What do you have:
[x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[x] Brother
[x] Brother In Law
[x] Sister
[ ] Sister In Law
[ ] Half sister
[ ] Half brother
[x] Nephew
[x] Niece
[x] Boyfriend/Girlfriend
[x] Mobile phone
[x]Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[ ] Have a swimming pool
[ ] Have a hot tub
[ ] Guest room
[x] Living Room
[x] Own computer
[x] Own TV
[ ] Flat TV
[ ] There is some big carpet at your house
Total so far: 14

[x] Full size/Queen bed.
[x] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[x] MP3 Player/iPod
[x] PS2/3
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP
[ ] Gameboy/Advance
[ ] Gamecube
[ ] Xbox/Xbox 360
[ ] Wii
[x] Your Own Laptop
Total so far: 19

[ ] Basketball net/hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Football table
[ ] Sport gear
Total so far: 19

[ ] Night stand
[ ] Stereo in bedroom
[x] Surround system
[ ] DVD player in bedroom
Total so far: 20

[x] Go shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume
[ ] AIM/MSN
[x] Camera on phone
Total so far: 22

[x] Go Cart/car/quad
[x] Guitar/drums/bass guitar
[ ] Piano/Keyboard
[x] Any other instrument
[ ] Been on a cruise
[x] Traveled out of the state
[x] Traveled out of the country
[x] Had a personal trainer
[ ] Expensive jewelry
[ ] Met a Celeb
Total so far: 28

[x] Straightener/curling iron
[ ]Have been to a batting cage
[x] Have $100 on you right now in your pocket/wallet
[x] Credit card or ATM card or debit card or bank card
[ ] Have a TV in your room
[x] Mirror in your room
Total so far: 32

[x] Window in your room
[ ] Been to Paris
[ ] Been to Rome
[ ] Been to Australia (sooooon)
[ ] Been to Switzerland
[ ] Been to Dubai
[ ] Been to Germany
[ ] Been to a place written in 7 wonders
Total so far: 33

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Have owned or own a Jet ski/boat
[x] Had/have Camped
[x] Been to 3+ states/countries/provinces
[] 80+ buddies on Facebook
Total so far: 36

[x] Home cooked meals almost everyday
[ ] Been in a limo
[x] Been in a helicopter
[ ]Own a camera
[x] Been to Hawaii
[x] Have been to Hawaii more than once
Total: 40

Post as:
1-25 = Ghetto!
26-40 = Average Teen!
41-50 = Spoiled Teen!
51+ = Upper Class Snob!

She's starting my commission! She's starting my commission!

You should check out this awesome artist. She's really good. I love her style and she's finally gonna do my commission. I've been waiting ever so patiently but it's hard to wait when you're excited. XD

 sparklefuuck

[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[X] closed spaces
[X] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[X] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
So far: 5

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[X] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
So far: 7

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[X] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[X] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
So far: 10

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[X] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
So far: 12

[X] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[x] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
So far: 14

Total: 14

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of __ out of 72 common fears"

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.

Introductions
-Your name: Chibi
-Best friend's Name?: Audio
-Your age?: 28
-Best friends Age?: 36
-How long have you known each other?: 4 years in August
-Is this the only best friend you have?: No.

History
-When did you meet?: August 2010
-How old were you both?: Well math says I'd have been 25 and he'd have been 32
-Where did you meet? My lil' bro's birthday party at Gameworks
-How did you meet?: I was giving his kids tokens to play a game.
-Did you get along instantly?: Yeah I'd say so.
-Why do you feel you became best friends?: We have a lot in common

True/False
-You were instantly friends: Not right away. About a month or so after we met.
-Your best friend knows every single one of your secrets:True
-You think you know all their secrets: False
-You believe that this person is the most loyal friend you have: True
-You believe this friendship will last until the end of time: True
-This person is the most supportive person you know: True
-This person is the one you call when you have a problem: True
-You have slept with this person: True *blushes*
-This person is/was/will be your best man/maid of honor: False. Hard to be the best man/made of honor at your own wedding.
-There is nothing you do not know about this person: False.

