sick, working full shift and already feeling stress out.

Then Krita decide to crash on me few times thanks to Windows updating with AI chat?

Gah. Anyway, I am around.


P.S

I made new watermark. Woohoo!

https://www.instagram.com/colton_cr.....IyMDk2Mg%3D%3D

They stole photos from Shrapnel Verger lover fursuit site and try make it their own.

YouTube video

https://youtu.be/E1Fs4UHNnXs?si=lVouyA7U2YBSXPwf

Thank you for those who commission.
Sell finally ended.

I be on break around Monday evening and be leaving out of town Thursday next week for vacation. ^^

Thank you for recent orders! Right now heat wave of 100°F+ and currently on overtime at work for inventory.


I was able send money to the debt collector for now. Offer be good till September. Be sure to tell me your name via PayPal. XD,


I am almost done coloring Frosslass675 and dracostarcloud sequence commission. Those are the ones taking the longest.

P.S
If you took the time to read my status on DevinatArt then you know by now my situation.
Failure to be patient will have you blacklisted from all art events and commissions.

Opening emergency commissions.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41661213/

Use promo code BEACHPARTY for BOGO. Excluding reference and comics. Contact me via note or comment. I NO LONGER USED DISCORD FOR DMS.

Sorry I do not use receipts.
Old PayPal account was lock up. Using side account until things clear up.


TDLR

Old payment forgot from Covid times (before got new job) is due and being sent to court.


Although not finalized ( be consulting a lawyer) huge likely the company wants some sort of payment up front.


Process filtering my papers to scan and color. Trying set it not to be bother doing art. My folks keep messing me over with chores and expecting me to help my father everytime despite physical therapy insist he needs start walking.

Sorry for lack of updates.
I been busy working Easter weekend. Derp.

After I came back from my convention trip I caught annoying head congestion from my brother.

Then was going through minor art block.
But feeling better and was able contact old fren from DeviantArt.

So happy they are okay.
I try post more often here. ^^

Morning!

Heading out soon once I get off work.


I am going be so dead tired. 😂

Only have 5 hours to nap before taking off for my vacation.


Going to Albuquerque Anime New Mexico! Woohoo!