Well, let's test your knowledge! (these are all questions about your best friend)
Eye Color: Blue
Hair color: Grey
Hair style: Short
Height: 5'11 (I think)
Weight: 160ish
Shoe size: 10 or 11.
Number of piercings: 2
Number of tattoos: 3
Favorite Color: Blue
Favorite TV show: Probably Firefly
Favorite Movie: Ugh...
Favorite pair of shoes: Those ratty ass Jesus sandals
Favorite Clothing store: Buckle...or some other trendy store, like American Eagle or Hollister. Such a metro.
Favorite food: Shepherd's pie. Chips and salsa
Favorite animal: Fennec foxes
Favorite restaurant: Vinnie's Pizza in Cottonwood
Favorite Band: I don't think he could pick one if you asked him.
Favorite Song: See above
Favorite Genre of Music: Probably rock.
Favorite perfume/cologne: Aspen, or Axe Phoenix. Well, that's what he wears at least.
Favorite non-alcoholic drink: Mountain Dew
Favorite Alcoholic drink: Anything sweet and fruity as long as it's not coconut or made with everclear.
Favorite city: Flagstaff
Who does he/she live with: Me!
What kind of car does your best friend drive: A nicer one than mine...It's an oldsmobile...that's all you get to know.
Parent's Name(s): Carrolyn and Fred
Siblings names: Jessica
Pet's names: Paige
Bedroom colors: Pink (cuz my bedroom is pink LOL)
First boyfriend/girlfriend: Autumn? I dunno if she was first.
First school attended: No clue.

Religion
-What is your best friend's religion?: Christian
-Do you practice it also? Yes
-Do you agree with it?: Yes
-Do you argue about it?: Never

Relationships
-Has this person met your significant other? He is my significant other
-Do they get along or would they get along?: skip
-Do they consider each other friends?: skip
-Have you met your best friend's significant other?: skip
-Did you get along?:skip
-Did you consider his/her bf/gf your friend, too?: skip
-How many relationships has your best friend been through since you have known him/her?: 3 counting me
-Are you their "crying shoulder" when something goes wrong?: I hope so.

Totally Random stuff no one asks about your friend
-Weirdest gift you have received from your friend? A silicone ice cube tray that makes shot glasses out of ice.
-Weirdest gift you bought for your friend? A Rainbow Dash T-shirt
-When was your first sleepover?: 4 years ago.
-What did you do?: Nothing. His wife and kids were there.
-Have you been intoxicated or otherwise under the influence together?: Yeah...back in the day.
-Does your friend smoke?: Hookah
-Does your friend drink often?: Not anymore.
-Has your best friend seen you naked? All the time.
-Have you ever been to the doctor together?: Yeah.
-Do you think you could live together?: Already do.
-Why/Why not?: Because we're respectful of eachother's feelings and desires.
-What thing does your best friend most often say? I love you
-What thing does your best friend do that irritates you most? Procrastinates

Nearing the end...
-Did you have fun?: I guess o-o
-Did you get stumped?: Maybe once XD
-Do you think your best friend will do this for you?: Probably not. because he isn't active here much.
-Why/why not?: Because he isn't active here much.

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
The ta-tas

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Don't own one

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Oh yes. Again and again. He's a grrrrrreat kisser.

4. Do you plan outfits?
No.

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Bored as fuck at work...and irras because Kenna is being a bitch to me in emails.

6. What's the closest thing to you that's red?
My external hard drive.

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
Can't remember.

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
Not yet, but I'm meeting my love's mama for the first time today so I will meet someone new, in a few hours.

9. What are you craving right now?
 Iamfennec

10. Do you floss?
I have fingernails...dun need no floss.

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
I love cabbage. Cabbage rolls, cabbage soup, corned beef and cabbage, fish tacos with shredded cabbage...

12. Are you emotional?
sometimes

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
When I was little

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
I eat icecream like I give blow jobs...lots of licking and sucking and lip action. hrrrngh

15. Do you like your hair?
I used to love my hair. I love it when it's freshly colored some outrageous vivid like blue or purple.

16. Do you like yourself?
Yes

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Yeah. I have a lot of hard questions for that guy.

18. What are you listening to right now?
The radio

19. Are your parents strict?
Yeah. But I don't live at home and haven't for years so that doesn't effect me much.

20. Would you go sky diving?
Fuck no.

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
Yusss! So yummy and high in protein. Good for you.

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Nope

23. Do you rent movies often?
Can you even do that anymore??

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
*looks around* um, there's some rhinestones on my jeans...but other than that, no. I need to change that.

25. How many countries have you visited?
Mexico and USA. That's it.

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
Yeah.

27. Ever been on a train?
Verde Valley and Grand Canyon touristy things.

28. Brown or white eggs?
Brown...and green ones too.

29. Do you have a cell-phone?
Yup

30. Do you use chap stick?
Yep. And burt's bees, and carmex.

31. Do you own a gun?
None of your business

32. Can you use chop sticks?
Yes.

33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
 Iamfennec

34. Are you too forgiving?
Sometimees too much.

35. Ever been in love?
Yes. I am now.

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow (or the next soonest week day)?
Hanging out with me.

37. Ever have cream puffs?
yessss....sweeeet creamy pastry *drools*

38. Last time you cried?
last night.

39. What was the last question you asked?
How the fuck did that happen?

40. Favorite time of the year?
Fall and Winter and Summer

41. Do you have any tattoos?
Nope

42. Are you sarcastic?
Very

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
Yes

44. Ever walked into a wall?
No. walked into a window though.

45. Favorite color(s)?
All of them

46. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes.


47. Is your hair curly?
Nupe. It's naturally straight with ''lose curl''

48. What was the last CD you bought?
Sarrah Marie Mullen's Celtic Harp CD's at the Ren Faire...ALL of them.

49. Do looks matter?
Not as much as just taking care of yourself does.

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
I could forgive, I could never trust again though.

51. Is your phone bill sky high?
Yeah.

52. Do you like your life right now?
Not really. I'm in transition and for someone who despises change...it's been hard.

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Only in hotel rooms, so I don't feel alone or get startled by strange noises.

54. Can you handle the truth?
Usually

55. Do you have good vision?
Nope

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
No.

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
By choice? Hardly ever. I have to talk on the phone sometimes for work.

58. The last person you held hands with?
 Iamfennec and it was divine, as always.

59. What are you wearing?
polo shirt and jeans....work junk.

60.What is your favorite animal?
Tigers

61. Where was your favorite picture taken at?
Bennihana

62. Can you hula hoop?
Nope. I've given up that dream.

63. Do you have a job?
Yup. 40 hours/wk +

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
Gas for my love.

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yeah. My stupid roommates locked me out of my own house by accident and I had to break in. Dumb. I also used to crawl out of the second story window as a kid and sit on the roof.

I know you aren't supposed to harass the artist and all but I see journals offering free art during stream and offers to draw fursonas with specific features and it makes me wonder if my commission, which has already been paid for, will ever get done. I guess I'm just a little discouraged seeing as I've had artists take my money and never get my commission to me more than once before. Just sucks.

I'll tell you all the juicy details later...but suffice it to say, I think I've found The One. Coming from me...that's saying a lot.

These retards in the Tucson furs facebook group. I swear these are the worst drama llamas I've ever met. They were trying to organize a Sea World trip and I commented on the post that they should watch the documentary Blackfish before choosing to support Sea World. One of the admins comes in and says that she went to school for marine mammal psychology (is that even a major?) and that Sea World really is the best place for these whales and dolphins and that caged animals get violent or some thing along those lines. I have the screen shot if you want verbatim. Now, I don't know if any of you have seen Blackfish (if you haven't you totally should watch it. It's on Netflix) but that documentary really isn't about trainers getting killed, it's about the concept that we are imprisoning self aware, highly intelligent animals to use for our entertainment, and driving them crazy in the process. I responded to the wall of nonsense with two sentences:

It's not about trainers dying, it's about highly intelligent animals being abused and tortured for our entertainment. But you went to college so you know better than we do.

I never commented again after that. This admin and the OP went into a tirade about how I didn't know what I was talking about and that I was hijacking the thread (how? I only commented twice) and blah blah blah. I never replied to any of that shit because it's fucking drama and I just don't have time for it. So I chose to air my frustration with her stupidity on my own private facebook wall (where presumably it would stay and cause no harm) and I tagged my friend who has worked with whales and dolphins (like legitimately worked with them, not as a trainer at a sea life park or a college drop out who may have taken a class about them) studying communication and social structure and worked on a program that was trying to develop a way for humans to speak to cetacians. I think he said it was called the JANUS project. Don't quote me on that, I'm really bad with names. Anyway, I asked my friend if he was in the group and to back me up on this. He wasn't in the group and by now, the OP had deleted the original post and then reposted it to dispose of all the comments and start over. I figured he'd calmly correct her and open her eyes to the cruelty that is Sea World. So I added him to the group. Now if any of you know this guy you know he's the most drama free awesome fur you'll ever have the privilege to know.

Here's where the drama begins:

This admin posts, IN THE GROUP, that she's not gonna name names but that she won't be adding my "backup" and that I can call her a bitch all I want but that she's an admin for a reason and if I have any problems I should take it up with the group founder. So, at this point, I stand up and say hell no. You don't get to put me on blast in the group over something I said on my own FB page. (again, if you want to know what I said verbatim I have the screen shot) A page which she is not on and cannot see normally so she used a mutual friend's page to see it. Sneaky sneaky. Yes, I did refer to her as a bitch...ON MY OWN FB PAGE WHICH IS PRIVATE! I never intended to start any shit with her, just express my frustration and, unlike her, I wasn't willing to get into an argument and start drama with her in front of God and everybody. But, she went and started it anyway. Because she's the first to say if you have problems with people you should message them and hash it out but she runs right to a public group post when she has issue with something I said OUTSIDE of the group. IDK why I'm even arguing this, most of you furfags will side with her and say I'm starting drama because in the fandom, people are not capable of having disagreements without making it public and then screaming drama...ESPECIALLY people in some minuscule position of minute power, like say, being an admin on a FB group because you're besties with the creator of the group.

So, I sent a message to the founder, as she suggested, and said that his admin was trying to incite drama with her post and that I was not aware that my personal posts on my own private FB feed were subject to the admin's authority and that I had not attacked anyone in the group, nor was I trying to start any drama. To which he responds that I had no right to call his admin a bitch (My exact phrasing was "This bitch is serious" because I couldn't believe what I was reading. Hardly the vicious attack they claim but whatever) and that I was trying to start drama in HIS group by inviting my little friends in to attack people with me. Then he said, We don't like you. Get out. So I did. I was going to leave anyway but had to wait until I got to a computer so I could do it. My facebook app sucks a fat donkey dick.

Then I reported the group for harassment. >:3 YEAH I KNOW...it was petty, but it wasn't *technically* incorrect and it made me grin...evilly. I mean...they WERE using the group to slander me...sorta. Sometimes people like that need to be reminded that they don't run the world, and that they're still the bottom of the barrel, in spite of the fact that they figured out how to make a facebook group.

I remember when I was top dog...err cat, at a fur house. I was an "admin" (leader is a more apt description since I ran the thing with a ton of help from my housemates) but I never banned people from my home because I or someone else didn't like them, or because they were "starting drama." And there were people starting drama, trust me. I never banned ANYONE. Know why? Because furries are adults and I expect adults to handle their differences like ADULTS. You don't have to drag half the local fandom in on it and you don't stop being friends with someone because you're friends with someone that doesn't like them. And if you're a good leader, you don't act like a shit to someone because they disagree with you about something. And guess what? There are going to be tons of people that don't like you and call you a bitch when you turn your back. Doesn't mean they're starting drama and it's definitely not ban worthy. (I bet if I'd called anyone else in that group a bitch on my own fb wall, nothing would have been done) Why do these types of furfags keep finding their way into power? It's got to be because we love the drama they cause...until it finds it's way to us.

I'll be honest, I kinda saw it coming when I noticed that new admins were getting added to a group of less than 50 furs which wasn't even that active to begin with and really didn't require any more than one admin. Most people have more than 50 people on their friends list and have no trouble keeping up with all of them. Then there was this bogus death threat. Allegedly, someone from the group loosened the lug nuts on the car of one of the event organizers and left a note on the car saying that if he didn't put a stop to the Tucson Ihop meet, that things could get worse. Who checks their lug nuts for looseness? I don't. And I wouldn't notice they were loose just by looking at them. I think it's a ploy for attention. (hopefully it is because I'd hate for someone to get hurt over furfag drama) So how should an admin handle that? Well first, as an admin of a FB group, you DON'T handle shit like that...you leave it to the police. And you certainly don't discuss it openly in the group and then tell everyone to stop talking about it because it's for the admins to handle. That's when I knew there was going to be drama. And I was right. Ah well, I only have one fur friend in Tucson anyway. Phoenix is better...and we don't try to kill each other over disagreements. Fuck man.

Funniest part about this whole thing, they said I had no business there because I wasn't from Tucson. Well you fuckin retards, YOU ADDED ME TO THE GROUP! I never requested to be added and it says where I'm from on my FB wall. Dumbasses.

So it appears I will be in Arkansas until December. :( This damn plane. I miss my cats.

So, even though my work fucked me out of the raves, I still went to the con. I was in and out of the dealer's den with a pink assassin's crest vinyl decal and a badge commission for Rocket and Chibi, BEFORE I registered LOL. I still haven't gotten the badges though. I decided I should support the con though and purchased a one day admission and the t-shirt, even though there were no panels I wanted to go to and I had already been through the dealer's den. The best part of the con was getting to see people I hadn't seen in years. It was so awesome. Also, I let  brittanyspanz04 wear Rocket in the fursuit parade. She was so adorable and looks much better in my suit than I do. She did great for her first time suiting. The con had too much MLP though. I love MLP and I'm a huge fan of the franchise but if I wanted to go to a pony con, I would have gone to a pony con. This is a furry con. Thankfully there wasn't a huge amount of MLP related art in the dealer's den like there was at FC this year. Anyway, overall grade for the con was probably a C+ because I shouldn't have been able to get into the dealer's den and commission something without a con badge, and because of the crappy, uninteresting, and just plain lack of panels. They did pick a great location though. It's walking distance to Paradise Valley Mall, which was a great idea for out of town attendees and those who didn't have access to a car. Also, we didn't have to pay for parking. Overall, great job for a first time con. Ya done good  AZFURCON

Stolen from  reepir

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Yes, but they're both girls LOL.

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
night

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
The WHOLE bed.

4. Do you masturbate?
Yeah

5. How often? Lately?
Not often...maybe once or twice a month. Srsly

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Ha! I wish I was that attractive.

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
For getting clean, showers, for relaxing, baths, for sexytimes...neither.

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
shower

9. Do you watch/read pornography? With other people?
Only hentai, and always alone.

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
aggressive I guess

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Not romantically

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Yesh. That's why it's so short.

13. Would you choose love or money?
Either.

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Contrary to popular belief, not everyone has kinks. Some of us don't even really care to engage in sex at all.

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yep

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Never had romantic sex.

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
In the cockpit of an airplane.

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
No.

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
No.

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
No.

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
No.

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Uh, sort of.

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Kissed. Not had sex though.

24. What's your sexuality?
Asexual

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
No.

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
The shower is in the bathroom, is it not?

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Yes. I wasn't on the clock though LOL.

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Yes

29. Bought something from an adult store?
Yes

30. Do you own any sex toys?
Yes

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
1 purple dildo

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Yeah

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
No

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
No. Awkward....

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Yeah.

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
Yes

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Anything that gets deep penetration.

38. What's your favorite sex act?
I don't have one.

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Yes

40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this
Can't think of anyone. LOL

Yep yep. So if you would like to come visit me, just give me a 20 minute warning so I could get dressed and stuff in case it's one of those days where I just laze about in bed playing Assassin's Creed in my chonies.

As excited as I am for Rainfurrest, I'm just not feeling AFC. I'm really almost dreading this con. I hope I'll be pleasantly surprised but really, all of my friends save for a few, have moved to other states and all that's left are the people who only knew me when I was busy being shard's personal attack tiger. IDK. I feel like bad shit's gonna happen and I'm gonna end up feeling like shit about myself for defending an asshole who didn't deserve it. It sucks I got played for a fool so publicly and that I threw away so many opportunities to really have fun in the fandom. Now my experiences will always be marred by this shit. Mystic was right though, he really had all of us going. He played us like fiddles and for a while we bought into it but eventually we all learned the truth. Truth is, he is everything Satorides, Skylar, and Zander said he was and I just had to open my mouth before getting all the facts. I should have listened to Shavii when he told me he was scared for me. I should have listened to Zin when he told me he thought I was being held back. Fuck, I should have listened to Satorides when he told me that clearly shard didn't love me if he was treating me the way he was. I have a lot of regrets, and I know that nothing will ever be the same and that is something I can never forgive him for. You all should see this journal, written by someone who used to rent a room to him. It is spot on, no exaggeration. I guess I knew that when he posted it 2 years ago but I wanted so badly to believe it was everyone else's fault that I was being mistreated so I behaved so irrationally. Shard was a good name for him. He breaks everything he touches.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2376170/
AND
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4473364/

Stolen from  groggyfox

-Staying at:
Hilton

- Arrival and Departure?
Thursday morning- Sunday night/Monday morning.

- Mode of transportation
Aeroplane!

- Rooming with:
 kooza and whoever else she's got rooming with us.

- Who Will I likely see you with?
 kooza  mysticpanther  shavii_backlash and anyone else I happen to make friends with at con.

- Con Plans:
Hang out, eat, play, commission badges, fursuit, take pics, fursuit, attend panels, fursuit, dance, fursuit, sleep, fursuit...

- How can I find you?
Purple hair with Blue ombre. I'm a fatty, you can't miss me.

- Do you do free art?
Yeah.

- Do you have prints/Cds?
No

- Will you be going to parties?
Maybe

-Fursuit?
As much as I can tolerate the heat.

-Which suits?
Rocket

- Will you be performing?
Nuuu

- Smoke?
Hookah

- Drink
Only wine and some cider.

- Gender
Femme

- Can I hug you?
Ummm...sure? As long as you've showered in the last 24 hours.

- Can I talk to you?
Sure.

- Will you be at any panels?
Yep

- Can I touch you?
Pretty sure hugging is touching...

- Can I buy you drinks?
You can have a drink WITH me, but I pay my own way.

- How old are you?
A lady never tells.

- Can I snuggle with you?
We'll see. I'm not all that snuggly.

- If you're pissed off, should I approach you?
Not if you're the person I'm pissed off at.

- Are you nice?
Usually

-Single or Taken?
Single

- Cliquey?
I can be. I'm super shy so I sometimes tend to hang out with people I know. I would love to meet more people but usually don't have the balls to approach anyone.

- How tall?
5'6"

- Can I Take pictures of you?
Only if I'm in suit or it's a group pic.

- Will you get anything commissioned?
YESSSS!!  Mochi  MarciMcAdam

- How can I get your attention?
Say my name say my name! (that song sucks) Chibi, or Rocket works. I'm a little hard of hearing having worked with planes for so long.

- Can I ask you to dance at the raves?
Hell yeah!

Gonna pack for Seattle when I get home from work in the morning and then the countdown begins. Flights still look good at the moment so with a bit of luck, I'll be in Seattle late Thursday morning. YAY.

But I guess I'm being dragged there in the morning whether I like it or not.

Renton, Everett, and Pike's Place market for sure. Hope to see some of you guys there.

This comment was posted about me on a friend's status by the coordinator for my 10 year reunion. You'd think people would grow up after 10 years but I guess not.


"Lol near sighted elephant. You're all charm Tiff. Here's a rumor that turned out to be true: Tiffany is still a sad fat bitch with no friends because no self respecting man would fuck her with a dead dogs dick. Any guy would probably become a master cock gobbler if they had to choose between lifting up your gross sweaty folds and coating you with flower to find your wet spot or sucking a dick. I bet your co workers hate you too! I hope you get sucked into one of those jet engines and spread across the runway the same way I spray my toilet bowl after a long whiskey and del taco binge. No wonder you never tried killing yourself. It would be impossible to find any cutlery capable of penetrating the whale blubber between your skin and your veins. Now, why don't you go get that ford focus piston you found at the junk yard, lube it up real nice with some penzoil and go fuck yourself with it you fat cunt. How's that for high school P.S.
I bet your ass still looks like a hefty bag full of wet clothes"

My feelings right now are a combination of wishing for death and hating every human being on the planet. I'm not gonna post until I get my fucking head together. But I'm going back to full time hijab so no one has to see my fat ass.

There was an artist at a table in the hallway outside of the dance right after the cabaret show, that was selling pony art. He was trying to get me to buy some stuff and I told him I only pay for art of my fursona so he offered a commission for $20. I gave him the 20 bucks, a ref and my email address so he could contact me when it was finished. I came back in the morning to get it and he was nowhere to be found and has yet to contact me. If anyone can put me in contact with this guy so I can get my badge from him or my money back I'd greatly appreciate it. Until this guy makes an effort to contact me I'm considering this a theft.

He's got a bass guitar and some 17" chrome wheels for sale.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4718410/

Title says it all. If you're a fursuit maker open for commissions, I'm looking to commission a head and a pair of feet paws. Link me an example of your work in the comments section. Also if any of you are friends with a suit maker who is open for commissions, link them this journal so they can make some money. If I commission someone you recommend there's free arts in it for you too.

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Update

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Here's my ref sheets:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10781051/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10781028/

I came. I saw. It wasn't that great. It was nice to see some old friends but I really wasn't that impressed with this con. I think I'll go to AC next year instead, since I've never been before.

So, I managed to save up ALL of the money I need to cover Califur without having to touch the paycheck I just got OR my tax return and I have to cover 3/4 of the hotel because my other two roomies backed out on me. The wow part is the fact that I managed to do this in a mere 3 weeks. I'm not shitting you, only three weeks! I have mixed feelings about this. On one hand I feel accomplished for knuckling down and saving the cash in such a short amount of time. On the other hand, HOW THE FUCK HAVE I BEEN SPENDING $600 A MONTH ON SHIT I DON'T NEED???? Literally, all I did was stop eating out more than once a week and going the Starbuck's every day. I've also discovered I have a pantry and a freezer BURSTING with food because I still go grocery shopping, but I was never eating at home. I crunched the numbers and I was spending about $25 bucks A DAY just on takeout. JEEEZUZ! That's $175 a week, $700 a month. I could go to a con EVERY MONTH just on what I spend on takeout. What the fuck man? No more of that shit LOL. I can't be doing this anymore.